Tuesday, 18 April 2023

QUITE UNAFFECTED

 

She was beautiful, elegant, and graceful

And held herself with dignity and poise

Yet was unaware of her own attraction

At school, boys of her age, for want of her

Cried themselves to sleep, and not only boys,

But she was unaware of the effect she had,

She turned heads and yet did not notice

This was not arrogance or even aloofness

She just did not see herself as others did

It had always been so, her innocence

Not that she did not date boys or even men,

She was neither virginal nor chaste

She was chased and pursued but not caught

Her heart, when given, went to the one man

Who saw beneath as only a soul mate can

THE STRANGER THAT I KNOW

 

I approached a stranger, a woman

Though not a stranger, somehow familiar

In some way, in her pale eyes I saw what?

Recognition? There was something, but what?

We held each other’s gaze and then stood

We faced each other in silence, watching,

She offered her hand to me with a smile

I took it and smiled back, still in silence

Her hand soft and gentle lay on my own

Until her fine delicate fingers fitted

Between mine like the pieces of a puzzle

Placed to fit with perfection, completing

A picture of lost moments found once more

She spoke and opened an eternal door

HER CHOICE

She sat on an eternal shore, silently thoughtful

Calm unexpressive face, still like granite

Contemplating her destiny, knowing that

The path she chooses, she must take alone

When, to the expected cross roads, she came

Which arrived suddenly, but then not so,

That long awaited, long dreamed of moment.

When choices made can extend far beyond

Like ripples in the water from a thrown stone.

But she must look for the answer inside herself,

So, a deep breath, a sigh and she plants her foot

Upon the chosen trail to who knows where

And with confidence she sets off on her way.

Has she made the right choice who can say? 

I HAVE FOUND THE ONE # 2

 

I have found the one

So Divinely designed

In flawed perfection

I HAVE FOUND THE ONE # 1

 

I have found the one

Lovely, Gentle and kind

My soulmate at last


Tuesday, 4 April 2023

I REMEMBER FALLING IN LOVE

 

I remember falling in love

When there was beauty in the world

A love shared by me and you

Which we thought would last

As long as the world kept turning

But we were in error

Because the love has gone

And in our hearts

There is an empty hollow

Pining for what was lost

While in the shadows

Lay our discarded dreams

Lost and lingering

In the gloom

Where the sun light’s ray

Cannot penetrate

And our love cannot be revived

WALKING HAND IN HAND

 

Walking hand in hand

Desire burned slow

And then a moonlight kiss

Ignites passions glow

And Nerves tingle

In baited anticipation

But he holds his roaring lust

In silence suppression

Though erotic thoughts

Bring Images of sin

And mouth-watering joys

That would soon begin

 

BEAUTEOUS FLOWER

 

There is a great beauty

And hers was revealed

As it unfurled before me

Like the petals of a flower

Opening to the sun’s rays.

In a moment, embers,

Which had smouldered unseen

Ignited into burning fire

And that fire burned for her

And amidst that passion

Was a flaming desire

To see the petals of her

Own sweet flower

As yet unseen

IN HER WEDDING DRESS

 

In her wedding dress

His eyes watched as the sun

Danced on the silver thread.

The pattern was pure, unadulterated

Like the precious contents,

But that night his eyes alighted

On the pattern of another dress

One of shimmering silk

Whose pristine flimsiness

Stood momentarily between

Him and his expectant bride

LOVE LETTERS IN THE LIBRARY

 

I entered the musty library,

Of the once great house

With its leather upholstered chairs

And oak panelled walls,

Instantly feeling at home,

So I took a seat in a chesterfield beside the fire

And in comfort I began to read

But my chosen reading was not

One of the myriad of leather bound tomes

That filled the oak shelves from floor to ceiling

Nor a rare first edition, of which there were many,

I had my choice of all the classics

With their gold embossed titles

But my selection was a collection of letters

Neatly tied in faded red ribbons

And as I began to read them

They took my breath away

For each beautifully hand written page

Was part of a remarkable love story

About a most extraordinary couple

Whose depth of love was evident

In every eloquent syllable.

 

As I read on, their love affair

Was revealed to me as a most exceptional love story

For this lovingly devoted couple

Who billed and cooed in copperplate

On every scented page and shared their hearts love

In unguarded detail, had never met

For they had begun to write

In the innocence of childhood

As pen pals, for a project set by School

It was a chore that had to be done

But it didn’t remain burdensome

Yet even though they had never met

Their love was evident, in fact it was palpable

In their intimate personnel correspondence

No that’s not what it was

Correspondence did not in any form

Convey the true meaning of their substance.

The tangibility was in their Love letters

That’s the only way to say it

The flowery words of an affaire d’amour

Echoed in the calligraphy on every page

Each revealing billet doux

More affectionate, romantic and intimate

Than its passionate predecessor

They billed and cooed on every page

Each lovingly constructed sentence

Heavily laced with innuendo

And dripped with sensual longing,

Subtle yet explicit at the same time

Flavoured with delicious nuances

Flirtatious and lustful

Romantic and affectionate

A love of such perfect purity,

Not for its pureness of thought

But for the absence of any hope of physicality

For their love was star-crossed

She was an invalid, bed ridden

Stricken with polio as a child

While he was a subject of an enemy state

And because their two nations were at war

She couldn’t go to him even if her health permitted

And he was unable to go to her

For fear of capture and imprisonment

So they could never meet, would never meet

And they were content in that fact

For their love transcended the physical

So they made love via their sweet missives

A love that never faded or faltered

In an affair lasting more than forty years

Which only ended with his death

 

The one and only public acknowledgement

Of the lifelong love affair, was in his will

When he expressed as his dying wish

That her letters, which were so precious

To him and cherished during his life

Should be returned to his love

So that they at least should lie together

She was so broken hearted at the news

That her cherished lover had left the world

She died a week after receiving them

And they could be united at last

THEY ONLY WENT TO HEAR A SWING BAND PLAY

 

They only went to hear a swing band play

Then feet started to tap and bodies began to sway

Then they smooch along to “moonlight bay”

HOW MANY OF US CAN SAY

How many of us can say

That our hearts overflow

And we are truly happy

It’s akin to winning the lotto

And I know all too well

Because I hit the jackpot

I had it all, until I balked

At thoughts of tying the knot

That’s why I now sit alone

Sad and broken hearted

And living with the regret

Because we parted

TYING MYSELF DOWN TO ANOTHER SOUL

 

Tying myself down to another soul

Always gave me a fright

So, whenever someone got close

I would always take flight

And I lived solely by that plan

Even the slightest hint of admiration

Would be enough to spur me on

To some hitherto unknown destination

And I could have spent an eternity

Constantly running away from love
Then we met and at once I knew
That you fit me perfectly like a glove

THEY MET ONE DAY AT THE PARK

 

They met one day at the park

Just an everyday happenstance

She thought he had promise

From the very first glance

But giving herself was a gamble

So was it worth a chance?

She thought she would and was

Rewarded with a great romance

MY LIFE WAS A PERFECT HARMONY AND

 

My life was a perfect harmony and

Love was the rhythm of the dance

I hear no music now or feel the rhythm

And that’s my lonely circumstance

AN ANGEL MIGHT FALL FROM THE SKY

 

An Angel might fall from the sky,

A Goddess may fall from a tree,

But you only lived next door

When you fell in love with me


A CALL OF THE INNOCENCE

 

A call of the innocence

That was what it was

When the fifteen year old me

Picked up the phone

To call Theresa Flaherty

My palms were so sweaty

I could barely hold the phone

Whereas my mouth was so dry

I doubted I could speak

But I dialled the number

And I eventually got it right

On the third attempt

And then it seemed

To ring for an eternity

But then it was answered

“Hello” the sweet voice said

“Theresa?” I croaked

“Yes” she replied sweetly

“It’s Paul” I said “from school”

I don’t know why I added the last bit

“Oh hi Paul” she said

And I tried to gauge if it was

A despairing “oh hi Paul”

Or a pleasantly surprised one

But as I had never asked

A girl out before

I had no benchmark for it

So a few minutes passed

Of nervous small talk

Interspersed with awkward silences

As the heart in my chest pounded
And beat like an eagles wing

While my head throbbed

And my stomach

Was a flutter of butterflies

As I approached the reason for my call

And the question I had for her

Which I had been rehearsing all week

But it vanished from my mind

So in the end I rather abruptly blurted out

“Will you go to the pictures with me?”

“Oh” she exclaimed with surprise

And added “Yes I’d love to”

My heart was doing cartwheels of delight

But I had to try to remain calm

“That’s great” I responded and hung up

And so ended a call of innocence,

And then I cursed myself for being an idiot

So I rang Theresa again five minutes later

To discuss the date, place and time

And so began our first passion

AS WE STROLL ALONG THE MUDDY PUDDLED PATHS

 

As we stroll along the muddy puddled paths

That dissect the lush green pasture

We are caught in a squally august shower

And must hastily head for cover

It was a futile gesture as we were soaked

Within a minute of running through wet grass

But we eventually reached a sturdy oak

Where we waited out the storm, until

Bright yellow beams of light pierced the canopy

We emerged from our cover and resumed the stroll

Everything was wet from the rain, with

Raindrop glistening on every leaf and bough

So we made haste along the sun swathed paths
Safe in the knowledge that when the rain came again

They would be safely inside looking out

YOU CANNOT LIVE YOUR LIFE ON THE SAME PAGE

You cannot live your life on the same page

Nor can you reread pages from happier times

You must turn to a new page and write on

Leave the pain of loss and regret

On the bookshelf and start a new chapter

And fill the pages with what life has to offer 

Friday, 31 March 2023

THE EARTH AND SKY

 

The earth and sky are

Separate and opposite

Complimenting each other

And are nature in balance

They are two adequate halves

Making one perfect whole

But the most perfect part

Is where they touch on the horizon

But the zenith of their union

Is the perfection of the sunset

Which is where it began for us

I am the earth, you are the sky

We were separate and opposite

And complement each other

And are nature in balance

We are two adequate halves

Making one perfect whole

And we enjoy the sunset embrace

Where the earth touches the sky