Friday, 16 July 2021

Those Memories Made on Teardrop Lake – (26) Christmas Mornings, Christmas Days

 

There was a lot of love on Teardrop Lake that Christmas, some was old and had stood the test of time, and some had led to marriage already, while others waited in the wings.

Some loves were still in the first flush while others were mere embers that were yet to ignite.

And there was more than one person with the hope of love in their hearts.

 

The old loves on the Lake, like Patrick and Kay O’Neill were approaching 30 years of Marriage and Paul and Lynn Cooper were in their 35th year and both couples were blessed with children.

Chris and Jemima Harris had just celebrated their 27th wedding anniversary and Ellen and James Huston were in their 10th year.

Daniel and Winifred Travers were married for 40 years in a Childless union, but one that was overflowing with love and they were still a sublimely happy couple.

Even Rob and Sheryl Brown had survived the ups and downs of the hospitality business and remained married for 42.

 

So it was another year when the Lake had worked its magic and those who had no romantic love were blessed with familial love in its stead.

Some loves born on the Lake celebrated Christmas on foreign shores and others returned in time for the special day.

It was a week before Christmas and India Harris was waiting at the arrivals gate as the passengers from the Sydney flight came through.

She was there to meet her best friend Penny Davies who had been in Australia with her artist fiancé for over two months.

Danny had a commission piece to do over there and neither of them wanted to be without the other for so long so he took her along.

 

Penny came through the gate and squealed when she saw Indie and then her friend did the same.

On one of their trips in the woods, Penny’s fiancée, Danny had spotted something glistening in the water of the brook, so he braced himself against a tree trunk and reached down and picked it up, it was about the size of a pocket watch and was made of some kind of Perspex.

The sort used on world war two German aircraft, a Messerschmitt probably that had been shot off during a dogfight.

The aircraft that may or may not have survived, there was no way of knowing, he slipped the piece of Perspex into his pocket and he thought he could do something with it when he had a spare minute of two.

Well every spare minute he worked on the Perplex and he fashioned it into a number of small objects one of which he slipped on Penny’s finger as an engagement ring.

But on that day she wore a different ring on her finger and when India saw it the squealed again and then Indie showed Penny her ring they were off again.

Penny still proudly wore the Perspex ring on her other hand, and that would remain special to her forever.

Just then Danny appeared pushing the heavily laden trolley.

“It’s ok I can manage” he said before kissing and hugging Indie.

“Is Paul with you?” he asked

Paul was India fiancé Capt. Spreadborough of the Downshire Light Infantry.

“No he’s still on camp” she replied “He’ll be home for Christmas though”

“Did you come on your own then babe?” Penny asked

“No, Dad’s waiting outside” she said

 

On the Tuesday afterwards, paramedic Chris O’Neill took Karen Cooper out on their first date to a very exclusive restaurant in Purplemere called the Runcible Spoon and after all the attention he lavished on her she began to feel that she might be as pretty as her sisters after all.

On the following day it was his brother Fran’s turn when he when on his first date with the lovely Dakota Harris, but being a student he couldn’t afford a fancy restaurant their date consisted of bowling and a slice of pizza, but Dakota didn’t mind a bit.

Danny and Penny found the whole week after their return from Australia quite exhausting.

As they went from one friend’s house to another, retelling the same tales of their trip down under to different audiences.

So when Christmas finally arrived it came as something of a relief.

 

After midnight mass at St Mary’s, Megan and Angel shared the peace with fellow worshippers and then went back to Angelika’s Cottage and made love, again.

Early the next morning, just before dawn, Megan woke up and when her eyes grew accustomed to the dark she kissed Angels shoulder and got up.

She dressed quickly and then loaded Paris, Angel’s chocolate coloured Labrador, into her car and drove “Harrison” home to her flat.

She parked the car and went inside and when she came out again she was carrying a bag containing two changes of clothes and the Christmas presents and Skipper was trotting along behind her.

She let Paris out of her car and then she walked the dogs back to the Cottage.

 

“Settle down you two” she said to the dogs who quickly arranged themselves in front of the fire, then she placed the presents beneath the tree and returned to bed and cuddled up to Angelika.

 

“Merry Christmas Angel” Megan said as she kissed her lover awake.

“Merry Christmas honey” she replied sleepily and they cuddled up close.

“This is really nice but we’d better get up and walk the dogs before breakfast” Angel said

“I did it already”

“Really? So nothing to get up for then” Angelika said and started nibbling Megan’s ear.

 

Admittedly Christmas morning was special for everyone but it was also different for everyone.

Olivia Shenton’s Christmas for example was the busiest she had ever known and her organizational skills were invaluable to steer her husband Ben through his numerous seasonal commitments and she loved every minute of it.

 

Practice nurse Kate Marston meanwhile spent her Christmas morning doing home visits, she had volunteered for duty because her Police Officer boyfriend Ian was on duty all day so they had their Christmas Day on Boxing Day.

 

That year, Kate’s colleagues Evangeline Christodoulou and Siti Shahara celebrated their first Christmas as a couple and their first one living together.

Siti’s wounds from the brutal attack by her estranged husband two months earlier, had all healed and the invisible scars would be cured in time by Eva’s love for her, which was abundant.

Siti’s estranged husband spent his Christmas Day in prison.

 

Dr Claire Andrews and film director fiancé Peter Lutchford were in California for Christmas and ate their holiday lunch in bright sunshine on the terrace at a house in Beverley Hills.

 

Penny Davies spent the night of Christmas Eve at Lake View Cottage with Danny and after beginning the day by making love they were nearly late picking up her aunts for Church.

After the Christmas worship they went back with Julia and Amanda and spent the day with them at East Side House.

Consequently they didn’t get to open their presents until the evening.

 

Paul Spreadborough only got home on leave from the army on Christmas Eve and he didn’t get a moment alone with India.

Paul, his sister Ellen and his brother in law James had all been invited to the Harris’s for Christmas Day.

Chris and Jemima Harris put on a wonderful dinner at Shoe Buckle House of tradition fare but Paul’s appetite had not been fully satisfied.

So after lunch Paul and India announced they were going for a walk but they only got as far as the house next door and spent the following hour and a half in his bedroom in Chapel House.

Later on Christmas afternoon India’s younger sister Dakota also went out for a walk on the pretext of seeing her friend Karen Cooper but in actuality she met up with Fran O’Neil by the old Tower and they wished each other a happy Christmas.

 

Chantelle Dooney and Richard Grimwood residents of East Cliff Lodge were unaccustomed to sharing Christmases’ and so this one was a novelty so they had their Christmas lunch at the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel and then they walked up to Lovers Leap and sat on the high ledge eating mince pies and drinking Mulled Wine as the snow began to fall.

 

Their downstairs neighbours, the Charlton’s, were away for Christmas and although they were over the moon at their recent reconciliation Matt and Emily’s Christmas was very hard work.

They had to divide their time equally between both sets of parents.

And neither set of parents were as thrilled with their reconciliation as the couple were themselves.

The atmosphere was at times tense and at others downright hostile but somehow they got through it.

Suffice is to say they were delighted when they returned to the sanctuary of their Lakeside home once again.

 

The Cooper and O’Neil families both had big family Christmas days full of loud voices and laughter.

But this year they were full of love as well.

Both families met briefly at St Mary’s on Christmas morning where Jane and Terry acted quite self-consciously around each other.

While Chris and Karen were quite conspiratorial, later during a lull in the festivities they snuck out of their respective houses and met down at the boathouse where they sat and held each other as they watched the snow fall on the lake.

 

Angelika and Megan finally dragged themselves out of bed and Meg walked the dogs again while Angelika put the bird in the oven and made breakfast.

After they’d eaten, they both needed to shower but time was running out.

“We’d better get in together” Angelika said

“Ok but no funny business” Meg said

“But you like the funny business” Angel pointed out

“I know but we don’t have time” Megan said

 

They made it to the service on time and when they returned to the cottage they got the lunch prepared.

Which was when they sat down with a large sherry and opened their presents.

Megan had never done Christmas presents before and she was very excited indeed, almost as excited as she was with the “funny business”.  

She was already on her hands and knees under the tree by the time Angelika entered the room

“Open this one first” Megan said and handed up a little gift bag to her. 

“Ok but let me sit down first” she said laughing

When she was seated she took the package and inside wrapped in tissue paper was a gold and platinum angel pendant inscribed on the back

Mijn engel van liefde”

To my angel of love

“It’s beautiful” Angelika said and cried “So, so beautiful”

And then she joined Megan on the floor and kissed her.

“Your turn” she said and reached under the tree and brought out a small parcel.

“I’ve never had a Christmas present before” Megan said

“Well you have one now” Angel said “Open it, open it”

“I’m savouring it” Megan said

When she had carefully removed the paper she put it on the floor and opened the gift box and inside she found a gold locket.

“Wow” she exclaimed “it’s lovely”

“Look inside” Angelika urged “Look inside”

So Megan opened the locket up and in one side, it housed a pearl and on the other there was an inscription.

“To my little pearl”

When they had first met Angelika had told her that Megan was an Anglo Saxon name which meant “Little Pearl”

“Oh Angel” Megan said “It’s so beautiful, I love you”

“And I love you too” she responded and they hugged

 

Soon Christmas was over for another year but the love expressed in its many guises would live on into the coming year and beyond. 

 




EVERY DREAM I’VE DREAMED

 

Every dream I’ve dreamed

Was because of you

Every wish I’ve wished

You have made come true

You read me like a book

And you are written on every page

Everything I've longed for

Is rolled up in one package

You came to me like a gift

Delivered out of the blue

And the greatest gift of all
Is being loved by you

THANK YOU ELIZABETH

 

How do I love thee?

Was Ms Browning’s question 

Let me count the ways.

Was her suggestion

But how to begin

That list of criteria

Or to select one phrase

To serve as a Panacea

Her answer was perfection

The perfection such as I desire

I love you as deep and wide

And as high as my soul can aspire

SHARING

 

We shared an umbrella when we first met

When caught in an April shower

We shared our first kiss

One night in the wee small hours

We shared a passionate embrace

And made love in culmination

Then we shared a secret

After we caught an unpleasant infection

Thursday, 15 July 2021

Those Memories Made on Teardrop Lake – (25) New to Life and Christmas Too

In Coopers Hill Cottage on a cold, damp and foggy December afternoon Angelika Schmeltz and Megan Thomas lay naked beneath the duvet of the formers King-size bed.

And in its cosiness they were both silently contemplating their situation and reflecting that it was not how they had envisaged the day panning out.

Angelika was holding Megan, who had her head on her new lover’s chest.

It was Megan who finally broke the silence when she said

“That was quite a surprise”

“Which part?” Angelika asked

“All of it” she replied “but it was a very nice surprise”

“Which part?” Angelika asked

“All of it” she replied and giggled

“I’d never done it before” She confessed, in fact Megan had never done anything before, with anyone, she was a virgin in every conceivable sense of the word.

She hadn’t even touched herself very much.

“I know sweetie” Angelika said

“Do you mind?” the novice asked

“No of course not” she replied “You do know that I’ve done it before?”

“God yes” she replied and giggled again

“But I didn’t know you were a ….”

Angelika chuckled and kissed her forehead and said

“A lesbian”

“That’s right, because I automatically assumed Charlie was a man”

Megan explained.

Charlie was Angelika’s partner of 25 years until she died.

“Are you disappointed?” she asked

“What with?” Megan replied with another question

“The fact that I’m a Lesbian” answered Angelika

“Are you kidding? After what we just did?”

They both giggled and then Meg kissed Angel with warmth and passion.

“You realise that this means you are a Lesbian too now?” 

“Really?” she asked “How exotic”

And she cuddled up closer still to her lover.

“What would my mother say?”

“Do you care?” Angelika asked

“Not for a second”

They lay quiet again for a few minutes before Megan said sheepishly

“I do have one question though”

“What’s that sweetie?” Angel asked

“I was just wondering when we might um…” she began

“You were wondering what?” she asked suspiciously

“Well when we could do it again?” she asked and buried her face in Angel’s chest to hide her embarrassment

“You little hussy” she said

“I know” Megan said without lifting her head

“Well as it’s a foggy afternoon and we’re all cosy warm in bed already I suppose we could do it again right now”

“Oooh smashing” Megan purred “I like the sound of that”

 

In the six months since her mother’s death, Megan Thomas had changed beyond all recognition.

She had moved to Teardrop Lake to fulfil a lifelong dream to live in the country, and she had fulfilled several other dreams along the way.

She was now the proud owner of a dog called Skipper, a car which she named Harrison, because it was a Ford, and a TV.

All things that her mother heartily disapproved of.

However at the age of 47 and with no life experience, the one thing she had dared not dream of was falling in love.

And quite frankly if she had thought of it at all or even if she had dreamt about falling in love, she doubted that that dream would have been to fall in love with a woman, and yet it happened anyway.

And was something else Mother would have disapproved of.

Angelika Schmeltz on the other hand hadn’t dreamt of falling in love for a very different reason.

She had closed her heart to it, and drawn a line under such emotions.

For the five years since the death of her long term lover Charlie she never thought of love for a second.

It wasn’t just that she was reluctant to fall in love, she merely accepted that that chapter of her life was over and done with because she felt when Charlie died, part of her died too, and that she would never find another mate who would measure up to her.

And then she met a funny little red head wandering the woods with an American Cocker Spaniel and she felt alive again.

When Charlie passed, Angelika had pledged never to love again to protect herself against another broken heart.

But that was like living a half-life, yes there might be pain but the joy far outweighed the risk.

 

Since Megan had moved to Teardrop Lake she had discovered that life was actually rather wonderful.

She also discovered that there were things worth watching on Television and that there were some things in life that were even more enjoyable than “It’s a Wonderful Life”

One of them was Christmas and one of them very definitely wasn’t.

 

A couple of days after they kissed beneath the mistletoe and ended up making love.

Angelika managed to get Megan out of bed long enough to take her into Abbottsford to do some Christmas shopping.

“I’ve never been Christmas shopping before” Megan said

“Well there were several other things you had never done before and you seem to have mastered those quite nicely sweetie” Angelika said and Megan went Santa Red and giggled.

 

It was only a week from the big day and Angelika was unaccustomed to leaving it so late.

She liked to get things done early but she had got out of the habit.

It had been a long, long time since she had had to buy presents for anyone special.

But now she did have someone special to buy for so she took Megan into to Abbottsford to the Phoenix Shopping Centre.

The centre had been dressed for Christmas in tinsel and foil and twinkling lights almost since the beginning of October.

“My Goodness” Meg said “It’s huge”

“It is rather” Angelika agreed

“Have you never been here before?”

Megan began to speak but Angelika interrupted her

“That was a silly question wasn’t it?”

Megan nodded

“So look around and remember where you are and we will meet back here in an hour and a half” Angelika said

“Can’t we go around together?” Meg asked sounding very small

“Well not really Hun” Angel said “as we’re buying for each other, they are supposed to be surprises”

“Oh yes I see what you mean” she said she was going to add sorry but I’m new to this but Angelika took hold of her hand and kissed her which gave her strength.

“Ok then back here at 11.30” she said and they went their separate ways.

 

Angelika knew where she was going first, she knew exactly what main present to get for her.

So that wasn’t a problem, it was the little extras, the stocking fillers that took the time, those little things that made Christmas morning extra special.

 

For Megan it was yet another new thing she had to experience.

Because her mother Edith, didn’t believe in the commercial side of the holiday there were never any presents, no frivolity or festivities.

So no need for Christmas shopping, wrapping paper or gift tags. 

They celebrated Christmas to the extent that they ate Christmas dinner and went to the Church services but only the religious side of the season was ever observed.

Church, faith and her love of books were the only thing she retained from her old life.

Everything else was new and fresh and rather wonderful.

So having never done Christmas before, buying presents and treats was totally alien to her and she didn’t know where to start.

Until she passed a dazzling shop window that held her entranced.

“That’s absolutely perfect” she said and her eyes fixed on the prize.

They were to meet back where they had started at 11.30, Angelika was there first and Megan trotted up about five minutes later.

“I thought I’d lost you” Angelika said

“Sorry, I lost track of time” she said “It’s very exciting isn’t it?”

“Yes it is” Angelika replied and smiled at the little redhead loaded with bags.

“Once I got started I didn’t know how to stop” Megan said and giggled

“You’re really lovely” Angel said and kissed her

 

They went and had Coffee and a cake in the food court and assessed their progress.

It transpired they only had to get paper and bows and a few etcetera’s so they went off together to complete the shopping before they went home.

 

When they got back to Shallowfield they dropped off their respective purchases at their respective homes and took their respective excited dogs for a good long walk.

Then they went back to Megs to watch the Matinee “The Shop around the Corner”

And at the end of the film both women were in tears again

“That was another brilliant one” Megan said and then started laughing

“What are you laughing at?” Angelika asked

“Well the last time we watched a James Stewart film together I discovered I was a Lesbian” she said “And I just wondered what I was going to discover this time”

And then they were both laughing hysterically.

 

The week between the exciting Christmas shopping trip and Christmas itself was spent in the way that had become their accustomed manner.

Watching more classic films, and taking more long walks in the woods with the dogs and of course being cosy beneath Angelika’s duvet.

But in addition to the customary activities there were also presents to wrap, another first for Megan.

She had neither given nor received a gift in her entire life.

 

On Christmas Eve, Megan drove “Harrison” down to St Mary’s Church, she hadn’t been a regular at the Church since she’d moved there but she had attended three Sunday services, the Christingle and the Carol service.

She had asked Angelika to join her a couple of times but she hadn’t been to Church since Charlie passed, and she was still angry with God for taking her and she was quite unforgiving on the subject, and was totally unmovable on the matter, for now.

Megan thought she would probably wear her down eventually but she didn’t want to push it.

Although Angelika had decline for Megan Midnight Mass was an un-missable event, so she went alone.

 

Megan said a few hello’s and thought to herself that there was a good sized congregation for the service.

She always found the Midnight Mass very moving and quite atmospheric it was possible that as it was conducted in the semi darkness it added to the magic.

So she took her seat and settled herself and then she bowed her head, closed her eyes and took a few moments to pray.

When she opened them again she was not alone.

“You came” Megan said and took Angels hand and cried

“Don’t cry honey” Angel said

“But I’m so happy that you’re here” Meg said wiping her eyes

“I’m still angry with him for taking her” she said defiantly looking to the heavens

“But now I know he only took her so he could give me you”

Angel said and Megan was crying again

“I love you Angelika Schmeltz” she said

“I love you too” she replied “and I really want to kiss you”

“Well you’ll have to wait until later” Megan said and smiled before adding “Have a little self-control”

“I don’t believe it” she said “I’m being chastised by a hussy”


IMMEASURABLE

 

Since that first day long ago

When first I saw my angel

We have laboured hard at love

And we have both built well

We have forged this love

Which we will forever know

It will never melt away

Like the thawing of the snow

But how is it measured?

How do we quantify?

We feel it and that is proof enough
The love shared by you and I

YOU MUST KNOW I LOVE YOU

 

You must know I love you 

I hope I show you that I do

For the sweetest moments in my life

Are the ones I spend with you

You are my first thought

When I awake to the new day

And the last thing on my mind

At night when I drift away

 

I wish I could tell you

Of the love that’s in my heart

I want you to feel the depth of love

I’ve felt for you from the start

 

I would use sweet phrases

And sugary words of love

The sweetest ever known

Speaking of columbine and dove

 

No the words that I must choose 

Are the simplest that I can use

What I'm feeling deep inside

Is the deepest love for you