We are at the beginning
We are barely on our way
Love is still new and fresh
But I would just like to say
I want to grow old with you
Till we are both old and grey
I want us both to be together
Until our far off dying day
We are at the beginning
We are barely on our way
Love is still new and fresh
But I would just like to say
I want to grow old with you
Till we are both old and grey
I want us both to be together
Until our far off dying day
The village of
Brocklington was on the River Brooke about six miles downstream from Sharping
St Mary in the Finchbottom Vale which was nestled comfortably between the
Ancient Dancingdean Forest to the south and the rolling Pepperstock Hills in
the north, those who are lucky enough to live there think of it as the rose
between two thorns.
The Vale was once a great
wetland that centuries earlier stretched from Mornington in the East to
Childean in the west and from Shallowfield in the south to Purplemere in the
north.
But over the many
centuries the vast majority had been drained for agriculture, a feat achieved
largely by the efforts of famous Mornington Mills, of which only three had
survived to the present day and even those were no longer functional and were
in various states of repair.
There were only three
small bodies of water left in the Vale now one in Mornington, one in Childean
and third was Purplemere.
But the river Brooke was
the life blood of the Vale and as such it had particular significance to the
spiritual well-being of the land and its people and for generations the Wiccan
community had held a secret ceremony at the time of the Summer Solstice, where
they would make offerings to the river goddess, chant incantations and then
bathe naked in the waters.
Afterwards when the sun
had set on the longest day, 28-year-old Charlie Hawkins had to rush home and
change as she was expected to attend her Cousin Kerry’s 21st
Birthday Party at the Village Hall.
She didn’t particularly want to go, it wasn’t her kind of thing, and as
she was unattached, and content to be so, she didn’t really think there was
much point, but her mother wouldn’t have let her hear the end of it if she’d
stayed away.
When she finally arrived at the party she was instantly urged to get up
on the dance floor which was where her
life changed forever.
Charlotte had never been
the most coordinated girl, in fact she was inclined to be clumsy, so it was no
surprise to anyone that after a matter of minutes she had tripped over her own
two feet and then fell into the arms of Sam Peters, at which point her flailing arms
instantly went round her saviors neck like a sprung trap and then she kissed
him wetly on the mouth, which he reciprocated, and that was a surprise to all
assembled including the couple themselves.
From that moment on they were inseparable, and they danced the night
away and when the night was over he walked her home and shared a passionate good
night kiss on the door step.
The following year Charlie didn’t participate in the Wiccan ceremony
in the River Brooke as they had a different kind of ceremony to attend when
they were married at St Cuthbert’s Church.
Downshire
is a relatively small English county but like a pocket battleship it packs a
lot in, a short but beautiful coastline, a channel port, the Ancient forests of
Dancingdean and Pepperstock, the craggy ridges and manmade lakes of the
Pepperstock Hills National Park, the rolling hills of the Downshire Downs, the
beautiful Finchbottom Vale and farm land as far as the eye can see from the
Trotwood’s and the Grace’s in the south to the home of the Downshire Light
infantry, Nettlefield, and their affluent neighbour’s, Roespring and Tipton in
the North and it’s in leafy Great Trotwood where our story takes place, where
Amy Murthwaite was mourning the death of her Mother.
Amy was an only child and had
lived in Great Trotwood her whole life, and her mother had just celebrated her
40th birthday when she fell pregnant, and Amy was cherished, because
her parents had given up all hope of parenthood, and she cherished them in
return for the love they showered on her.
So, she was naturally
devastated when her father died suddenly when she was still in her
mid-twenties, and his loss brought her and her mother even closer together, and
she devoted herself to her Mum at the expense of all other personal
attachments, and she had never regretted her decision.
In the last five years of her
mother’s life she had become more like her nurse than her companion, then at
the age of 38 she was suddenly alone.
The
Wake was being held in the private rooms at the village
pub, Tiplady’s Tipple, named after Josiah Tiplady who was the Lancashire
Industrialist who made his fortune amongst the smoking factory chimneys of the
North who purchased the old Trotwood Manor in the 19th century.
But Amy couldn’t face it, so
instead of joining everyone else at the pub she went home after the service at
St Timothy's to an empty house.
The house she had lived in all
her life and the one she and her mother had shared for 13 years.
When she got inside she
slipped her jacket off and went to the kitchen and poured herself a drink and
then cried.
It was June the 21st,
the longest day of the year, which felt like the longest year of her life.
After sitting alone quietly
for about half an hour and wondering why she was all alone at 38 years of age, and
then she was disturbed by a knock at the door, so she ignored it and poured herself
another drink.
A few moments later there was
another, more persistent knock so she ignored it again and drained her glass.
A few seconds more and there
was another even more persistent knock, so she got up and walked down the hall
and reluctantly opened the door.
It
was Alistair Blake, the man who had been carrying a torch for her since his
twenties, who she had been keeping at arm’s length while she gave all of
herself to her mother’s welfare.
They
had dated, after a fashion, theatre, cinema, and the occasional meal for
special occasions.
Her
mother urged Amy to snap him up, but she wouldn’t hear of it.
“There
will be time enough for that” Amy would say to her and her mother would shake
her head and smile.
“I
was told to come and get you,” he said
“You’ve
been missed”
“I
don’t think I can” Amy replied
“Nonsense”
he said firmly, “you’re expected”
But
Amy turned around and walked back to the kitchen and sat down.
“You
must” Alistair insisted crouching down in front of her.
“I
can’t” she retorted
“You
have no choice” he insisted
“I
can’t go, how many times must I say it?” she snapped “it’s just too hard”
“It’s
not about you,” he whispered in his face “it’s about your mum”
She
said nothing in response, she just looked at him, as if she’d never seen him
before and then inexplicably and right out of the left field, she kissed him.
“That’s
not helping” he shouted and then kissed her back, before he pushed her away and
said
“We
shouldn’t be doing this”
“Shut
up and kiss me,” Amy begged “I thought you wanted to, you kissed me back”
“I
do want to” he said “But I don’t want you to kiss me just because you’re sad”
“Oh,
how precious” she sneered
“Well
call me old fashioned but I want the woman I love to kiss me because she wants
to” he said as he stood up “and because she wants to do it as much as I do”
“Well
we can’t always have what we want, can we” she snapped
“I’m
going back to the wake” he said “you should come too”
“Why?
Because I’m expected”
“No
because you’ll never forgive yourself if you don’t” he said and walked towards
the door, but he didn’t get far.
“Wait
for me” she called “Please”
They
walked in the pub together and she put on a brave face for everyone and
internally counted the minutes until it was over.
When
she got back home she planned on finishing the bottle of Scotch she’d opened
earlier and would then crash out and not surface for a few days.
But
instead she tidied herself up, tended to her make up, and went back out locking
the front door behind her.
She
walked up the short footpath and knocked on the front door of the cottage and
waited nervously until the door opened and Alistair smiled and invited her in.
“I
came to apologise for earlier” she said
“There’s
really no need”
“I
think there is” Amy said “so I’m sorry”
“Apology
accepted” Alistair said brightly “Come and have a drink”
“There
was something else I need to say” she said nervously “And I’m a bit worried
about how you will react”
“That
sounds ominous” he said suddenly feeling nervous himself, so he sat down on the
staircase
“Saying
sorry was just the first part” Amy said and took a deep breath before she added
“The
second was to ask the man that I love to kiss me”
“Well
that is something totally different to accepting an apology” he said as he
stood up “and my reaction to it is this”
And
he leant in and kissed her and brought a satisfactory end to her longest day.
The hope has gone
Hope of love
Hope of tenderness
It has fallen into the abyss
The hope of Joy
And requited feelings
Have evaporated
And are lost in the ether
And the hope
That what once was lost
Can be found
Is a shattered myth
Our love is new love
Our love is true love
Don’t be blue love
Because I love you love
Our love is new love
My love is true love
I won’t be blue love
Because I love you love
Our love is new love
Is your love a true love?
Don’t make me blue love
Say I love you too love
Downshire is a relatively small English county but like a pocket
battleship it packs a lot in, a short but beautiful coastline, a channel port,
the Ancient forests of Dancingdean and Pepperstock, the craggy ridges and
manmade lakes of the Pepperstock Hills National Park, the rolling hills of the
Downshire Downs, the beautiful Finchbottom Vale and farm land as far as the eye
can see from the Trotwood’s and the Grace’s in the south to the home of the
Downshire Light infantry, Nettlefield, and their affluent neighbour’s,
Roespring and Tipton in the north but our story begins in the South East, in Mornington-By-Mere.
The Mornington village Doctors,
Dentist & Orthodontic Surgeries were an important asset to the village and the
estate.
Because Mornington was such a small village
none of the practices were open full time but Baron St George, the head of the
Mornington Estate heavily subsidized all three as well as the Small Chemist
shop, which shared the Doctors premises.
There weren’t enough patients to warrant full
time staffing so in order to make appropriate use of
the facilities the doctors surgery was made available to other practitioners in
the afternoons and evenings, such as Chiropractors, Hypnotherapists, Acupuncturists
etc. but villager Claire Pollard, a Chiropodist was the only regular, the others tended to
be a bit more sporadic in their attendance.
The Doctors, Dentists, orthodontists and
pharmacists were all based elsewhere and provided a skeleton service to the
village.
The Doctors presence was maintained by the Dancingdean Health
Centre in Shallowfield, which was how Dr Anne Jefferies came to get
to know Claire.
They
were instantly attracted to each other but neither of them were inclined to do
anything about it.
They were physically very similar, they were
both Blonde haired, pretty, tall and slender, though Claire was a bit shapelier,
not that there was a lot in it.
How they differed was that Anne was a bit
more confident, which had served her well in work and personal life and she was
never short of company, and had the pick of the girls, though she still somehow
managed to end up with the unsuitable ones.
Claire on the other hand was quieter and less confident but nonetheless
she had her share of romance, however she had recently grown
tired of the on off relationship with a girl called Julie, so she was in no hurry to get
involved again.
But
over the months their feelings changed, although Claire proved to have the
greater resolve, and stuck to her decision.
But
it didn’t stop them spending increasingly more time together, so Anne was
perfectly poised to press her cause.
But she
had to be cunning and crafty so she told Claire she had booked a three day
getaway for them both up in the village of Roespring, which was in the North of
the county, as part of Claires birthday present.
“That
will be lovely” she said “I like Roespring”
“I know
you do honey” Anne said with a leery grin on her face.
Anne
picked Claire up from Mornington early on the morning of June 20th and after
Anne wished her happy birthday they set off for their destination, although only one of them knew the actual destination
and it wasn’t Claire.
They had
a long leisurely drive mainly due to them making a regular number of stops due
to the fact that Claire had a bladder the size of a pea.
On the
last leg of the journey Claire was driving and was completely in Anne’s hands, as the latter gave directions and the
former drove.
It
was a birthday treat and Anne had planned to the last detail, none of which she
had told the birthday girl, so she drove on following every instruction.
With
each twist and turn Claire tried to guess their destination as Anne chattered
away, but in the end, she gave up and decided to just enjoy the company and the
scenery.
They
stopped at a pub in Millmoor for something to eat and they sat in the beer
garden to enjoy it, so it was well into the evening by the time they reached
the village of Roespring and it was still beautifully sunny, and Claire still wasn’t sure if that was their final destination,
until Anne shouted
“Turn
right”
“What
here?” Claire asked
“Yes”
she answered
So,
she followed her instructions and drove into the main entrance of the Stone
Circle Camp Site and Claire was immediately deflated.
“We’re
camping?”
“No,
we’re glamping” Anne retorted
“Is
that better than camping?” Claire asked doubtfully
“Oh
yes, so much better”
It
was very busy on the site as it was the Summer Solstice the next day, so all
the pagans, hippies and new age travellers had descended on the village for the
ritual greeting of the sun at the ancient Roespring Standing Stone Circle.
Claire
was still very disappointed with their location as Anne continued to direct her
around the campsite with a maze of tents either side of them.
She
had been hoping for something a bit more upmarket than spending the night under
canvas, but she couldn’t be angry as she knew that Anne meant well.
But
when they took a left at the end of the tent village and followed the lane
through a stand of trees her heart lifted because in the field beyond there was
a very different calibre of accommodations which were, half building, and half
tent, large, colourful and round.
“What
are those?” Claire asked
“Yurts”
she replied and pointed “We’re in the one at the end”
“Welcome
to glamping” Anne announced and threw open the door and let Claire go inside.
“Wow”
she exclaimed as she stepped inside, and she was astounded by what she saw.
There
was one large room containing a double bed two sofa’s, a wardrobe, chest of
drawers, a dressing table, fridge, microware and there was even a TV, and there
were silk drapes descending from the canvas above and anchoring to the sides
and gave the distinct feeling of “boudoir”.
After
she had taken in all the room had to offer Anne opened the fridge and took out
a bottle of Cava and suggested
“Let’s
get changed and sit outside and enjoy this with the last of the sun”
“Oh
lovely”
So,
they sat and in deck chairs and drank as they watched the sun go down behind
the trees and then Claire said
“Where’s
the toilet? I need to pee”
“It’s
just over there” Anne replied, pointing up the field at a red brick building
about one hundred yards away.
“That’s
the nearest one?” she exclaimed “I’ll never get there in time, I need to go
now”
“Well
go now!” Anne retorted
“Where?”
“In
the bushes”
“But
it’s dark in the bushes” she said gazing at the shrubbery “and it’s scary”
“Well
its either the scary bushes, the long walk, or wet pants” Anne said and laughed
“I’ve
got to go now” Claire said “Come with me”
“You
fraidy cat” Anne said and roared with laughter
“Come
on then”
And
they walked the short distance to the shrubbery and then Claire slowly headed
to the nearest bush to spend a penny, while Anne just stretched her legs, but
she could hear her friend peeing in the undergrowth and it was really loud
“Is
that you Claire, or is there a horse in there with you” she asked
“Hush, I’m trying to
concentrate”
“is there anything I can
help you with?” Anne offered
“No thank you, I can
manage” she snapped and then the peeing ceased, and a moment later there was a
good deal of rustling which soon escalated into muttered cursing before Claire
emerged from the bushes carrying her shoes and then she stomped straight past
Anne towards the yurt.
“I can’t believe you
couldn’t book somewhere with indoor plumbing” she muttered “I do not like
peeing in the woods”
“It was your choice” Anne
pointed out which made Claire stop in her tracks, so Anne just walked past her
and went into the yurt
“I don’t know why you would think I’d be intersested in all this hippy
dippy shit for my birthday” Claire yelled after her and when she reached the
yurt she stood in the doorway
“I didn’t
bring you here for the hippy dippy shit I brought you here to get you in this
yurt so you could enjoy the present I actually brought for you…” she said and
then as she slipped off her dress she added “me”
“Oh” Claire said as she
closed the door behind her and as she walked towards Anne she added “That puts
a different slant on things”
The beautiful Downshire village of Clerembeax St Giles was situated to the west of Abbeyvale located between Grace Hill and Bushy Down and on the outskirts was the Clerembeax Palace Hotel and Spa and one of the rooms was occupied by John and Christine.
It
was in the early hours of the morning and Christine was laying partially
clothed on the sofa and was snoring loudly as she lay in exactly the same
position as she was when she was left sullied and exhausted the night before.
At
the same time John was sleeping in an arm chair across the room but he awoke to
the sight of Christine wearing a camisole, rucked up around her neck, a petticoat
in a similar style around her waist, one stocking, still attached to her
suspender and the other one around her ankle, and on close inspection of his
own situation he realised he was completely naked.
He
looked around the room and there were numerous items of clothing discarded
hither and thither and several empty wine bottles, which given the
circumstances he found himself in, was of no surprise.
However,
he was surprised to see that the semi naked girl was on the sofa and he was in
an armchair when there was a perfectly good four poster bed that had apparently
gone unused.
But
more amazing than that was the fact that only six months earlier
they
hadn’t even liked each other let alone fancy each other, but the evidence was
plain to see, that things had changed.
After
a few minutes Christine began to stir and emitted several satisfied sighs
before looking over at John and giving him a smile.
Before
she rose from the sofa and walked towards him on unsteady legs as she tottered
her way towards him and giggled.
“Hello
husband” she said and kissed him
“Can
we go to bed now?”