Friday 29 July 2022

HERE, THERE AND EVERYWHERE

 

It happened on the beach

One afternoon in the sun

It happened in the shower

When the day was done

It happened in the car

Parked in the multistory

It happened on the sofa

Watching Toy Story

It happened on a bench

One night in the park

It happened at the pictures

On the back row in the dark

It happened on an airplane

I’m sure it will again

It happened in a bus shelter

One night in the rain

It happened in a taxi

On the way to waterloo

I got that empty feeling

Because I’m missing you

APPETITE FOR LOVE

 

Your love

Was nourishing

And sustaining

But overly seasoned

With my tears

DOCTOR MY EYES

 

I’ve had my eyes tested

And I am 20/20

I am not short sighted

Nor long sighted

My eyes are healthy

There is no glaucoma

No floaters

Nor cataracts

My sight is perfect

So why is it

When I look at you

I see an angel

When you are anything but

I asked the optician

Why, with such perfect vision,

Can I not see betrayal?

He told me

That I have perfect vision

Its just rose tinted

A SULTRY SENSUAL SUMMER (A TEENAGE GIRL UNFULFILLED)

 

How I look back with regret

At that summer long ago

A sultry sensual summer

A time of sexual awakening

When I was on the threshold,

The blossoming of womanhood

And how I curse the time

I wasted on you

All those hours in your room

Listening to your music,

Your creative juices at work

Your incessant toe tapping

And finger clicking

To your tuneless efforts

Played on the out of tune guitar

That accompanied your juvenile

Angst ridden ramblings

“The music of your soul”

Was what you called it

God you were pretentious

Even for a teenager it was extreme

You were self obsessed,

Self regarding, self centred

Self absorbed, self deluded

Egocentric and narcissistic

In fact if the word

“Narcissism” hadn’t existed

They would have had to

Invent it just for you

If only you had realised

I wanted to make music with you

Raw unscripted passionate music

An ardent duet,

Fervently reprised

I had creative juices

I had creative juices to spare

I had a song of teenage want

About a frustrated nymphet

In lust with a pretentious musician

Who would rather finger his fret!!

Well I had urges

And I was left unsatisfied

By your excruciating folk

And your mournful dirges,

You called me your muse

Like I should be flattered

I didn’t want to be your muse

I wanted to be your groupie

I panted at you in desire

I dressed provocatively

I hinted at my lusty inclinations

I suggested you play my body

Like an instrument

But the sexual connotation,

Like everything else, was lost on you

And I remained unsullied

That sultry sensual summer long ago

THIS MASQUERADE

 

When I reflect back

On our time together

People were amazed

By my patience

And my quiet resolve

To maintain,

The status quo.

Such forbearance

And fortitude

In the face

Of her constant betrayals

My endurance

And boundless tolerance

Astounded everyone

But to claim any virtue

Would be dishonest

Because it was so calculated

I was not blind

To her indiscretions.

And to our friends

My capacity for forgiveness

Seemed to far exceed

Her ability to shame me

But it was I

Who was the dishonest one

I maintained an air

Of cool dispassion

In an effort

To give her space

And freedom

So as not to drive her away

I wore the mask

Of the patient husband

But my noble efforts

Were in vain

As I appeared to her,

Merely indifferent

And I drove her away anyway

I should have been honest

True to my feelings

I should have discarded

All pretence

And removed the mask

SWEET GIRL

 

Ahla was very cute and sweet

And she worked at the sweetshop

An appropriate occupation

For such a confection

I asked her out one day

And too my surprise she said yes

But on our first date I found

She was not so cute and sweet

But was rather deliciously sinful

And she gave me a proper treat

But I wasn’t the first to dip his liquorice

In that particular fountain

Every lad with a sweet tooth

Had sampled her pick and mix

Even the oldies with a taste for soft centres

Had tried her Turkish delight

But I didn’t mind sharing

After all a bag of candy goes a long way

But I had to draw the line

When I heard about Bertie Bassett

With whom she did Allsorts

Thursday 28 July 2022

DEAR LOST AND FOUND

 

Dear lost and found

Can you please assist?

Lost – one heart

In poor general condition

Broken repeatedly

Repaired shoddily

(Too many times to count)

It is a good heart

Generous in proportion

True and steady

Not of fickle disposition

A trusting heart

A heart given freely

Last possessed by Julie

Heart was last seen

Being trodden underfoot

By previous keeper

EYE OF THE BEHOLDER

 

You always feel like

A Sunflower amidst the Daffodils

A Thistle among the Tulips

Out of place, unsightly

 

You see yourself

As the ugly duckling

But who never transformed

Into the beautiful swan

 

You feel ugly and at odds

Ungainly and ungraceful

How wrong you are

To me you are perfection

 

You should feel like

You are a Rose amidst Cabbages

An Orchid among Daises

In pride of place, radiant

 

I see you as

The beautiful signet

Who was transformed

Into a beautiful graceful swan

 

That’s how I see you

An angel from the host

A goddess among mortals

Whom I shall forever worship

ANY OLD PORT IN A STORM

 

I was stranded and lonely with time to kill

And I was looking for someone to cure my ill

They told me about the only available “miss”

Who went by the unkind name of ugly Agnes

“Left on the shelf, and as plain as a pike staff”

“Facing the wall” he said followed by a laugh

I figured she’d be better than nothing at all

The girl left on the shelf, facing the wall

They gave me some direction to follow

Where I crept to and peeked in the window

I spied her in the candle lights flicker

Legs akimbo showing a glimpse of knicker

This old maid, who’d been left on the shelf

Was sat home alone pleasuring herself

There was nothing homely about this old maid

As she caressed herself and erotically played

And as I watched her deft self seduction

I was anxious to make my introduction

Outside I banged hard on the front door

Inside I banged her hard on the floor

But the savage and primeval union

Led to a more tender sensual communion

What had begun as “any old port in a storm”

Ended with me proud to stay till the dawn

Now I often get stranded with time to kill

And I know where to go to cure my ill

The locals call her Ugly Agnes or Plain Jane

But I go to love her again and again

WAS IT DESTINY?

 

Was it destiny?

Or an act of providence

That wove the threads

On the eternal tapestry

What twist of fate?

What unseen hand

Rolled the fateful die

That moved us on our paths

What unseen gamer

Steered my avatar to yours

For what reason

Did the fates conspire?

To cross our paths

To bind our souls

What great celestial clock

Struck time

And brought us both to this place

To this time

To each other

Who must we thank?

LOVE IS..... # 10

Love is…

Not a metaphor

Nor is it figurative

Or expressed in symbols

Love just is 

LOVE IS..... # 9

 

Love is…

Not fearing the quiet

Not doubting in the silence

Not feeding your insecurities

Not being jealous

Jealousy is not love

LOVE IS..... # 8

Love is…

Is a dream fulfilled

Or a wish come true 

LOVE IS..... # 7

Love is…

Being comfortable

With each other

Even in the silence 

Tuesday 26 July 2022

LOVE IS..... # 6

 

Love is…

Not making promises

Its keeping them

LOVE IS..... # 5

Love is…

The mundane,

The ordinary

And the everyday

Made extraordinary 

LOVE IS..... # 4

 

Love is…

The golden thread

Binding us together

LOVE IS..... # 3

 

Love is…

The unspoken,

The unwritten,

All the things

We don’t have to say

LOVE IS..... # 2

 

Love is…

Taking moments

And making memories

Together

LOVE IS..... # 1

 

Love is…

The beginning

And the end

And everything in between

THE SOUND OF SILENCE

 

When we first started dating

I had no expectation of forever

I was content with the immediate

And enjoyed each moment with her

All the mundane chatter

And flirtatious wordplay

Leading to the longing looks

And the sentimental words of love

Back then time evaporated,

Hours seeming to pass in seconds

And in all those moments

Precluding our life together

The one thing we never had was silence

 

But that was then and this is now

And now the silence deafens me

No more chatter

Words are used miserly

As if endowed with great value

And not to be wasted

On flirtation or sentiment

Words, when used, now bite

With venomous spite

Moments now last an eternity

Clocks that once seemed to race through time

Run now in slow motion

Her contemptuous looks wither me

Longing now for my extinction

LEG MAN

It begins with a cursory glance

Long before the beguiling smile

Or the girlish giggle,

Or the flick of the head

That makes her hair dance

Somewhere between the appraisal of a shapely leg

And the curiosity of what lay hidden

And you are smitten

And while your defences are down

It tiptoes into your heart almost unnoticed

It whispers into your brain.

And touches your soul

Then you are in love

And lost to reason

All for the glance of a shapely leg 

FLUFFY AND SWEET

 

We were an innocent couple,

We were naively sweet

Fluffy and soft

Embarking on a great love

We were an unremarkable couple

Just a couple of lovebirds

Sharing secrets, passing notes

We were an uncomplicated couple

I loved her and she loved me

And we just wanted to hold hands

And always be together

Fluffy and sweet,

Coyly smiling

Making wishes

And stealing kisses

We were an unbreakable couple

When we were seven

OF COURSE, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU

 

Of course, you know I love you

And how much you mean to me

Of course you must know

It must be plain for you to see

 

Ok It's not every day that I tell you

And I would if I didn’t think you knew

It’s obvious so you must know

Exactly how much I love you

 

I know I don’t say it in so many words

Ok I don’t ever say it to you

But that just because I thought you knew

How much I’m in love with you

Monday 25 July 2022

I MAY NOT ALWAYS TELL YOU

 

I may not always tell you

But you are everything to me

When I awaken in the morning

You're first in my thoughts

How much simpler life would be

If only I could say

I love you for being you

I love you for loving me

 

The love we feel the deepest

Is the hardest to express

But in your heart you must know

How much I love you

How much simpler life would be

If only I could say

I love you for being you

I love you for loving me


Emotions and the feelings
I sometimes tend to hide

But when we're together
I count my blessings

How much simpler life would be

If only I could say

I love you for being you

I love you for loving me

 

You're first in my thoughts

Every moment of every day

I should just say “I love you”

But this is not the way for me

How much simpler life would be

If only I could say

I love you for being you

I love you for loving me

OH CLAIR

 

10cc’s “I’m not in love” was playing

And our bodies were gently swaying

Meaningless words because we were in love

I was the hand and Clair was the glove

Our bodies moved together as if we were one

Still together long after the song was done

Our lips came together our hands caressed

Swaying to the music our bodies tight pressed

Clair and I at the disco kissing in the dark

Later under the moon we made love in the park

MEMORIES OF JANICE

 

I found the box in the attic

A flat, rigid white box

The sort that special greetings card came in

It was immediately familiar

Reminding me of my first love

For inside the box

Carefully kept and preserved

Were the love letters from Janice

Scented with cheap perfume

Letters full of young girls chatter

About favourite pop groups and fashions

And the days “must haves”

Talk of adolescent love and longing

Honey coated words of first love

Kept in the same box as her valentines card

Teenage love fondly remembered

The perfume was still evocative

Though faded like the memory

But I could see her pretty face

Framed with that fine brown hair

Cut in a Bob, so it kissed her neck as she moved

Her developing figure that hinted at what would be

Her gentle laugh that made you turn your eyes to her

The soft delicate hands that felt so good in mine

That first kiss that lingered on my lips

Long after we parted

I smiled at the memory

And wondered how her life went

What kind of woman did she become?

Did her aspirations bear fruit?

Or did she muddle through the years like the rest of us

Best not to know probably

The truth might diminish the memory

Of a sweet young girl

BURNING LOVE

 

Emblazoned on my heart

Seared into my soul

The fire of love burns within

Please don’t extinguish

This fire in my soul

Don’t add another scar

To my tortured heart

Scar upon vivid scar

Keep the embers aglow

Let our love forever burn

SEASONED

 

When we were young

We began wandering aimlessly

Through leafy woodland.

We began when there were only

The early buds of spring

Wandering on through

The dappled shade of summer

And its comforting warmth

Onward then to the fall

With its crimson hues

Now we embark beyond

The crunch of autumns leaves

Into the cold metaphor

Of winters landscape

We still have each other

But we also have uncertainty

How much winter will we see?

A SOUND LIKE HEAVEN

 

A sound like heaven

Sits softly on the ear

Every honey coated word

Is a sweet souvenir

The joy of her touch

On my skin still lingers

From her Porcelain hands

And delicate fingers

Delicately scented

Like an exotic Rose

Still vividly resides

In the appreciative nose

And the sight of her

Consummate beauty

Will occupy my dreams

For all eternity

Saturday 23 July 2022

THE TASTE UPON MY LIPS

 

The taste upon my lips

Of My moonlight kiss

And to taste that kiss again

Is my one and only wish

It Was Purely Platonic

 

Nerissa Gamboa was 29 years old and worked behind the delicatessen counter at Morrison’s Supermarket in Chapel Hill.

She was quite a shy girl but was popular with staff and customers alike.

Nerissa was a very slim and attractive girl with beautiful long dark brown hair and dark skin, reflecting her heritage as did her brown eyes.

In her ancestry she had Filipino and Spanish blood but she was born and bred in Britain and had no family ties with either country or even in Britain for that matter.

She was the only child of two only children and both of them were gone now.

So she was now all on her own and she lived alone in a small one bedroom flat about a mile from her work.

So why was a lovely slim girl with a personality that was equally lovely, living alone in a dingy one bedroom flat?

 

Her next door neighbour in flat 2a Gladstone Court was 32 year old Harry Devonshire, he though had the luxury of a large two bedroom flat in which to live alone in, courtesy of a failed relationship some eight years earlier.

Unlike Nerissa his heritage was strictly British and he did have living family, two brothers in fact, unfortunately they were both living in Australia so he hadn’t seen either of them for over 8 years.

Harry also worked at Morrison’s where he was the warehouse manager.

 

Nerissa and Harry were best friends and did everything together, if either of them was invited anywhere the other was always their plus one.

It would be true to say that they loved each other but their relationship was strictly platonic and their friendship had been forever and they were close to the point of symbiosis.

Coworkers at the store used to think their relationship was almost comic, but Harry and Nerissa got each other and their thoughts and desires were quite esoteric.

 

But their all-consuming purpose in life, their primary objective, was finding life partners, in particularly a serious romantic relationship.

But their frantic search for love remained fruitless.

Though not for the want of trying, they tried on line dating, blind dates, clubs, pubs and speed dating, all to no avail and as a result they had both kissed more than their fair share of frogs along the way and neither of them knew why they hadn’t struck gold.

Nerissa couldn’t understand why a good looking man like Harry was unattached and he couldn’t fathom why a gorgeous woman like her was still single, but the search went on.

 

They were walking home from work one particularly cold Friday night in October and Nerissa was unusually quiet as Harry prattled on about the arrival of the Christmas stock into the warehouse.

“I might have to cancel Christmas this year” she said out of the blue

“Why?” Harry asked

“My rents gone up” she said “and I’ve just got my Gas and Electric bills”

“Well look on the bright side” he said “You might have found Mr. Right by Christmas”

“I’m afraid I’ll have to put looking for him on hold” Nerissa said as they arrived at the flats “And I’ll have to break into my savings just to get through the winter”

Harry didn’t know what to say and they walked upstairs in silence when they got to their floor he said

“Right you go and get changed and I’ll get the supper on”

“I think I’m just going to have a bath and get an early night” she replied 

“Are you sure?” Harry asked “We can have a glass of wine and talk it through”

“Yes I’m sure babe” She insisted “I’ll be fine after a good night’s sleep”

“Ok Hon” Harry said and kissed her cheek “I’ll see you in the morning”

Nerissa closed the door and once inside she decided to skip the bath and went straight to bed and cried herself to sleep.

And while Nerissa sobbed into her pillow Harry decided to forgo supper and opened a bottle of red wine instead and by the time he drank the last drop he thought he had a solution to her problem.

 

The next morning he was up early and went round to the bakery in Convent Road and picked up fresh croissants. 

As he returned to Gladstone Court he could see the lights were on in her flat so when he reached the door to flat 2b, he rang the bell.

After a minute or two she opened it looking like she hadn’t slept in a week.

“Come on sleepy head, croissants and coffee” Harry said

“Not for me Harry” she said

“No to croissant?” he said and putting his hand to his chest as if he was having a heart attack.

“Not today” she said

“I won’t take no for an answer, so get your dressing gown on” he ordered her 

Reluctantly she did as he instructed and followed him into his flat.

“Do we have to do this this morning?” she asked “I really don’t feel up to it”

“Yes we do need to do it now” Harry said “and when you’ve heard what I have to say you’ll understand why”

“Ok give me some coffee” she said resignedly

After he had poured two mugs of strong black coffee he sat down and began.

“I think I have a solution to your problem”

“Oh yes? And what might that be” she said doubtfully

“I think you should give up your flat and move in here” he said

“What?” Nerissa asked scarcely believing her ears

“Give up your flat and move into my spare room” he elaborated

“But that’s a ridiculous idea” she said

“Is it?” Harry said

“Well isn’t it? Nerissa asked back

“Look we eat together most nights, we watch TV together most nights” he explained

“And you only use your flat as a bedroom and dressing room anyway”

“Yes but” she interrupted

“And my spare room is almost as big as your whole flat” Harry added

“Yes I know, but” she persisted

“I’ll continue to pay the rent and we can split the bill for the utilities” Harry concluded

“Well I…” she began

“And here’s the clincher with the money we both save we might finally get that holiday we’ve always talked about” Harry said

“Greece?” she asked

“Greece” he replied

“Ok” she agreed “now give me a croissant”

 

They had often talked about a foreign holiday, not that they ever thought they’d actually achieve it, it was planned more in a fanciful way.

Neither of them had been abroad or even owned a passport for that matter.

At first they spoke in general terms but over the years they had narrowed their search and had decided on Greece as the object of their dreams, or more precisely a Greek Island.

The particular Greek island was unspecified as of that moment when Harry invited Nerissa to move in, their only stipulation was that it mustn’t have its own airport.

The reasoning for that was that it would limit the number of binge drinking lager louts.

 

Later that day they were sat in his flat looking through old holiday magazines.

“Are you sure?” Nerissa asked

“Sure about what?” he replied

“Me moving in” she said

“Never more so” Harry said

His leant over and kissed her forehead and said

“So have you seen anything you fancy?”

“Andros” she replied instantly and handed him the magazine, and after reading the article in detail he replied

“Andros it is then”

Then Harry got up and switched on his laptop and went online, he typed in the address and navigated around until he found the relevant page

“Here we go” he said and Nerissa moved closer.

“It will be cheaper if we go before the School summer holidays”

“June” Nerissa said “that will give us more time to save, and we’ll get our Easter bank holiday pay in May”

“Ok” he said “two weeks in June”

“Two weeks?” she asked “can we afford two weeks?”

“Oh” she said as he pointed at the figure on the screen “Two weeks then”

He entered his details in the form and picked up his wallet from the table, entered his credit card number and hit the button.

“Booked” he said

“We’re really going aren’t we?” she said and giggled.

“Indeed” Harry concurred “We are taking our search for love and romance on the road, so to speak”

“Hooray” Nerissa yelled and danced around.

“Let’s open a bottle to celebrate” Harry suggested

“Let’s not” she said “Lets save the money and open one in Andros”

“Damn you’re so sensible” he said

 

On Monday morning Nerissa gave notice on her flat and over the following month she completed the move into Harry’s flat.

This involved helping him clear the spare room and redecorating it.

They then had to decide what she would take from the old flat and what would be dumped or sold.

She and Harry then gave her flat a thorough clean and they were rewarded by the return of her deposit in full which meant she could clear her bills and put the remainder straight into the holiday fund.

As of the 30th of November she was properly in and there was no turning back because the day after a new tenant moved in to her old flat.

 

As a result the pair of them had become quite boring and put on hold any expectation of finding Mr/Miss Right as their focus was one hundred percent on the holiday.

The run up to Christmas added to the coffers as they picked up extra shifts as a result of the age old tradition of seasonal panic buying.

They also restricted their spending on entertainment by only attending certain festivities, like staff parties and such like, and by cutting back on buying Christmas gifts.

This was a difficult decision as they were both huge Christmas fans and liked to make the most of the season.

The decorations went up promptly on the first of December and that Christmas they had twice the decorations to put up.

What they didn’t stint on though were the festive services from the first Sunday of advent to Christmas morning.

 

After the morning service on Christmas day they really pushed the boat out, despite having spent a pittance.

They bought the damaged or reduced items wherever possible and used their staff discounts on the rest and as a result they had a sumptuous feast.

“Well that was very indulgent” Harry said as they sat on the sofa after dinner.

“Very” Nerissa said and burped

They both laughed and Harry patted his stomach and said

“I don’t know why I’m laughing this belly is going to look great with my speedos on the beach”

“I hadn’t thought of that” Nerissa said and patted her own tummy and burped again.

When they exchanged presents they both had novelty chocolates and one main present each.

Harry bought Nerissa a small Gold crucifix and she bought him a Gold tie pin engraved with his name.

 

On New Year’s Eve, they normally hit the town, but this year they stayed home and saw the New Year in quietly and then they worked the next day for double time.

 

January was a hard depressing month, the decorations were packed away and the flat looked bare, the weather was bitter cold and snowy and it was a long 5 weeks until payday.

When pay day came they applied for their passports.

February brought more cold, more snow but a much quicker payday but no valentine cards save for the joke ones they gave each other.

March brought an end to the snow and cold and showed the first hint of spring and the passports arrived.

With April came Easter and another chance for extra money which would be in their pockets in time for the holiday.

In May they did their holiday shopping and packed their cases and they were all set.

 

The first week of June and they arrived at the airport an hour earlier than necessary.

Harry had only been to the airport before to either drop someone off or pick someone up.

Nerissa on the other hand had never been to an airport before in her life.

 

When they eventually got on the plane they sat very quietly.

Neither of them had flown before and were both quite scared but didn’t want to mention it to the other.

And as the plane raced down the runway they held hands.

Once in the air they soon relaxed and enjoyed the rest of the flight to Athens and nervousness was replaced by excitement.

However even once they had landed in Athens they were still a long time and a long way from their destination.

First they had to wait half an hour for a coach at the airport then a similar duration coach trip to the docks where they boarded a ferry.

There they had to wait a further 40 minutes before the ferry departed on a journey which took two hours to carry them to Andros Island in the Cyclades.

To the seasoned travelers aboard, the journey would have been very tedious indeed but to Harry and Nerissa being novices at travel, they didn’t mind a bit as they saw everything about the journey as a great adventure and on the journey they were rewarded for their patience by the appearance of a pod of porpoises who escorted them across the azure blue Aegean sea.

This they took as a good omen for the holiday ahead.

When they docked on the island they were met by another bus that took them to the village of Batsi.

 

As they walked into their apartments they had travelled for a total of 12 hours door to door but they thought it would all be worth it when they met the person of their dreams.

 

On the afternoon of their first day they had an orientation meeting with their tour rep who gave them the spiel about the resort and handed out information on places of interest, transport timetables, day trips and local entertainment.    

However the two of them were less interested in the talk than they were in their fellow tourists as they were looking for romance in the sun.

But as they scanned each and every face in the assembly they noticed there appeared to be no singles present.

Although Harry and Nerissa both noticed independently they chose to keep it to themselves.

However over the next 24 hours they both came to the conclusion that they had come to the wrong resort for romance because the visitors were all, without exception, already paired up.

 

Over an Al fresco breakfast next morning on the waterfront, as they sat in the fresh morning air at a quayside café it was Nerissa who broached the subject.

“Have you noticed they’re all couples?” she said

“Yes” he replied

“We’re not going to find them here are we?” she asked

By “Them” she meant their soul mates, their perfect other halves, Mr. or Miss Right.

“I’m afraid not” he agreed

“So what now?” Nerissa asked

“Now we just have fun” Harry said

And so they resigned themselves to the fact that they were not going to find who they were looking for and decided they should just enjoy every minute of their holiday instead.

Their search for love over, they spent a lot of time on the beach or in the water, or on a boat or in bars and Taverna’s.

They filled every possible moment.

Walking the beach together playing in the waves and having fun
before finding a quiet sheltered spot or a shady tree to siesta under.

They took day trips to Tinos and the Church of Panagia Evangelistria and visited the monastery of Agia Zoodochos Pighi and Andros town.

Evening entertainments included cocktails at the Koala bar,
Nightcaps at the Paradise, Greek dancing, Beach BBQ’s and a Greek night of local cuisine and drink.

But most of all they spent their time in or near the water.

One of their favourite spots was a narrow stretch of beach, north of Batsi at Agia Marina
with its own beach side Taverna run by a colourful character called Stavros where they often had lunch.

He was an elderly man with deeply wrinkled skin the colour of tanned leather.

When Harry introduced him to Nerissa he said,

“Oh what a lovely name, that means goddess of the sea you know?”

Harry thought that might make her big headed but Nerissa blushed.

Mind you when Harry watched Nerissa walk out of the water wearing her yellow one piece he could see what Stavros meant.

 

As the holiday drifted amiable into the second week any casual onlookers could have been forgiven for thinking that Harry and Nerissa were a couple, they behaved like a couple and a happily married couple at that.

Every evening the pair dined together happy in each other’s company but unknown to everyone they slept alone.

 

One day the beaches on their side of the island was covered in dead jelly fish, each translucent disk was roughly the size of a dinner plate.

Apparently June was the spawning season for jelly fish and having spawned out at sea, they promptly died and drifted in to shore and then two days later drifted back out to sea on the tide never to be seen again.

One afternoon Harry was lying on his stomach on the beach snoozing off his lunch and Nerissa picked up a dead jelly fish from the lapping waves and from a height of four feet, dropped it squarely in the middle of Harry’s back.

“What the hell” he yelled and looked over his shoulder to see Nerissa wearing a pink bikini, almost wetting herself with laughter.

“Oh” he said “I suppose you think that was funny?”

“Oh yes” she confirmed and laughed even harder

“Right that’s it” Harry said scrambling to his feet

Nerissa, still laughing like a drain turned and ran down the beach with Harry hot on her heals holding a jelly fish freshly plucked from the waves.

Her laughter turned to squeals as he chased her and she ran about a hundred yards before she fell over in the lapping water and as she lay on her back in the wet sand. 

Harry, with great delight, dropped the jelly fish on her exposed belly.

Nerissa screamed in disgust and it was Harrys turn to laugh.

 

Later that evening as the sun was setting, the sultry air was heavy with the scent of oregano as they sat on the terrace of the Medusa Taverna accompanied by the familiar symphony of evening birdsong.

“It’s been another lovely day” Nerissa said

They had ordered their dinner and were just enjoying an aperitif, the cracking of ice cubes was clearly audible in their Gin and tonics.

“It really has” he said and they chinked glasses

 

After dinner and the best part of two bottles of wine and a hilarious reliving of the afternoons jelly fish escapades the subject of the conversation took a familiar turn.

“Of course there is one thing that could have made today even better” Nerissa said

“And what’s that?” Harry asked before draining his glass

“Our perfect partners” she replied

“Oh yes, I’d forgotten about that” he said

“Of course it would help if we could recognize them if we saw them”

“Well yes that would help” Nerissa concurred

Harry thought she looked lovely that night and he was particularly pleased to see she was wearing the gold crucifix Harry had bought her for Christmas.

“Ok then” he said “do you have pen?”

He already knew the answer, Nerissa always had at least one pen in her bag.

She fished in her bag and produced a one.

“So what is your ideal?” he asked

“What do you mean?” she replied with a puzzled expression

“What would you want in a partner?” he elaborated

“Tell me what qualities you are looking for and we’ll make a check list”

“Oh I see, ok” she said “Well the usual I suppose”

“Let’s write them down then” Harry said and using a napkin he headed the list “The perfect other half”

“Someone I can trust” she said

“Dependable” he wrote followed by “trustworthy”

“Someone who shares my values and my faith” she added

Harry wrote “Moral compass”

“Someone who makes me laugh and laughs with me” Nerissa said

“Good sense of humour” he wrote

“Someone who loves me, and will cherish me” she said

He wrote “Romantic”

“Someone who will be there for me” she said “whenever I need them”

“A friend” he put

“Someone who listens to me and understands me” she added

“And who values me”

Harry thought for a moment before writing

“A confidant, Kindred spirit” and for good measure “Open and honest”

“Someone I can grow old with” she said “who will want to grow old with me”

Harry wrote “Soul mate”

Nerissa was silent for a moment as she gave it some more thought and then said

“That will do I think”

Harry took another drink and then read down the list and his brow furrowed.

He read each item and mused over it, added the occasional word to it, and muttered under his breath as he studied it and in the end after what seemed to Nerissa like an age, nodded his assent. 

“Are you ok?” she asked with concern

“I agree with every single one of those” he said

“Good” she replied

“And furthermore I know the person who has all of those qualities and more” he added

“Really?” she said open mouthed

“Who?”

“You Nerissa” Harry said

“What?” she asked

“It’s you” he said “you tick every single box on this list, you are my perfect other half”

“Don’t be daft” she said

He didn’t say anymore but handed her the napkin.

Nerissa took it from him, and started reading down the list of her suggestions and his additions and was very thoughtful for a few moments and then she went down the list in front of her again.

“You’re right” she said finally “you are the perfect other half of me”

Knowing smiles were exchanged and then they sat in silence as a confused turmoil raged inside them and thoughts raced in and out of focus.

“More wine sir?” the waiter asked breaking in on their silent deliberations.

“Absolutely” Nerissa said and returned to her thoughts.

Both of them shared the same thoughts and were afraid, afraid to take a chance, afraid of being wrong, afraid of getting hurt but most of all afraid of losing their best friend.

The wine came and they drank in silence as they continued their internal struggle, until in a moment of perfect clarity Nerissa looked at Harry and smiled as it dawned on her that they had come to Andros looking for love but the romance they had searched for wasn’t on the island at all, they had brought it with them.

And when Harry saw her smiling countenance he was immediately entranced and all his doubts melted away and the deep passion for her that he had always harbored subconsciously, stirred within him and rose to the surface.

Her inner beauty exposed Harry reached his hand across the table and Nerissa took it.

“All this time I was looking for Miss Right and she was there right under my nose”

Harry mused

“Living next door” She added

“Living in my spare room even” Harry corrected her

It was a miracle finding their heart’s desire so close at hand.

“How could we have been so blind?” Nerissa asked as she caressed his hand.

“Love is blind” Harry replied

“Yes” she agreed “yes it is”

Neither of them could comprehend how it was possible they were both so short sighted.

He had always thought she was lovely but now Harry’s feelings for her were of love for his soul mate who lived in his spare room.

 

On the moonlight walk back to the apartment’s they were holding hands and drinking in the heady atmosphere of the night, not wishing to forget a single second of it.

And when they reached her door they kissed for the first time and it was a kiss that made the hairs stand up on the back of their necks and their skin tingle from head to toe.

“That was a first kiss to remember” Nerissa said and giggled

“Let’s try number two” Harry suggested and she obliged

“Wow” Nerissa said after kiss number two

“I think we should sit down for a minute”

“I think so too” Harry said

Nerissa walked a few feet and sat on the wall and Harry sat next her, she immediately leant in to him and rested her head on his shoulder and he put his arm around her.

So they sat there quietly in the moonlight, their hearts filled with a new found love and their minds awash with previously undreamt of possibilities.

Nerissa kissed Harry once more and it was the equal of its predecessors.

But as much as they wanted each other in that moment they resisted the desire until their minds were clear and their desires not fueled by cheap wine and Gin and tonics.

So they reluctantly said goodnight and slept alone.

Though neither of them actually slept.

 

Harry and Nerissa were both up and about early next morning and both had made independent decisions on their futures.

The quandary was, had they both made the same one.

There were three possibilities, two of which could cost them their friendship.

Harry was sitting on the terrace drinking his coffee when Nerissa appeared.

Harry smiled and stood up to greet her but remained frozen to the spot.

She returned his smile and said 

“Hello soul mate”

The relief Harry felt in that moment was palpable.

He found he was able to move again and he stepped forward and scooped her up in his arms and said.

“Hello, my perfect other half” 

And then he kissed her as he had the night before and the feeling was just the same.

 

Their complete and utter surrender to each other came that afternoon when they made love for the first time.

When loves consummated passions reached the ecstatic heights of fulfillment.

 

To the untrained eye the remainder of the holiday appeared to go much the same way as the days before their epiphany.

Harry and Nerissa still appeared as if they were a couple as they behaved like a couple, a happily married couple.

Every evening the pair dined together happy in each other’s company but now unknown to everyone they did sleep together.

Harry and Nerissa had gone to the Cyclades in search of love and romance and it turned out they had actually taken it with them.

 

All too soon they were on the ferry heading away from the northern most isle in the Cyclades, and looked back at Andros, bathing in warm sunshine, the hills and valleys, the groves and vines and painting the hillsides in differing hues.

They would miss the place and its warm hearted people, the scent of herbs on the warm night air, the culture, the food, the warm sun, the blue sea and the golden sand and the soft sea breezes.

But most of all they would miss it because it would be forever the place where they fell in love.

Harry and Nerissa stood at the stern of the ferry, for one last look across the Aegean as Andros faded from view.

“Will we come back” Nerissa asked with a tear in her eye

“Oh yes” Harry replied “On our honeymoon”

Nerissa turned and she kissed him.