Thursday, 3 June 2021

Those Memories Made on Teardrop Lake – (01) Just Like a Swan on the Water

 

It was the start of summer when Danny Pellegrino drove through the country lanes of Downshire on his way to the Dancingdean Forest.

He stopped at a petrol station on the outskirts of Childean to fill up with fuel and to check he was on the right road.                             

Danny was unfamiliar with the area and although he had a satnav in the car he was quite frankly a bit of a technophobe and refused to use it, except in the event of an emergency, like when he was lost.

He paid for his fuel and thanked the girl for the directions and was soon underway again.

According to Claire, at the garage, he was less the ten miles from his destination, Shallowfield.

Danny was thirty two years old and an Artist by profession, and rather successful one at that.

He had only recently returned to England after working on a large sculpture commission in Canada.

He was fortunate that he was able to turn his hand to many artistic forms but his great passion and joy was oil on canvas, subject matter was unimportant his taste covered all and sundry.

Unfortunately painting was not considered sexy enough by the art world in the 21st century for him to earn a living, unless he specialized in portraiture, so he tended to only paint for his own pleasure.

Which was why he was on his way to Shallowfield, on the edge of Dancingdean Forest on a glorious day in May.  

After nine months away on a project that was dogged with problems and took twice as long as he planned, he found himself sorely in need of some R&R.

His home, such as it was, was in Abbottsford where he had a flat and a studio.

But for his R&R he had rented a cottage for the summer in Dancingdean Forest, overlooking Teardrop Lake, where he was hoping to reconnect with his passion for painting and re-center himself.

And after a few months of peace and quiet he would be ready for the next project which was another commissioned sculpture that would take him to Australia.

 

Unfortunately Danny hadn’t exactly followed Claire’s directions to the letter and he ended up deep in the Dancingdean Forest and not in the town of Shallowfield, and when after a couple of miles it dawned on him that he had taken a wrong turn he had to choose between turning around or pressing on.

He chose the latter and after a couple of miles he was rewarded with some signage.

He slowed down when he saw a sign on the right hand side of the road saying "East Lakeside" with an arrow pointing back across the road.

He indicated left and took the turning which was forty or so yards along the road.

It an unmade lane which led through dense forest and was quite lumpy and bumpy and seemed to go on forever, he was glad he had decided to hire a Range Rover.

All of a sudden he turned a corner and was immediately upon a crossroads, so he came to a halt.

The sign post indicated the perimeter road was left and right so he went straight on.

Immediately after the crossroads there was a fork in the lane so he came to a halt again, the left fork was sign posted "Lake View Cottage" while the right apparently led to "East Side House".

The former was the cottage he was renting, the latter was where he was to pick up the keys, so he took the right one.

 

He parked the car outside the large red brick Early Victorian Villa that was East Side House.

Danny had been driving for about three hours, so when he got out of the car he had a good stretch.

He wasn’t a big man, 5’ 8” and quite wiry, with skinny legs that made his baggy shorts look even baggier, but he stretched himself up to his maximum height before slamming the car door. His craggy features and tanned skin made him look older than his thirty two years but not drastically so.

He brushed his Sandy coloured hair off his forehead and walked towards the house.

Danny opened the little wooden gate and took a step onto the path.

“Can I help?” a voice said and woman suddenly appeared from behind a shrub.

The combination of the two things in quick succession caused Danny to momentarily leave the ground and his heart to almost leave his chest.

“Michael Angelo” he exclaimed.

Since he left Art College, Danny had done a lot of Art Workshops at schools and youth groups in his spare time, and he had conditioned himself to replace all his conventional curses with the names of Artists hence the exclamation of Michael Angelo.

“Ah, you must be the artist chap” the woman said.

She was a tall slender woman in her sixties with grey hair and tanned skin.

“Amanda Summers” she said pulling a work glove off and offering the un-gloved hand to him.

“Sorry if I startled you”

“Danny Pellegrino” he responded and shook her hand

“I’ll be fine when I get my breath back”

“Follow me” she said followed by a chuckle “and we’ll find Julia”

 

Julia Summers was Amanda’s sister in law and they lived together in East Side House with their niece Penny Davies.

They found Julia in the kitchen where she was washing vegetables at the sink.

“Julia! Mr Pellegrino is here for his key” Amanda announced.

Julia immediately turned around, she was almost the same age as Amanda, all bar a couple of months, but with darker hair and a little more meat on her bones.

She quickly dried her hands and reached out one of them to him and said.

“Mr Pellegrino how lovely to meet you”  

“Call me Danny” he said “And it’s nice to meet you too”

Just then they were joined by an attractive younger woman in her late twenties.

“Ah Penny” Julia said “This is Mr Pellegrino who’s renting the cottage for the summer”

Penny, a gawky and ungainly young woman, stepped forward and appeared to trip over a sunbeam.

She then side swipe a kitchen stool, almost knocking it completely over, but she recovered enough to take his hand.

“Hello” she said a little red faced

“Hello” he responded and smiled and thought that she had an unconventional way of making a first impression.

 

Julia went in the Range Rover with Danny as he drove up to Lake View Cottage, so she could show him around.

But as soon as he got out of the car he was transfixed by the scene before him.

The view of the lake from the cottage was spectacular.

The lake was shaped like a teardrop, hence its name, and surrounded by the ancient woodland of the Dancingdean Forest.

It wasn’t a huge body of water, just over two miles long and almost a mile at its widest point.

But he thought it was simply beautiful and it remained relatively unspoilt which was the reason he chose it.

 

Teardrop Lake and the surrounding woodland was privately owned and divided into twelve parcels, each with one significant dwelling on it although there were a number of cottages dotted around the woods as well, some in use and some not. 

It was both idyllic and peaceful, there was little or no noise pollution and although the lake was used there were no speed boats or jet skis, only rowing boats, canoes, dinghies and skiffs.

As he took in the vista of the deserted lake, he asked

“Are there ever any boats on the lake?”                  

“Do you want to go on them or paint them?” Julia retorted

“A bit of both really I suppose” he replied

“Though I’ve never sailed before”

“That’s ok, I’m sure Penny will take you out” Julia offered

Danny gave her a sideways look.

“Don’t worry she's as clumsy as hell on dry land but on the water she’s as graceful as a nymph”

Danny still looked doubtful and Julia laughed as she suggested she showed him around.

It was the first time he had seen the cottage in the flesh, the pictures on the web gave him a pretty good idea of what to expect but now he was there he thought it was just perfect, and the small conservatory would be very beneficial to him on the inclement days, of which there were bound to be a few during an English summer.

 

After Julia had left him alone Danny unloaded the Range Rover and got himself settled in.

Later he sat on the terrace and made some preliminary sketches of the lake as the sun was setting, the first of many he suspected.

 

The next morning it was raining big time and so he contented himself in the conservatory for the day and got himself properly set up.

The day after he planned to go and get some groceries, in the car if it was raining again and on foot if it wasn’t.

 

When he awoke he found the sun was shining and it was a much more pleasant day.

He wasn’t sure how long it might last so he had breakfast and set off just after seven on foot in the general direction of Shallowfield.

He had looked on Google Maps the night before and didn’t think there was too much cause for concern but he put the Satnav in his backpack just in case.

He set off along the lane, which formed the southern half of the perimeter road and made mental notes of interesting scenes along the way that he might like to sketch on another day.

That was what was occupying Danny’s thoughts as he walked along.

 

He was about half an hour into the walk when the peace was suddenly disturbed by the arrival, behind him, of Penny Davies, the gawky niece of the Summers from East Side House.

She was riding a mountain bike, and to Danny’s mind she appeared no safer on two wheels than she did on two feet as she braked sharply and almost ended up amongst the trees.

Fortunately she pulled up just in time.

“Are you ok?” Danny said

“Yes” she replied in an exasperated tone.

She dismounted and then caught her foot on a tree root and stumbled.

Danny realised she was embarrassed so he decided to quickly change the subject.

“How come you’re up and about so early?” he asked

“Work” she replied and started pushing her bike along the lane beside him

“Oh?” he said

“Yes, I work at the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel on weekday mornings” Penny explained “and three afternoons a week at the Shallowfield garden centre”

“Good for you” Danny said

“What about you? Why are you up at this time?” she asked

“Finding my way around and doing a bit of shopping” he said “As long as I don’t get lost”

“I’ll walk with you as far as the Lodge, you can’t get lost after that” she offered and laughed

They walked in silence for a little way and then he said

“Your Aunt said you might take me out on the water”  

“Really?” she said with surprise

“Yes” Danny replied

“She said you were as graceful as a nymph on the water”

“I see” she said guessing how the rest of the conversation had gone.

As they were in sight of the Lodge she remounted her bike

“I don’t always fall over my feet” she said and started peddling

“I just get nervous when I’m around new people”

“So will you take me out on the water then?” Danny called after her as she peddled away all knees and elbows, her blonde hair trailing in the wind.

“YES” she shouted

 

Danny followed the Lane past the Hotel, which then ran parallel to the River Brooke as it flowed from the head of the lake and on towards Shallowfield and beyond.

Penny had given him directions to the General Store which he followed to the letter and then he bought rather more than he intended.

He loaded his backpack to the gunwales and bought a “Bag for Life” to take the rest.

The combined weight of his shopping was very heavy indeed and he was sweating profusely by the time he reached the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel on the return leg.

As luck would have it a benevolent neighbour came to his aid, when a car pulled alongside him

“Can I give you a lift?” asked a middle-aged lady in a nurse’s uniform.

The Samaritans name was Kay O’Neill and she lived in Lakeside Villa, the next house along from his cottage.

“That would be very kind, thank you” he replied “I’m staying at...”

“I know where you’re staying” she said “you’re the artist chap”

“Yes I’m Danny” he said as he got in

“Nice to meet you Danny, I’m Kay” she said

Kay worked at a nursing home in Childean and was just returning home after a night shift.

Kay dropped him at the head of his lane and he thanked her for her kindness.

He thought if all his neighbours were as nice as Kay then he was going to have a very pleasant stay.

 

Penny Davies was twenty eight years old and was not a native of Dancingdean and she certainly hadn’t envisaged the life she was now living.

That life changed just after she had graduated from Abbottsford University with a first in history which was to be followed by a career in either education or academia.

Everyone told her a Masters was a “shoe in” for her and that she should go for it.

It was almost a week to the day after she decided to do just that and go for her Masters that her mum was diagnosed with cancer.

 

After two years of false hopes and failed treatments Penny and her mum moved in with Julia and Amanda Summers at East Side House.

Penny did a series of part time jobs, in between caring for her mum, over the three years it took her to pass away.

Despite the fact it had been almost five years coming it hit her very hard.

And along with losing her mum, she lost her confidence and her focus which was why she was still living with her Aunts two years later and still doing menial work.

 

It was almost a week after Danny’s shopping expedition, as he sat in the conservatory preparing a canvas that Penny tapped timidly on the window.

She had resisted the idea of taking him sailing and she had a week long internal struggle during which she resolved several times that she wasn’t going to.

But she kept thinking back to the last time she had seen him and how he had changed the subject after she had tripped over a tree root in order to spare her embarrassment, she thought that was kind and he was also very funny.

So she decided in the end in a spirit of friendship that she would after all take him sailing.

As she walked towards the Cottage she noticed movement in the conservatory, so she altered course and watched him through the glass.

He wasn’t at all her type, there was not a hint of tall dark and handsome in fact he was more like short fair and craggy.

It was that thought that filled her head and put the smile on her face that she was wearing when he noticed her.

Danny looked up and saw the gawky smiling girl with her face pressed up against the glass and he couldn’t help but smile back.

“Come round” He called “the door is open”

Penny nodded and did as he said

“Hi” she said as she entered “Do you fancy going out on the water? It’s a perfect today for sailing”

“I’d love to” he replied “But don’t you have work today?”

“I went in early so I’m done for the day” she replied

“Ok then I just need to give this another coat and clean my brush and I’m ready”

“What are you doing then?” she asked

“It’s just like an undercoat” he replied “I paint all my canvases blue before I start”

Penny gave him a bemused look

“White canvases are…. Scary” he said

“That sounds a bit wimpy” she responded and giggled as she sat down

“It’s a psychological fear” he replied indignantly

“So what are you going to paint once you stop being frightened?” she asked still giggling

“The Lake I suppose” Danny replied

“Is that your thing then, landscapes?” Penny asked

“No, not really but I think I will do a few while I’m here” he replied

“What do you prefer to paint?” she asked

“Anything and everything” he replied

 “Well there’s more to us than the lake you know” she said sitting forward

“Really?” he retorted

“Yes, we have two follies, a Watch tower, and Olwen’s chapel as well as a waterfall, brooks, streams, a 16th Century Bridge and lovers leap”

She stated proudly

“Wow, then I look forward to seeing them” he said

“You’ll need a guide” she suggested

“Are you volunteering?” Danny asked as he cleared his paint and brush away.

“Yes, alright” she agreed and was both secretly pleased with herself and annoyed at the same time

“Good” he said “I’ll just get changed”

In the ten minutes he was gone Penny had a good nose around and looked appreciatively through his sketches.

 

As they walked down to the Summers Boathouse Penny asked

“So do you make a living from painting?”

“Why? Don’t you think I’m good enough?” he asked, he had seen her looking at his sketches and water colours

“I didn’t mean that” she said fearing she had upset him, then she noticed him smiling

“I know what you meant, and no I paint for pleasure, what pays the money are sculptures and installation, arty stuff” he said

“It doesn’t sound like you like it very much” Penny reflected

“It’s not that I don’t like it exactly” he explained “it’s just that when you do commissions you are always producing something that comes out of someone else’s head and not your own”

“But you love to paint” she said

“Yes I do, but the other stuff pays me enough so I can spend a whole summer painting by Teardrop Lake and go sailing with you” Danny said

Penny nodded and then smiled as she watched him out of the corner of her eye.

 

They walked along the jetty and climbed down into a small single sail Dinghy.

Danny wasn’t altogether sure he wanted to go sailing when he saw the size of the boat.

But he didn’t want to appear any wimpier than he already had so he kept quiet and let Penny do her thing.

And as he watched her deftly handle the boat with not a hint of clumsiness he thought to himself that she really was a duck on dry land and a swan on the water.

 

They virtually had the lake to themselves apart from a couple picnicking in a small skiff in the middle of the lake, Penny smiled when she spotted that they even had an umbrella on board.

She couldn’t make out who the couple were although she thought the woman might have been the new doctor but she hadn’t seen her that many times to be certain.

After about twenty minutes of taking in the lakeside scenery Danny said

“This is fantastic, I wish I’d bought my camera or a sketch pad”

“There’s not really enough room for sketching I’m afraid” she replied

“But we could come out in the skiff next time and then you could sketch or paint”

“What would you do?” he asked

“I could watch you work or I could fish” Penny suggested and realised that without thinking she had asked him out.

“Do you like to fish?” asked Danny

“Yes” she said and nodded

“But not as much as sailing” he observed

“No, not as much as sailing” she agreed

“Then I’ll bring a camera next time” he said

 

“Thanks for that Pen” he said once they were back on dry land

“It was brilliant, I can’t wait to do it again”

“I haven’t put you off then?” she asked

“Not at all” Danny said

“Well I can’t do it tomorrow as it’s my friend India’s birthday and we’re going into Abbottsford to spend her Birthday money” she explained

“But I can do Sunday after church”

“Church!” he asked

“Yes, I go with my aunts”

“Your Aunts make you go to church?” Danny asked

“No, I make them” She corrected him

“Oh Sorry” he said

“That’s ok, I take it you don’t?” Penny asked

“No I don’t” he admitted “though not out of conviction”

“There’s hope for you yet then” she said brightly as she headed towards the house

“I guess there is” he agreed and she stopped and called out

“Sunday at one then Danny”

 

When Sunday came he spent the morning on the terrace painting, but it was a hot sultry day with barely a breath of wind, so by lunch time he had already retreated indoors.

But before he did so, he looked down at the glassy water of the lake and even with his limited knowledge on the subject Danny doubted very much that they would be sailing that afternoon.

He ate his sandwich and was sat drinking a cup of tea when Penny arrived and she was carrying a parcel.

“This came for you yesterday” she said

“Excellent” Danny said “Thank you”

Coleman Bowers from the Shallowfield Lodge took the Hotel Skiff around the lake twice a week delivering the mail and small parcels and one such parcel had been dropped off at East Side House the previous day for Danny.

“What is it, more paints?” she asked

“I hope not” he said ripping open the package

“What is it then?” she said craning her neck to see

“It’s my Sandra Bullock collection” he said holding up a DVD

Penny just gave him a rather pitiful look.

“What?” he said “I like her, she’s a much underrated talent, and I forgot to bring them with me”

“You know you can download films now, you don’t need the discs” she said

“I’m an old fashioned boy” he said defensively and Penny just laughed.

“I am” he insisted which only made her laugh more, when she stopped she said

“We won’t be sailing today by the way”

“I thought as much” Danny said “so what do you suggest?”

“Well, we can take the Skiff out but it’s going to be far too hot to just sit out on the water, so I thought we could take it down the lake to India’s and then head up into the forest where it’s cool”

“Sounds good to me” he said

“And as its Sunday we can go up to Olwen’s Chapel to begin your enlightenment” Penny said

“Really?” he retorted

“Yes, but seriously you’ll like it up there it’s very atmospheric” she said “and then maybe on to Shoe Buckle falls to soak our feet in the cold waters”

“Ok then skipper, lead the way” he said

“Come on then land lubber” Penny said and tripped on the rug

“Don’t say a word” she said and they both laughed

The laughter continued as they walked down to the Summers boat house, with her poking fun at him about his taste in movie stars and him reciprocating with jibes about her clumsiness.

 

Penny was at the outboard motor as the Skiff crossed the Lake and Danny was sat beside her.

“So why do you have to take your Aunts to Church?” he asked

“Well it was when my mum was ill” she explained “she made me promise not to let them lapse”

“Was that likely?” he asked                                    

“I’m afraid so” she said and laughed

By the time they got halfway across Danny had moved seats and was furiously snapping away with his camera.

“You get a different perspective altogether from out here” he said

“It’s not bad is it?” she said “I’m so lucky to live here”

The rest of the crossing was spent in contemplative silence until they came in sight of the Harris’s jetty.

“There’s Indie” Penny said and waved

On the jetty was a tall tomboy of a girl with short dark hair, wearing baggy shorts and an equally baggy t-shirt and with some unfeminine footwear on her feet.

“Hi Indie” Penny called

“Hey Pen” she called back

Penny came alongside the jetty and quickly tied up.

Once on the jetty Penny introduced him

“This is Danny”

“Hello Danny” India said

“Hi India and Happy birthday for yesterday”

“Thanks” she replied

“Where to first?” India asked

“The Chapel” Penny replied putting on her backpack

India was already wearing hers

Danny had his by his feet with his camera and some basic artist materials in and quickly put it on and broke into a trot to catch up with the girls.

 

The Chapel was Olwen’s Chapel and the Olwen in question was an Anglo Saxon Lady who was one of the early converts to Christianity but her pagan husband’s tribe would not accept the new faith and she was forced to worship secretly in the forest.

Her chapel was in actually just an assortment of stones on the forest floor arranged around a granite altar stone in a woodland clearing.

It had been rediscovered early in Queen Victoria’s reign and had been lovingly maintained ever since by a local preservation society.

 

The three of them yomped up the hill and the moment they entered the forest they instantly felt the coolness of the shade.

But even with the drop in temperature it was still quite hard going climbing up the hill.

But when they arrived Danny had to agree with Penny’s assessment, it was indeed atmospheric. 

They spent a very pleasant hour there and he sketched the two girls, as they sat on the altar stone.

From there they headed towards Shoe Buckle Falls, so named, so legend had it, after a 17th century fugitive Cavalier who was pursued into the forest by parliamentarian soldiers but disappeared in the vicinity of the falls and all they ever found of him was his shoe buckle.

The falls were not grand or spectacular but they were nice enough.

The water tumbled and spilled over the rocks gathering briefly in deep pools and then tumbling down again to the next pool.

It was dark beneath the ancient trees and refreshingly cool as the misty spray settled on them. 

The rocks and trees closest to the falls were covered in bright green lichens.

Danny sketched the two girls again this time as they soaked their feet in one of the deepest pools.

 

It was early evening by the time they followed the path of the falls back down towards the perimeter road.

As they approached the old bridge he caught sight of something glistening in the water, so he braced himself against a tree trunk and reached down and picked it up.

It was about the size of a pocket watch and was made of some kind of Perspex.

“What is it?” the girls asked

“It looks like a bit of Perspex that was used on world war two aircraft, German I think, Messerschmitt probably” he replied

“How did it get here?” India asked

“It would have fallen to earth after the plane was hit by either cannon fire or flack” he said and slipped it into his pocket he thought he could do something with it when he had a spare minute of two.

 

All afternoon the girls had regaled Danny with the stories and legends of the area and when they reached the now disused 16th century stone bridge he quite naturally asked 

“Does this have a name?”

The girls looked at each other and then Penny replied

“Yes, it’s called a bridge”

And she and India went into hysterics, and Danny couldn’t help but laugh himself, they were still laughing when they reached the road and then Penny stumbled on a pothole and that set them all off again.

 

After saying good bye to India they set off across the lake.

The temperature had dropped and there was now the slightest of breezes.

“Thank you” Danny said

“For what?” she asked

“For a lovely afternoon” he confirmed

“No need for thanks” she said “it was fun”

Danny looked at his watch and was amazed to see how late it was, no wonder he was hungry.

“It’s later than I thought” he said

“Me too” Penny agreed “I’ve missed supper again”

“Have supper with me then” he offered

“Can you cook?” she asked him suspiciously

“I can” he replied

“I don’t mean “can you microwave”” she said

“No I really can cook” he insisted

“Ok then”

“You’re not a fussy eater I hope” Danny added

“No, I’ll eat anything as long as there’s plenty of it” she said and laughed

 

Danny made them a pasta dish for supper and opened a bottle of wine and afterwards they chatted as she sat on the couch and he sketched.

Then after her third glass of wine the long blinks were setting in so he walked her home.

 

Over the following weeks, when she wasn’t working, Penny continued to show Danny the sights around Teardrop Lake or took him out on the lake itself as their friendship deepened.

But it wasn’t just getting out and about, Danny was producing an abundance of watercolours and sketches and his beloved oil’s.

His most favourite times with her were when they would take the Skiff out on the water.

Penny would be at one end fishing with her gangly legs hanging over the side and he would be at the other painting or sketching pictures and more often than not, they were of her.

On one perfect afternoon in July she said

“Let me know when you’re bored with the view and I’ll move the boat”

“I can’t imagine ever tiring of painting this” he replied

Penny thought he was referring to the lake but Danny was looking at her when he said it.

 

The following Sunday Danny shocked Penny into silence when he said he would accompany her and her Aunts to St Mary’s for the Sunday service.

It was perhaps because he wouldn’t see Penny for the remainder of July that prompted this unprecedented decision, in fact she would be away until halfway through August because her and her Aunts were off to Canada to visit with family. 

 

The day after they left for Canada, Coleman Bowers delivered a package to him.

“Miss Penny asked me to deliver this to you, personal like” he said

“Thanks Mr Bowers” he said

Normally he would only deliver parcels to the main houses on the Lake but he didn’t mind going up to Danny’s, he liked Danny, he liked him because he called him Mr, Coleman liked to be called Mr.

When Coleman had left Danny opened the parcel to find it was a second hand copy of a local history book.

In addition to the book there was a map of Lake, with hand written notes and instructions, and there was also a letter with it which read

“This should help you find your way around while I’m away.

Read and digest the book, there will be a quiz when I return.

Pen x”

 

His first solo outing was to the Watch Tower in the Forest to the Southwest of the Lake, which was reputed to date back to the time of the Armada but the truth of that had been disputed by historians, but in truth nobody actually knew.

But when he got there he found it a bit disappointing, it was not dissimilar to the towers you see dotted all over the Mediterranean, then on his way home the heavens opened.

Later as he sat in the cottage he wondered to himself that he might have found it more interesting if not for the absence of Penny with her enthusiasm and joyous laughter, perhaps she was the missing ingredient.

 

He decided he would read the book she had given him but he would wait to see the places of interest indicated on the map until Penny returned and she could show him personally.

What he did do however was to revisit places he had already seen with her.

One of his favourite haunts was Olwen’s Chapel, he found it very calm and tranquil and he felt connected to Pen there.

 

While Penny was away even Sandra Bullock couldn’t distract Danny from his thoughts of her.

He was unsure exactly how, when he had only gone to the Lake for R&R, he found his mind was awash with thoughts of Penny Davies.

The purpose for renting the cottage for the summer was Rest and Relaxation and not a Relationship and Romance.

Falling for her was certainly not in his itinerary.    

Even before she went away he had been quite productive during the summer and when he sat in the cottage and he looked through his sketches and watercolours he realised more than half of them were of Penny as were a number of oils and the canvas on his easel.

While she was away he painted even more.

 

Mid-August came and Danny was like a man possessed frantically trying to finish a large Canvas of Penny sitting on the Olwen’s Chapel Altar stone, that he lost track of the days.

It was only when he bumped into India one day as he returned from Shallowfield with some supplies that he realised.

“Are you looking forward to this afternoon?” Indie asked

“This afternoon?” he responded

India would have been at something of a loose end herself while Pen was away and would have been counting the days but for the fact she was otherwise engaged helping a convalescing soldier, she had assumed quite rightly that Danny would not have been so distracted.

She knew Penny liked him and she was pretty sure he liked her back.

“Penny’s coming home today” she said

“No she’s not back until the 19th” Danny said

“It is the 19th” India pointed out

“What? Oh God how did that happen” Danny exclaimed

“I have to go”

“It’s ok, you’ve got hours yet” Indie said and laughed

“She’s going to ring me when she lands”

“Oh ok” Danny said more calmly

“I can ring you when I hear if you like” Indie suggested

“Yes that would be great” he said “Thanks Indie”

 

When he got home he put the shopping away and then had a shave and a shower and after he’d tidied himself up he tidied the cottage and then he stayed in the rest of the day waiting for the phone to ring.

Danny didn’t possess a mobile phone, partly because he was a technophobe and partly because he didn’t like to be disturbed while he was working.

So he had to wait for India to call on the landline, and it was after lunch before the phone rang. 

But when he answered it, it was just to receive the information that the flight had been delayed and she wasn’t due home until the early hours.

Danny thanked India for calling then packed a backpack and headed off to the Chapel.

 

He was awake at first light the next morning and didn’t bother trying to go back to sleep and so he got up and got himself ready for the day early.

After that he tried to fill the time until the clock ticked inexorably on to a time that would be considered decent to knock on the door of East Side House.

At 6.30am he was sitting at the table eating breakfast on the terrace and wondering what he could do next to pass the time.

The only thing that came to mind was to pour himself another cup of tea.

 

Penny had had a lovely holiday, she liked Canada a lot, and it was always great when she got to see all the family, it was tinged with a little sadness though as the last time she was there she was with her mum who, it turned out was saying goodbye.

It was a busy trip and they had a lot to fit in so she was kept busy, but in the quiet moments her thoughts turned immediately to her artist.

Over the summer they had become good friends, but while she was away it surprised her just how much she had missed him.

And then there was the added complication of the return journey, which was long and fraught and subject to every conceivable delay.

A journey that left her with all too much time to think.

When she finally did get home it was 3 am which meant a further delay before she could see him.

Penny didn’t bother going to bed although her aunts both did, instead she showered and changed and watched the clock until it reached an hour when she could arrive nonchalantly at his door and believably claim that “she was just passing”.

 

At 6.15am she decided to take a slow walk up to Lake View Cottage to check for signs of life, and she was in luck.

“Do you have another cup in there?” she said and Danny turned around sharply

“Hey” he said and got up “you’re back”

Danny got up and kissed her on both cheeks

“Did you miss me?” she said hopefully

“Every minute” he said “sit down, I’ll get another cup”

“Did you have a good time?” he asked as he returned

“Yes it was great” Penny said “I’m glad to be back though”

“Thanks for the book and the map by the way” Danny said

“No problem, did you use them?” she asked

“I read the book and went to the Watch Tower” Danny said “but I thought I’d wait until you got back to see the others”

“Why?” she asked

“It’s more fun with someone else” he confessed

“We could go somewhere today” she offered

“Only if you’re not too tired” Danny replied “it must have been late when you got home”

“I slept on the plane” she said “We can do one of the Folly’s”

 

There were two Folly’s in the area around the Lake the first one was built in the early 19th century by the local Nobleman, the Earl of Dancingdean who had it built for himself, in the style of a Castle Keep, on top of a hill and then had the surrounding Forest cleared so everyone around could see his standard flying from the turret.

The second was erected by Ezekiel Cooper who lived on the opposite side of the Lake and was not of the nobility, he made his money in the cotton Mills of Lancashire.

And in response to the Earl’s construction he had built a gaudy Folly of his own in the Victorian Gothic style and like his noble adversary he had the surrounding Forest cleared so everyone around could see his standard flying.

Over the intervening years however the forest had crept back to reclaim the hills and only a small clearing was maintained around each of the structures.

 

The one they were headed for was Coopers Folly, which was only about half a mile away from Lake View Cottage as the crow flies.

Close to the cottage it might have been but it still took them an hour to climb the hill to the Folly.

And despite the coolness of the early morning they were hot and breathless by the time they made it up there and were ready for a rest.  

 

As they sat in the clearing in front of the Folly in the warming sun, Penny sat next to Danny while he sketched the Victorian monstrosity and asked

“How did you know I didn’t get home until late?”

“India rang me yesterday and told me your flight was delayed” Danny replied

“Did she?” Pen asked “Why?”

“Because I asked her to” he admitted

“Why?” she asked again

“Because I missed you” he said without looking up “and I wanted to see you as soon as you got back”

Penny closed her eyes and took a deep breath and said

“I missed you too”

Danny raised his eyes from his sketch pad, leant over and kissed her.

 

When they had returned to the cottage later that morning, when they had made the less gruelling climb down, hampered or assisted by the fact they were holding hands all the way, she fell asleep on the sofa while Danny made tea.

And a contented Penny Davies slept all day long on the sofa in the conservatory as Danny painted her.

 

The next day Pen called her friend India bright and early and told her she had news and then Penny abandoned her new boyfriend for the day and went in search of her best friend so they could share in each other’s news.

 

They met up at Olwen’s Chapel, Penny chose it because she said later that it was there that she realized she loved him.

Pen was there first and waited about ten minutes before India appeared from the trees.

Penny got to her feet and ran to meet India

“It happened Indie, it happened” she said

And then she gave her best friend a blow by blow account of the previous day.

When she had finished enthusing about Danny she said

“We just need to find someone for you now”

“Well it’s funny you should say that” Indie said

 

Over the next couple of weeks, apart from work and the occasional outing with India, Penny spent all of her free time with Danny.

Either on the water, in the woods or posing in the studio.

 

One of the outings she took with her friend Indie was to the French market in Abbottsford on a very special shopping trip.

Danny drove them there in his car after church.

He wasn’t privy to where they went or what they bought and he had to amuse himself in the Phoenix Shopping Centre until he was summoned, and as he didn’t have a mobile of his own Penny gave him hers.

His reward when he met up with the high-spirited pair loaded down with shopping bags was to carry the bags and buy them dinner.

 

During his last two weeks in the cottage, Danny and Pen went to every place of interest in and around the Lake and as he expected Danny found the Watch Tower was more enjoyable when he went there with Pen.

But each enjoyable day spent together took them a day closer to the end of his summer on Teardrop Lake and his departure.

 

On the last weekend before his holiday ended all the residents on the Lake were invited to the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel, for the proprietor’s Rob and Sheryl Brown’s wedding anniversary.

Every year they issued an open invitation to the residents of the Lake, which they had done since they first opened the Hotel.

As they walked along the lane on the Southern side of the Lake, Danny was at the back of the group and looking admiringly at Penny.

“She’s a bit of an ugly duckling isn’t she?” Aunt Julia said suddenly

“Not at all” Danny replied “She’s lovely”

As they watched the admiration spread across his face Julia and Amanda smiled to each other.

“Do you love her Danny?” Amanda asked

The question took him by surprise, he hadn’t really considered it.

“I didn’t come here to fall in love” He thought to himself then he looked at Penny as she laughed and joked with the other residents, then at her Aunts and then at Penny again.

“Look at her” he said “how could I not love her”

“Then I think you should tell her that” Julia said and the Aunts took an arm each and they began to close the gap on the others.

 

When they were on their own Penny asked suspiciously

“What were my Aunts talking to you about?”

“Your Aunt Amanda asked me a question” he replied enigmatically

“What question?” she enquired

“I don’t know that I should tell you, nosey” he replied

“Tell me” she begged

“Well if you must know” Danny said “She asked me if I loved you”

“And what did you say?” she asked coyly looking at the ground

“I said I couldn’t love you any more if you were Sandra Bullock”

“I love you too Danny” Penny said and wrapped her spindly arms around his neck and kissed him.

After a few moments she uncoiled herself and said sadly

“But you’re leaving in two days”

“Ah, I meant to talk to you about that” Danny replied

“What?” she asked urgently “What?”

“I thought I might stay on for a while”

And then they kissed again.

OVER THE SPAN OF YEARS

 

Over the span of years,

Along the way

My heart has been broken

Time after time

But how can it not break,

When you lose someone

Or when a loved one passes,

Or your child is in pain

Or is unhappy

We don’t live in a bubble

Life is not lived in isolation

And broken hearts do mend

And each repair gives us strength

For the next time

Because a heart never broken,

Is cold and sterile,

And has never known the joy

Of loving another human being 

IT WAS MORE THAN THAT

 

It wasn’t the sugar sweet

Words of love

From your mouth

That made me love you

It was more than that

 

It wasn’t the honey coated

Sensual kisses

From your sultry lips

That kept me loving you

It was more than that

 

It wasn’t the wonderful

Toe curling joy of sex

That cemented

My endless love for you

It was more than that

 

It was then and is now

The essence that is you

Shining from within

That won my heart

BENEATH THE STAR FILLED SKY

 

Beneath the star filled sky

Moonlight bathed the sand

As we danced barefoot

Around the campfire

With sand between our toes

And romance in our hearts

FLEET YOUNG FOOTSTEPS

 

Fleet young footsteps

In a headlong rush

Running towards romance

Barefoot in the meadow grass

Love-struck on a woodland path

Sprinting along the beach

Splashing through the water’s edge

And into the arms of love

Monday, 31 May 2021

WHO WHAT WHEN WHERE WHY (1)

 

Who’s in love?

What’s love got to do with it?

When I fall in love

Where is the love?

Why do fools fall in love?

Sunday, 30 May 2021

Snippets of Downshire Life – Guilty Feelings

Highfinch, which nestled on the edge of the Pepperstock Hills, was where the Lily Green Hollows Golf Club separated the village from the Hamlet of Lily Green, and the combination of those two and Kingfisherbridge made up the parish of St Martins, and between Lily Green and the sleepy hamlet of Kingfisherbridge was where divorcee Karen Dillon lived with her daughter Melinda and brother Daniel Mason.

Daniel was a pig man and worked up at Orchard Farm in the wooded Pepperstock Hills and it was there, when he was walking in the hills that he met and fell in love with Meredith Upshaw from the neighbouring Russet Hill Egg Farm.

This made Karen immensely pleased and incredibly jealous in equal measure and that made her feel guilty because she loved her brother and really liked Meredith.

Of course she may have felt differently if she had known that things were about to change for her.

It happened when the Upshaw family threw a dinner party up at the farm to celebrate Meredith and Daniel’s engagement.

It was a big affair with more than twenty seated around a huge table beneath the canvas of a marquee in the meadow beside the orchard. 

Four generation of Upshaw’s were present and three on the Mason side.

Karen’s daughter Melinda was having a fun day, dividing her time between playing with her peers among the Upshaw’s and being spoilt rotten by her grandparents.

In fact everyone at the meal appeared to be enjoying themselves including Karen, although in her case she was merely putting on a brave face, and when they reached the teas and coffee stage of the proceedings, she slipped quietly out of the marquee for some respite from the jollity and then wandered into the fragrant orchard, and as soon as she was out of sight she leant against a tree and cried.

 

Karen may have slipped quietly away from the fun but her departure did not go entirely unnoticed, as Meredith’s cousin Tom saw her, and the reason for that was he had barely taken his eyes off her all day.

They had been introduced just after she and Melinda arrived and as   his daughter Cassie was of a similar age to hers they spent half an hour or so in conversation, and the only reason they stopped then was because they were instructed to take their seats, and the seating plan had them placed at opposite ends of the table.

When he saw her leave the marquee, and it was clear by the direction she took that she wasn’t off to use the facilities, he got up himself and headed in the same direction, and he emerged into the sunlight just in time to see her enter the orchard, so he followed.    

When he caught up with her she was leaning against a tree and as he closed the distance between them he noticed that her shoulders were shaking.

“Are you ok?” Tom asked

“No” she sobbed

“Why?” he asked “what’s wrong?”

“I’m a terrible person” she replied

“I find that hard to believe” Tom said brightly and put a hand on her shoulders and in response to his touch she leant into him.

“It’s true”

“You’d better explain then” he urged and tried to turn her to face him.

“No don’t look at me” she snapped

“Ok but you still need to explain”

“I love my brother, I really do and I’m so pleased that he and Meredith are going to get married, she is so lovely and they really are perfect together” she said

“But?” he asked

“I’m jealous” she admitted “I’m jealous of his happiness, God I’m so despicable”

“No you’re not” he said and tried to turn her again and this time she yielded and buried her face in his chest

“You just want to be happy too, that’s perfectly natural” he assured her

“It’s not natural to be jealous though is it?” she retorted 

“Did you ever wish that they weren’t so happy?” he asked

“No, not for a second” she snapped “They deserve to be happy”

“So why do you feel so guilty?” he asked

“I don’t know, but I still feel guilty” Karen said “I always feel guilty because of my jealous thoughts”,

“Well you’re not the only one who felt jealous today” he confessed

“There’s someone else?” she asked “Who?”

“Me”

“Why were you jealous?” she asked and lifted her face from his chest for the first time to look at him “Who were you jealous of?”

“The people sitting either side of you” he replied and she gasped

 

When Tom and Karen emerged from the orchard, all evidence of her tears had been wiped away, apart from a damp patch on the front of his shirt, and as they walked he was standing tall and she was smiling and they were holding hands.

As they neared the marquee they were greeted by their excited children, Melinda and Cassie, running in the opposite direction towards them.

When they got closer they stopped dead in their tracks when they saw the joined hands, then they looked at each other, giggled and ran away

“I think we can take that to mean we have their seal of approval” Tom said

“It would appear so” she agreed and kissed him.