IF ONLY YOU WERE HERE

 

If only you were here

So I didn’t miss you

If only you were here

So I could kiss you

If only I had been

Granted three wishes

Then I would wish you here

And cover you in kisses

LIVING ON THE DEFENSIVE

 

She told me that she loved me

And I didn't know how to react

I’m afraid to say I love her

I want to keep my heart intact

Is it time to let down my guard?

Should I tell her how I feel?

What if she is false or insincere

My heart may never heal

Should I expose my feelings?
Even though I feel insecure

But if I keep my feelings secret

Or wait until I am certain sure

I risk undermining her love

Blemishing it at its very start

And I could lose her love forever

And that would break my heart

Those Memories Made on Teardrop Lake – (46) Clinician Heal Thyself Again

 

It was to a very successful organization that Staff Nurse Dani Carew joined on a bitter cold January morning along with another new nurse named Patricia Clerembeax.

It was four years to the day after Dr Claire Lutchford nee Andrews, took over the Shallowfield Surgery and in that short time she and her business partner Olivia Shenton had transformed it into the Dancingdean Heath Centre, which had continued to grow in stature which necessitated the expansion of staff numbers.

 

However while things had been going well for Claire and Olivia in the four years they had been running the Dancingdean Heath Center in Shallowfield, it had been quite a different story in those four years for Dani, she had had a succession of loser boyfriends and had decided she was better off on her own.

The final straw came when she overheard her then Doctor boyfriend bragging about their sex life to a group of colleagues which was when she applied for a new job.

She was a Staff nurse at the Royal Downshire Hospital in Purplemere and moving to Shallowfield to work in a Health Centre was as everyone told her a step down, but she didn’t care she desperately needed a new start.

 

It was just before Christmas when Dani moved into Flat 4, of East Cliff Lodge, overlooking the picturesque Teardrop Lake.

The view of the water from her flat was spectacular with its distinctive teardrop shape which gave the lake its name, surrounded by the ancient woodland of the Dancingdean Forest.

It was a modest body of water as lakes go, just over two miles long and almost a mile at its widest point, it really was a thing of beauty and was both idyllic and peaceful.

There was little or no noise pollution and although the lake was used there were no speed boats or jet skis only rowing boats, canoes, dinghies and skiffs.

 

Fortunately Dani was not the only new starter at the health centre or the only newbie to the area.

Patricia Clerembeax who was the new palliative care nurse, moved into number 2 a couple of days before her.

 

Both Dani’s and Patricia’s moves had been purely out of choice because they were looking for a change and not like many in their profession who had moves forced upon them due to cost cutting measures.

 

As they both moved in before Christmas and weren’t due to start work until the New Year and as they were neighbours the two new girls gravitated towards each other and became firm friends.

Chantelle Grimwood, who lived in number 1, also worked at the health centre, as a Doctor and she and her husband Richard volunteered to show the new girls around and help them get their bearings and settle in.

 

They were both dreading that first Christmas in a new place without anyone to cuddle up to, and they thought that all that time on their own would drive them crazy.

But they needn’t have worried for a second as Chantelle soon introduced them around to all the mad people they would be working with and they had so many invitations throughout December that they didn’t have a minute to think about being lonely, even in the quieter moments because they were too exhausted.

After a very enjoyable first Christmas in her new home Dani was really pleased that she wasn’t starting the new job on her own and she knew Patricia felt the same way.

They both slotted right in at the Heath Centre and they soon found that the rest of the staff were just as friendly as the ones they had already met were.

 

Dani loved her job from the first moment she walked through the doors and she loved living on the Lake even more.

Her New Year’s Resolution was to adopt a healthier approach to life and walked a circuit of the lake every morning except on the weekends, on Saturdays she split her time between housework and exploring the forest as well as any one of a number of places of interest, two Folly’s, a Watch tower, Olwen’s Chapel, a waterfall, brooks, streams, a 16^th Century Bridge and lovers leap, and Sundays after she’d attended church in the morning she watched old films on TV in the afternoon, after all she was 30 by then and couldn’t handle too much excitement.

Apart from enjoying the Lake and its environs she was fast becoming a regular part of Church life in Shallowfield and could often be heard in full voice in the church choir.

 

Dani Carew was a very pretty woman with honey coloured hair, she was five feet five inches tall, trim and well-toned and she was originally from Purplemere but she was a very girlie girl.

She had just turned thirty and had resigned herself to the fact that now she had reached that milestone she was never going meet anyone better than the losers she managed to attract while she was in her prime.

 

Apart from needing to be shown the inner workings of the practice, the processes and procedures, Dani also needed a guided tour of the area.

District nursing being part of her remit after all, so she needed to familiarise herself with the district.

First of all she bought herself an ordinance survey map of the Finchbottom Vale, between the Dancingdean forest and the Pepperstock Hills, which encompassed her territory.

The problem was that she couldn’t read a map, or even fold or unfold one.

She didn’t have a satnav in the car which would have helped to get her from A to B but that wasn’t an option so she had to think of another way to map out the district in her head.

Fortunately the other newbie Patricia Clerembeax suggested they get together, it was obvious really because they were both equally clueless about the area so between them they could get their baring’s enough to avoid any major faux pas.

 

They were both based at the Health Centre for the first two months and it took that long driving around in their spare time to crack it enough for them to be let loose on an unsuspecting Finchbottom Vale.

The district nursing team had a number of regular home visit, terminally ill or housebound patients or those recuperating after surgery and they soon built up a good rapport with them.

As Dani’s background was as a Staff Nurse on a surgical ward in Royal Downshire Hospital she found going out and about in the community very liberating.

She enjoyed her time in the Health Centre well enough handling the clinics and such like but Dani really liked being a district nurse and in her first six months at the Dancingdean Health Centre she became a valuable member on the team.

 

When she was first put on the visitors list, one of Dani’s first patients was 31 year old Richard Lambert, a cancer survivor.

Richard lived alone in the small country village of Shallowfield and he turned out to be one of her favourite patients on her visiting rounds but he was also more of a challenging one.

Richard Lambert had survived his cancer but in spite of having had the brain tumour successfully removed and after all the following treatment leading to him subsequently being given the all clear, he was clinically depressed.

 

Having been assigned to the Lamberts, she began from the first day to try and bring him out of his self but it was to no avail.

What Dani didn’t know was that the reason for his depression was that he had been left impotent since the surgery and as a result he never left the house.

His wife Sarah was as supportive as she could have been but she had confided to Dani very early on that she was close to breaking point.

With Richard unable to leave home Sarah was the breadwinner which she did without complaint, but there were days when she didn’t want to go home and those days became more and more frequent until she finally gave up and left him and moved to Abbeyvale.   

 

So for two months he was completely on his own so she spent longer with him each successive visit and he looked forward to her visits more and more.

Dani tried to make the most of her visits and lift his spirits but all she actually achieved was to make the fatal mistake of falling for him.

It was the first time she had let her guard down since she left Purplemere where Dani had had a succession of loser boyfriends and had decided she was better off on her own.

The final straw came when she overheard her then Doctor boyfriend bragging about their sex life to a group of colleagues and now she was doing it again, but she hoped not with another loser.

 

But there was no future in a relationship in which one of the parties refused to leave the house but she was clueless as to how she could rectify the situation.

She was fairly sure that he was attracted to her, she had caught him looking at her legs and bum enough times, but that might not be enough.

However by the end of June a decision made at the heath centre forced her hand.

On Friday morning when Dani reported for work at the Health Centre she was told that Richard Lambert was being taken off her list and that day would be her last.

“Who’s taking over?” she asked

“No one” she was told “We’ve done all we can for him, there are plenty of patients who actually want our help”

  

As she drove to his house she decided it was time for decisive action.

It was mid-afternoon when Dani opened the back door and walked in the house.

“Hello” she called

“In the lounge” Richard called back

“Ah there you are” Dani said

“Hi” Richard said laying on the sofa watching something mind numbing on the TV

“Budge over” She said and sat on the edge of the sofa beside him

“I have news”

“What news?” he asked

“Today is my last visit”

“What?” he said with alarm

“They think you’re a lost cause” she said

“And what do you think?” he asked quietly

“I disagree” she said and leant in and kissed him slowly and deliberately.

It took him by surprise but he soon got the message and by the end of the kiss he certainly wasn’t impotent, not that Dani was aware of that.

But she was aware of his level of participation in the kissing so she stood up and said

“It’s going to be a nice day tomorrow, so if you want any more of that you’ll need to meet me at Shoe Buckle Falls at noon”

“But…” he began as she reached the door “don’t go”

“Tomorrow at noon” she called back “Don’t be late”

 

She was up early on Saturday morning and finished her housework so she had time to get herself ready and make the best of herself, Dani was a very pretty woman with honey coloured hair, and she looked at her reflection, all five feet five inches of a trim and well-toned girlie girl in a summer dress, nodded her acceptance of what she saw and then she headed towards Shoe Buckle Falls, so named, so legend had it, after a 17^th century fugitive Cavalier who was pursued into the forest by parliamentarian soldiers but disappeared in the vicinity of the falls and all they ever found of him was his shoe buckle.

The falls were not grand or spectacular but they were nice enough.

The water tumbled and spilled over the rocks, gathering briefly in deep pools and then tumbling down again to the next pool.

It was dark beneath the ancient trees and refreshingly cool as the misty spray settled on her.

Dani sat and soaked her feet in one of the deepest pools.

She sat there for ten minutes and began to feel very foolish

“Why on earth would he come” she tough to herself “it was only one kiss, your good, but you’re not that good”

She took her feet from the water and dried them before slipping her footwear back on and stood up to go home and watch an old movie.

“Hello” a voice said and startled her

“Mission accomplished” she said as she turned around and saw Richard standing there.

LOVE REMEMBERED

 

I remember falling in love

And there was beauty in the world

Because my love was returned

By you in equal measure

And it was shared by you and I

A love we thought would last

As long as the world kept turning

But we were seriously in error

Because the love has gone

And in our once love filled hearts

There is now an empty hollow

As they pine for what is lost

While in the cool shadows

Our discarded dreams Lay

Abandoned in the gloom

Where the rays of sun light

Cannot penetrate the darkness

As our love lies bleeding

And can never be revived

LIVING IN THE SHADOWS

 

I finally looked into the shadows

And saw where you live

Because I’ve reached the end

I have no more to give

 

I really loved you

And I thought you loved me

But it wasn’t love

That you wanted from me

 

You wanted control, of

My every thought and deed

You brow beat me and bullied

Until you got me to conceed

 

You've always been there

Behind my tears

Belittleing and undermining

Feeding off my fears

 

Deprecating me, correcting me

Telling me I’m wrong

Bleeding me until I am weak

Making yourself strong

 

But all those empty years

I just couldn’t see

I was blind to just how bad

You really were for me

 

But now my eyes are open

And I see the man within

Those dark days are behind me

And my new life can begin

LOVE STRUCK

 

It feels like only yesterday

That you first came in to view

And the world seemed to stand still

As I looked at you

It seems like only yesterday

That cupids arrow took flight

And struck me through the heart

And it was love at first sight

Those Memories Made on Teardrop Lake – (45) Mercedes

 

Mercedes Seeber was only 29 years old but in the culture her parents were from to have reached that age without a husband or children was almost humiliating, and even her twin brother Rafael, fell victim to their mother’s wrath.

So they were both single as they rapidly approached their milestone 30^th birthdays.

Although they both balked at their mothers constant haranguing about their marital status, they were not singletons out of choice and the fact they had no significant others in their lives was not for want of trying, and they had both kissed a lot of frogs in pursuit of their perfect others.

But her mother’s constant drip, drip, drip of constant criticisms and highlighting of short comings was more than flesh and blood could stand which was why she was driving to Shallowfield in the middle of the night.

 

She had spent Saturday of the August Bank Holiday weekend at her parents’ home which was bad enough but the prospect of getting up on Sunday morning for more of the same was more than flesh and blood could stand.

So she had an early night and left the house just after 4am and drove to Shallowfield to her twin brother Rafael’s house.

 

Shallowfield lay on the southern edge of the Finchbottom Vale and Shallowfield’s fortunes had always relied largely upon forestry and agriculture for its survival.

In the post war years with rationing and a shortage of work a lot of people moved away, to Abbottsford, Abbeyvale and beyond and it only barely survived.

And the community around Teardrop Lake fared even worse.

Only a few of the houses around the Lake were thriving, a lot of the houses had been rented out and those that hadn’t were in a poor state of repair, some too such an extent they were little more than ruins.

But by the 70s things were beginning to change, thanks mainly to tourism and an increase in leisure time.

More importantly these people had money in their pockets.

This trend was reflected by the fact that the derelict Shallowfield Lodge, which had been inherited by a young couple from Lincolnshire, Rob and Sheryl Brown, was being turned into a hotel.

Its completion formerly marked the rebirth of Teardrop Lake and by extension Shallowfield and Mercedes’ brother Rafael was one of its newest residents some forty something years later.

 

Rafael Seeber was the manager of Mazzone’s, which was the latest addition in the Mazzone chain of hairdressers and he was so committed to making a success of it that he moved to Shallowfield and bought a house at the Childean end of the Village which was where Mercedes was headed at the crack of dawn.

 

The reason she was invited to her brother’s house was that after only six months in the village he had been lucky enough to get two tickets to the Lutchford’s Garden Party on Bank Holiday Sunday at his home, Forest Lodge, on the southwest shore of Teardrop Lake and she was invited as his plus one.

Although Mercedes and Rafael weren’t identical twins they were unmistakably brother and sister, with the same facial features and the same hair, the same southern Mediterranean colouring and they were both tall and lean.

But it wasn’t just the physical characteristics that they shared, they also shared the same temperament, sense of humour, and both had kind and generous hearts.

It was just a shame that they were unable to find that special someone.

 

But apart from being twins and sharing so many characteristics, they also shared a profession as Mercedes and Rafael were both hairdressers and both worked for Mazzone’s.

Rafael was the manager in Shallowfield while she was assistant manager in Abbottsford and she shared a flat there above the shop with three other girls, which wasn’t ideal, and was why she looked forward to getting away even if it was to feel the sharp edge of her mums tongue.   

 

It was first light on Sunday morning, when she pulled up outside Rafael’s house.

She got out of the car and walked to the front door then she retrieved the spare key from under a plant pot and let herself in.

Mercedes was wide awake despite the time of day and decided to have breakfast while she waited for her brother to stir.

 

Rafael had planned to sleep late that morning however he was awoken earlier than planned, much earlier in fact, by the rattling of crockery from the kitchen and the sound of water running, a kettle filling he presumed.

He looked at the clock and it was 5.05am and he apparently had an unexpected houseguest, he had no idea who it was and frankly it could have been anyone.

So he got up and went gingerly downstairs and as he approached the kitchen he caught sight of his intruder, Mercedes sitting on the kitchen counter eating toast.

“What are you doing here in the middle of the night?” he said and walked up to her and hugged her

“It’s the garden party today obviously” she replied

“Yes but not for another six hours” he said

 

Rafael and Mercedes sat at the kitchen table, drinking coffee,

“What made you get here quite so early?” he said yawning

“I’ve been at Mum and Dads since Friday night” she replied “And Mum was driving me mad with the “you’re not getting any younger” speech, so I left early”

“Ah now I understand” he said

 

As he was up early he decided he would cook them both a proper breakfast and then they had a leisurely morning getting ready because of a lack of any time constraints.

 

The Lutchford’s Garden Party at Forest Lodge on the southwest corner of Teardrop Lake had become an annual event since Peter Lutchford had married local Doctor, Claire Andrews.

It was one of the “jewel in the crown” event in Shallowfield and in particular Teardrop Lake.

 

Mercedes, perfumed and powdered herself and Rafael shaved and showered and then they got dressed.

The Garden Party was not a baggy shorts and flip flop kind of affair and nor was it a dinner suit, cummerbund and bow tie kind of thing.

So Rafael wore a blue blazer and slacks and Mercedes a yellow dress.

Peter Lutchford had lived in Forest Lodge since he was 12, it had been the home of the Flanders family for over one hundred years and when his mother remarried it effectively became his.

A year after he moved there his sister Amanda came along, she was now Mrs Bishop.

It had become an annual event since Peter Lutchford had married local Doctor, Claire Andrews, and it had become one of the “jewel in the crown” event in Shallowfield and in particular Teardrop Lake.

He was a world renowned film director, and he had his own production company, Teardrop Productions, based at Purplemere Studios.

 

Because of his fame as a director and his sister’s as an actress there was always a liberal sprinkling of celebrities present at the Lutchford’s parties, so it was quite a coup to get an invite to either the Garden Party, the fancy dress party at Halloween or the other one on New Year’s Eve.

However his wife Claire always ensured the ordinary people of the community made up the majority of the guests.

 

Rafael’s initial thought was to decline the invitation as it wasn’t really his kind of thing, plus he didn’t have anyone to take since he broke up with his girlfriend Veronica.

But despite his reservations everyone told him how difficult it was to get an invite and how envious they were so he decided to accept.

 

As Rafael’s house was at the Childean end of the village and Teardrop Lake was at the other, and because it was a hot day, walking was not an option so Rafael suggested a cab but Mercedes had to drive home that evening because she had washing and ironing to do the next day and then work the morning after so she suggested they go in her Jazz.

“Ok let’s go” he said 

“I don’t know where I’m going, so you’ll have to direct me” She replied “I can follow the signs to Teardrop Lake obviously, but I don’t know where on the Lake we’re going or which house”

“Ok I’ll direct you once we get close” he said   

They drove through Shallowfield and turned into the lane that passed the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel and crossed the River Brooke as it flowed from the head of the lake and on towards Shallowfield, Mornington and beyond, and then the Lake was suddenly in front of them.

 

The lake was shaped like a teardrop, hence its name, and surrounded by the ancient woodland of the Dancingdean Forest.

It wasn’t a huge body of water, just over two miles long and almost a mile at its widest point.

But he thought it was simply beautiful and it had remained relatively un-spoilt which was what made it so special.

The lake was surrounded by a perimeter road which gave access to the 12 significant dwellings that surrounded the lake.

Peter Lutchford and his wife Claire lived at Forest Lodge on the southern side of the lake.

“Go right here” Rafe said

“Ok” she complied

“It’s the 4^th House” he added

“It must be lovely to live here” she said

“Wouldn’t it just” he replied

“It’s a shame we never will” Mercedes said wistfully

“Never say never” he remarked

“That’s Forest Lodge just ahead, you’ll have to park in the lane”

Obviously Mercedes and Rafael were not the only guests that needed to park in the lane so they ended up more than fifty yards away from the entrance to Forest Lodge.

 

So once Mercedes parked the car they joined a queue of ambling guests and among them was an array of stunningly turned out women and it was among that group that a petite young woman with short brown hair and she was wearing a figure hugging knee length green silk dress, which fitted her like a second skin caught her brothers eye, she was just about to comment to him about her when she was distracted by a first class bit of eye candy herself.

He was the classic combination of tall dark and handsome, well dressed, well-groomed and well fit.

 

Once they reached the garden the first people they ran into were Ben and Dorcas Overton who ran the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel, Dorcas was apparently one of her brothers regulars and after the Overton’s they met their hosts half-sister Amanda Bishop who Mercedes recognised as actress Amanda Flanders, she was a real stunner and was another of Rafael’s customers and he had told her that he believed she was responsible for his invite.

“Hello Amanda” he said, “can I introduce you to my sister Mercedes”

 

After leaving Amanda they found their hosts, the illustrious film director Peter Lutchford and his wife Claire and a rather plain looking, bespectacled stick insect of a woman called Olivia who worked with Claire at the health centre and they spent a pleasant ten minutes chatting until a waitress appeared with a tray of drinks, at which point Rafe caught sight of the girl in Green silk again and craned his neck to keep her in view.

 

People came and went from the group which grew and shrank then grew again and Rafael suggested to Mercedes that they should mingle.

But before they slipped away someone else joined the group who caused Mercedes to hesitate, because it was Mr Tall Dark and Handsome.

“Hello Jake” Claire said “I think you know everyone”

“Not quite” he replied looking towards Mercedes

“Have you not met Rafael Seeber?”

“Only in a professional capacity” he replied “but not his companion”

“This is my colleague Jake Alexander” Claire said introducing him to Mercedes.

“Hello please call me Mercedes”

Rafael didn’t notice her flirtatiously flicking the hair off her face as she shook Jakes hand as he had spotted the mystery girl again, he had no idea who she was and he only caught a glimpse of her and she was off again and he was eager to get after her and if he didn’t do it then he might never track her down again but when he looked back at Mercedes she appeared to have a rather soppy expression on her face.

 

Rafael eventually dragged Mercedes away from the group, against her will, or more specifically dragged her away from Jake, not that he noticed what was going on, he only had eyes for the girl in the silk dress.

They had only gone a matter of yards when they were halted by someone he clearly didn’t want to see, she was a little blonde Cougar in a white dress, a highly unsuitable shade considering what she apparently got up to too with all and sundry, that was what her brother had told her anyway.

Rafael’s body language suggested he was trapped so while he was preoccupied Mercedes formulated a plan to escape and go in search of her doctor.

“Rafael Darling” the cougar said

“Hello Mrs Braithwaite”

“I’ve told you before, you naughty boy, call me Carissa” 

Mercedes took that precise moment to excuse herself to use the little girl’s room but when she looked back over her shoulder Claire Lutchford had come to his aid

“Rafael, Rafael” she called “Come and meet the Sefton’s?”

So she didn’t feel so guilty then.

“Rafael Darling” the cougar said

“Hello Mrs Braithwaite”

“I’ve told you before, you naughty boy, call me Carissa” 

Mercedes took that precise moment to excuse herself to use the little girl’s room but when she looked back over her shoulder Claire Lutchford had come to his aid

“Rafael, Rafael” she called “Come and meet the Sefton’s?”

So she didn’t feel so guilty then.

Mercedes didn’t really need to use the little girls room what she was interested in was tracking down the gorgeous doctor, but when she got back to the group he wasn’t there and she spent a desperate ten minutes searching for him.

 

When she finally caught sight of him he was with the Lutchford’s, where he shook Peters hand and kissed Claire’s cheek.

“No don’t leave” she screamed in her head as he turned to walk away.   

As he ambled up the side of the house Mercedes took a more direct route, at pace, through the house and out the front door and then strolled around the side of the house and met Jake walking in the other direction.

“Leaving so soon?” she said casually

“Yes, I only popped in to say hello” he replied “I’m new to the area, so Claire thought it would be a good opportunity to introduce me around”

But then added in a conspiratorial whisper

“This isn’t really my kind of thing”

“That’s a shame” she said

“Well I’m on call tonight so I can’t have a drink and it’s far too nice a day to be wearing a collar and tie, and there’s a breeze getting up on the lake, so that’s where I’m headed”

 

“You’re going out on the lake?” she asked “Do you sail then?”

“Yes do you?”

“A little” she replied although that was a serious understatement as she and her brother were both keen sailors in their teens and early twenties they had only stopped because life got in the way.

“Really? Then come and join me” he urged before adding “although you’re not really suitably dressed, erm that is for sailing, in all other respects you are perfect, um I’ll stop talking now”

“I have something more suitable in the car, so I can change” Mercedes said

“Great, but won’t your brother wonder where you are?” he asked

“No his mind is on something else or at least someone else” she replied

“It wouldn’t be the petite brunette in the green silk by any chance?” Jake asked

“Yes” she replied and wished he hadn’t recalled her quite so readily “So you noticed her too?”

“In a way, but I noticed that he had very much noticed her”

She was content with his answer and they both walked up the lane until they reached her car and she said.

“This is me”

“While you get your gear I’ll just go to my car” he said

And when he returned five minutes later she was just climbing out of the driver’s side rear door wearing white shorts and a yellow t-shirt.

“I was going to suggest using Claire’s bathroom, but that works” he said

“So where did you change?” she asked

“Well I cheated a bit because I had mine on under my suit” he said as he watched her pull on a pair of converse shoes then she picked up a little back pack, locked the car and then they walked down the lane towards the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel.

Jake and Mercedes walked down the lane towards the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel and then proceeded to the Hotel jetty where Jake had his Dinghy tied up.

 

“There she is” he said proudly as they walked along the jetty

“She’s lovely” she said “Why did you tie her up here and not at the Lutchford’s?”

“I couldn’t do that, it would have been rude and it would have given the impression that I didn’t want to be there and enjoy their hospitality”

“But you didn’t want to be there” she pointed out

“I know but I didn’t want to make it blatantly obvious” he retorted

She climbed aboard while Jake untied the bow line and a moment later he joined her and quickly set the sail and they were off.

 

It was a beautiful bright afternoon, sunny with a light breeze and she watched him deftly handle the boat getting the most of breeze until they were fair skimming along.

They virtually had the lake to themselves apart from a couple of others, a skiff and a canoe.

She hadn’t been sailing for four or five years and she had forgotten how much she loved it and being out on Teardrop Lake on an August afternoon was wonderful and the lakeside scenery was spectacular.

It was quite exhilarating with the wind blowing through her hair and the spray cooling her face, and of course she had a gorgeous man beside her at the tiller.

 

“Isn’t that your brother?” he asked as they passed close to the Lutchford’s Jetty

“What?”

“Isn’t that your brother on the jetty?” he said as he pointed towards the land

She looked in the direction he was pointing and smiled when she saw Rafael sitting on the jetty next to the girl in the green silk dress and they both had the feet in the water

“Yes it is?”

“And it looks like he got his girl” Jake said and smiled and hoped that he would be so lucky.

 

They sailed up and down the water and every time they passed by the Lutchford’s she looked over at Rafael and smiled and she noted they sat beside each other on the jetty for more than an hour with their feet dangling in the water and talking as Mercedes watched from the water.

 

But as the sun started to set and the temperature dropped, Jake said

“Time to go ashore” and they headed back to the Hotel jetty.

It didn’t take long as they were near to the shore and they had the prevailing wind at their backs.

When they returned to the Hotel jetty they were amazed to find they had spent two and a half hours out on the water.

Jake was the first one off the boat and took Mercedes hand and helped her out.

“I had a really great time” she said

“Me too” he agreed

There was a moment when they were face to face in the dusk when they looked at each other and they had the briefest of kisses.

Not that they wanted it to be brief, but the light was all but gone and Mercedes was wearing damp clothes and shivered in the cool breeze and they were both desperate to pee.

“Come on let’s get a hot drink” he said and grabbed her hand and they ran into the Hotel.

After much needed visits to the use the facilities and a plateful of sandwiches Mercedes and Jake spend the next two hours sitting in the Bar at the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel drinking coffee and talking.

But they hadn’t gotten around to discussing any future dates and as the time drifted towards midnight the unthinkable happened, his mobile phone went off.

“Damn” he exclaimed and pressed accept

“Doctor Alexander!” he said

“Hello Doctor this is the County Doc Service, we have an urgent call out, suspected meningitis”

“Ok, let me just get a pen” he said and Mercedes had already anticipated his requirement and fished one out of her bag, he took it from her and smiled and said “ok fire away”

After taking all the details he hung up and said

“I’m sorry but I have to go”

 

They walked briskly back up the lane to the cars and when they reached hers he said

“I’ve had a lovely…” he began but Mercedes decided that although it was a nice sentiment he was wasting valuable kissing time.

“It’s a shame you’re going back to Abbottsford tonight” he said when she allowed him to speak

“I know” she agreed “But I’ll call you tomorrow”

“Ok” he said “I’ve got to go now”

So they shared one final kiss and then he was jogging to his car and she wistfully watched him get in and drive away.

Mercedes really liked her dashing doctor but she doubted it would go anywhere with him in Shallowfield and her in Abbottsford.

She sighed loudly and then she went into the Lutchford’s to find her brother.

 

She left Forest Lodge after being told that Rafael had already gone and was walking Petra Sefton home.

Claire Lutchford gave her the address and told her which direction they had probably taken and so she set off in her car to catch them up.

 

She drove around the perimeter road and was just approaching Dancingdean Hall when she saw Rafael step out into the lane.

He hesitated to let the car go past and then realised that it was Mercedes driving towards him.

“There you are” she said as she drew level with him “I went back to the house to find you but you weren’t there”

“So how did you find me?”

“Well they said you left with that hot girl in the green silk dress you were ogling all afternoon, and where she lived so I drove round here on the off chance”

“I’m glad you found me I didn’t fancy the long walk home” he said “and I have a big date tomorrow”

“Get in and you can tell me all about it” she said

 

On the drive back to his house at the Childean end of Shallowfield he filled her in on all the salient points since they separated and had just finished telling her about the goodnight kiss when she came to a halt outside his house.

“Now come on spill the beans, where did you get to? And whose boat were you in?” he asked

“As much as I would like to tell you all the nitty gritty of my day, I can’t as I have to get going”

“Nonsense you’re staying the night” he insisted

“But…” she protested

“No but’s, get inside” he said

On the drive back to his house at the Childean end of Shallowfield he filled her in on all the salient points since they separated and had just finished telling her about the goodnight kiss when she came to a halt outside his house.

“Now come on spill the beans, where did you get to? And whose boat were you in?” he asked

“As much as I would like to tell you all the nitty gritty of my day, I can’t as I have to get going”

“Nonsense you’re staying the night” he insisted

“But…” she protested

“No but’s, get inside” he said

 

She really did have to get back to Abbottsford to do her washing and ironing but when he said she was staying the night she was glad.

“So what do you think of Shallowfield and Teardrop Lake?”

“I really like it” she said “I may even become a regular weekend visitor”

“Well you wouldn’t need to if you came and worked with me” he said

“What?” she exclaimed not sure she heard him right

“Come and work in Shallowfield” he said

“Are you serious?” she asked and he nodded

“That’s brilliant” she said “When can I start?”

“Whenever you want” he replied and then his phone vibrated as he received a text.

When he had read it and replied to it he turned his attention to his sister and said to Mercedes

“Now tell me what you’ve been up to”

She then spent the next hour telling him every detail of her afternoon and evening.

 

It wasn’t until she went to bed that the significance of Rafael’s job offer dawned on her, she was going to be living in Shallowfield.

So that meant a relationship with Jake was more than a possibility.

 

She was up early on Bank Holiday Monday, not entirely by choice as Rafael was up before her and was full of the joys of spring and was not keeping it to himself.

He was leaving early to pick up the little brunette, Petra, and take her to Sharpington for the parade.

He did invite her to join them but she had other plans for the day other than being a gooseberry.    

 

Mercedes had a long relaxing bath and while she was enveloped by the foamy water she texted Jake Alexander.

“Guess who is still in Shallowfield?”

 

It wasn’t until half an hour later when she was sitting naked on the bed drying her thick black curls that she got a reply.

“Great, can we spend the day together?”

“Yes please” she typed in reply

“Meet me outside the Hotel at 12 o’clock”

 

She didn’t know what he had in mind so she wore a dress for their date just in case he was going to take her to a fancy restaurant.

But she took a change of clothes in the car in case he had something more adventurous in mind.

 

Mercedes parked in the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel carpark and Jake walked over to greet her.

“You look lovely” he said and kissed her

“I didn’t know what to wear” she said

“Well you look perfect” Jake said and kissed her again

“So what are we going to do Doctor?”

“Well I thought we should make the most of the day while you’re in the area”

So lunch at the Waterside Inn in Dulcet-on-Brooke, an afternoon of punting on the River Willow, Dinner at the Phoenix in Shallowfield and a farewell kiss by the lake in the moonlight.

“Well that sounds excellent but I’m going to me around a lot more than just today” she said smugly

“Oh?”

“Rafe has asked me to work with him at the shop in Shallowfield”

“Fantastic that’s just what the Doctor ordered” he said enthusiastically and picked her up and span her around before putting her down on terra firma and kissing her again.