Friday, 22 January 2021

MY PETTY JEALOUSY

 


Sibilant whisperings
Greeted me
For it was I
Who stole their glee

The gathering
Looked upon me
As the architect
Of their misery

They could barely
Keep their hate inside
At this wedding
Without a bride

It was all my doing
With my petty jealousy
And with it in me
I had made her flee

YOU HAD ME LOVING YOU

 

 

You had me loving you from day one
I had you loving me when it begun
But somewhere along the way
Your cheating heart decided to stray

You had me loving you totally
And I thought I had you loving me
But now your heart resides elsewhere
And you have left me in utter despair

You are still the one that I adore
But you don’t love me anymore
You still have me loving you totally
But I no longer have you loving me

Thursday, 21 January 2021

Snippets of Downshire Life – MLK Day

 

When Margaret Linda Kennedy got into her car that morning in Brocklington she was feeling unusually positive, and it was the first time for several years she had felt that way, in fact it was the first time really since her divorce.   

The village of Brocklington was on the River Brooke about six miles downstream from Sharping St Mary in the Finchbottom Vale which was nestled comfortably between the Ancient Dancingdean Forest to the south and the rolling Pepperstock Hills in the north, those who are lucky enough to live there think of it as the rose between two thorns.

The Vale was once a great wetland that centuries earlier stretched from Mornington in the East to Childean in the west and from Shallowfield in the south to Purplemere in the north.

But over the many centuries the vast majority had been drained for agriculture, a feat achieved largely by the efforts of famous Mornington Mills, of which only three had survived to the present day and even those were no longer functional and were in various states of repair.  

There were only three small bodies of water left in the Vale now one in Mornington, one in Childean and third of course was Purplemere and it was Purplemere where Maggie was headed with her new-found positivity.

The reason for it was actually a misunderstanding and stemmed from the moment when she viewed her Twitter feed and saw that #MLKday was trending.

“MLK? That’s me” she said triumphantly and went off to shower.

Had she clicked on the hashtag she would have discovered that it was actually Martin Luthor King day and not Margaret Linda Kennedy day, but she hadn’t so she took it as a sign.

 

In truth it didn’t really matter what made her positive, what was important was that she liked the feeling and she was determined not to relinquish the feeling, and she managed to get as far as Purplemere when the incident that dented her positivity occurred.

 

She had just got off the Finchbottom Expressway onto the slip road when a BMW undercut her and, in the process, sideswiped her into the crash barrier.

The airbag deployed the moment she made impact and she closed her eyes and stamped on the brakes as her momentum carried her almost sixty yards before she came to a halt, and she was dazed and bleeding from a head wound as she saw the BMW drive away and then she passed out. 

   

When the ambulance arrived at the Royal Downshire Hospital in Purplemere they took her straight into the emergency department and she was immediately attended to by Doctor Vera Williams and Nurse Amanda Turner

 

PC King sat down next to Maggie’s bed while Amanda Turner, a skinny freckly nurse with her straw coloured hair tied in a bun stitched the cut on her scalp.

“Do you know who ran you off the road?” Marty King asked

“No” She replied

“Can you describe the car?” he asked

“Silver”

“Make? Model?”

“No” she said shaking her head

“Keep still hon” Nurse Turner said

“Dash cam” Maggie replied

“Excuse me?” PC King responded

“I had a dash cam, forward and rear facing” she said and winced

“Well that will definitely help” he said “I’ll come back this evening and get a proper statement.

“Ok” she replied with closed eyes

As PC King walked away Amanda leant in close and whispered

“He’s a dish” And squeezed Maggie’s hand as she added “and he’s coming back to see you later”

 

Maggie had a mild concussion, a broken wrist, bruised ribs and a number of cuts and contusions so they admitted her overnight for observation, and it was upstairs on a ward where PC King went to take her statement and left his partner PC Ricky Hall in the ED where nurse Amanda Turner flirted with him.

 

PC Marty King was a tall man in his late twenties, with a good physique beneath an unflattering uniform.

And as if being six feet four inches tall didn’t make him stand out enough, nature had also endowed him with prematurely grey hair.

But Maggie cheered up when she saw him approaching, she been a bit miserable since they took her up to the ward, she’d overheard the porters talking earlier and one of them mentioned Martin Luthor King Day.

“Duh” she said to herself “so much for being a sign”

So, she’d spent the afternoon feeling sorry for herself but when she saw him she realized Amanda was right, he was a dish, and she had always had a weakness for grey hair.

 

It didn’t take long to take Maggie’s statement as she was very together and very precise, which was a blessing and a curse because he rather liked her and although the way she gave her statement made it easier for him to transcribe later it meant the interview would be over far too quickly.

He thought it was a shame he was on duty as he would have asked her out under any other circumstances.

When he had finished he handed her the statement for her to sign, and after she had scrawled her Monica she noticed his own signature and printed beneath it was PC M.L.King.

“MLK” she thought to herself “maybe it was a sign after all”

Maggie handed the statement back to him and blurted out

“Can I call you? …. in case I think of anything else”

“Yes” he said “and perhaps I should have your number in case I have any more questions for you”

“What a good idea” she said and handed him her phone, and he smiled as he entered his number.

Tuesday, 19 January 2021

ALL THOSE YESTERDAY’S AGO

 

You slipped through my fingers
All those yesterday’s ago,
And how the regret still lingers
For the way I let you go