Without you today
Everything
is grey, your love
Coloured
all my world
Without you today
Everything
is grey, your love
Coloured
all my world
Without you in my life
My cup
is an empty whim
Your
love nourishes and fills
Me right
up to the brim
When Keith Fulbrook
was growing up Christmas was a very special time for him and every year the
season evoked so many memories and many of those memories were of the times he
spent at his grandparent’s farm in Shallowfield.
A row of wellington
boots standing on the flagstones, fresh from hours of play in the snow and
dripping wet mittens drying on a string behind the tortoise stove in the
kitchen, the smell of burning logs and damp wool invading the nostrils, soon to
be replaced by the scent of a fresh cut fir tree in the living room filling the
air with the aroma of Christmas joining the smells of nutmeg and ginger coming
from the pantry.
He just had to smell pipe smoke and he was back with his grandpa with his
twinkling blue eyes and wry smile as he puffed out a dense cloud of aromatic
smoke from his meerschaum pipe.
But it wasn’t just smells, the house was
always alive with the ringing sounds of boisterous laughter of ten
grandchildren of varying ages filling the house.
And when the house
wasn’t resounding with laughter it was music as the family gatherings always
prompted renditions of the carols and songs of Christmas played on guitar and
fiddle and sung with gusto.
But that wasn’t the only Christmas music he remembered there was also the sweet
sounds of a choir at the candlelit midnight mass.
But candlelight was
eclipsed by the sparkle and twinkle of the fairy lights reflected on the
fragile glass ornaments and heirloom decorations that magically transformed his
grandparent’s living room into his childish vision of a magic wonderland.
And then there were
the tastes candy canes and chocolates from the tree, satsumas and nuts in their
stockings, sugar almonds, jellied fruits, dates, liquorice, and mints.
Turkey and all the
trimmings, Gammon, Christmas pudding, brandy butter, mince pies, shortbread,
pies, tarts, fruit cakes, sausage rolls.
But all the bounty of
the table was far outweighed by the abundance of love which was linked to every
single memory.
But his favourite
Christmas memory came when the winter delivered up the perfect Christmas gift,
snow.
When Keith went to bed
the wind howling through the trees gave no clue that it was carrying Jack Frost
to the Vale but the next morning when he woke up to the sound of excited
squeals and when he looked outside he gazed out at the whitened landscape and ten minutes
later all the grandchildren dashed out into the white magical world, screaming
and shouting like released convicts rejoicing in a new-found freedom.
The warm knitted gloves were soon abandoned as snowballs were hurled in all
directions.
Shrieks filled the winter air as aims improved and increasing numbers found
their mark.
As the battle ground expanded they joined forces with a group of village
children and that was the moment he first saw Yvonne Sage and he discovered
there was something even more exciting than a white Christmas.
Yvonne was the same age as him, give or take, and she was tall for a
fourteen year old girl, lean and wiry with braided brown hair and a bit of a
tomboy but he was smitten.
But he had never noticed a girl before so he didn’t really know what to do
about his infatuation.
But because she chose to join a group building a snowman so did he.
Rudolf, their giant snowman, gradually took shape on the village green.
A red tartan scarf was draped around his broad shoulders and a boy produced
an old battered black hat, which was accidently set at a jaunty angle on his
huge head which gave him a rakish look.
Two un-sucked gobstoppers provided him with staring blue eyes.
Keith and Yvonne held the ends of a length of old rope which they tied
around Rudolph’s substantial waist, some pebbles substituted for buttons, a
carrot nose and a stick mouth completed the magnificent figure.
And then they stood back to admire their handiwork.
Despite being pleased with the finished
article Keith panicked because he didn’t know what to do next if Yvonne
suddenly went off with her friends.
But then Tom and
Lindsay Collingwood suggested going up to Coopers Hill for a bit of sledding.
“Yeh count me in”
Yvonne said “What about you Keith?”
Keith was so releived
that he didn’t know what to say so he just nodded his agreement and she smiled
because she really liked him and she wanted him to go with her.
And so they walked up
to Coopers Hill together and the fact that they didn’t have a sled or a
toboggan didn’t seem to faze them at all, so on the way there they collected
some cardboard boxes from outside Stephenson Supermarket and shared a sheet of
cardboard and used it to ride down the hill, screaming at every bump, and when
they got to the bottom Tomboy Yvonne had a boyfriend.
Although they didn’t
realise it at the time they were victims of love at first sight and it was a
love that lasted a life time.
She’s the butterfly kind
With a
butterfly mind
Always
moving she never sits
Her head
is full of thoughts that flit
The
butterfly miss
With the
butterfly kiss
Passions spent in our libidinous embrace
Loves
contented glow upon her face
I feel
safe lying entwined in the afterglow
But in the
morn will love melt like April snow
Or will
its strength sustain in longevity
Or shall
we remark upon its easy brevity
I could
lay here forever cocooned in eternal love
We are a
perfect fit, the hand and the glove
But if it
didn’t last forever I still had - this
Then
gently on her soft flesh I leave a loving kiss
And I
urged myself to live in the moment
And know
that there I could be content
Marked by the tides of love,
We almost
breached the sea wall
Before our
fortunes waned
And we
began our Titanic fall
From the
crest of a wave
To the
depths of the deepest sea
Marks the
rise and fall
Memories of William Horton’s childhood flashed through his mind as he
approached the Christmas Market in Shallowfield.
Although the memory that filled his head was a distant one, in more ways
than one, as it happened many years earlier when his father was an Army Colonel
stationed in Berlin.
Their Nanny Gisela took them to the Spandau
Christmas market and she indulged them
with food and drink, he could almost taste the spicy sausages, fried onion and
tangy mustard, the recollection was so vivid.
He knew that the
Shallowfield Market was a pale imitation of its German counterpart but he
wasn’t there for Gluwein or spiced sausage nor was he looking for marzipan novelties
or tawdry decorations.
His interest was in
the centre piece of the market, the Christmas Tree, a mighty thirty foot
evergreen dressed to honour the season and when he got his first sight of it, it
made him sigh.
It was a magical place
for him and looking upon it brought him back to the moment he had last seen it
a week earlier and he felt the joy of that moment instantly, when he kissed
Georgia for the first time in the glow of the trees lights.
But that kiss had not
been repeated since because he was a soldier of the Downshire Light Infantry
like his father before him, and he had been away with the regiment, but a
promise was made to meet again, a promise he hoped they would both be keeping.
He stood by the tree
and scanned the faces in the crowd looking for a tall willowy red head, but
after ten minutes he began to think she was going to let him down.
But then he felt a tug
at his elbow and when he turned around Georgia was smiling at him.
“Hi” she said
“You came” William
said
“Of course” Georgia
retorted and kissed him as the Snow fell softly and the lights of the tree
twinkled and their hearts became entwined.