Though my love for Christ is boundless
On Christmas
day I cannot be untrue
For my love
for you is overflowing
And he must
share my heart with you
Though my love for Christ is boundless
On Christmas
day I cannot be untrue
For my love
for you is overflowing
And he must
share my heart with you
I would give to you
On
Christmas morning
The gift of
love
Contained
within my heart
So I could
deliver it
And to show
good faith
I would
wrap it in my soul
Then you
would have the best of me
For with no
heart and soul
I am but an
empty shell
So I would
give you that as well
And then
you would have all of me
The beautiful
Downshire village of Clerembeax St Giles was situated to the west of Abbeyvale
located between Grace Hill and Bushy Down and on the outskirts was the
Clerembeax Palace Hotel and Spa and
when staffing the Hotel, they wanted to employ from the village
populous where possible, and that was how the Ward girls came to work at the
Palace.
The Ward family had a small holding on the North side
of the village, parents Jack and Olive, and daughters Donna, Felicity, Josephine, and Maxine.
Josephine was third in
the pecking order at twenty-one and was 5 feet 4 inches tall in her
stocking feet and was half a stone heavier than she should have been which was
thanks to her comfort eating.
She wasn’t though disappointed with everything she saw in the mirror she
liked her legs which she thought were quite shapely and her hair which she
thought of as her crowning glory, which was long, straight and light brown, and she was the only one of the sisters who was in a
long standing relationship, and the recipient of her favours, and the reason
for the comfort eating, was James Vesey, a Corporal in the Downshire Light
Infantry, who was posted overseas.
But on the Third
Sunday of Advent while the Ward Family were heading towards their seats at St
Giles’, a murmur rumbled around those already seated and when Jo turned around
to investigate she saw a soldier walking towards her and she couldn’t believe
her eyes.
“Jimmy?” she exclaimed
“Were you expecting
some other gallant hero of the armed forces?” he asked, and she launched
herself at him and wrapped her arms around his neck.
James’ appearance at
St Giles’ was an unexpected one, h
His role with the
Downshire’s was as a Field Medical Assistant, and he had flown back to the UK
on a medevac mission,
but he was only back
in Downshire for a few days, and only had a 48 hour leave before he had to
report back to Nettlefield.
So, when he arrived
back in the Village on a Sunday Morning he knew exactly where to find Jo
because The Ward Family had always been churchgoers and the whole family had
very strong faiths, and they only missed in exceptional circumstances.
Apart from being
regulars at St Giles’ there was one other given for the family, and that was
Olive Ward’s family Sunday Lunch, but given the circumstances it took on a
different significance, so Olive raised the bar, to make it more special.
To get everyone around the same
table for their Sunday Dinner was very special in itself but Olive wanted to
endow it with the addition of her husband Jack’s homemade wine, something that
only graced the most special of occasions and her suggestion was greeted with Universal
approval.
It was a noisy and raucous occasion fueled in
no small measure by the liberal consumption of Jack’s Pea Pod Chardonnay.
By 3 o’clock dinner was served, and Olive had
done them proud with the table groaning under the weight of the Celebration fare.
It was no mean feat to cook such a sumptuous
feast for 9 people, but as usual Olive achieved it effortlessly, which was made
all the more remarkable, as she appeared not to have a single hair out of place,
and everyone enthused at the magnificence of the spread and all the trimmings
and subsequently all the plates were cleared.
Finally, the pudding was served, a baked Alaska, which Olive knew was
James’ favourite, and then as the final scrapes of spoons on china echoed
around the room James stood up and called for order, and when he finally had
everyone’s attention he firstly proposed a toast to the cook, then to the
master brewer and finally he proposed to Jo.
“Wha…?” she said
“Will you marry me?” he repeated holding the ring box out to her
“Of course, I’ll marry you dummy” she said and wrapped her loving arms
around his neck and kissed him.
The
beautiful Downshire village of Clerembeax St Giles was situated to the west of
Abbeyvale located between Grace Hill and Bushy Down and on the outskirts was the Clerembeax Palace Hotel and Spa and
when Yvonne Labuschagne inherited it from her cousin, the last
remaining Clerembeax, she undertook the task of modernizing the Palace and
opening a Hotel and Spa offering, fitness classes, gym, rock sauna, infra-red
sauna, aroma steam room, ice fountain, drench showers, Jacuzzi, a Romanesque
pool, Reflexology, Raki, facials, scalp massage, hand massage, Manicure and
Pedicure, while also providing accommodation, meeting and function rooms, a
superior restaurant and whatever temptation might attract potential visitors.
She was by profession
a masseuse and had worked for many years along with her late husband at the Dancingdean Spa Hotel in Childean.
Staffing the Hotel and Spa was crucial, and Yvonne
used her contacts in the Spa world to find the right specialist people in her
field of expertise’s and employed Hannah Morgan to fill the remainder of the
roles, on the understanding that she employs from the village populous where
possible, and that was how the Ward girls came to work at the Palace.
The Ward family had a small holding on the North side
of the village, parents Jack and Olive, and daughters Donna, Felicity, Josephine, and Maxine.
It was a profitable
concern and gave them all a modest living but when the Palace opened, it gave
them a chance to supplement their incomes without having to travel to
Abbeyvale.
They were all
hard-working girls and didn’t care what work they did, so Hannah Morgan didn’t
hesitate to offer them all housekeeping jobs.
Josephine was third in
the pecking order at twenty-one and was 5 feet 4 inches tall in her
stocking feet and was half a stone heavier than she should have been which was
thanks to her comfort eating.
She wasn’t though disappointed with everything she saw in the mirror she
liked her legs which she thought were quite shapely and her hair which she
thought of as her crowning glory, which was long, straight and light brown, and she was the only one of the sisters who was in a long-standing
relationship, and the recipient of her favours, and the reason for the comfort
eating, was James Vesey, a Corporal in the Downshire Light Infantry, who was
currently posted overseas.
The Ward Family had
always been churchgoers and not out of a sense of duty, the whole family had
very strong faiths, and they only missed in exceptional circumstances, and the
same was true of Olive Ward’s family Sunday Lunch, which took on a different
significance on the Third Sunday of Advent.
The family arrived at
St Giles’ en masse and milled around at the back of the church chatting to some
of the other congregants, until it was time to take their seats, but as they
walked down the aisle, a murmur rumbled around those already seated and when Jo
turned around to investigate, she saw a soldier walking towards her, and she
couldn’t believe her eyes.
“Jimmy?” she exclaimed
“Were you expecting
some other gallant hero of the armed forces?” he asked, and she launched
herself at him and wrapped her arms around his neck.
“I fancy something to eat” she said and the movement of
her head caused the golden earrings to glint in the Christmas candlelight.
“Me too” he said
As they left their pews he glance up at the memorial
plaques on the wall and one of them in particular
“Lt William Beaumont Killed in Action, Died February 1941
aged 19”
It struck a chord for two reason firstly because his
brother was 19 when he lost him, though not in a war, his demise was due to
drink driving, his own.
The other thing was that he felt a connection to William
Beaumont because his grandfather knew him, in fact they served together in the
Downshire’s and was actually present when he was killed and he always spoke
well of him.
The reason it struck a chord on that day was that he had
been taking stock of his life and had come to the conclusion that life was a
participation kind of thing and he hadn’t participated fully and he had lived
twice as long as William.
And that was why he had gone to church that day for
guidance from on high while enjoying the peace and tranquility and he got an
answer of sorts
“You know what to do”
And then by divine providence she was there in the
church, Caroline Kimber.
“Now it’s up to you” he said to himself
She smiled when she saw him and sat beside him and they
chatted as they had many times before, but on this occasion he was more overt
in his converse which gave Caroline hope which was why she said
“I fancy something to eat”
They left the church and crossed the street to the corner
café where they had often had lunch together.
They used to sit right in the window, never saying much, they
just sat there in a comfortable silence, drinking tea and watching the world go
by.
But he had decided that other people sitting in café’s should
be watching him and Caroline go by.
So on that day as the Christmas shoppers bustled by
George was oblivious to them because he had eyes only for Caroline and nor was
he silent and as a result she was expectant and then he said
“I was wondering what you were doing for Christmas”
“Nothing, I have no plans” Caroline replied
“Nor do I” George said “so why don’t we plan to do
nothing together”
“You mean spend Christmas…. Together”
“Yes”
“I would like that very much” she said
“Merry Christmas” he said and saluted her with his mug
and she reciprocated.
Oh my pretty little elfin faced girl
In green
woolly tights and pixie shoes
Please
notice me beneath the mistletoe
And kiss
away my Christmas blues
Oh my
pretty little elfin faced girl
I wish you
would grant my Christmas wish
But it
appears that I wish in vain
For you
don’t even know that I exist
So I stand
alone with my Christmas punch
Looking out
at the fresh fallen snow
When I see
your elfin face smile at me
And you’re
holding a sprig of mistletoe
Snow spattered,
unseen, against the steamy glass
As the train
rattled out of the station
It was a
fairly crowded train, but not full
With weary
shoppers, shopping bags bursting
And
commuting workers the weeks work done
Journeying
homeward at the dark days end
A cheerful
crowd though
Pleased
with themselves bright faced and hearty
Full of
seasonal cheer anticipating the holiday
Seemingly
oblivious to the drafty carriage
I sat alone
and felt lifted by the quiet jolliness
Contemplating
the collective countenance
Of the self
satisfied passengers
Then she
appeared and I was lifted higher
There she
was larger than life vivacious and self assured
Covered
with snowflakes and laughing to herself
My snow
angel, with snow covering her like sugar on a doughnut
Wrapped up
against the cold in a woolen hat and coat
And the long
knitted scarf draped about her neck
She shook
her head and her light brown hair danced about her shoulders
And the
snowflakes melted away from her soft curls
There was a
rosy redness on her cheeks
Almost
matching the hue of her coat
Either from
the cold winter evening or a liberal taste of Christmas spirit
A little of
both probably
She made
her way down the train between the seats
Leaving wet
snowflakes in her wake
Full length
coat swishing side to side
She moved
almost gracelessly, which suited her well
As she
tottered a little in her high boots
Perhaps due
to the lurching motion of the train
Or the
Christmas punch and eggnog
She was
still laughing softly to herself which also suited so well
And then she
saw me, and her eyes lit up like beacons
She stopped
and stood momentarily open mouthed
Then her
smile illuminated the carriage
My heart
soared at the sight of her
I returned
her smile and she flushed a little deeper red
It had been
almost a year since I last saw her
My lovely
lost love, Linda
I had
locked all my feelings away but now they were back
Like a door
had opened in my heart and they all rushed out
And I
missed her so much I didn’t know just how much till that moment
We were
never lovers, only ever friends
But very
special friends very close friends though no more
We laughed
a lot together, shared confidences
Best
friends but no more than that,
Though I
wanted more, so much more
But I
didn’t want to lose what we had so I said nothing
I loved her
so much, but she was not free for me to love
And Linda
was not free to love me even if she wanted
So I
contented myself with our special friendship
My
unrequited love remained so
If that was
all then better that than nothing
I was happy
to love her unconditionally
Then
circumstances changed, my father died
I had to
move away and I didn’t see her again, until now
Now she was
in front of me, my angel, larger than life
Smiling,
blushing, laughing and so lovely
I stood up
and smiled at her again
She threw herself
at me and she hugged me so tight
I smelled
her hair as I held her and was intoxicated by her scent
All the old
feelings flooded back over whelming me
Yet could
it be my love was not unrequited
We sat down
on the lumpy seats in the rattly carriage
And were
completely alone
We sat
looking at each other not wanting to lose sight of one another
In case the
spell were broken
She removed
a glove and put her hand on mine
As if
testing it was not a dream then she slipped her hand into mine
Her
delicate fingers so small in my grasp
For the
remainder of the journey we reveled in each other’s company
We caught
up with the lost months filled in the gaps
Still
oblivious to our companions
It was as
if we had never been apart
Then the
train shook to a halt as all too soon we had arrived
Our fellow
travelers rushed off to their Christmases
Reluctantly
we left our seats and disembarked arm in arm
Then hand
in hand we walked slowly along the platform
Still
talking and laughing and then out onto the street
Where the
shops were now closing and the town was relatively quiet
From one
pub Noddy Holder screamed “it’s Christmas” to the world
Only the
pubs and restaurants seemed to hold any attraction to most
But we
joined a small group gathered round the Salvation Army band
And joined
in with the carol singing in the town square
Before
strolling towards the taxi stand
As the snow
again fell onto Linda’s soft curls
We took our
place in the queue of travelers eager to be home
I wanted to
be nowhere else but with her
Smiling she
turned to face me and kissed me gently on the lips
Such a warm
sensitive and tender kiss
When our
lips parted she smiled at me coyly
And flushed
a deep shade of pink
Then I
kissed a snowflake off her nose
And cupped
her flushed cheek in my palm
Then I slid
my fingers beneath her hair
Caressing
the soft downy hair on her nape
And pulled
her sweet lips to mine and returned her kiss
Her arms
enveloped me holding me so close, so tightly
Not wanting
to let go, not wanting to lose what we had found
Not wanting
to lose me again
We stood
locked in our embrace as the snow fell softly on the scene
She pulled
away for a moment then buried her face in my neck
And spoke
“I’ve missed you so much, I’ve missed your love for me”
I had
waited so long for this moment waited so long to here those words
To hear my
love returned then we kissed again
Cabs
arrived and departed through the slush
The queue
around us just kept moving as if unaware of our love
After a
while we moved from the queue sat on a bench and talked
My love was
not unrequited she felt the same for me
She had
always done so yet still she was not free
She was
torn between the two of us
Torn
between the comfortable familiarity for a good man
A loyal and
dependable man, safety
And the
passion she felt for a soul mate
It wasn’t
fair on him he hadn’t done anything wrong
So our love
had to be a forbidden one
Best
friends no more, I wanted more, so much more
And could
not content myself with a special friendship
Now I knew
my love was not unrequited
There was
no going back, now Pandora’s Box had been opened
But at
least now I knew she loved me
With the
same depth as I loved her
We walked
back to the taxi rank and kissed again in the snow
All too
soon she got into a taxi
And through
the winter wonderland departed taking my love with her
With her
palm pressed against the glass she craned her neck to keep sight of me
Through the
snow spattered window until the very last moment
Till the
cab had gone out of sight
She was
gone from my arms, gone from my view, gone from my life
But a
Christmas happening had changed my life forever
A brief
encounter, fleeting, here and then gone
Her scent
still in my nostrils, the taste of joy on my lips
My soul
mate gone forever, yet forever in my memory, forever in my heart
I would
never see her again and moved away in the New Year
Making a
life elsewhere but I never forgot her
And when on
a winter’s night I hear the “Sally army” play
Or when the
snow falls during Christmas time
Or I feel a
snowflake on my skin
I feel her
small hand in mine and then she is once again in my arms
And I smell
her soft brown hair and the taste of her is on my lips
I hear her
say “I love you” and she is mine forever