Monday, 7 June 2021

Those Memories Made on Teardrop Lake – (04) Behind the Paddington Stare

Olivia Adamson was a cool and detached woman who to the untrained eye appeared to be aloof and detached but nothing could be further from the truth.

But to all intents and purposes she disliked men, though that wasn’t strictly speaking true either, in fact she disliked what they did to her.

It all began for Olivia when she was 12 years old when her father left her mum and as a result she felt abandoned for the first time.

That selfish thoughtless act of desertion marked Olivia and proved the benchmark of her early years and in every relationship she had throughout her teenage years ended the same way with her being left alone again.

 

College was one disappointment after another and even onto university she seemed to possess the knack for choosing men with feet of clay.

So midway through her degree course she decided to wash her hands of the species entirely and concentrate on her BSc, and she never looked back and Olivia finished university with a first in business management.

 

Olivia never forgave her father and she was never reconciled with him and as a result of a massive heart attack when she was 29 she never would be.

 

She was a formidable woman and dealt with all men with a firm hand and if that failed she would employ her Paddington Hard Stare, which had been known to strike fear into men and in some cases reduce them to tears.

 

Olivia had willingly sacrificed the chance of love, marriage and family just to protect herself from being hurt again.

And Olivia maintained her aloofness in the face of men and reinvested the love she might have shared with a life partner with her dearest friends. 

Honestly it would have been forever so had she not met Simon Fisher, a local writer and serial philanderer.

At first she had the measure of him and kept him safely at arm’s length, courtesy of hard stare.

But through acts of kindness and self-sacrifice on his part she weakened and so began a short but exhausting sexual affair.

Simon was a dog when it came to women but she knew what he was, and she let him have her, dog or no dog. 

He was insatiable in his habits and he cast his net wide.

Olivia had even heard rumours about him and Claire Andrews but she didn’t believe them and nor did she confide her complicity in his philandering with Claire.

She did enjoy it though and she had never felt so alive succumbing to him was one of the events that had made her revaluate her life.

Another one was the Reverend Katie Oliver’s untimely death and then so many of the people she knew in Bushy Down had formed into couples and left her alone again.

 

Claire Andrews was a well-respected GP and was Olivia Adamson’s closest friend.

They had spent more than ten years at the surgery together in Bushy Down so when Claire instructed Olivia, the practice manager, to find her another practice she didn’t hesitate for a second.

With her contacts and ultra-efficiency it didn’t take long to find out the Shallowfield practice was up for sale and she offered to handle all the details, with the strict proviso that Olivia could run it for her, Claire agreed in principle but said she would be happier if she became her partner instead, Olivia agreed in a heartbeat.  

And it was with a clear conscience and a heart full of hopeful expectation that Olivia upped sticks and moved across the county.

Claire had no problem selling her share of the Bushy Down practice to her partners and as Shallowfield’s surgery was vacant due to the untimely death of its previous occupants, the Doctors Collins. 

It all went through very quickly, in fact so quickly that neither Olivia nor Claire had found anywhere to live despite the fact they had both sold their respective properties.

So while they were waiting they booked in to the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel at the head of Teardrop Lake.

 

Of course staying at the lodge was not the hardship it might sound, it was a very comfortable Hotel, well situated for the Surgery and the proprietors, Ron and Sheryl Brown, were the perfect hosts.

But as nice as it was it wasn’t home.

 

Which is why they were seated in front of William Lyndon-Sanders desk at his Property company office, hoping to impress him sufficiently that he might actually help them to find somewhere to live.

 

Olivia was four years younger than Claire and although she said it herself she was not unattractive to look at with her short dark hair, tall and slender figure with nice long legs, though she had so admit she was fairly shapeless and her chest was as flat as a bowling green.

 

Liv wore a smart two piece suit and black tights and due to her height a pair of flat shoes.

She also wore glasses, which made her look quite formidable and she had been told on more than one occasion that it helped in determining which way she was facing.

And Olivia knew that eeven though Claire was fast approaching forty she was still an attractive woman, a very attractive woman.

pretty face, blue eyes, soft shoulder length brown hair, 5ft 3, nice figure, everything where it should be, equally proportioned, and she also knew as they sat in the front office of Lyndon-Sanders, that William Lyndon-Sanders lustful gaze was on the woman wearing a blue two piece suit, thick black tights and 4” heels.

 

They were dressed in their ultra-smart apparel because some of the estate agents they had visited in the area had been more than a little frosty, even for January.

 

William Lyndon-Sanders was very impressed with one of the potential client seated before him, the one who was emitting a very exotic perfume every time she moved.

And he thought she was a very attractive looking woman.

He was a details man and his eyes had been studying the little bit of pale pink bra strap and the glimpse of lace edging inside her nicely filled blouse, her neat hips and her beautifully round buttocks.

Olivia had to deploy the hard stare which caused him to snap out of his lusty trance.

“How may I help doctor?” he asked

“Please call me Claire” She said “And this is my colleague Olivia,”

He looked at Olivia and was less impressed but smiled

“Olivia is the practice manager” Claire clarified

Claire then proceeded to fill him in on the situation and there difficulty in finding somewhere close to Shallowfield.

“The problem is there aren’t many properties locally for sale” he explained

“And those that are, go for over inflated prices”

“Why is that?” Olivia asked

“There is a covenant dating back to feudal times” he said “That covers a great number of properties in the area”

“What does that mean for us exactly?” Claire asked

“It means that the only available properties locally are for rental only” William said

“So is there somewhere to rent in Shallowfield that might suit?” Olivia asked

“I think there is yes” he said

 

So that was how practice manager and organizer extraordinaire Olivia Adamson and the lovely Dr Claire Andrews came to be living in the Folly Cottages in the Dancingdean Forest.

The three terraced cottages were situated high above the northern perimeter road in a rocky glade overlooking Teardrop Lake.

Once upon a time they were home to peasant woodsmen who worked the forest but now the peasantry couldn’t afford to live anywhere near the lake.

The view was spectacular, although they couldn’t see it all or even discern the teardrop shape that gave the lake its name. But the view of the surrounding ancient woodland of the Dancingdean Forest was majestic.

Much of the modest body of water was obscured from view from their vantage point but it was beautiful and relatively unspoilt which was why the two women fell in love with the place immediately.

Even before they had even seen inside the cottages they were all but decided and afterwards the only decision to make was who would occupy which cottage.

In the end it was a simple choice, Claire had the one with the bath and Olivia had the one with the best kitchen as she liked to cook.

The middle one remained empty for now at any rate.

 

It was both idyllic and peaceful overlooking the lake, there was little or no noise pollution and although the lake was used there were no speed boats or jet skis, only rowing boats, canoes, dinghies and skiffs.

Teardrop Lake and the surrounding woodland was privately owned and covered by an ancient covenant, and was divided into twelve parcels each with one significant dwelling, although those who rented any of the cottages dotted around the forest had access to the woodland and lake.

 

Olivia and Claire were very pleased with themselves for finding the cottages, but a variety of reasons prevented them from immediately moving in.

Firstly they needed to be decorated and re-carpeted and Olivia and Claire needed the time which was of a premium and they didn’t really have any to spare.

The new practice was taking all their time and even with organizer extraordinaire, Olivia, on-board they were too exhausted come the end of the day to do anything other than eat and crash.

So they employed Karl Bowers, the odd job handyman at the Shallowfield Lodge, Coleman’s son, to decorate the cottages.

 

At their favourite eatery, The Brown Windsor, across the street from the surgery they tackled the thorny problems that remained.

The Brown Windsor was a popular restaurant and boasted a large regular clientele.

It was owned and run by Mark Roscoe, a pleasant personable man around 40 years old, who carried the evidence of his over indulgence around his middle.

For the first month or so they ate there every night by the end of it they had exhausted the variety on the menu and Mark had exhausted Claire’s patience with his constant attention.

It was one of the few occasions that Olivia didn’t mind being the least attractive.

 

In the early days of their time in Shallowfield, Olivia and Claire found that the Brown Windsor Restaurant was where all the decisions were made.

And after they had secured the services of all the key players for the surgery, it left just one vital position to fill, that of the practice nurse.

“Look we both know who we want” Claire said

“Evangeline” they chorused

“Yes but we’ll never get her” Olivia replied

“We could make her an offer” Claire suggested

“Look this practice has twice the number of patients as Bushy Down and one in three of them are private, but there is still a limit to what we can offer her” Olivia said

“She’ll never come all the way out here anyway”

“It’s worth trying”

“But she’ll never be able to afford to live here” Olivia said

“It was difficult enough for us to find somewhere”

“I have an idea about that” Claire said

“What?”

“Number two Folly Cottages”

“That’s brilliant” Olivia said “why didn’t I think of that?”

 

So they lured Evangeline Christodoulou to Shallowfield with an improved package and a tied cottage.

It was a real coup, they had tried to get her to join the BushyDown surgery but never quite managed it.

Where Olivia Adamson was the master organiser Eva was a doer, in fact she was a tour de force, she was practice nurse, phlebotomist, ran the clinics, did home visits and was an all-round good egg.

 

So they managed to lure Evangeline Christodoulou to Shallowfield with an improved package and a tied cottage.

It was a real coup, they had tried to get her to join the BushyDown surgery several years before but never quite managed it.

Where Olivia Adamson was the master organiser Eva was a doer, in fact she was a tour de force, she was practice nurse, phlebotomist, she ran the clinics, did home visits and was an all-round good egg.

 

So with all the major post filled by the end of February

And the three Folly Cottages fully redecorated by Karl Bowers and new carpets fitted throughout they were finally able to get their worldly goods out of storage and were moved in by the middle of March two months to the day after they signed the leases.

Eva moved into hers two weeks earlier courtesy of her brother Emilio’s and a battered transit van.

 

Olivia thought it was nice after two months of living in a hotel and eating at a restaurant to just go home at the end of the day and change into sloppy joes and have a home cooked meal.

She seldom had to eat alone though because Claire couldn’t cook to save her life, so most nights they ate together.

 

By the time May arrived things had settled down considerably and they had added another nurse, Kate Marston, to the staff.

On the May bank holiday Lynn Cooper had invited everyone from the Surgery to a BBQ at Coopers Villa at the east end of Teardrop Lake.

As they were all local everyone accepted the invite.  

 

It was a glorious day with not a cloud in the sky and only a gentle breeze blowing off the lake.

Claire, Liv and Eva all walked down to the Coopers together.

Along with Paul, Alastair and Kate who all emerged into the lane simultaneously as they all had flats in Dancingdean House.

Olivia thought there was a bit of a love triangle forming with the three of them and hoped it wouldn’t blow up in everyone else’s face.

Olivia thought Kate knew exactly what she was doing.

The three of them were all of a similar age and she trusted they would be sensible.

She envied Kate though having two good looking men chasing after her.

Now things had settled down at work she had more time to think that she was comfortable with and her thoughts turned to love.

She had after all moved to Shallowfield for a new start so why couldn’t that include someone special for her.

She chastised herself for her foolishness and her unrealistic dreams and decided she should just be pleased for Kate and hoped she would be happy with her choice.

 

As soon as the group arrived at the Coopers Eva disappeared in search of Siti.

Olivia and Claire mingled and made their way slowly towards the patio stopping on the way to chat as they went and they had just set foot on the flagstones Mark Roscoe emerged through the French doors in deep conversation with Paul Cooper who was a Chief Inspector in Abbottsford.

But as soon as his eyes fell on Claire he lost interest in Paul and made a beeline for Claire.

“Oh God” Claire said

“What?” Liv asked

“Restaurateur alert” Claire said and looked for an exit

“Fear not” Olivia said and blocked Mark’s path while Claire made good her escape.

Olivia put herself in his path and smiled, the smile was one of the most disarming weapons in her arsenal.

In truth it was the type of phantom smile like a baby might make, which you think is aimed at you but it turns out to be wind.

“Hello Mark” she said

“Oh hello” he replied trying to look past her

“We have so missed eating at the Brown Windsor” Olivia said

“Well you know where we are” he said still trying to look beyond her

Anyway pleasantries were exchanged and when she felt Claire had shown him a clear pair of heels she let him pass.

Then Olivia Adamson smiled a natural smile.

“That was neatly done” a voice said behind her

“Very impressive”

Olivia turned slowly around and was priming herself to deliver a withering look at the owner of the voice.

When she completed her turn she was met by a tall skinny man with short brown hair and glasses with an inane grin on his face.

And the withering look she had planned melted away into a smile.

“I thought you handled him very well” he said and handed her a drink

“Thank you, he’s been pestering my friend” she explained

“He won’t take no for an answer”

“Oh I see” he said “and I thought you were a secret agent”

She felt herself blush and then inexplicably Olivia giggled

No I’m Practice manager at the local surgery” she said

“Ah so you’re not Mata Hari?” he quizzed

She giggled again

“No I’m Olivia Adamson” she said

“So what about you? Are you an international man of mystery?”

She asked and they both laughed

“No my name is Ben Shenton” he replied “and I am Vicar of this parish”

“Well I’m pleased to meet you Ben” Olivia said and smiled

“Well that’s not the normal response I get” Ben said

“It’s normally the cue for them to be somewhere else”  

“Well I’m made of sterner stuff” She replied

“In which case let me introduce you to some of my parishioner’s” he said then he whispered

“They have gossip that will make your hair curl”

 

Olivia was sitting on a stone bench and while Ben had gone to get them another drink she decided to phone Claire, it rang three times before it was answered

“Doctor Andrews” she said

“Are you ok?” Olivia asked

“Oh yes” Claire said “I’m on a yacht drinking wine with the rich and famous”

“Sounds fabulous” Liv said

“What about you?” Claire asked “I know it’s not your kind of thing”

“I’m actually enjoying it” she whispered “And I’ve heard a lot of gossip”

“Excellent you can fill me in later” Claire said

“I’ll see you later then, Bye Claire” Olivia said

“Ok Liv” Claire said and Olivia hung up

 

When Ben returned he had two wine glasses in one hand and a plate from the BBQ in the other.

“I hope this is ok” he said “There was a bit of a bun fight so I grabbed what I could get”

“It looks great, thank you” she said “I’m starving”

The two of them sat on the stone bench and ate in silence but for the satisfied sighs of appreciation.

When they had finished Ben gathered together the dirty plates and empty glasses and said

“Do you fancy a walk?”

“Yes I’d like that” she said “but I need to spend a penny first”

So Olivia went to the loo while Ben took the dirty things to the kitchen.

When they met back on the patio Olivia had attended to her makeup and Ben was carrying two bottles of water fresh from the fridge.

“You think of everything” Liv said        

“I try to” he said

 

“So which way?” he asked when they got up to the road

“Left” she replied

“Left it is” said the vicar and they started walking slowly along the road in the spring sunshine and idly chatted.  

 

Ben Shenton wasn’t from Downshire he was born in New Zealand to missionary parents, subsequently he had travelled the world, doing missionary work.

But he felt called to a different life and settled in the county.

He was almost forty years old and St Mary’s in Shallowfield was his first parish as Vicar.

“How long have you been at St Mary’s?” Olivia asked  

“Two years now” he replied

Oliver thought back to her time in Bushy Down and how difficult it was for the new vicar Robert Hunter after Katy Oliver died.

“And?” she asked

“And it took time for me to win them over” he replied

“But now they have accepted me”

By the time they got to the top of the hill up the sun was at its hottest and they were flagging.

So as they were close to the Folly cottage’s Olivia suggested take a refreshment break at her cottage.

“Great idea” he concurred

They spent the rest of the afternoon sitting on her patio drinking cold beer.

“Lynn tells me you are an organizer extraordinaire” he said

“That’s very flattering” Liv said and blushed a little

“I could use a great organizer” he said

“I see, first the flattery and then the sting” she said laughing

“Not at all, not at all” he said, also laughing

Whether or not Olivia thought she was being conned or not she agreed to help him, and by the end of the afternoon she had also agreed to join the choir.

 

After spending the afternoon on Olivia’s patio and suitably refreshed they resumed their walk and went up to Olwen’s Chapel.

Olwen was an Anglo Saxon Lady who was one of the early converts to Christianity but her pagan husband’s tribe would not accept the new faith and she was forced to worship secretly in the forest.

Her chapel was in actually just an assortment of stones on the forest floor arranged around a granite altar stone in a woodland clearing.

It had been rediscovered early in Queen Victoria reign and had been lovingly maintained ever since by a local society.

It was a very atmospheric place and every time she went there Olivia found herself spiritually refreshed. 

 

They stayed a short while and then the Vicar walked Olivia home before going home himself, it was a lovely afternoon marred only by the fact she had snagged the chain of her crucifix on an errant branch.

“Oh shit” she exclaimed

“What’s the matter?” Ben asked

“I broke the chain” she replied “and I’ve lost my cross”

The two of them scrabbled in the undergrowth but after several minutes search they were unable to find it.

“It was my mums” she said and a lump filled her throat.

Ben was apologetic but Olivia dismissed it as unimportant.

Ben knew of course that it wasn’t unimportant.

When she returned to the cottage she was enigmatic about her whereabouts for the afternoon and when Claire pressed her Olivia distracted her with the gossip she had heard at the party.

She had enjoyed her afternoon with Ben, he was nice, someone with a like mind, a kindred spirit, but she knew Claire would have endowed it with romantic overtones, which she wasn’t even sure existed, and if they did, did she really want it?.

Olivia knew the answer to that question was a resounding yes.

 

In the days immediately following the BBQ at Lynn’s, Claire had been like a cat on a hot tin roof waiting to hear from Peter, the gallant hero who had helped her escape Mark Roscoe’s clutches.

On one morning she heard Claire leave very early, clearly unable to sleep and Olivia presumed she was on her way to the surgery to catch up on paperwork. 

By the time Olivia walked into the surgery Claire was much happier.

“You’re very chipper for someone who left home at sparrows fart this morning”

“It must be the country air” she said

“Hmmm” Olivia uttered

“Do you fancy a Chinese tonight?” Claire said changing the subject

“Yes ok” she agreed “We’ll have to eat at 8 though”

“How come?” Claire asked not that it mattered

“I have choir practice” she replied

“You have what?” Claire asked with a snort of derision

“Choir practice” Olivia said “I have joined the church choir”

And before Claire could say anymore she flounced off into her office.

Olivia was cross, she didn’t understand why Claire was so surprised, neither of them were strangers to church and Claire knew she liked to sing.

 

Things had settled down at the surgery with all the staff and processes starting to pay dividends and with Claire thinking more about the whereabouts of her new man than what she was doing so Olivia made herself useful on the Vicars behalf,

Doing some bookwork, Rota’s, that kind of thing.

 

Despite Claire’s scepticism in regard to Liv’s choral epiphany it had very definitely put a spring Olivia’s step.

And a good humour had seeped in to her every pore when she increased her choir practices to twice a week.

 

Due to her preoccupation with Peter Lutchford, Claire didn’t notice just how much time Olivia was spending on parish matters and the choir.

One night in the church hall after practice Olivia was helping Ben clear away after everyone had gone. 

“I won’t be here for Friday’s practice” she said

“Oh! Why?” he asked struggling to keep the disappointment from his voice.

“Claire is throwing a dinner party for my birthday” she replied  

“It’s your birthday?” he asked “why didn’t you say”

“I don’t like a fuss” said Olivia

“Well you should” he said “you deserve it”

“Nah” she responded and picked up her bag and said goodnight.

 

Ben had a meeting at the diocese with the Bishop the next day which occupied most of it.

The day after he only had a narrow window between a meeting with the parish council and the summer fete organizing committee.

He left the village hall and walked down towards the surgery, he saw Peter Lutchford entering Gunasekara’s general store and Doctor Andrews crossed the road in front of him also heading towards the store.

 

As he approached the glass doors of the surgery he took a deep breath, muttered a little prayer and pushed open the door.

He was carrying a manila envelope as he walked to the reception desk.

“Hello Vicar” Lynn Cooper said

“Hi Lynn” he replied “could I leave this envelope for Ms Adamson”

“You can give it to her yourself Vicar” she replied and gestured beyond him

He turned around and saw Olivia was just leaving her office.

“Vicar!” Olivia said “Were you looking for me?”

“Yes, if you have a minute” Ben said

“Certainly, come in” Olivia said in her cool detached way

“What brings you to the surgery” she said as she closed the door

“To invite you to lunch” Ben said “for your birthday” 

“Oh” she responded. Taken completely off guard

 

On Friday lunchtime Olivia left the surgery and walked along to the Vicarage.

As she approached, Ben was waiting next to his car on the driveway.

“Happy birthday” he said and kissed her cheek

“Thank you” Olivia responded

“Jump in” he said

Olivia looked at the 15 year old red and rust colour Proton and said

“I take it we’re not going far?”

“Don’t worry” he said “it runs better than it looks”

“I hope so” she said as she got in

They didn’t have far to go, just a few miles to the Huntsman’s Lodge in Childean.

 

As they sat at the table drinking coffee after the meal Ben reached into his pocket and brought out a small gift.

“Happy birthday” he said

“What’s this?” she asked

“Open it and see” 

Olivia was carefully opening the little package when she stopped and looked at him  

“You shouldn’t buy me a gift just because you’re grateful for my help” she said

“I didn’t get you a gift because I ‘m thankful for what you have done” he replied “I got it because I’m thankful for you”

“What?” she said meekly

“It’s because I think you’re special” he said

“Oh” she said and smiled, then continued opening the package, she ripped off the paper and exposed a small rectangular lidded box.

Olivia discarded the paper and then removed the lid and gasped.

“It’s my mums cross” she said in disbelief

“How?”

“I borrowed Coleman’s metal detector” he said

“You did that for me?” she asked “really?”

“Yes” he replied

She sat in silence staring at the little cross on the new gold chain and there were tears in her eyes.

“Can you put it on for me?” she asked with a crack in her voice

They both stood up and Olivia turned her back on him and offered up the chain to her neck, then Ben took the two ends and closed the clasp.

Once it was on Olivia paused to admire it briefly before turning around to face him.

“Thank you so much” she said and laced her skinny arms around his neck and pulled her whole frame in close to his and kissed him slowly and deliberately and he reciprocated in kind.

When they had finished they remembered they were not alone in the restaurant and they laughed as they sat down.

Ben leant forward across the table and whispered

“It’s a good job I didn’t wear my collar”

 

Later on that Friday Claire held the dinner party at her cottage in honour of Olivia’s thirty seventh birthday.

Olivia and the other guests were completely undaunted about the fact that Claire couldn’t cook to save her life.

Apart from Claire and the guest of honour, those present were Evangeline, Siti Shahara, Lynn Cooper, Chantelle Dooney and Kate Marston and they were all from the practice.

 

The evening went very well, Olivia had a lovely time though her thoughts did keep wandering to Ben.

All the guests enjoyed three courses of gourmet food and copious quantities of wine.

And the hostess with the mostest Claire never lifted a finger all night.

All the food was prepared, cooked and served by Lynn’s daughter Jane who was the Sous chef at the Brown Windsor.

Jane moonlighted on her nights off doing home dining experiences.

It wasn’t cheap but Claire thought it was worth every penny.

Olivia was unaware of the cost and would have been passed caring if she had, she needed to use every brain cell she could muster as she weaved her way back to her front door.

Later that day, while Claire was in her cottage deeply regretting her over indulgence the night before, because she had her first date with Peter that night, Olivia slept her hangover off until teatime.

 

Despite her hung over state she had decided on a plan of action, the first part of the plan was to shower off the smell of the booze that was seeping out through every pore.

Part two involved her dressing to kill and making the best of what she had.

She saw headlights through the cottage window and when she looked out she saw what she assumed to be Claire’s new chap Peter in a chauffeur driven car.

She watched Claire get into the car and then saw it drive away the she put part three of the plan in force.

 

It was the day after her birthday and Olivia finished getting ready and left her cottage to drive to the village.

She parked her car in the surgery car park and walked down the road to the vicarage.

Like a secret agent in the night she looked around and knocked on the door and fingered the crucifix he had presented too her for her birthday.

She saw the shadow through the glass and the door opened.

“Hi Ben” she said and smiled

“Olivia” he responded “Come in”

She stepped inside and the moment the door closed they were in each other’s arms.

RED SAILS IN THE SUNSET

 

The Platter’s were crooning

“Red Sails in the sunset”

So I asked her to dance

And the moment our eyes met

My heart sailed away

And it hasn’t returned yet

PRESSED BLOOMS

 

Pressed blooms

Long since dried

Lovingly preserved

Betwixt printed pages

Mementos of love

From a time long ago

Flowers picked fresh

In the meadow

Where love bloomed

And a kiss was stolen

DRINK TO THE GLORY OF LOVE

 

Drink to the glory of love

From the loving cup

Before it spills

And evaporates away

Friday, 4 June 2021

Those Memories Made on Teardrop Lake – (03) The Problematic Convalescence

With the exception of her time at University India Harris had lived all of her twenty six years on Teardrop Lake.

India was a tall tomboy of a girl with short dark hair who generally wore baggy shorts and equally baggy t-shirts and rather unfeminine footwear on her feet.

She lived in Shoe Buckle House, on the northwest corner of the lake with her parents and her younger sister Dakota, and it wouldn’t have surprised her in the least if she found out she would live there until the end of her days.

Though the prospect wouldn’t have alarmed her in any way as she loved the lake and loved living there.

After she graduated from Abbottsford University with a 2-1 in English Literature she was delighted, but the delight very quickly gave way to indecision.

She had a degree didn’t have a clue what to do next.

In the end she decided to take a year out to figure out her next move towards her future, after the year was up India still had no notion what to do next.

Which was about the time her parents had started to give her a hard time, so she got a part time job at the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel which was where she first met her best friend Penny Davies.

 

Just next door Paul Spreadborough was convalescing at Chapel House, his sister Ellen Huston’s home, although in truth he spent most of his time down at the boathouse, which his brother in law James had converted into a Gym.

He was transferred to Teardrop Lake from the Army hospital at the end of April.

The reason for his convalescence was necessitated by a horrific accident while he was serving with the Downshire Light Infantry.

It was ironic really as he had only just returned from a tour of duty in Afghanistan completely unscathed only to be severely injured in a freak helicopter crash during a training exercise on Salisbury Plain, when Captain Spreadborough suffered leg, hip and pelvic fractures.

But much to his credit he had fought and battled his way back towards fitness, but it would all be for nothing if he failed his medical in a few months’ time.

Failure would mean, best case he’d be off active duty and worst case discharged altogether. 

Paul was a driven man and Ellen was concerned it might break him if he failed. 

The army was his life and if he was discharged he would be devastated.

 

It was a filthy wet morning on the first weekend in June and India was on her bike on the southern perimeter road, and as usual was racing along at breakneck speed.

She was on her way to see her best friend Penny who lived with her Aunts at the eastern end of the lake.

The southerly route was longer for her but was the much easier ride in terms of an absence of hills and it was definitely the less sweaty route.

She and Penny worked at the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel five mornings a week and at the Shallowfield Garden Centre on three afternoons and as they were single and of similar ages they spent a lot of their free time together as well.

Sometimes they would hike the woods, on others they would go out on the lake or just sit and talk.

That particular day Penny gave India the dirt on the new tenant at Lake View Cottage.

India thought by the way Penny talked about him that she fancied him.

 

On the way home she went on the northerly route.

India always took the northern perimeter road on the journey home.

It was a hard slog up the hill but it was worth it for the exhilaration of the long descent.

That particular afternoon as she was powering down the hill she noticed another cyclist ahead of her.

She hadn’t seen the rider on the steep ride up and whoever it was they were descending slower than she was and then the rider disappeared.

India pulled up sharply at the point she last saw the phantom rider and found him lying beneath his bike in the undergrowth.

She recognized him as her next door neighbour Ellen Huston’s Brother Paul.

She didn’t know all the details only that he was staying with her while recuperating from a serious injury. 

She knew it was him even though she had only seen him from a distance, she thought he was even better looking close up.

“Are you ok?” she asked

“Yes” he said weekly

“Are you hurt?” India asked

“Only my pride” he replied

India lay her bike on the ground and then lifted his bike off of him and leant it against a tree.

Then she helped him to his feet.

“What happened?” India asked “You were there one minute and gone the next”

“I think I just over did it” he said with a wince

India didn’t really understand his answer so she asked

“Did you bang your head?”

“No I’m fine” he said but he was clearly unsteady on his feet

Just then a car came over the brow of the hill and as luck would have it, it was Claire Andrews the resident GP and more precisely his GP.   

She stopped the car and quickly got out.

“What happened?” she asked

“He said he overdid it” India said

“Too much too soon, I agree” Doctor Andrews said

“Can you help me get him into the car India?” asked the doctor

She agreed and manhandled him into the passenger seat

“What about my bike?” he said feebly

“I can take it down to the Huston’s” India offered

“Thanks” he said and sank back into the seat

“Thanks India” The Doctor said and drove away.

 

Pushing the two bikes, she got down the hill much slower than she normally would.

India normally flew down the hill like a thing possessed, in fact she’s almost come a cropper there herself on more than one occasion.

When she reached the Huston’s House

She overheard that Doctor Andrews was grounding him.

“You mustn’t let him go out on his own again” Doctor Andrews said “At least for a while”

“He’s very stubborn” Ellen said

India carried on pushing the bikes up the drive and met the Doctor and Ellen coming down it.

“India thank you so much” Ellen said

“He was so lucky you were riding by when you did” 

“Yes you did great” Claire agreed

“It really was just luck” She said

“Well thank you” Ellen said and kissed her cheek

“He won’t be doing that again”

India smiled and turned around and headed down the drive but then she stopped suddenly and said over her shoulder.

“I don’t mind riding with him when he’s stronger”

“Well” Ellen said doubtfully

“I could keep him in check that way” India said

“I think that’s a great idea” Doctor Andrews said

 

As she walked home India was rather chuffed with herself that she had suggested something that the Doctor had thought was a good idea.

It was nice that a profession had some faith in her, it bolstered her confidence no end even if as she suspected nothing would come of it.

 

The following Saturday was India’s twenty seventh birthday and as usual on very important occasions she was always in the company of Penny Davies.

For her birthday they went into Abbottsford, to the Phoenix Centre to spend the day doing girlie things and to have lunch and of course spend her birthday money.

She wasn’t an adventurous shopper she wasn’t extravagant.

Nor was she a collector or a hobbyist so her money went on the usual sort of things, baggy shorts and baggy T-shirts and a little perfume.

What she really enjoyed about outings was the company of her best friend.

 

In the evening she went out with her family for dinner, to the Brown Windsor Restaurant in Shallowfield, which wasn’t quite as much fun as spending the day with Penny as she had to dress up, which was not something that came natural to her.

 

Early the next day Ellen phoned the Harris’s to speak to India.

“Hi India”

“Hey Ellen, how’s Paul?”

“Actually he’s feeling a little stronger” Ellen said

“Great”

“Which is actually why I called” Ellen added

“Do you want me go for a ride with him?” India asked

“Would you?”

“Of course”

“But I would just ask one thing” Ellen said

India guessed what it was and said

“Be strict with him”

“Absolutely”

“No problem”

“It’s going to be a hot today” India said “So if he’s ready we can go in half an hour or so”

“Oh he’s ready” Ellen said “he’s chomping at the bit”

“Ok I’ll be round in five minutes”

 

That day was the first of many times they rode together but it began with a lecture.

When she got to the Huston’s Paul was already on the drive

With Ellen

“At last” he said grumpily “my escort has arrived”

“I’m not your escort soldier boy” she retorted “I’m your babysitter”

Paul just grunted

“Just because you’re an army captain and I’m a civilian girl” she said with authority as she mounted her bike

“Don’t think I’m going to stand for any nonsense”

Paul said nothing

“I set the pace and when I say stop, we stop” she barked “Are we clear captain?”

“Yes sergeant” he replied sourly and they peddled slowly off.

“Good girl” Ellen said as she watched the ride off the drive

 

Despite his bravado and eagerness to get started and India setting him a relatively pedestrian pace they only achieved just short of three miles and had a slow walk back.

India planned after that first day that they would go out a couple of times a week even if they would invariably have to walk the bikes half the way home.

She was sure that with patience, not something he had in abundance, they would get just a little farther on each outing and with each subsequent ride India would be able to be less and less of a babysitter keeping him out of trouble and more and more of an escort giving advice and guidance.

Gradually they would be able to build up to riding every other day providing of course she could curb his tendency to push himself too far.

 

When she had safely delivered her wounded soldier back to his sister she went home for a well-earned shower and a bite of lunch.

She was spending that afternoon with Penny and her artist so after lunch she went down to the jetty to wait for them.

“There’s Indie” she heard Penny say

Indie was wearing her customary baggy shorts and equally baggy T-shirt and unfeminine footwear.

“Hi Indie” Penny called

“Hey Pen” she called back

Penny came alongside the jetty and quickly tied up.

Once on the jetty Penny introduced him

“This is Danny”

“Hello Danny” India said

“Hi India and Happy birthday for yesterday”

“Thanks” she replied

“Where to first?” India asked

“The Chapel” Penny replied putting on her backpack, India was already wearing hers.

 

Danny had his by his feet with his camera and some basic artist materials in and quickly put it on and broke into a trot to catch up with the girls.

The Chapel was Olwen’s Chapel and the Olwen in question was an Anglo Saxon Lady who was one of the early converts to Christianity but her pagan husband’s tribe would not accept the new faith and she was forced to worship secretly in the forest.

Her chapel was in actually just an assortment of stones on the forest floor arranged around a granite altar stone in a woodland clearing.

It had been rediscovered early in Queen Victoria reign and had been lovingly maintained ever since by a local society.

They yomped up the hill and the moment they entered the forest they instantly felt the coolness of the shade.

But even with the drop in temperature it was still quite hard going climbing up the hill.

However when they arrived Danny had to agree with Penny’s earlier assessment, it was indeed atmospheric. 

They spent a very pleasant hour there and he sketched the two girls, as they sat on the altar stone.

From there they headed towards Shoe Buckle Falls so named, so legend had it, after a 17th century fugitive who was pursued into the forest by Parliamentarian soldiers, but disappeared in the vicinity of the falls and all they ever found of him was his shoe buckle.

The falls were not grand or spectacular but they were nice enough.

The water tumbled and spilled over the rocks gathering briefly in deep pools and then tumbling down again to the next pool.

It was dark beneath the ancient trees and refreshingly cool as the misty spray settled on them. 

The rocks and trees closest to the falls were covered in bright green lichens.

Danny sketched the two girls again this time as they soaked their feet in one of the deep pools.

 

It was early evening by the time they followed the path of the falls back down towards the perimeter road.

All afternoon the girls had regaled Danny with the stories and legends of the area and when they reached the now disused 16th century stone bridge he quite naturally asked 

“Does this have a name?”

The girls looked at each other and then Penny replied

“Yes, it’s called a bridge”

And she and India went into hysterics, and Danny couldn’t help but laugh himself, they were still laughing when they reached the road and then Penny stumbled on a pothole and that set them all off again.

After saying good bye to Pen and Danny, India stood on the Jetty and waved to them, but they didn’t notice so she just smiled to herself.

Penny had said to her that she was just showing Danny around because he was a stranger and she felt sorry for him but she could see by the way he looked at her as he sketched her that he was smitten and Penny clearly liked him too.

Still smiling to herself she went indoors for dinner.

 

A couple of days later she was out with Paul again on the bikes.

And as she suspected the ride ended with them walking the bikes home.

This happened a lot when they rode out together much to Paul’s annoyance.

“You’re not very patient are you?” she said

“It’s not a question of impatience” he insisted

“I have a medical in November and I have to be fit for that, so I’m not impatient, I just have a target, and it’s looming large”

“Which you are never going to achieve if you push yourself so hard you can’t do anything” India pointed out

“So everyone keeps telling me” he said

“Well then” she retorted

The completed the remainder of the walk back in contemplative silence.

“Thanks Indie” he said as they reached the Huston’s drive way

“Same time tomorrow?”

“The day after tomorrow” Indie corrected him

“Ok the day after tomorrow” he agreed

 

They kept up the twice weekly rides for a couple of weeks in July, then they increased it to three and almost immediately to every other day.

India welcomed the extra rides as Penny had gone away to Canada for three weeks so she needed something extra to fill the time.

She was at a bit of a loose end while her best friend was away, At one point India did think about going over to see Danny the artist but she didn’t want to step on Pens toes because she knew she liked him and he definitely liked her.

She couldn’t understand what was holding them back.

 

Riding every other day really built up his stamina so that after exactly one month from the day of their first ride together he completed his first circuit of the perimeter road.

“Wow” he panted as he brought the bike to a halt

“Well done Paul” Indie said

“I didn’t think I was ever going to do it” he confessed

“Let’s do it again”

“Absolutely not” Indie said “just enjoy the moment”

“But...”

“But nothing” she reiterated

“Ok” he said resignedly “you’re very bossy”

 

It was two days after he had completed that momentous first complete circuit of the perimeter road that Indie called at the Huston’s house looking for Paul.  

But when she arrived he wasn’t ready and waiting on the drive as usual so she had to go and look for him.

She eventually tracked him down and found him sitting on the jetty in front of the boat house

“Come on then let’s be having you” she said

“I’m not riding today” he said sulkily

“Why not?” Indie said “What’s the matter? Are you a tired little soldier?”

She laughed very loudly at her joke but she soon realized he wasn’t laughing.

“I have a slight muscle strain in my hip and Doc Andrews has banned me from any high impact exercise” he explained unhappily.

“I’m getting so close to fitness and then I get this”

“It’s just a minor setback” India said encouragingly

“It’s not fare” he said “I’ve done as I’ve been told, and I’ve been patient”

“Well there is a simple solution” India said

“What solution?” he asked

“It’s staring you right in the face” She said

“What?” he said standing up “Tell me”

“Swimming” she said

“What?” he repeated

“You can swim” she said and pushed him off the jetty.

India roared with laughter as he splashed and floundered in the lake in fact she was laughing so hard she didn’t notice him leap from the water.

And it was Paul who was laughing after he pulled her by the t-shirt to join him in the lake.

After that Paul and India swam every day for the next week until Dr Andrews passed him fit to resume heavy exercise.

India had been on an errand to the surgery to pick up a repeat prescription for her mums migraine tablets when Dr Andrews tapped her on the shoulder and made India jump.

“Hello India” she said

“Oh hi doc” India replied

“Well done for what you’re doing with Paul” she said “he’s coming on in leaps and bounds”

“That’s ok” India replied a little embarrassed

“And getting him to swim was pure genius” she continued

“I wish I’d thought of that”

Then she went back into her room.

On her way home she thought about what the doctor had said and why she was embarrassed about it, and it suddenly dawned on her how much she fancied Paul.

She was thinking about that and what she should do about it,

“I’ll ask Penny” she thought to herself.

Which was when she bumped into Danny as he returned from Shallowfield with some supplies.

He was also walking along the Lane that passed the Hotel and was gazing into the River Brooke which ran parallel to the lane and flowed from the head of the lake and on through Shallowfield.

“Are you looking forward to this afternoon?” Indie asked

“This afternoon?” he responded

India would have been at something of a loose end while Pen was away and would have been counting the days but for the fact she was otherwise engaged helping a convalescing soldier, she had assumed quite rightly that Danny would not have been so distracted, he would surely have been counting the days.

She knew Penny liked him and she was pretty sure he liked her back.

“Penny’s coming home today” she said

“No, she’s not back until the 19th” Danny said

“It is the 19th” India pointed out

“What? Oh God how did that happen” Danny exclaimed

“I have to go”

“It’s ok, you’ve got hours yet” Indie said and laughed

“She’s going to ring me when she lands”

“Oh ok” Danny said more calmly

“I can ring you when I hear if you like” Indie suggested

“Yes that would be great” he said “Thanks Indie”

 

It wasn’t until after lunch that Penny phone Indie and it was a very quick call just to say that the flight had been delayed but they were now boarding and she wouldn’t be home until the early hours and then she was gone.

India really wanted to tell her about Paul but that would have to wait now.

She picked up her phone again and called Danny to give him the information.

 

India didn’t expect to see her friend the next day, she knew Penny would be with Danny.

India just hoped that the three weeks apart would have focused their minds and that by the end of the day they would be a couple.

 

The next day Pen called India bright and early and said she had good news.

Penny then abandoned her new boyfriend for the day and went in search of her best friend so they could share each other’s news.

They met up at Olwen’s Chapel, Penny chose it because she said it was there that she realized she loved him.

When India appeared from the trees Pen was already there and had been waiting for about ten minutes.

Penny got to her feet and ran to meet India

“It happened Indie, it happened” she said

And the she gave her friend a blow by blow account of the previous day.

When she had finished enthusing about Danny she said

“We just need to find someone for you now”

“Well it’s funny you should say that” Indie said and then it was her turn to fill in the blanks of the previous three weeks which she did at great pace without pausing for breath and at the end said desperately

“I don’t know what to do next”

 

Penny did and one Sunday she arranged an outing to the French market in Abbottsford on a very special shopping trip.

Danny drove them there in his car after church.

He wasn’t privy to where they went or what they bought and he had to amuse himself in the Phoenix Shopping Centre until he was summoned, and as t Technophobe Danny didn’t have a mobile of his own Penny gave him hers.

His reward when he met up with the high-spirited pair loaded down with shopping bags was to carry the bags and buy them dinner.

 

She didn’t see much of Penny after that as she and Danny made the most of the time he had left on the Lake before he returned home to pack for his trip to Australia.

 

Which was fine for India as she had a deadline of her own.

A long with all the residents on the Lake she was invited to the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel, where the proprietor’s Rob and Sheryl Brown were holding their wedding anniversary party.

And included in “all the residents” was one Captain Paul Spreadborough. 

 

India had got up early and made sure she got in the bathroom before her sister Dakota.

She was 9 years younger than Indie and her mother Jemima called her their little miracle, India called her a mistake.

Dakota and Indie, to look at were like two peas in a pod, but in every other way possible they were complete opposites.

India was an outdoorsy tomboy type whereas Dakota was a girlie girl, all pink, pretty and powdered.

She was also ultra-confident and ultra-popular with the boys which she kept dancing on strings.

 

India spent an extraordinarily long time in the bathroom partly because she was being extra thorough and partly because it was annoying the hell out of Dakota.

“I’m sorry Dak, did I keep you waiting” she said when she finally let her sister in.

“You’re such a retard Indie” she retorted

 

It was two hours later when she walked downstairs and into the kitchen.

Her father Chris was the first one to spot her and stared at her open mouthed, when he eventually spoke he said.

“Who are you and what have you done with my daughter?”

Then Jemima turned around and tears welled up in her eyes.

“You look beautiful darling” she said and kissed her daughter.

The reason for the extreme reaction was because India Harris was wearing girl clothes the whole outfit purchased at the French Market in Abbottsford

A pristine white blouse trimmed with lace and a flouncy swishy skirt of many shades of purple and on her feet neat very feminine footwear.

Just then Dakota joined them in the kitchen and for once was speechless.

“I have to go” Indie said after looking at the clock

“He won’t be able to resist you darling” Her mum said and kissed her

“Who won’t?” said dad

“I’m coming too” said Dakota

“Going where?” dad asked

“No Dakota you’re staying right here” mum said firmly causing Dakota to storm out of the room

“Now off you go and we’ll see you there” mum added

“Is anyone going to tell me what’s going on?” Dad said but no one listened

India kissed her mum and left the house

When she reached the Huston’s house she could hear chattering from the patio so she walked around

She found Ellen seated at the table talking to the doctor, Claire Andrews.

“Hello India” Ellen said

“Wow” said Claire “you look lovely”

“Hi” Indie replied “I was looking for Paul”

“He’s around somewhere” Ellen said “Sit down and I’ll get you a drink” 

“So where did the tomboy go?” Claire asked

“Well I thought I’d make an effort for the Browns” India replied

Ellen and Claire exchanged a look as she put a coffee mug on the table in front of her.

As they sat at the table India was like a cat on a hot tin roof fidgeting and looking around and about her.

Craning her neck Every time she heard a noise or a voice.

Ellen nudged Claire

“Should we put her out of her misery?”

Claire nodded

“He’s down at the boat house why don’t you take him down a coffee?” Ellen suggested

“Ok” she responded

 

“Paul is not going to know what’s hit him” Ellen said when she was out of earshot

“I know” Agreed Claire “India Harris is wearing girl clothes”

When she got down to the boathouse she found Paul stood on the jetty looking out across the water and it took her breath away, he was such a good looking man.

He was tall and dark, well-tanned and lantern jawed.

And she suddenly felt foolish, how could someone like him be interested in her and she turned to walk away.

“Don’t go” he called

“I shouldn’t have come” she said

“Of course you should” Paul said walking towards her

“No I’m just making a fool of myself” India said and turned to go again

“But I’ve been waiting for you” Paul said

“What?” she asked

“I’ve been waiting for you” he repeated only an arm’s length from her now

“Why?” she asked

“Because you’re the one” Paul said took hold of her

“I am?” she asked

“Yes, and I’ve been dreaming of the moment I could do this” he said and kissed her gently    

 

They were the last to arrive at the party at the Shallowfield Lodge and when they walked in holding hands every head turned to watch them, and the general consensus of opinion was that it was about time.