MERRY CHRISTMAS TO THE ONE I LOVE # 1

 

Merry Christmas sweetheart, the one I love,

On this day when love is keenest felt,

The day when closed minds are opened

And even the coldest hearts can melt

Uncanny Christmas Tales – (037) Chance Encounter

 

Fifty-year-old Alicia Binks was staying in Shallowfield with her cousin Ruth Winter for Christmas and when she had taken a walk around Teardrop Lake on Christmas Eve with her Jack Russell, Nipper.

Teardrop Lake and the surrounding woodland was privately owned and divided into twelve parcels each with one significant dwelling although there were a number of cottages dotted around the woodland, it was both idyllic and peaceful, there was little, or no activity on the water just a couple of dinghies.

As she and Nipper enjoyed their surroundings she was stunned to bump into her old flame, Isaac Mina, who was also walking a Jack Russell, who she discovered went by the name of Stig.

They were both so taken aback by the chance encounter that they parted with things unsaid and unasked questions unanswered.

 

It was a week after their first meeting, on a crisp and frosty New Year’s Eve morning, when they met again.

The sky was a brilliant blue and the leaves crunched underfoot, and the air was the freshest Alicia had ever known.

It was the dogs who spotted each other first, Alicia and Nipper had just passed East Cliff Lodge and were on the road about to head down the hill, with Isaac and Stig coming in the other direction, the latter considerably faster than the former.

“Good morning” Alicia called brightly, as she had been walking in the area every day since Christmas Eve, hoping to run into him again.

“Morning” Isaac said breathlessly “That dog will be the death of me”

“He’s hardly panting at all” She pointed out and laughed

He would have laughed as well if he’d had the breath for it. he just about had enough breath to say.

“Well, he’s a lot younger than me”

When Isaac had completely got his wind back, he asked

“So where are you off to?”

“Nowhere special” She replied

“We’re off to Lovers Leap” he said

“Lovers Leap?” She repeated “I didn’t know there was one”

“Yes, it’s a rocky outcrop above the cliffs, on a day like today the view will be spectacular” Isaac enthused

“Would you mind if we tagged along?” Alicia asked hopefully

“Not at all, I would appreciate the company” He replied and smiled

 

The cliffs that Isaac mentioned were an extension of those that formed part of the northern side of Teardrop Lake and formed the natural border between the Teardrop estate and the Dancingdean Forest proper.

Lovers Leap was so called because it was where desperate and broken-hearted lovers would leap to their deaths, although there was no actual evidence that anyone had, but it made a good story.

 

It wasn’t a long walk from where they met but it wasn’t an easy one either.

The dogs reached the top first and then Isaac and some distance behind was Alicia, who was extremely out of breath.

“I thought you had decided not to come” he said jovially

“You must have the constitution of a mounting goat” she retorted

“The legs certainly” he agreed and laughed

 

By the time they reached Lovers Leap, Alicia was panting worse than the dogs and as she walked onto the rocky shelf that was “Lovers Leap” and took in the vista, it took away what little breath she had remaining.

“Wow” she said as she looked out across the russet hues of the deciduous Dancingdean Forest stretching into the distance and they sat down on the rocky shelf.

“This is my favourite place” Isaac said

“I can see why” Alicia said

“It’s different every time I come here, but it’s always special” he said 

 

The walk back down wasn’t much easier on the legs than the one up was, but they both thought it was worth it, because by the time they reached the road Alicia and Isaac had a dinner date for later than night.

CHRISTMAS DOESN’T LIVE HERE ANYMORE

 

There will be no wreath on the door

Not a single decoration will be seen

Cards will be recycled unopened

Christmas doesn’t live here anymore

 

There will be no gifts beneath the tree

There will be no turkey with all the trimmings

There will be no festive merriment

Christmas doesn’t live here anymore

 

There will be no season’s greetings

There will be no Christmas joy

There will be no festive spirit

Christmas doesn’t live here anymore

 

This Christmas day will be like any other day

A day full of abject loneliness

For since my darling joined the angels

Christmas doesn’t live here anymore

Uncanny Christmas Tales – (036) A Healing Christmas

 

The traditional seaside resort of Sharpington-by-Sea has all the usual things to have a great time by the seaside, a Victorian Pier, seafront hotels, crazy golf, The Palladium ballroom, well maintained gardens, promenade, theatre, and illumination, as well as amusement arcades and of course the Sharpington Fun Park.

It also had the grand neighbourhood of Granite Hill, which in a nod to San Francisco, the locals had nicknamed Nob Hill, but it was at the other end of the town where Chloe Hibbitt was staying, at the Potters Lane Caravan Park, while she was recuperating after a long illness which had left her frail in mind and body.

She would have rather stayed at a hotel or in a spacious Chalet, but her funds wouldn’t run to that, she only had what she had managed to hide away from her gambling addicted partner.

Everything else had gone, all their savings, her jewelry, the house, both cars, every possession of any value and her sanity.

Chloe was left with nowhere to live, and no will to live, so at the age of 40 she decided to take her own life.

She failed, but it was not for the want of trying, it was not a cry for help, she really wanted to die.

It was in Nettlefield when she was discovered, quite by chance, in the bath at the White Rose Inn, and was rushed to Hospital.

Her wounds healed but the desire to die remained, so she was sectioned, and months of therapy followed, until it was determined she was no longer a threat to herself.

However, she was far from well, so her best friend Brenda Caddick suggested she use her static caravan in Sharpington until she was fully recovered, and her daughter Sammi gave her a dog so she would have something else to be responsible for.

 

So that was why the small, delicate and pale skinned Chloe was sitting on the breakwater on Sharpington beach with the sea breeze playing with her short black curly hair, when a tall willowy woman in her early 40s with a mane of untamed red hair approached her.

“Hello, I’m Selina” the woman said with the hint of an accent

“And this fellow is Trojan”

Trojan was a chocolate-coloured Labrador

“I’m Chloe” she said and shook her hand “and that mad creature is Amber”

“That’s a lovely name” she said

“It’s short for “Golden Amber Moonlight”” Chloe said, and Selina roared with laughter

“No, I meant Chloe is a lovely name”

“Oh, I see” she said and laughed “I always thought it was rather a dull name”

“Nonsense it means “Blooming”” Selina explained

“Really? I didn’t know that” Chloe responded

“I have seen you before from a distance I think” Selina said

“That’s right” Chloe said “but I haven’t been this far up the beach before, I’m convalescing”

“There is a lot of healing in the sea air” Selina suggested sagely “Perhaps we will meet again sometime on one of your restorative strolls”

“I do hope so” Chloe said

“Goodbye” they echoed and then they went their separate ways

 

Selina Michaels was not, like Chloe, a visitor to Sharpington she had lived in town all her life, which was 43 years.

She was an elegant looking woman with striking looks and mesmeric grey eyes full of sadness.

Like Chloe, Selina also found herself alone, although in her case it was as a result of a bereavement and still grieved for the loss, of Robin.

Part of her problem was her life was empty, she lived alone, except for Trojan, and had no close friends, because friendships didn’t come easy to her, and she was not a natural mixer

Quite naturally, given her short comings, Selina had surprised herself by initiating a conversation with a complete stranger.

Having done so, and broken the ice, her first impression, was a favourable one and she found herself hoping she might bump into her again, and a casual companionship might result.

They had already established common ground as they were both mad about their dogs, so that was a great start as far as she was concerned.

 

On the days that followed they regularly met on the beach, weather permitting, and every time they met Chloe was a little further along, regaining her strength slowly but surely.

On the day that she reached the Sharpington Pier was a milestone for her in many ways.

On the journey back to Potters Lane, Selina kept her company all the way, and when they left the beach Chloe said    

“God I’m shattered, I could murder a drink”

“Coffee or something stronger?” Selina asked

“Definitely something stronger” Chloe replied

“Me too, my bungalow is closest, why don’t you come to mine” Selina said

“I’d love to” she said, and Selina put an arm through hers and was pleased that she had found a kindred spirit, while Chloe was just happy, she had someone to lean on.

Once they arrived at the bungalow Chloe was on her last legs and a medicinal Brandy fell short as a restorative, so Selina found that she had a house guest for Christmas and had someone to care for.

By Boxing Day Chloe was restored and by New Year’s Eve they had healed each other and by 12th night they were lovers.

CHRISTMAS ESSENCE

 

You are my Christmas essence

My yuletide effervescence

You breathe life into me

Oh how you appeal to me

Dressed in your Christmas tights

And the Santa sweater that fits just right

Oh you naughty little Christmas flirt

Wearing your short red Christmas skirt

You are the spirit of my season

You are the rhyme and the reason

But as you spread your Christmas joy

Pleasing every girl and boy

There is something you don’t know

I feel stirrings down below

Because when your sleigh bells jingle

It makes all my senses tingle

Because you so excite me

How I want you to delight me

You are my Christmas dish

You are my every Christmas wish

Every year I make this plea

To let me unwrap you beneath the tree

But again you are not among my presents

But you will remain my Christmas essence

Uncanny Christmas Tales – (035) The Advent of Love

 

Swallowfield sat on the southern edge of the Finchbottom Vale and was bordered on the other side by the Dancingdean forest and the town’s fortunes had always relied largely upon forestry and agriculture for its survival.

When 17-year-old Ruth Todd arrived in Shallowfield in 1973 it was to start work as a housemaid at the Claremont Hotel and she knew no one, shy, naïve and sweet natured, she was alone and friendless, but that didn’t last long, as she was soon befriended by another housemaid, Laura Winter, who took her under her wing.

It was unexciting work, making beds, changing towels and cleaning bathrooms, but she didn’t mind, despite being on a smidge over 5ft, she was wiry and strong, and was such a hard worker the hotel waived the remainder of her probation.

Laura’s friendship wasn’t limited to work even though Ruth lived in at the hotel and Laura being a local, having spent her entire life in the village, so they would spend their days off together as well.

She was two years older than Ruth and much more worldly and she introduced Ruth to a lot of things she had never experienced before, including one in particular that changed her life forever.

It came at the end of November when they both had the rarest of things, a Sunday off, so Ruth suggested they do something.

“We could go to the market”

“I can’t” she replied “I have Church in the Morning, it’s the first Sunday of Advent”

Her faith was very important to her, the Church was very important to her.

Ruth on the other hand had no faith, that she was aware of, and no knowledge of the Church.

“I don’t know what that is, is it important?”

“Yes” Laura replied and then explained its significance

“Can I go?” Ruth asked

“Anyone can go” she replied

“No, I mean, can I go with you?”

“Of course, you can” she said and smiled and added “Peter will be there too”

Peter was her twin brother who she knew Ruth had a crush on, but she was far too shy to do anything about it.

 

“Is it always like that?” Ruth asked as they left St Mary’s

“Sometimes it’s even better” Peter replied “I take it that you enjoyed it”

“Oh yes”

“Well, if you liked that then you’ll love the Carol Service, Christingle, Midnight Mass and the Christmas Morning worship”

“And I can go to all of them?” she asked innocently

“Yes Ruth” he replied

“With you I mean” she explained

“I hoped that was what you meant” Peter said and put his arm around her

CHRISTMAS LINDA PART 3 - FROM EVE TO EVE

Christmas Eve

 

It was Christmas Eve and the house was decorated for the season

A large fresh cut tree stood in the corner and perfumed the room

Adorned by a myriad of assorted baubles and lights 

Christmas cards of all shapes and sizes adorned every surface

And more hung on bright red and green ribbons from the picture rails

Bright colored Christmas garlands hung gaily criss-crossing the sealing

While outside through a break in the dark clouds

A shaft of week winter sunlight shone through the window

Reflecting off the garlands and painting random patterns on the walls

I sat watching TV in my favorite armchair in the front room

Of the house I shared with my wife and soul mate Linda

The woman I loved more then life itself

Both of us had been married before but Linda was the love of my life

We had spent 30 years apart before we found each other again

When our own Christmas miracle happened 20 years ago

And we have had 20 years of incredible happiness together

We had made good use of the years we had together

To make up for the lost time we were apart

And together we had had the fullest of lives

Christmas had always had particular significance for us

It was our favorite time of year and had always been so

Our most meaningful moments together happened at Christmas time

Finding love together, losing each other, finding each other, marrying each other

That’s why I called her Christmas Linda

We did Christmas big and we relished every moment

We would pack away all the ornaments and pictures

Replacing them with festive decorations we had collected over the years

There would be a houseful on Christmas day and Boxing Day

Sharing the celebration with family and friends

Then we would fly off to the sun for a few weeks

Neither of us could abide the New Years holiday

So we took ourselves away to enjoy each others company

But this year the season held no joy for me

Even James Stewart in “It’s a wonderful life” could not lift my spirits

And the reason for my gloomy disposition

Lay in the next room, where the dining table used to stand

Where we had so many wonderful Christmas dinners

The room full of the happy chatter of good company

The table heaving under the weight of Christmas fare

But in its place now stood a stark and clinical a hospital bed

And laying upon it the most precious thing in my life, Linda

Surrounded by all the paraphernalia of terminal illness

Her once vibrant body riddled with inoperable tumors

Their evil spread consuming her from within

The cancer was to far advanced when it was discovered

And she refused what little treatment there was on offer

She also stubbornly refused to die in hospital or a hospice

Saying she wished to die in our home where she had known such happiness

How could I refuse her that simple wish?

We had a private nurse who sat with her at night and I tended her by day

And I watched her dieing by inches every single day

The cruelest punishment for being so happy

My first wife was taken by cancer

And that was hard enough to bare

It’s always so hard when someone you love suffers

But as much as I loved my first wife and as hard as it was to watch her die

It was nothing compared to the intolerable despair I felt losing Linda

She was not only my wife she was my love, my life,

My soul mate, she was the one

I would sit with her and read to her

Sometimes Dickens, Stephen King or Tom Sharpe

Depending on her frame of mind

On her brighter days she would have me tell her jokes

She always said I was the only one who could make her laugh

Her brown hair with its soft curls had long since turned silver

And the sparkle was only rarely present in her eyes

The laughter that used to play around them replaced by pain

And it was on the morning of that Christmas Eve 

When she told me what she wanted for Christmas

She was always at her best in the morning

But on that morning she was having a good day

After she had eaten breakfast she asked me to pass her jewelry box

It was the very first Christmas gift I gave her

She often told me it was her most precious possession, after me

As I handed it to her she smiled and just for a second

There was a glimpse of her loveliness shinning through the pain

She patted the bed and bad me sit next to her

I sat on the bed next to her and she took my hand

“I have to say this to you today because I’m having a good day and

I don’t know how many good days I’ve got left”

I protested that she was being silly, she squeezed my hand

Then gave me a look which said that I knew she wasn’t

She opened her jewelry box and from a draw within

Took out a neatly folded handkerchief which she carefully unfolded

And inside were a dozen capsules containing her medication

She looked at me with her soulful eyes pleading with me

As the realization of what she was asking sank in I shook my head

On her good days she had salted away some of her medication

Until she now had enough to hasten the end 

She squeezed my hand again and said “Please do this for me”

She didn’t want me to do it there and then

She just wanted me to agree to do it when the time came

But the time would be very soon

“It’s the only gift you can give me this Christmas”

She looked in to my eyes and said

“I love you more than anything in the world

And I know with all my heart that you love me”

I could say nothing as tears welled up in my eyes

“Please do this thing for me” she pleaded

My heart was breaking at the choice I must make

Let her suffer or end her suffering and kill her

I said “I just can’t do it” and I got up and left the room

She didn’t call after me she knew I would be back

With tears streaming down my face I grabbed my coat

And went out the door and went for a walk

The day was cold, grey and damp

And clouds scudded across the December sky

Any hint of the promised sunny intervals was not in evidence

It was the kind of day that chilled you to the bone

But I didn’t feel it at all I just felt numb

You had to be alive to feel the cold and I was dieing inside

I walked for miles under the grey skies

Along the woodland paths we used to walk together

My mind in turmoil my eyes red with tears

If I did what she wanted I would lose her forever

The loss of her would be devastating

But not to let her go would just be selfish

My head was spinning I didn’t know which way to turn

Images of the happy moments together swam in and out of focus

Then as I walked into a clearing in the woods

Where once we had made love on a sultry afternoon

There was a sudden break in the clouds

And the woods were bathed in winter sunshine

And all at once I knew what I must do

When I returned to the house I went straight to her bedside

She was sleeping; so I sat on the chair beside her bed

And rested my head on the bed beside her

Then I felt her hand gently stroking my hair

I sat up and her hand moved to my cheek

I took it in my own and kissed it softly and said

“I’ll do what ever you want me to do”

 

New Years Eve

 

Christmas had past and I was glad of it

It was without doubt the worst Christmas of my life

Full of tears and sadness instead of happiness and laughter

There was no wondrous Christmas feast

No table laden with Christmas delights

No hearty laughter or light hearted banter

Just an endless stream of visitors, friends and family

As cheery as was possible, putting on a brave face

All coming with forced smiles to bring the seasons greetings

But all leaving with tears knowing she would not see the spring

I know I sound ungrateful and I’m not really

But every visit ate into the precious time Linda and I had left

I knew how important it was to Linda to see everyone

Even the doctor called in to make sure she was comfortable

And in between visits I would sit watching the needles dropping from the tree

As if each dropping needle symbolized Linda’s plight

And as I sat alone in my favorite armchair on New Years Eve

Staring at the pine needles scattered beneath the tree

I tried to come to terms with the fact that Linda would die with the old year

Since Christmas Eve when she made her request

Linda had been in good spirits

She had seen everyone in the world that mattered to her

And said all the things she needed to say

So Linda had decided that morning that enough was enough

I tried to remain cheerful for her but she could see through it

“I know you’re hurting too” she said the pain etched in her face

And with that we made our plans for our last day together

I phoned the nurse telling her she should have the night off

To enjoy the celebrations with her family

She was very grateful and accepted my explanation without question

I filled the room with lighted candles and in the flickering light

Linda and I spent the evening together looking at photographs

And reliving the great times of our life together

We played the music that formed the soundtrack of our lives

Then an hour before midnight she handed me the folded handkerchief

I opened it and inside were now close to twenty capsules

One by one I broke them open emptying the contents into a wine glass

I filled the glass with Port and gave it a stir

And I put the glass on the bedside table before sitting on the bed

Then I took her hand and kissed it and lent forward and kissed her mouth

I started to say good bye but she put her hand to my mouth

Then I reached over and picked up the glass

And held it up to her lips and she took a drink

Then a little more and a little more until the glass was empty

I wiped her mouth with the hanky and she burped

And she laughed that wonderful laugh

The candles sputtered and the flames flickered

Then she said “I love you so very much” squeezing my hand

“I love you too” I said as I sat holding her hand in mine

And then we just sat in silence looking at each other until her eyes closed

The Village clock began chiming the hour

Her hand went limp and her breathing became shallow

And then all the pain in her face was suddenly gone

The clock chimed twelve marking the passing of the old year

And also unknowingly marked Linda’s passing  

I don’t know how long I sat there holding her dead hand

With the tears streaming down my face

But as I sat there I knew what had to be done

I poured myself a large whisky and sat in my favorite armchair

Where I wrote a long letter explaining what I had done

And what I was about to do

With the letter written I put it into an envelope

And placed it on the mantelpiece where it would be easily found

Then I drank my whisky and reached into my pocket

And removed the contents placing them on my lap

Then I filled the syringe with the insulin I had stolen from the doctor’s bag

And injected myself with the full syringe

And as my eyes grew heavy I could feel Linda’s hand on my shoulder

And felt her fingers in my hair as I drifted into a coma

And she whispered “I love you” in my ear as my eyes closed

When my eyes opened again I couldn’t believe what I saw

It was a place that was familiar to me and it was snowing

And the street was full of happy smiling people

And there amongst them was Linda larger than life, vivacious and self assured

Covered with snowflakes and laughing

My snow angel, my Christmas Linda

With snow covering her like sugar on a doughnut

Wrapped up against the cold in a woolen hat and coat

And a long knitted scarf draped about her neck

She shook her head and her light brown hair danced about her shoulders

And the snowflakes fell away from her soft curls

Only to be replaced by fresh ones

There was a rosy redness on her cheeks and she was young again

We were both young again and we had gone back 50 years

She threw herself at me and hugged me tightly

I smelled her hair as I held her and was intoxicated by her scent

We were stood at the taxi stand and snow fell onto Linda’s soft curls

We took our place in the queue and we kissed

All too soon a taxi arrived but this time we both got in

And through the winter wonderland we departed this time never to be apart again 

Uncanny Christmas Tales – (034) Movie Therapy

 In the north of Downshire is the old market Town of Nettlebridge which is quainter and more peaceful than its noisy neighbour Nettlefield which was a Military Town, whereas Nettlebridge prospered from the sheep and wool trade, which is evidenced by the road names, Sheepfold Street, Woolsack Lane and Shepherds Bridge, and this trade had historically generated a great deal of wealth.

Nettlefield was also where Jason Wade and Nicola Boyle grew up together, because their families were very close friends, but they were chalk and cheese, it wasn’t always that way they had been inseparable before he went off to university, but they were never as close again.

The sixteen-year-old girl he left behind turned into an adrenaline junkie and he was far from that.

He kept fit and ran 3 days a week, but he was not a thrill seeker attracted to danger or high risk.

However, he was attracted to her, he always had been, but he was unable to act on it because her love was for extremes.

They still saw each other at family gatherings, and they always spent at least some time together talking but he didn’t ever see a path back to the way things were before he left for Uni.

 

Jason was halfway through the second year of his master’s in film history, but he was stuck, he couldn’t decide on the subject of his thesis.

He had decided that it would be a film Director and he had narrowed it down to Frank Capra, Ernst Lubitsch, George Seaton, Michael Curtiz, John Huston, Howard Hawks, George Cukor, or Alfred Hitchcock, because they were his favourite, and he had written about all of them to some degree over his four and a half years of university, but he was struggling to narrow it down to one.

He had been wrestling with the problem for weeks and was no closer to a decision.

But then at the beginning of December something happened which made his deliberations pale into insignificance.

He received a phone call from Nicola’s father to say she had been seriously injured in a car accident.

He was calling on a satellite phone from the slopes of Kilimanjaro, where he and his wife were on their way down from Uhuru, they were going to get back to Downshire as soon as possible, but thought it might be two or three days before they were home.

“We don’t want her to be on her own, we’d really like someone with her that she really loves, so would you sit with her until we get home, she’s at St Lucy’s in Sharpington”

“No problem I’ll get over there straight away” he said

  

His first thought when he heard about a car accident was that she had been driving recklessly, or involved in some adrenalin induced stunt, so it came as a bit of a shock when he found out that she had been hit by a speeding car while out running and thrown against a farm gate.

She had several broken bones, including her right ankle, and her left wrist, three ribs, skull fracture, and some internal injuries.

He wasn’t quite sure what she was doing in Sharpington, it was the other side of the county from home, hopefully he would find out.

 

Because it took a while for the Police to track down her father and because he had to make the long drive down from Nettlebridge it was almost 90 hours after the accident when he reached the hospital.

He went to reception and found out she was in the private wing, so he made his way there quickly and was confronted by a rather fierce looking sister.

“I’m here to see Nicola Boyle” he said

“Are you next of kin?” she asked

“No, I’m not”

“Then I can’t let you see her” she said a little too smugly for his taste

“Listen, her parents are in Tanzania and won’t be here for at least three days, her father, Derek, phoned me and asked me to come and be with her” he explained “So that’s what I’ve done”

The sister pulled a disbelieving face but said

“Wait there”

Then she went to her desk and accessed her computer.

“What’s your name?”

“Jason Wade”

“It would appear that her father has been in touch, and you have permission”

 

The grumpy sister led him down the corridor to room 4 and said

“She’s still sleeping off the anesthesia from the last operation, so I doubt you’ll be able to talk to her until the morning, you could always come back then”

“No, I’m anxious to see her” he replied

“Ok then go in”

 

He was shocked when he saw the girl he loved, broken and bruised, her right lower leg was in a cast, as was her left wrist, her face was cut and bruised, and her head was bandaged.

He put his bag on the floor and quietly picked up the armchair standing in the corner and moved it to beside the bed and settled himself into it, he gently took hold of her hand and then promptly fell asleep.

 

About 1 am he woke up with pins and needles in his arm and gingerly picked up his dead arm with his unaffected hand while life flooded painfully back into it and having successfully restored blood flow to his stricken limb, he checked his phone and saw that Derek had texted an hour earlier to say they had just left Zanzibar and were flying to Nairobi, he typed a reply and then walked to the ensuite.

When he went back Nicola was restlessly murmuring in her sleep, so he took her hand in his again and her restlessness seemed to fade away and then he dosed off again.

 

The next time he woke up was about 6am and he was still holding Nicola’s hand, but a few moments later he realized she was holding his back, so he looked up and her eyes were open and her battered and bruised face was smiling at him.

“Hey you” he said

 

After an hour’s catch up, he was ordered out, as the Doctor was due, then there were dressings, catheter, cannula blah blah blah.

“Please sister can’t he stay” she pleaded

“No” she replied “Not this morning, but he can come back later”

“I’ll make myself scarce then” he said and kissed her forehead

“See you later”

“You’d better” she snapped and when he got to the door he turned and said,

“You look like a Panda by the way”

“Bastard”

 

As he walked to his car, he got another text from Derek saying that they had been delayed in Nairobi because the Kenyan Airways aircraft they had boarded for the next leg of their journey to Amsterdam had developed a fault, so they needed to disembark, and were awaiting further details.

He ended the message by saying he would text again when they had a departure time.

Jason typed a reply sharing the news that he had seen and spoken to Nicola, and she was in good hands.

 

He realized as soon as he got in the car that the first thing he needed to do, was to have a shower, so he booked into the Seaview Hotel on the sea front, however when he got to the room, he made the fatal error of sitting on the bed, because he woke up three hours later.

So, he hurriedly showered and shaved, got dressed and went to get some lunch before returning to the Hospital.

But while he was eating, a thought occurred to him, so when he finished, he went shopping.

 

It was after 3 o’clock when he walked back into room.

“What kept you?” she asked   

“I’ve been shopping” he replied

“What shopping?”

“Toothbrush, toothpaste, deodorant, nighties and knickers” he said and put the carrier bag in front of her. 

“You bought me knickers?” she said disbelievingly and roared with laughter “This I’ve got to see”

Because of the cast on her wrist, she struggled to hold the bag and extract the contents.

“I can’t do it” she said pathetically so Jason took everything out of the bag in the same order he listed them before,

“Toothbrush, toothpaste, deodorant,”

“That’s my favourite” Nicola said, although he already knew that because he’d smelt it on her many times.

“Nighties” Jason said as he held one up “with wide sleeves so you can get them on over you cast”

“Good thinking” Nicola said “You’ve done well so far I think the next one will be an epic fail”

“You think so?”

“Absolutely, they’ll be totally impractical for Hospital, all lace and no substance” she said confidently, and then he took the knickers out of the bag and put them in front of her.

“Oh, they’re exactly what I would have chosen” Nicola said with surprise “Thank you”

“So, I did ok then” he said “with everything”

“Apart from the Christmas nighties”

“What’s wrong with the nighties?” he asked “I thought they were quite sensible”

“They’re too Christmassy” she stated

“But you love Christmas” he pointed out

“Not this year” she said and gestured with her good hand “This has ruined Christmas”

She went a bit quiet after that, but he didn’t press her on the subject, and ten minutes later she was asleep. 

So, he took up his position in the armchair again, but stayed awake this time, and filled the time by doing jigsaw puzzles on his phone, then he read a few chapters of the ABC Murders and then was just about to watch an old movie on his tablet when she woke up.

“How long have I been asleep?” she asked

“About three hours”

“Oh God I’m always sleeping, and when I am awake, I’m bored and according to you I look like a Panda” she whined

“I can put the TV on that might help with the boredom, it won’t stop you looking like a Panda though”

“I hate you” Nicola lied

“Anyway, it’s all Christmas rubbish on TV”

“Christmas Rubbish?” he retorted feigning outrage

“Yes, sugary sweet movies, where everything is perfect, everyone is perfect, and they all have a perfect Christmas”

“Oh, dear you have got it bad” Jason said as he got up and put the TV on, then he rummaged in his bag and took out his tablet and a dongle, and he plugged the latter into the TV.

“What you need, Miss Grumpy knickers, is the universal cure for all Grinches and Scrooges”

“Grumpy knickers?” Nicola said indignantly

“Yes, but “It’s a Wonderful Life” will do the trick”

“What’s that?” Nicola asked

“What’s what?” he replied

“It’s a wonderful something” she said

“It’s a Wonderful Life?” Jason asked

“Yes?” 

“It’s a Classic” he said

“A Classic what?”

“Movie” he retorted but she just looked blank

“James Stewart, Donna Reed, Clarence the angel?”

“I’ve never seen “It’s a Wonderful Life””

“Then you are in for an absolute treat” he said and cast from his tablet to the TV.

“There’s something wrong with the colour” she pointed out

“It’s black and white” he retorted

“I’ve never seen anything in “Black and White” before” she said

“Not one thing?” Jason asked incredulously

“No”

“Well, you’ve started with a corker” he said

 

At the end of the film Nicola was in tears

“That was lovely” She sobbed, dabbing at her eyes with a tissue.

“I can’t believe you’ve never seen it before” he stated

“I will have to introduce you to some more films”

“Will they be as good as that one?” Nicola asked

“Some of them will be even better” he replied

“Then I can’t wait” she admitted and then the nurse arrived

“Can you make yourself scarce for half an hour” she said to Jason

“Sure, thing I’ll go and grab a sandwich” and as he was about to leave when he received a text

“Your parents have just left Nairobi”

 

He’d been gone for nearer an hour and when he got back to the room her dinner had arrived, and she had almost finished eating as he settled back on the chair.

“Have you got your phone handy, I’ll make sure its fully charged and then you can text your mum and dad” he asked

“I think it’s still in a field, or a hedgerow” she replied

“Well, you can use mine” he suggested

“I’m a leftie, I can’t do it with this cast on, and I can’t type with my right” Nicola explained

“Alright then you dictate, and I’ll type”

“Ok that I can do” she replied as she finished the last spoonful of her pudding.

 

After dictating a very lengthy text Jason sent it and Nicola said

“Time for another movie from the pre-electric light era”

She chuckled at her little witticism and then winced in pain. 

“Ok then let’s see what you make of “Miracle on 34th Street”” he said

 

At the end of the film Nicola was in tears again

“That was brilliant” She sobbed and dabbed at her eyes with a tissue.

Jason was pleased to see he’d moved her to tears again, but he also detected a paleness to her unbruised skin and a tiredness in her eyes.

“Well, I’m glad you enjoyed it, but it’s time for you to rest”

“No don’t go, I want to watch another one” she pleaded

“Tomorrow” he said and kissed her forehead

“Now is there anything you need me to bring with me?”

“Yes, I have a list” she said “on the cupboard”

He picked it up and read down the short list of soap, cosmetics and sanitary products, and said

“That’s very neat writing”

“The nurse wrote it for me” she said and yawned

“Ok then I’ll see you tomorrow” he said

“Don’t be late” Nicola said

“Ok, nightie night grumpy Panda” he said and laughed

“I hate you” She shouted

 

He slept later than he intended the next morning and missed breakfast, so he went to Albie’s Café for a full English and while he was in there it started to snow.

By the time he had fulfilled Nicola’s shopping list, and picked up something else for her, it was snowing heavily, so he made his was cautiously to the hospital, where grumpy Panda needed cheering up.

“It’s not fair” she exclaimed stroppily “I love the snow, and I’m stuck in here”

“Oh, dear we have got it bad today haven’t we” he said “Here I’ve got your shopping, and I’ve got you a “pay as you go” smartphone so you can contact your friends”

“Oh, thank you” she said “I don’t think I’ll let them know I’m here yet, they’ll only want to come and visit”

“Don’t you want visitors?” Jason asked

“I’ve got all the visitors I need at the moment” she said and blushed a little

“But you only have me” he pointed out

“They can come later” she said hurriedly “when….” 

“You look less like a Panda” he said and roared with laughter

“I am really going to hurt you when I can get out of this bed” she said threateningly and then giggled “Now entertain me”

 

The snowstorm continued for the rest of the day and most of the night, which meant he was snowed in, the following day the snow was lighter but persistent.

It wasn’t just Downshire that was affected, so was western, and central Europe which meant that the Kenyan Airways flight to Amsterdam was diverted to Rome as all the Airports were closed, resulting in the Boyle’s journey being delayed for another 24 hours.

 

So, from that first snowy afternoon he spent his time entertaining her for the next two days, with watching classic movies, and Nicola loved them all.

For Jason watching Nicola experiencing Clarke Gable and Claudette Colbert in “It happened one night”, James Stewart and Margaret Sullivan in “Shop around the Corner”, Michael Redgrave and Margaret Lockwood in “The Lady Vanishes”, Ronald Coleman in “Lost Horizon”, Cary Grant and Katharine Hepburn in “Holiday” and “The Philadelphia Story”, Humphrey Bogart and Lauren Bacall in “To Have and Have Not” or Gary Cooper and Barbara Stanwyck in “Ball of fire”, was almost as special as the movies.

 

About 7 o’clock in the morning, eight days after the accident Jason woke up in the armchair after an uncomfortable night, he was just in time to see Nicola coming out of the bathroom, and as she stood in the doorway with the bright bathroom light behind her, her nightie became translucent, and he could see her lovely figure beautifully defined, and he thought it was a very pleasing sight.

“What are you up to?” He asked

“I needed the loo” she replied

“You shouldn’t be doing that on your own” he said with concern

“I didn’t want to wake you, and I don’t need you to help me pee” she said “and the physio said I should do some walking”

“She did, but not on your own, not in the middle of the night and not without your crutches” he said and rushed over to her

“Ok you old woman, help me back into bed”

 

When the sun came up it was apparent that they were no longer snowed in, which was great news, as was the text from Derek to say they were on route from Rome to Amsterdam and their connecting flight to London Stanstead would get them to the UK by midafternoon and a hire car from the Airport would get them to Sharpington by early evening.

Jason was desperate for a shower, shave and a change of clothes so after her breakfast arrived, he kissed her forehead and excused himself.

“Don’t be long” she called after him 

 

His first stop was Albie’s café, for a sustaining full English that would set him up for the day, then he went back to his hotel and having showered, shaved, and dressed in a clean set of clothes he made his way back to the Hospital.

When he got back to Nicola’s room, he discovered he was not the only one of them who had freshened up, her hair was brushed, her face was lightly made up, she had a fresh nightie on, and she was wearing perfume.   

“What kept you?”

“What do you mean?” He retorted “I’ve been really quick”

“I need your help” she said

“What with?” he asked

“I need the loo” Nicola said

“And you need my help?” he asked “You managed alright on your own earlier”

“I know but I think I over did it this morning” she said sheepishly

“Oh, ok then” he said and walked to the side of her bed and helped her sit up and then she slowly swung her legs over the side until she was sat facing him.

Jason leant forward so she could put her arms around his neck, while his hands went to her waist, and then in one fluid motion she was on her feet, and the moment she was perpendicular she tightened her grip around his neck and planted a sensual kiss on his lips, which he immediately reciprocated.

When she came up for air she smiled coyly

“That’s the way I want to be kissed, not on the forehead like I’m your sister, I don’t want to be your sister” she said and pulled him towards her again and planted another kiss on his mouth, much more controlled and unhurried.

“Wow” Jason said

“Ditto” she agreed “Not such a rubbish Christmas after all”

“Definitely not rubbish” Jason said and then added

“I thought you needed the loo”

“I lied” Nicola replied “Now let’s get back to the kissing”