Friday, 9 July 2021

Those Memories Made on Teardrop Lake – (22) I’ve Never Seen “It’s a Wonderful Life”

 

In November, Megan Thomas moved into Flat 4 of East Cliff Lodge, after it was hastily vacated by Emily Waugh who was reconciled with her ex-husband, and moved back in with him.

Megan was an only child and had spent all of her adult life nursing her invalid mother.

It was a thankless task, for her mother Edith was a bitter and demanding woman who put her timid daughter through the proverbial ringer.

When Edith finally shuffled off this mortal coil the overwhelming feeling that Megan had was one of relief.  

At the funeral she looked every bit like a mournful daughter, but she was not grieving, it was just that life with Edith had drained her with the result that she was pale and drawn and she looked five years older than her 47 years.

Not that she ever had a lot of flesh on her bones, the years of being her mother’s skivvy had kept her thin and left her with a gaunt expression.

After the funeral and the reading of Edith’s last will and testament, Megan decided it was time for her to take stock of her life.

Although her mother had left her comfortably off in the financial sense but she was left with no family, no friends, no profession and most of all with no discernible purpose.

It took Megan several weeks to come to terms with her situation and to decide what path she should follow with her new found freedom.  

 

Her mother Edith was a tyrant who imposed all of her draconian rules and Victorian prejudices on her dutiful brow beaten daughter.

Her mother hated the country so they lived in the city, Edith hated dogs so Megan wasn’t allowed a dog, and she didn’t like Television so TV’s weren’t allowed in the house.

She decided what books she shouldn’t read, what clothes she should wear, and what thoughts should occupy her mind.

And over the years of her servitude there were a million other petty little dictates and prejudices Megan had to adhere to and Edith revelled in them.

 

One of Edith’s prejudices was driving, Megan didn’t drive, because her mother thought car drivers in general were vulgar, and for women she didn’t think it was ladylike.

The day after the funeral Megan had her first driving lesson.

 

Finally three months after she had buried her mother Megan made a life changing decision, the first of many, the house that Edith called home and Megan called a prison was put on the market.

It sold within a week.

 

Megan’s next decision was to fulfil a lifelong dream of living in the country but she lacked the knowledge of how to proceed, her new found freedom was in the hands of someone not equipped to use it, yet.

So she spoke to the family solicitors, Stanislas, Boivin and Champeaux and instructed them to find her somewhere to live in the country.

As luck would have it her Solicitors also administered the Lakeside estate, in Shallowfield and the Dancingdean Forest which was how Megan Thomas came to move to Teardrop Lake.

 

Once she had moved in to her new home, her first action was to buy a dog.

She didn’t know what sort of dog she wanted other than the size.

The dog couldn’t be so big that it took her for a walk and nor could it be one of those ridiculous creatures that celebrities carried around in their handbags, other than that she was open to anything.

She read through the advertisement in the Shallowfield and Childean Chronicle and there were a number of dogs for sale but the one that caught her eye was placed by Erica Pritchard, an elderly lady who lived in a bungalow on the Childean Road in Shallowfield.

The advert stated that the lady was not looking to sell the dog but she did have to meet the potential recipients before she let him go.

When she realised it was an elderly lady it did put her off somewhat.

She had had enough of cranky old women to last her a life time.

But Megan phoned the number anyway and arranged a mutually convenient time for her to go round.

 

Even though Megan could now drive she decided she would walk to Mrs Pritchard’s bungalow, which took her about 35 minutes.

Any misgivings she may have had about elderly ladies were immediately dispelled when she met Erica.

She couldn’t have been any more different to her cantankerous mother.

Erica was lovely and so was the dog, it was a honey coloured American Cocker Spaniel called Skipper, wagged his stump of a tail frantically as Megan made a fuss of him.

“Well I can see he’s made up his mind about you already”

“He’s adorable” Megan said “How can you bare to part with him”

“Well I have to admit it’s not through choice” she replied

“I’ve reached the point where I’m struggling to look after myself let alone that little fella” she explained

“So I’m moving into sheltered accommodation, and unfortunately he’s not allowed”

“That’s really sad” Megan said

 

Erica made up her mind within a few minutes that Megan was the right person to take on Skipper.

But they still sat talking for over an hour before Megan took her leave.

Megan wrote down her phone number and handed it to Erica

“If you let me know your address I can bring him to visit you”

“Would you dear?” Erica said “That would be lovely”

Megan thought Erica was crying as she waved them off but she just returned her wave and carried on.

 

The next thing she got herself was a Television, but she didn’t like it, a lot of the programs were quite distasteful and the language was appalling.

Her Mother Edith didn’t like Television, and Megan had to admit she had a point.

Edith also thought everyone on TV was a degenerate but Megan thought that was stretching the point.

 

Over the years of her servitude her only friends were the books she read because although her mother sanctioned what books she could read she was unable to actually influence her choices.

Megan just got whatever books from the library she fancied.

Those books and there wonderful characters would always be her friends and when she discovered something called a Kindle her circle of friends grew exponentially.   

 

So after she moved into her flat that was how she filled her days reading books and taking Skipper for long walks in the woods.

And the effect on her was startling, she had lost her unhealthy pallor and gaunt appearance and her skin had a healthy lustre to it.

And even her copper coloured hair had body and vitality, her new life on Teardrop Lake certainly seemed to agree with her.

 

It was on one such walk on a cold and damp November morning two weeks or so after her life began, that Megan and Skipper went up to Coopers Folly.

 

According to Wikipedia there were two Folly’s in the area around the Lake the first one was built in the early 19th century by the local Nobleman, the 8th Earl of Dancingdean who had it built for himself, in the style of a Castle Keep.

He was an exceptionally vain man and so he had the an area of Forest cleared on top of a hill and had the Folly built there and then so everyone around the lake would know whose it was he hoisted his standard high above the turret.

Wikipedia went on to say that second was erected as an act of retaliation by Ezekiel Cooper who lived on the opposite side of the Lake.

Ezekiel was not of the nobility, he was a self-made man and he made his money in the cotton Mills of Lancashire, and he despised the Nobles and the way they looked down on him.

So in response to the Earl’s construction he had built an even gaudier Folly of his own in the Victorian Gothic style.

Like his noble adversary he built his atop a deforested hill and had his standard flying.

 

Megan took Skipper to see the latter building, she hadn’t seen it before and she wasn’t sure she liked what she saw.

“It’s hideous isn’t it?” a voice behind her said

Megan turned around to see a tall slim woman close to her own age with Slavic features.

“It is rather” Megan agreed

“I am Angelika” the woman said with the hint of an accent

“And this fellow is Paris”

 Paris was a chocolate coloured Labrador

“Megan” she said and shook her hand “and this is Skipper”

“That’s a lovely name” She said

“It’s short for “Golden Skipper Delight”” Megan said and Angelika roared with laughter

“No I meant Megan is a lovely name”

“Oh I see” she said and laughed “I always thought it was rather a dull name”

“Nonsense it’s an Anglo Saxon name which means “Little Pearl”” Angelika explained

“Really? I didn’t know that” Megan responded

“I have seen you before from a distance I think” Angelika said

“That’s right” Megan said “but I haven’t been up here before, we’re new so we are still exploring”

“There is a lot to explore” Angelika agreed “perhaps we will meet again sometime on one of your explorations”

“I hope so” Megan said and then they went their separate ways


Angelika Schmeltz was not, like Megan, a newcomer to Teardrop Lake she had lived in Coopers Hill Cottage, on a hill high above the Southern Perimeter road, just a stone’s throw from the Folly, for 30 years.

She was only 18 when she left her native Netherlands and moved in with her lover and she had never regretted it for a moment but death visited them five years earlier and she still hurt.

 

She was an elegant looking woman with striking looks and mesmeric green eyes full of sadness.

Her short strawberry blonde hair was now streaked with grey.

Like Megan, Angelika had also been left comfortable after her bereavement but unlike Megan she did grieve and still grieved.

She filled her days reading old detective fiction, watching old movies, doing jigsaw puzzles and missing Charlie.

Angelika was not made to live alone, she needed company, but nor was she a natural mixer and she didn’t form attachments easily.

Her first impression of the lady at the Folly was a favourable one and she hoped she might bump into her again.

A mutually beneficial friendship might well develop if they could find some common ground.

They were both soppy about their dogs so that was a start.

 

The next morning Megan went to St Mary’s Church in Shallowfield.

A strong Christian faith was the only common ground between her and her mother and they maintained a regular attendance.

She was a little nervous as she walked in, she was quite self-conscious being the newcomer, but she was made very welcome, firstly by the Ben Shenton, the vicar, and then by his wife Olivia, who took her under her wing and introduced her to some of the congregation.

During the service Megan looked around to see if the lady with the chocolate Lab was there but she couldn’t see her.

 

And there was a very good reason why Megan couldn’t see Angelika at St Marys because Angelika hadn’t been to Church since Charlie passed.

She was angry with God for taking the love of her life and she was very unforgiving.

 

It was a week after their first meeting, on a crisp frosty autumn morning, when they met again.

The sky was a brilliant blue and the leaves crunched underfoot and the air was the freshest she had ever known.

It was the dogs who spotted each other first.

Megan and Skipper had just left East Cliff Lodge and were on the road about to head down the hill,

Angelika and Paris were coming the other way the latter considerable faster than the former.

“Good morning” Megan called brightly, she was hoping to run into her again at some time.

“Morning” Angelika said breathlessly “That dog will be the death of me”

“He’s hardly panting at all” Megan pointed out and laughed

Angelika would have laughed if she’d had the breath for it she just about had enough breath to say

“Well he’s a lot younger than me”

When she had completely got her wind back she asked

“So where are you off to?”

“Nowhere special we’re still exploring” Megan replied

“We’re off to Lovers Leap” she said

“Lovers Leap?” Megan repeated “I didn’t know there was one”

“Yes it’s a rocky outcrop above the cliffs, on a day like today the view is spectacular” she enthused

“Would you mind if we tagged along?” Megan asked hopefully

“Not at all, I would appreciate the company” Angelika replied and smiled

 

The cliffs that Angelika mentioned were an extension of those that formed part of the northern side of Teardrop Lake and formed the natural border between the Teardrop estate and the Dancingdean Forest proper.

Lovers Leap was so called because it was where desperate and broken hearted lovers would leap to their deaths although there was no evidence that anyone actually had but it made a good story.


It wasn’t a long walk from where they met but it wasn’t an easy one either.

The dogs reached the top first and then Angelika and some distance behind was Megan who was extremely out of breath.

“I thought you had decided not to come” Angelika said jovially

“You must have the constitution of a mounting goat” Megan retorted

“The legs certainly” she agreed and laughed

 

By the time they reached Lovers Leap Megan was panting worse than the dogs and as she walked onto the shelf that was “Lovers Leap” and took in the vista it took away what little breath she had remaining.

“Wow” she said as she looked out across the russet hues of the deciduous Dancingdean Forest stretching into the distance and they sat down on the rocky shelf.

“This is my favourite place” Angelika said “Charlie and me used to come here often”

“I can see why” Megan said

Angelika almost cried but managed to stop herself.

“It’s different every time I come here, but it’s always special” 

 

The walk back down wasn’t much easier on the legs than the one up was.

And when they reached the road Megan said

“Gosh I’m pooped, I could do with a cup of tea”

Megan was unaccustomed to social etiquette so she just added

“Why don’t you join me?”

“I’d love to” Angelika said pleased that she appeared to have found the friend she was looking for.

Megan on the other hand hadn’t had a friend since she left school so she was particularly pleased to have found a kindred spirit.

 

The yomp up to Lovers Leap was the first of many walks the four of them took in the forest, all of them ending in Tea or Coffee at whoever’s home they finished up nearest to.

On the first of December they had walked up to the Tower which was at the Southwest corner of the Lake.

The Watch Tower was reputed to date back to the time of the Armada but the truth of that had been disputed and in truth nobody actually knew even Wikipedia was vague on the subject.

But when they got there Megan found it a bit disappointing, it was not dissimilar to the towers you see dotted all over the Mediterranean, not that she’d ever seen one other than in a book.

While they were there the heavens opened so they beat a hasty retreat back to Coopers Hill Cottage.

Angelica opened the door and they both kicked off their boots in the lobby and discarded their coats.

And when they went deeper inside Megan was staggered to see the difference in the place since her last visit two day earlier.

There were coloured lights, garlands and baubles everywhere.

“Goodness me” she exclaimed

“Charlie always went overboard with the decks at Christmas so I’ve kept up the tradition” she said wistfully

“Have you not put yours up yet then?”

“I don’t have any” Megan confessed “Mother didn’t like decorations”

“Well “mother” can’t spoil your fun anymore” Angelika said “So tomorrow morning I’m going to take you to Shallowfield Garden Centre, they really know how to do Christmas”

 

Angelika would accept no argument and picked her up in her old Mondeo Estate and drove her to the Garden Centre.

Once inside Megan was like a child in a sweetshop at the end of rationing.

She didn’t know where to look first, Angelika had to rein her in a bit at times otherwise she would have bought the whole shop.

By mid-afternoon with Angelika’s help Megan’s flat was every bit as generously decorated as Angelika’s Cottage was.

Megan was absolutely thrilled, her mother would have hated it.

She had never done Christmas to any degree, other than the religious aspect.

There were never any festivities, no decorations, no presents, not even Christmas cards and very definitely no fun.

So this new experience made her tingle all over and with Angelika she felt a real sense of family.


Over the next week or so the walks were foreshortened by the weather which was not conducive to prolonged country walks, but the dogs had to be exercised so some exposure to the elements was necessary.

When there was finally a break in the weather the dogs were given a thorough walking and at the end of it the four of them where shattered.

As they were on the south side of the lake Angelika said

“Let’s go back to mine for lunch and then we can watch “It’s a Wonderful Life””

“What’s that?” Megan asked

“What’s what?” Angelika replied

“It’s a wonderful something” she said

“It’s a Wonderful Life?” Asked Angelika

“Yes?”  

“It’s a Classic” Angelika said

“A Classic what?”

“Movie, James Stewart, Donna Reed, Clarence the angel?” Angelika said but Megan looked at her blankly and responded

“I’ve never seen “It’s a Wonderful Life””

“Then you my dear are in for an absolute treat” she said and put her arm through Megan’s and they pressed on to the cottage.

 

At the end of the film both women were in tears

“That was brilliant” Megan said dabbing at her eyes with her hankie

“I can’t believe you’ve never seen it before” Angelika stated

“I’ve never seen a film before” she said

“Not one film?” Angelika asked incredulously

“No”

“Well you’ve started with a corker” she said

“I will have to introduce you to some more films”

“Will they be as good as that one?” Megan asked

“Some of them will be even better” Angelika replied

“Then I can’t wait” she admitted

 

After that they spent every afternoon in either the flat or the cottage watching classic movies, and Megan loved them all.

For Angelika watching Megan experiencing Clarke Gable and Claudette Colbert in “It happened one night” or James Stewart and Margaret Sullivan in “Shop around the Corner” was almost as special as the movies.

 

One day when she was on her way home from Angelika’s, Megan had to pinch herself to make sure she wasn’t dreaming that she was happy or that she was just remembering the plot of book she once enjoyed, because she was enjoying her new life and her new friendship so much.

Megan had been so unhappy for so long she didn’t realise just how unhappy she was until it was over.

It was only six months since her mother Edith had passed away but it seemed like a lifetime and in those six short months she had begun to live.

She never in her wildest dreams imagined she could ever be happier than she was at that moment.

 

A few days after they watched “It’s a Wonderful Life” together Megan and Skipper were just leaving Angelika’s to go home and as she was planning to go to the Carol Service at St Mary’s that night so she decided to ask Angelika if she’d go with her and her response surprised her.

“No, no” Angelika said adamantly “I haven’t set foot inside a Church since Charlie passed”

“But it’s only Carols” Megan said

“No! I am still too angry with God for taking my Charlie” she said

“Well if you’re sure” Megan said brightly

“Quite sure”

“Ok then I’ll see you tomorrow” she said and left it at that, Megan didn’t want to push her too hard because she didn’t want to risk upsetting her, their friendship was too important to her than that.

And as Angelika closed the cottage door she hoped she hadn’t been too blunt with her, the last thing she wanted to do was hurt Megan in anyway, but she wasn’t ready yet to forgive God.

 

Megan went to the Carol service alone and thoroughly enjoyed it and she went to the Sunday service a few days later but she didn’t ask Angelika on that occasion though she hadn’t given up on her, she would bide her time.

 

The day after it was a foggy day, one of those days when the fog clung on all day.

They took the dogs out in the morning but the freezing fog got into their bones so they cut the walk short and went back to the cottage.

Just before lunchtime Coleman Bowers knocked loudly on the door.

He was a proper old country boy in his late fifties with white receding hair and a matching wiry beard.

He worked at the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel as an odd job/handyman and part of his duties was to take his Skiff around the lake twice a week delivering the mail and small parcels.

But that day he was in a van because he was delivering Door Wreathes, Holly boughs and sprigs of Mistletoe.

The Shallowfield Lodge Hotel took advance orders for them and then Coleman delivered them on his rounds.

“I’ve already delivered your’n to the flat” he said to Megan

“Thanks Coleman” she replied

“Can you hang this sprig on that nail?” Angelika asked pointing up at the beam.

“Yes’m” he replied and adopted a broad stance before reaching up.

At which point they both kissed him beneath the mistletoe, just a peck on each cheek, but that was enough to make him turn beetroot red, and leave the cottage unceremoniously.

Both of them fell about laughing at his reaction and then Angelika held the mistletoe above Megan’s head as she adopted Coleman’s distinct stance and she kissed her, but unlike with Coleman it didn’t stop at a peck, in fact it didn’t stop at all, and the recipient didn’t run away red faced into the fog.

KEEPSAKE

 

I keep your beauty in my eyes

Your vision adorns my mind

I keep the taste of you on my lips

Your sweetness taints my pallet

I keep your fragrance in my nose

Where it pervades my senses

I keep your tender tones in my ears

Your laughter fills my heart

I keep the touch of you on my skin

The warmth of you in my fingers

I keep the essence of you in my soul

I keep your love in the haven of my heart

HOTEL PARADISO

 

From their hotel restaurant

The couple sat at a table

Admiring the view

It was an unfamiliar view

With just a hint of familiarity

Like recognizing the features

Of a very distant relative

This was where the couple

Spent there honeymoon

When they were young and fearless

They were old now

Liver spotted and weary

Married when god was a boy

And the world was young

They sat in silence

Everything said before

Gazing though the window

He wondering what lay ahead

She where the years had gone

They held hands

And their eyes met

No words were spoken

But they understood

And they were content

MY LOVE # 1

 

If comeliness was a race

You’d win a medal

If sweetness was an event

You’d be on the podium

If loveliness was a sport

You’d win the gold

You are really terrific

My love for you is Olympic

Those Memories Made on Teardrop Lake – (21) A Phoenix from the Flames

 

It was on New Year’s Eve that Jane Cooper’s life changed for ever, although she was totally oblivious to it at the time.

She had gone to bed as the year came to an end she reflected on the events of the year and congratulated herself quite smugly on her achievements, and the growing restaurant fund she had been working on and she looked forward to the future.

 

She was 8 years old when she and her family moved into Coopers Villa after her father Paul became reconciled with his estranged father Harry. 

She had been very happy living there but almost from the day she moved in she attracted the attention of her new neighbour Terry O’Neil.

He was a persistent lad and he pursued Jane for sixteen years before he finally wore her down.

 

Jane was a person with a goal in life which she had had since she was very young.

And she had been literally working towards it since she left college.

It was been hard work, but she wasn’t afraid of that.

She worked every job she could which was all grist to the mill, every penny she earned went into the Restaurant fund.

Because that was her goal, to be chef de cuisine in her own kitchen in her own restaurant.

It was a big goal, she had set the bar high, but she figured if you’re going to have a dream you might as well dream big.

 

She had never had anything personally against Terry, and he was a good looking fella just like his brothers.

The three O’Neil Boys were all good looking and had black hair and wild gypsy eyes.

Whereas all the Cooper girls, of which there were also three, all had Auburn hair and freckles all.

The truth was Jane didn’t really do time off and she certainly didn’t do dating which was why at the age of 24 she was still a virgin.

 

When Jane got up on the morning of New Year’s Day she went downstairs and was met with very grave expressions.

“Blimey! How much did you lot drink last night?” Jane asked and gave a little chuckle.

Just then her father walked in wearing his uniform and no one was laughing.

“I thought you were off today” she said

“I was” he replied then he kissed Lynn

“I’ll see you later love”

“What’s happened?” Jane asked but no one spoke

“What’s happened?” she repeated “Where’s dad gone?”

“Someone’s been hurt” Lynn replied

Jane knew by the atmosphere that it was someone they knew, but she didn’t know who it could be.

And as if to pre-empt Jane’s next question Lynn said 

“It’s Terry O’Neil”

And Jane felt like she’d been punched in the stomach.

And the next thing she knew she was being helped up from the floor.

 

PC Terry O’Neil was on duty on New Year’s Eve with another PC, Georgina Devereaux, when there was an armed robbery at a wholesale jewellers in Finchbottom.

Georgina was driving when they took the call and spun the car around as Terry responded on the radio.

Two other cars were in pursuit of the bandit car from Finchbottom and O’Neil and Devereaux were heading straight for them to intercept.

As Georgina took the roundabout, the bandit car went the wrong side of the island as a shortcut to the motorway and hit them head on.

Devereaux and two of the bandits died at the scene and a third in the ambulance, only Terry survived and he was only hanging on.

 

“Oh my darling” Lynn said as she helped Jane onto a chair

“I didn’t know”

“What am going to do mum?” she said and wept

 

Terry had pursued Jane from the age of eight when she and her family first moved to the lake but Jane had always given him the cold shoulder.

However a couple of months before the accident she began to see him in a different light and they had their first proper date.

And it went so well they planned more but Terry didn’t home again for any significant amount of time for the rest of the year buy they spoke on the phone a few times and they did meet briefly at St Mary’s on Christmas morning.

And then the accident happened.


As soon as he reached the Winston Churchill Hospital, Terry was rushed into theatre and after several hours of surgery he was transferred to intensive care minus one leg.

 

Jane was like a zombie in the days following the bad news.

Her mum and dad kept her updated on his progress, Lynn through her contacts in the medical profession and her father as a high ranking police officer.

But all she really knew was that he was off the critical list and his police career was over.

And that wasn’t enough, so she had to adopt unconventional methods.

She borrowed granddad Harrys binoculars and from a suitable vantage point, her sister Karen’s Bedroom window, spied on the comings and goings at Lakeside Villa.

Although it might have seemed unorthodox, or even creepy to the untrained eye, but she wanted to be sure Kay O’Neil was at home when she called round.

So it was all in a good cause and after all she didn’t spy on them all the time, she still had to work for a living.

 

All the time Terry was in the ICU someone was at his bedside, talking to him, holding his hand, sharing their news and their love, either one of his parents or one of his brothers.

So their comings and goings at Lakeside Villa were very irregular.

 

It was twenty minutes into her third morning of espionage when Jane got her reward, when she saw Kay’s car pull onto the drive.

Kay worked at a nursing home in Childean and was obviously returning home after a night shift.

Kay O’Neil was a kindly woman and a good neighbour.

Jane waited until she was sure Mrs O’Neil was in the house before she raced downstairs and out the front door.

And then a few minutes later she was knocking on the O'Neil’s front door.

“Hello Kay” Jane said when the door opened

“Jane! How lovely” she said still wearing her nursing uniform “Come in dear”

“How is Terry?” she asked as she stepped over the threshold.

“He’s stable, but they have him in a medical induced coma” she said “I’m off to sit with him for a couple of hours”

Jane was thoughtful in response and then asked

“Are you going on your own?”

“Yes I’m afraid so” she replied “The others are at work”

“I could keep you company if you like” Jane said

“Would you? That would be nice” Kay replied “I’m leaving in half an hour”

 

As she drove them to the Winston Churchill Hospital it was Kay who broke the silence 

“Terry has loved you since primary school you know?”

“I know” she replied and added a moment later

“And I only realised quite recently that the feeling was mutual”

Kay reached across and squeezed her hand.

 

Kay always envisaged that they would get together eventually but she didn’t think it would take quite as long as it had.

When they reached the hospital they went straight up in the lift.

Terry was in the High Dependency unit and Jane was shocked when she saw him lying there.

Apart from numerous fractures, sternum, ribs, collar bone and wrist, he had also lost his right leg below the knee and the road to recovery was going to be a long one.

He was a mass of bruises and abrasions and there were tubes coming out of every orifice.

And there was a frame keeping the covers from where his leg would have been.

 

She felt that same blow to her stomach she had felt on New Year’s Day when she first heard the news, and she felt queasy and light headed and for a moment she thought she might end up on the floor again, but Jane took a series of deep breaths.

 

“Hi Baby” Kay called “Mums here, and I’ve brought Jane too”

Kay kissed his forehead and added  

“Sit down and talk to him while I’ll get us a coffee”

“What should I say?” Jane asked

“Just chat to him” Kay said

“Let him hear your voice dear”

Jane nodded and sat on the chair by the bed as Kay left and after a few moments she said

“Well Terry O’Neil, You finally got my full attention”

And she took hold of his hand and cried.

Jane felt so much better after she had seen Terry, even though he was in a coma.

And she was much more relaxed on the journey home and her and Kay even laughed and joked.

 

Jane visited him whenever she could after that, sometimes with Kay, sometimes with his brothers and sometimes on her own, it depended on when or whether she was working.

Her visiting went on like that for more than a week with her sat by his bed holding his hand and baring her soul.

But that came to an end one lunchtime when she was working at the Brown Windsor Restaurant.   

It was just after the last of the mains had gone to the pass that she received a text from Kay.

“He’s awake x”

 

Her first reaction was to go outside by the wheelie bins and cried her eyes out.

But as soon as the service was concluded and the kitchen cleaned down she went across the road to the surgery.

“Hello love” Lynn said “everything ok?”

“Can I borrow the car mum?” Jane asked

“Any particular reason?” Lynn asked

“Terry’s awake” she said

Lynn just smiled and tossed her the car keys.

 

Jane didn’t realise as she ran down the path towards the car park that there were a number of smiling faces pressed up against the windows watching her.

When she reached the car, she dropped the car keys on the tarmac, twice.

And when managed to unlock the car and get in she couldn’t find the ignition.

But eventually she started the car and drove off.

 

Although Jane had held a full licence since she was 18 she was not an experienced driver by any stretch of the imagination, which was perhaps fortunate as it forced her to be more cautious than she otherwise might have been under the circumstances.

And it was as a consequence of her caution that she reached the hospital in safety.

So she parked the car and then rode up in the lift, when the lift doors opened she paused and took a deep breath before stepping out.

She had only taken a few steps before she heard a familiar voice.

“Jane dear!” Kay said and hugged her.

“Hello Kay” she said and hugged her back

“Come and sit” she instructed “The doctors are with him at the moment”

So they sat in the visitor’s room and held hands as Kay explained the details of his reawakening.

 

In Kay O’Neil’s eyes Jane was already one of the family and she was convinced that her being at her son’s bedside had definitely hastened his recovery.

Which was why Jane was the first person she contacted when Terry woke up.

 

“You can go back in now Mrs O’Neil” A doctor said

“Thanks Doctor” Kay said

“You’d better go in first” she said to Jane

“Me?” she replied

“Yes, I told him you were coming” Kay said

“Oh goodness” Jane said “I don’t know what to say”

“You say exactly what you’ve been saying dear” she replied and squeezed her hand.

 

Jane stood up and immediately had that queasy feeling again but Kay was still holding her hand and she gave it another encouraging squeeze and a warm smile and she felt fine.

 

As she approached his bed his eyes were closed so she sat in her normal chair and waited.

But she didn’t have to wait for long, however she was looking the other way at the time, and didn’t see his eyes open.

He focused on the figure in the chair and licked his lips before he spoke.

“Now I know what I have to do to get you to come and see me”

“Well text time just ask, you have my number” she said “And my heart”

 

The following months after her declaration were very difficult ones.

Apart from the cuts, bruises, broken bones and the loss of his leg, Terry’s greatest injury was the loss of his career as a police officer, and worst of all the recurring nightmare of watching the life ebb away from his partner Georgina.

 

In the plus column after 16 years of trying he had finally won Jane Cooper’s heart.

But he felt the greatest gain in his life was more a result of pity which he heaped on to the already considerable pile of self-pity he already felt.

However Jane Cooper was having no truck with that nonsense and after three weeks of listening to his self-indulgent whining she snapped.

It happened after he had just launched into one of his well-worn routines.

“It’s a shame you didn’t pay me as much attention before I was crippled” he whined

She had listened to the same old record play day after day and she said nothing but she was growing very tired of it, in fact she was very tired so when he started reciting it again she let him have it with both barrels.

“That’s quite enough of that rubbish” she barked stopping him mid flow

“Let me tell you something Terry O’Neil, I if were merely here out of pity I would at least be able to function in the world when I’m not here, and I can tell you that I most certainly am not.

Last week I put sugar in the cheese sauce, and salt in the meringue and I haven’t managed a successful soufflé for weeks.

These are simple task for me which I am capable of doing in my sleep, and I am consistently failing to complete them.

So don’t you lie there wallowing in a piteous mire and tell me I’m only here out of pity”

“But...” he began

“Be quiet I haven’t finished yet” She yelled

“I’ll tell you precisely what I do pity you for, and that is that you have chased me since I was eight years old with pigtails and now that you have me heart and soul you are pushing me away, for that I most heartily pity you”

And she picked up her coat and left and as she passed the visitors room Kay said

“Good girl”

“I’m sorry Kay” she said “I just lost my temper, I didn’t sleep well again last night”

“No need to apologise” Kay said “It’s just what the silly bugger needs”

Then Kay gave her a big hug and kissed her cheek

“You’re doing wonders with him, don’t give up”

“Ok” she said “I’ll just go and get some air”

 

When she stepped out of the lift and into the lobby she walked straight out the main entrance and filled her lungs with fresh air and as she slowly exhaled she received a text message.

She saw who it was from and opened it.

The message read;

“Sorry, T xx”

Jane put her phone away and did an about face and got back upstairs she and Terry had a good long talk.

 

“What was it like?” she asked him
“I don't remember that much really” Terry told her

“Not about the crash itself, it all happened so fast”

He remembered nothing about the accident other than being trapped waiting for the fire brigade to cut him free.

“You watched her die didn't you?”
“It was terrible watching her life just ebb away, I still have nightmares about it”
“Do you blame her?”
“I was always telling her that she drove too fast but she never
listened, so I suppose I do a little”

Jane just let him talk and listened

“But I feel guilty, because I survived and she didn't”

“Even though it was inevitable” he continued “it was always going to happen”

“What do you mean?” Jane asked

“She always took too many risks, I don’t think Georgina ever got over losing her husband”

Georgie’s husband, Danny had only gone out to get a bottle of wine to celebrate their two month wedding anniversary.

When he came out of the off license a fight had kicked off between some of the local winos and Danny tried to be the peace maker and got a knife if his kidney for his trouble.

He died before the paramedics reached him and Georgina’s world fell apart.

“I don’t think she cared if she lived or died” he concluded

 

Their long talk really cleared the air and during the following weeks, Terry made steady progress, his bruises had all but faded his bones had knitted so the physiotherapy could begin and the wound around his stump had completely healed so he was able to have his first fitting of his artificial leg.

He wasn’t looking forward to the session at all and he hadn’t kept his feelings to himself

“Stop making such a fuss” Jane said

“But it’s a big deal” he said

“Last year I saw a man in the Commonwealth games with no arms playing green bowls with his foot” she said

“And he won a medal”

“Are you going to bully me every time I don’t want to do something?”

“Yes probably”

“I think I preferred you when you didn’t want to go out with me” he said and stopped wheeling his chair

“Me too” she replied and carried on walking

“What if I end up with a peg leg like Long John Silver” he called after her

“Then I’ll buy you a parrot” she replied

“Very helpful”


He may have worried about getting a peg but what he got couldn’t have been further from it.

He loved it his prosthetic leg it had a natural foot action with a microprocessor controlling the movement making walking more efficient and reducing the risk of falls.

 

Although the physio began very gently and he thought it was going to be a breeze and then they built up and up until they were working him really hard.

When he was returned to his room after a particularly gruelling session he had to be helped into bed and he said to Jane

“Can I start to feel sorry for myself yet?”

But before she could answer he was asleep.

 

Jane couldn’t see him on Valentine’s Day because it was one of the busiest days of the year in the restaurant, but she did drive over to the Winston Churchill at the end of the night with a card for him, but he was asleep so she left it on his table and kissed his forehead.

As she drove home she reflected on their first Valentine’s Day together, in fact it was her first ever Valentine’s day on which she had a vested interest, and she deemed it something of an anti-climax, not that she was expecting anything much from him, but a card would have been nice.

“Never mind” she thought “there was always next year”

 

It was quite late when she got home and the house was in total darkness so she took off her coat and went straight up to her room.

Jane opened the door and switched on the light and she started to cry, and she stood stock still with tears rolling down her freckled cheeks.

In the middle of the bed were a large heart shaped box of handmade chocolates, from Crazy Chocolatiers in Abbottsford’s, her absolute favourites.

A huge bouquet of flowers and a cuddly stuffed bear wearing a chef’s hat and an apron with Jane embroidered on it.

And finally a valentines card, not in an envelope but in its own box.

“You didn’t forget” she said as she hugged the bear.

Jane lay in her bed cuddling the chef bear and she wondered what he would do for her birthday which was less than a week away.

 

Well she would never have guessed it but for her birthday Jane got the best present ever, Terry was discharged from hospital.

And on the day of his discharge, Jane had been to Mazzone’s in Childean and had her Auburn hair cut, washed and blow dried before she travelled over to the Winston Churchill with Kay to pick him up.

As he stepped outside for the first time the March wind blew through his black hair and he walked with a defiant look in his wild gypsy eyes as he walked arm in arm with his mum and Jane.

 

Later that day she got her real 25th Birthday present, Terry had bought her a gold charm bracelet, with charms that meant something to them both, amongst them was a heart, a teddy bear and a bowling ball.

He would be able to add more for each future special day.

 

Terry was so pleased to be back home but he was confined to barracks so to speak but with having him next door it meant she didn’t have to do all the travelling to see him so it meant she could actually spend more time with him.

 

He still had to do physiotherapy three times a week but he was able to do that at the Shallowfield surgery.

Alma Fuentes was a tiny Spanish woman who looked like a breath of wind would blow her a way but Terry found out looks could be very deceptive as she was quite brutal.

 

In addition to the physio he had to go back to the hospital once a month just to check on his prosthetic and more importantly his stump.

But after three months he was completely discharged and only had to go back once a year.

 

By the time Easter came around Terry O’Neil was no longer a serving police officer.

He could have stayed on in an admin role, shuffling paperwork, or data entry, but that wasn’t why he joined the police in the first place, so instead he took a medical discharge.

This was problematic, firstly as it left him unemployed and secondly he had absolutely no idea what he wanted to do.

The police service was his dream and that dream was over.    


On the first weekend in May it was open house as usual for Lynn Cooper’s birthday and everyone on the lake was there, well almost everyone.

There were two notable exceptions because while everyone was enjoying the food, drink and warm sunshine Jane and Terry were next door in Lakeside Villa, in his room making love for the first time.

When they eventually arrived at the party it was with a gleam in their eyes and a spring in their step.

It may have been the first time but it certainly wasn’t the last and they would have spent the entire summer in that regard had fate not taken a hand.

 

It was when Jane was working at the Brown Windsor, a month later.

It was Saturday night and it had been a full house.

Mark Roscoe the owner and manager, a pleasant personable man around 40 years old, who carried the evidence of his over indulgence around his middle.

He was in great form that night and was a natural with the customers.

Jane would have been on her own had she not have been able to draught in Emily Goff to help her.

The reason for that was that the Chef de cuisine had quit the week before.

Her sisters, Kath and Karen waited tables and by the end of the night they were all totally shattered.

And it was just after that, when mine host, Mark Roscoe, had a heart attack and collapsed.

Fortunately for Mark, one of the last customers out the door was Dr Andrews, who was dining with her film director fiancée Peter Lutchford.

It was Kath who witnessed the collapse and immediately dispatched Karen to fetch the doctor back.

“Jane! Jane!” Kath called “Come quick”

Jane came bursting through the kitchen door wielding a large frying pan expecting to confront a robber only to find her boss on his back and her sister performing CPR on him.

“Phone an ambulance” Kath said.

Jane dropped the pan and picked up the phone.

 

Karen came back through the door panting hard, with Claire close behind her panting even harder.

“The Ambulance is on its way” Jane said as she crouched down besides Kath.

 

They all stood in the street outside the restaurant and watched as the ambulance drove away and Jane had the distinct impression that Mark Roscoe’s restaurant management days were over.

 

The Cooper girls ran the Brown Windsor for the next couple of months, initially while Mark was in hospital and then while he convalesced at his sisters in Millmoor.

They didn’t realise until he wasn’t there just how much he did so Jane and her sisters were kept very busy.

 

As Jane was so busy with the Brown Windsor and he was at a loose end Terry started to help out in the restaurant as well.

This was originally motivated purely by selfishness as he wouldn’t have seen very much of Jane if he hadn’t but as the weeks passed he found he was actually enjoying it.

When he first suggested it to Jane her reaction was a little derisory.

“You don’t know anything about working in a restaurant and I’ve seen you in a kitchen remember”

She was referring to when they used to do food tech together at school.

Even the teacher despaired of his efforts and in one school report, wrote,

“Never have I seen a pupil less suited to the subject”

Harsh but true, after all he only signed up for the subject because it was her passion and she was his.

“There are things I can do that don’t require culinary skills” he said

“And I can smooze the customers”

“You can’t even say schmooze” she said and laughed “But you are cute”

 

On July the first Terry was officially unemployed and for all he knew unemployable.

He had only been in the police about 3 and a half years when he was involved in the car accident that ended his career and took his leg.

So although he survived he was invalided out of the service

He got a lump sum on his discharge followed by an even larger sum in compensation and there was even a small reward from the insurance company for the recovery of the stolen jewellery.

He donated the insurance money to the Police benevolent fund.

It was August the twelfth, also known as the glorious 12th, and was the beginning of the Grouse shooting season, so Jane had Grouse on the menu and as a result they were fully booked.

It was also the day, after the lunch time serving was over, that Mark Roscoe decided to drop in to see them.

He had lost a lot of weight and skin hung loosely at his neck and his skin was ashen.

As he sat at one of the tables he made an announcement.

As he wasn’t staff, Terry listened from behind the kitchen door.

“I wanted to catch you while you were all together and give you the news” he said slowly having to pause to catch his breath.

“I have decided to sell the Restaurant”

 

It was obvious to them all that he was gravely ill and it would be a very long road to recovery if he was to complete the journey.

His plan was to sell up and move in with his sister in Millmoor and he planned to sell the restaurant as a going concern so he hoped their jobs would be safe but he couldn’t promise that they would be.

 

That afternoon as Jane and Terry walked home in silence, they paused and took a seat by the lake and sat gazing out across the water.

It was Jane who broke the silence

“Well it looks like we’re both unemployed now”

“Not necessarily” Terry responded

“The new owners will want to do thing their way, and with staff of their choice” she said “With a chef of their choice”

“That’s not what I meant” Terry said

“What then?” she asked

“You’ve always wanted your own restaurant, why don’t you make him an offer?” Terry suggested

“I already spoke to him” she said “I can’t afford it”

“How much is he looking for?” he asked

“Twice as much as I have” Jane said

“But not twice as much as WE have” he said

“What?” she said

“I just happen to have a lump sum burning a hole in my pocket, and I’m looking for an investment opportunity” he said

“Don’t tease me Terry” she said crossly “it’s not funny”

“I wasn’t teasing” he said seriously “I’m serious”

“You are?”

“I’ve really enjoyed working at the restaurant and working with you” he continued “and I think we work well together”

“Yes I know but…” she began 

“No buts” he said cutting her off “we could really make a go of it, this could be our chance”

“Are you sure?” Jane asked clearly not

“I am” he replied “But you have to be as well, so you need to think it through”

He stood up and took her hand and pulled her to her feet.

“So I prescribe a long hot bath, scented candles and soothing music” he said “and whatever you decide I will support”

“And what will you be doing while I’m soaking and thinking?” she asked

“I’m going home to soak my foot” he said and she laughed

 

Jane took his advice and had a long hot bath with scented candles and soothing music and it did clear her mind.

But she also spoke to her mum and dad and Granddad Harry and her sisters.

The decision was unanimous.

 

As she lay on her bed wrapped in towels cuddling her teddy bear chef she phoned Terry who was indeed soaking his foot.

When he answered the phone she said

“I’m in”

“Great” he said

“I’ll be around in ten minutes to seal the deal” she said

“Does that mean we’re going to shake on it?” he asked

“Something like that” Jane replied

 

So taking advantage of an empty house they sealed their partnership.

Then they had to get a wriggle on and get back to the restaurant to start the prep for the evening service.

 

The next morning they phone Mark and made him an offer, which was just under his asking price which he accepted without hesitation.

Her first act as joint proprietor was to employ Emily Goff, who helped her with her home dining bookings, as her full time under chef.

 

The Brown Windsor closed on the Friday before the August Bank Holiday and reopened on the 1st of September as The Phoenix.