Tuesday, 12 July 2022

Downshire Diary – (55) Heatherlands – Doctor on Call

 

Downshire is a relatively small English county but like a pocket battleship it packs a lot in, a short but beautiful coastline, a channel port, the Ancient forests of Dancingdean and Pepperstock, the craggy ridges and manmade lakes of the Pepperstock Hills National Park, the rolling hills of the Downshire Downs, the beautiful Finchbottom Vale and farm land as far as the eye can see from the Trotwood’s and the Grace’s in the south to the home of the Downshire Light infantry, Nettlefield, and their affluent neighbour’s, Roespring and Tipton in the north but our story begins slightly further south equidistant between Nettlefield and the Oxley’s, in the beautiful village of Heathervale.

 

When Chris Palmer moved to Nettlefield from Purplemere following a very acrimonious divorce he had sworn off women for good.

But he was a relatively good looking man who was fast approaching his 40th birthday, with a good physique and short sandy hair, greying at the temples and was possessed of piercing blue eyes, so he didn’t go unnoticed.

 

His reason for moving to Nettlefield in particular, over all the other places he might have chosen either in Downshire or beyond, was the Heatherlands District Health Centre.

It was a large practise that serviced a large area, covering Nettlefield itself, Oxley Green, Heathervale, Oxley Ridge and Tipton and Chris had been fortunate enough to land the job as practice manager and he also found himself a nice little flat in Nettlefield.

 

The senior partner, and Chris’s boss, at the Health Centre was Dr Clarisse Lowe, a tall statuesque woman who dressed in tweed, with Chestnut hair, a voluptuous figure, lovely long legs and a generous frontage, who was in her mid-forties and was just the kind of woman Chris would have fallen for in his previous life.

 

Clarisse had been married to Edward Lowe, who had been an eminent surgeon in Downshire, he had also been twenty years older when he married her and he had two children from his first marriage, Josie being the oldest.

The marriage was a happy one but only lasted five years because Edward died suddenly on the Tipton Twelve Trees Golf course after suffering a heart attack.

 

She had been a widow for 10 years when Chris arrived in her life, her widowhood had left her lonely but also afraid of risking her heart on someone who might end that loneliness

But apart from the fact that she had vowed not to risk her broken heart again she also had instigated a policy at the practise forbidding fraternisation between members of staff, so even if she were so inclined toward Chris she wouldn’t be disposed to go against her own edict.

But the heart wants what the heart wants which was why two people who despite their reluctance to expose themselves to love again and who were very definitely not looking for a relationship, let alone love, found it anyway.

 

As a bi-product of the loving relationship between Chris and Clarisse, she scrapped the “No Fraternizing policy” which meant that the surgical gloves were off in regard to work place relationships which was just what the doctor ordered for 34 year old Linda Bowles who had the hots for one of the clerical staff, Peter Butler.

 

She was pretty, stick thin, flat chested, seriously ginger and tall so she looked like an unstruck Swan Vesta.

She was known rather unimaginatively as ginger Linda and she wanted nothing more in life than to be Peter Butler’s significant other the problem was that Peter was scared of her.

Not that he didn’t like her or find her attractive, he did, very much so, but she scared him, because she was everything that he was not.

 

She was a confident, outgoing and feisty woman of the world whereas he was timid, mild and extremely naïve about life, and in particular women.

Peter had lived a very sheltered life and had spent much of his 32 years looking after his elderly and invalid parents so all he had ever known was work and caring from the time he left school.

And it was from school that he first joined Heatherlands, although it wasn’t called that then, and nor was it a health centre, it was just an orthopaedic outpatients clinic.

But when it took on its present guise, he was one of the few who made the transition.

 

Peter was an only child and his parents had him late in life, his mother was 44 when she gave birth and his father was ten years her senior.

Neither of them were in good health while he was growing up, his mother never fully recovered from her traumatic labour, Peter had just turned 25 when her heart gave out and five years later his father lost his long battle with cancer.

For the two years that followed he lived alone in what had been the family home all of his life, he seldom went out, with the exception of the Heatherlands Christmas Party as Clarisse wouldn’t take no for an answer on that one, and he had no friends outside of work, and his job at Heatherlands was the only pleasure in his life.

That was until Dr Linda Bowles arrived just after Christmas and he had something else to look forward to every working day, seeing Linda.

He thought she was beautiful, especially when she smiled at him, but he couldn’t talk to her when she said hello because his knees turned to jelly and his mouth went dry.

She was gorgeous and terrifying in one moment, she was so direct and bold and fearless and she left him quivering, but he adored her more than anyone he had ever known but because of his shyness he knew he would never find the courage to speak to her.

So he resigned himself to the fact that he would just have to watch her from a safe distance.

 

When singleton, Linda Bowles, first joined the Heatherlands District Health Centre, she was hoping it would be the last time she would be the newbie.

She had spent the previous three years as a locum, drifting in and out of various surgeries in the four corners of Downshire as well as the bit in between. 

It had been a bit of a gypsy existence and she had been unable to put down any roots, but when she applied for the permanent position at Heatherlands, and got the job she hoped that she would finally have a normal life, her own home and someone to share it with.

 

In the short term she was able to rent a house in the village of Heathervale, or more precisely the granny flat in the garden of a house in the village, but it suited her needs very well. 

But having secured a permanent job and suitable accommodation she was not prepared to lose her heart to a good looking man on her first day in her new job.

 

It happened while the senior partner, Clarisse Lowe, was introducing her to the staff around the building, and when they entered the administration office and she saw Peter Butler standing by the photocopier she felt cupid’s arrow strike home.

 

Peter was an inch or two taller than Linda was, and she was almost six foot tall, with a kind face, blue eyes and a mop of mousy hair and what endeared him to her even more was his shyness, she thought it was cute.

    

Having found someone for her to lavish her love upon she had to curb her desires because of the “No Fraternizing” rule but after Easter when Clarisse and Chris Palmer got together and she scrapped that particular edict Linda tackled her crush in the same way she dealt with everything in her life, head on.

She let him know in no uncertain terms what her intentions were and what her desires consisted of, namely him,

Or at least she thought she did, but if she had then her advances had fallen on stony ground.

For almost eleven months she flirted with him outrageously and flaunted herself unashamedly at every opportunity, but to no avail.

“He’s just not noticing me” she said to herself one day

 

Peter had noticed her, he couldn’t fail to notice her, she was always there smiling and looking good enough to eat he was just too scared to react, because he didn’t know how to act with a woman, especially one as lovely as she was.

 

By the autumn she was getting a little despondent so when in in November she was invited to a dinner party at Clarisse Lowe’s house she took her chance, when she got her alone to confide in her that she really fancied Peter.

“Well everyone in Heatherlands knows that” she retorted and laughed

“Really?” Linda said

“Well you’re not subtle Linda”

“Well Peter hasn’t noticed me or worse he has noticed and he’s horrified” she said and grimaced

“Oh he’s not horrified, he really likes you, he’s just scared of you” Clarisse said

“Scared? Why? I’m not going to hurt him” Linda asked

“You have to understand that he has led a very sheltered life”

Clarisse said and then explained about him having to care for invalid parents and missing out on his childhood and a normal young man’s social experiences.

“It’s like he’s lived his whole life in monochrome and then you turn up and you broadcast directly to him in technicolour” she said

“You are larger than life Linda and Peter is a shadow dweller who is happy to be anonymous, which of course he wouldn’t be if he was with you, and that’s why he’s scared”

“So what should I do?” Linda asked

“Well if I were you I would wait until the Christmas Party” she replied

“Will he go to the Christmas party?” she asked “I wouldn’t have thought it was his kind of thing”

“It’s not, but he goes because I tell him to” Clarisse replied

“Why?”

“Because he’s scared of me” she said and laughed

 

It was true that Clarisse did tell Peter that he had to attend the party and because of that that was what he was going to do, but not out of fear he did what she asked out of respect.

 

So over the course of the year Doctor Linda Bowles had set her cap firmly at shy and naïve Peter Butler but she had struck out but then in December there was light at the end of the tunnel in the shape of the

Heatherlands District Health Centre staff Christmas Party which was held at The Foothills Hotel in Oxley Ridge.

 

Clarisse had been married to Edward Lowe, who had been an eminent surgeon in Downshire, he had also been twenty years older when he married her and he had two children from his first marriage, Josie being the oldest.

The marriage was a happy one but only lasted five years because Edward died suddenly on the Tipton Twelve Trees Golf course after suffering a heart attack.

On his death however he had left her extremely well off so at Christmas Clarisse always laid on transport for those who had to get back for baby sitters after the part or alternatively they could stay overnight at the Hotel.

 

Unfortunately on the day of the party Linda was on call until midnight and therefore couldn’t indulge herself in the pursuit of Peter Butler.

And when Linda had to go to Nettlefield for a suspected case of Meningitis at 10 o’clock she thought she was going to miss her chance altogether.

 

However half way to see the patient she got a phone call to say that an ambulance had been called as there had been a deterioration of the patient’s condition and she was now critically ill and the ambulance beat her to the patient by 15 minutes which meant she was not required to attend after all.

And as Linda did a U-turn and headed towards Oxley Ridge she chastised herself for being relieved and felt guilty because it was an outcome that benefitted her.

She would have felt even worse if she’d known that the critically ill patient had died on route to hospital.

 

It was a little before midnight when she walked through the doors into the foyer of the Foothills Hotel and was greeted by Clarisse.

“Linda darling let me get you a drink” she suggested

“That will be lovely” Linda replied “But I’m still on clock for another ten minutes”

Just at that moment there was a commotion in the hall which prevented a slightly tipsy Clarisse from telling her not to worry about ten minutes and to get a drink down her neck.

They looked around and saw Chris Palmer and his brother Darren carrying Peter Butler between them who was holding his left foot.

“What’s happened?” Clarisse asked

“He tripped over his own feet” Chris replied and laughed

“I’m fine, I just twisted my ankle” Peter said

“We’ll be the judge of that” Linda said “After I’ve examined you”

“You can use room 104” The night manager said

“Perfect” Linda said “And can you arrange for some ice?”

 

“Time to get him into my consulting room” she whispered to Clarisse as she followed the casualty

“Just be gentle with him” Clarisse retorted and laughed

 

When she reached room 104 the door to the room was open and Chris and Darren had Peter laying on the bed waiting for her and he had already shed his shoe and sock.

“Right let’s have a look at you” Linda said

“It’s just twisted” he said

“Really? Remind me which one of us is the Doctor?” Linda asked

“Sorry Doctor” he said meekly

 

“That should reduce the swelling”

She said as she packed the bags of ice around his ankle

“And now if we can have some privacy I’ll give you a proper examination” she said

“We’ll leave you to it then” Clarisse said and went out the door with Chris but they didn’t close the door completely and stood peering in.

“Right then let’s start with your blood pressure” she said

“Why are you undoing my trousers?” he asked with alarm

“Are you sure that you’re a proper doctor?”

“Just relax” Linda said

“But I don’t think that’s the way to check blood pressure” he said

“Trust me I’m a professional” She said “you’re in safe hands”

“Whatever you say doc” he answered and closed his eyes.

“Well there’s definitely nothing wrong with your blood pressure”

She said

“Oh my” Peter exclaimed

 

“Well I think we can safely leave them to it” Clarisse said and quietly closed the door

“He doesn’t know what he’s in for” Chris added

“All his Christmas’s have come at one” she said and they both laughed

 

The next morning, those who made it down to breakfast were a sorry looking lot, severely hungover with bloodshot eyes and thumping heads, and among them were Clarisse and Chris.

But the exceptions to the rule were Linda and Peter who were both bright eyed and bushy tailed and smiling from ear to ear.   

Downshire Diary – (54) After the Lord Lieutenant’s Summer Ball

 

Neil Etherington was an average man approaching his thirtieth birthday not that he was a bad looking man, he wasn’t, but he wasn’t stunning, sexy or buff, he was strictly middling but his girlfriend

Samantha Barraclough was anything but, she was an absolute beauty three years younger, elegant, daintily petite, intelligent, funny, sexy and with a perfectly beautiful angelic voice, pure Carrington Chase educated perfection, Carrington Chase being Downshire’s version of Roedean, although those in Downshire thought it was the other way around, and it was a voice that made Charlotte Green sound common.

He pinched himself at the start of everyday, especially the ones on which he woke up beside her, just to check he wasn’t dreaming.

Because the good fortune that brought Samantha into his life was the type of thing that didn’t happen to him, and everyone who witnessed them together unanimously agreed that he was punching well above his weight.

They first encountered each other at a business meeting at the Abbottsford Regents Hotel, where she was a potential new client and he was trying to win a new account, but the meeting was unresolved as it was love at first sight.

 

Neil worked for a firm of architects called New Horizons whose head office was in Sharpington by Sea while Samantha Barraclough was approaching her 28th birthday and was a project consultant for the family business, Barraclough Ventures and the project that Samantha’s company was heading up was the regeneration of the former Industrial Power House of the county, Northchapel.

 

The love that bloomed between Samantha Barraclough and Neil Etherington in Abbottsford in June went from strength to strength

However things had not been all plain sailing since they had met, though not between the two of them they were completely simpatico.

The problems stemmed from a different quarter entirely and from those who should have been the most delighted for them, their close friends and family.

Neil and Samantha were the victims of snobbery, inverted and otherwise.

Her family thought she had set her sights to low while his nearest and dearest believed he had set his too high.

Her friends thought he was common while his thought she was a snob.

Only their closest friends Jonathon Hardman and Isabelle Decoene stuck by them.

 

So as a result they had found it difficult to fit inside each other’s worlds, but the couple believed that love will out and Samantha drew a line under the difficulties when she said

“If you can’t live in my world and I can’t live in yours we shall just have to make a world of our own”

If he hadn’t been in love with her already he certainly would have been after that speech.

 

As part of “making a world of their own” they decided to plan to spend as much time together as possible which meant staying at each other’s houses, normally on a pre-planned basis but on the night of the Lord Lieutenant’s Summer Ball in July Sam had pitched up at Neil’s in a taxi because she couldn’t face all the constant nagging from her friends and family about her unfortunate choice of a boyfriend.

So they spent the night but on the next afternoon she had to go in search of her car, which she had left at her sister’s house in the grand neighbourhood of Sharpington’s Granite Hill, which in a nod to San Francisco the locals nicknamed Nob Hill.

 

So they drove from his Cottage the relatively short distance from Brocklington to Sharpington and then followed the sign towards the posh part of town.   

“I don’t get to Nob Hill as often as I’d like” he said and Samantha laughed and then she began

“I don’t get no...”

“Don’t say it” he interrupted, “you’re a lady remember”

And she laughed a very dirty laugh.

“Samantha Barraclough?” he said shocked “I thought you were a lady”

“I am a lady” she said when she could talk again “it’s just that you bring out my inner trollope”

And then she disintegrated in to laughter again.

 

When she had calmed herself she suddenly said

“Don’t drop me off yet”

“Why not?”

“I’m not ready to say goodbye” she said and looked at him sadly

“Ok then to the promenade” he said

“Hooray” she cheered

They spent the next two hours walking hand in hand along the beach and the promenade.

 

“I’m so glad I didn’t go to the ball, I’ve had much more fun with you”

She said

“It’s been a lovely weekend” he agreed

“But too short” Sam added

“Yes far too short” he agreed and then they fell into silence as they watched the holiday makers as they walked along and then they both stopped and looked at each other and said in unison

“Holiday”

 

An hour later he drove her to her sister’s house where they shared a farewell kiss and he watched her walk away towards the house.

Downshire Diary – (53) The Student Muse

 

Downshire is a relatively small English county but like a pocket battleship it packs a lot in, a short but beautiful coastline, a channel port, the Ancient forests of Dancingdean and Pepperstock, the craggy ridges and manmade lakes of the Pepperstock Hills National Park, the rolling hills of the Downshire Downs, the beautiful Finchbottom Vale and farm land as far as the eye can see from the Trotwood’s and the Grace’s in the south to the home of the Downshire Light infantry, Nettlefield, and their affluent neighbour’s, Roespring and Tipton in the north, but our story begins in the East, or more precisely, 20 miles inland from Sharpington-By-Sea, equidistant between Finchbottom and Pepperstock Green, in the sprawling village of Denmead.

 

Owen Carrington’s Uncle Glyn died on New Year’s Day and left him his Cottage and a small cash sum, more than enough to keep him going for a few more years.

He left it to him because he felt they were kindred spirits, he wanted to be a writer himself but his father made him get a proper job, Owen really liked him and he was a great story teller, and it was his Uncles colourful tales that helped him when he was writing his novels.

His death came as a shock as it was sudden though not unsurprising given his health.

 

So that was how he found himself living in a lovely Victorian Cottage in the quaint Downshire Village of Denmead.

It was a very tranquil place though not without its distractions. 

From his study he could look out through the open French windows and across the expanse of lawn to a stand of ancient woodland, there was no fence to separate garden and wood the two just merged.

And on the other side of the wood was the hub of the village, the Green Oak, everyone seemed to go there at some point, either for a drink, the restaurant or the coffee suite.

 

Owen’s star was definitely in the ascendency after the success of his first Romantic novel “The Maiden Muse” but the change in the fortunes of his writing career were not universally well received, his publisher liked it, his new agent loved it, the bank manager was ecstatic about it but his mother was disappointed by it because she thought it was a bit girlie.

 

But it wasn’t just his writing career that was climbing high, so was his love life thanks to his muse and lover, Juliana Molesworth, who had brought his writers block to an end, but his muse was going away and as always when then were apart he planned to catch up on his writing as he had fallen hopelessly in love with her the only antidote for his wanting her, in her absence was to throw himself into his work.

 

It had been a most unproductive Friday and he was not in the best of moods.
He had been on the phone all morning, not one of his favourite activities, firstly he had a very long winded call from his agent about a literary dinner in Nettlefield, which was only a few days away, he thought he should attend as he had been nominated in two categories, having initially decided just to ignore it as it was in Nettlefield.
He wasn’t keen at all and he normally only accepted those kinds of invitations in order to facilitate a night in a hotel with the love of his life and muse extraordinaire Juliana, but she was going back to University.

It had been a most unproductive Friday and he was not in the best of moods.
He had been on the phone all morning, not one of his favourite activities, firstly he had a very long winded call from his agent about a literary dinner in Nettlefield, which was only a few days away, he thought he should attend as he had been nominated in two categories, having initially decided just to ignore it as it was in Nettlefield.
He wasn’t keen at all and he normally only accepted those kinds of invitations in order to facilitate a night in a hotel with the love of his life and muse extraordinaire Juliana, but she was going back to University.
So he declined, his agent insisted, he declined again, he insisted again, Owen declined more emphatically, his agent insisted more forcefully, eventually and with great reluctance he agreed, if for no other reason than to get him off the phone.
He then called the garage to see if his car was ready, which it wasn’t, which posed another problem as he was supposed to be driving Juliana to Abbottsford in it.

So he phoned her dad, Gregory, and explained about the car and he said he could use the Molesworth family Volvo.

So it was late afternoon when he decided it was time to shower and get ready for his date with Juliana, she would be returning to University in Abbottsford the next day for the start of her final year so their date would be the last one for a while.


Juliana and a bunch of friends had rented an old Victorian house and he was helping her move her stuff in.

Under normal circumstances they would have moved in at the beginning of July but the week before their tenancy began the water tank in the loft sprang a leak and brought down the ceiling and made quite a mess.
So the occupancy had been delayed while the repairs were being done, now that they were complete the whole group were moving their stuff in.
They did have the option to renew their tenancy in the house they were in the previous year but it had turned out to be a bit of a slum.

He was going to walk up to Juliana’s when she finished work so they could load all her stuff into the Molesworth family Volvo.

They would then unload her stuff into her room, have a take away with her friends then Owen would leave her up there to unpack her stuff and drive the car back to Denmead and then he wouldn’t see her for a few weeks.


He reached chez Molesworth ahead of schedule to find Juliana’s dad, Gregory, had started loading the car without him and Juliana hadn’t arrived home from work.

“Hold on Greg, you should have waited for me”

“Hello Owen” he said “I just thought I’d make a start as she’s running late”
“Come on then I'll give you a hand” Owen offered

They had it all loaded and were sitting in the kitchen by the time Juliana got home.
“Sorry I’m late” She said “The pub was unbelievably busy and Emma was late in so I stayed to cover”
“Don’t worry darling” her dad said “Owen and I have the car loaded”
“Really?” She said and kissed them both “my heroes”
She then joined them in a cuppa before going to get changed, she was only gone about half an hour and when she came back she was wearing a short denim skirt and a pale blue short sleeved shirt, and not forgetting blue and white ankle socks.

Her short curly red hair was still wet from the shower and left damp splodges on the shoulders of her top.
“Do you want something to eat” her mum Lavinia asked

“No thanks mum” she answered “We're eating there”
She looked up at the clock then turned to Owen and said
“We need to get going”

 

The fact they were an hour late leaving didn’t hamper them in any way, in fact because the traffic was lighter than they were expecting they got to the house only ten minutes later than they had originally planned.

They were just taking dinner orders as they arrived so he let Juliana choose and Owen started unloading the car.

It was slightly harder work getting it out of the car and up the stairs and into her room than it was getting it loaded back at her house.

Still a couple of the other lads lent a hand and it was soon done and with perfect timing because just as he closed the boot down on the Volvo, the pizzas arrived so Juliana and Owen took the last two remaining places in the lounge, which were in the bay window.

 

There were nineteen people sitting in the lounge drinking wine and eating pizza, not Owen’s favourite fast food he would have had to say, and of the 19 Owen was by far the oldest and by some distance.

There were the four housemates and partners plus an assortment of friends.

It wasn’t a bad sized room with three large sofas in it but it was never intended to accommodate nineteen people.

Juliana and Owen were seated on the deep window sill in the bay window.

With a gap of about two feet between them and the back of one of the sofas.

It was also quite dark in the corner so Juliana took the opportunity to kiss him but a few minutes later one of the girls on the sofa turned round and spoke.

“Here Juliana look at this”

Juliana leant over the sofa between her two friends looking at something on her tablet.

All three of them were laughing at whatever they were looking at the moment he smacked Julianna’s buttock and she sat back down next to him again.

 

After the pizza’s was finished Owen said

“I should get going”

They were seated in the perfect place for s farewell kiss without being seen by everyone else but just as there lips touched the lights suddenly went on and the music stopped and some bright spark thought it would be a good idea to raise a toast to the new abode.
Juliana tutted

“Cheers” she said smiling falsely.
The moment the chinking of glasses was over Juliana was on her feet saying
“Come on”

So he followed her out of the room and once in the hallway he pursued her up the stairs.

When he reached her room she was standing scratching her head and when he looked around the room and there really wasn’t any room for the two of them so a farewell kiss was out of the question so they looked at each other and said in unison

“Bathroom”

So they quickly crossed the landing to the bathroom and once inside he bolted the door and then they had their kiss in private, which was long and lingering because it had to last a few weeks.

When they left the bathroom Owen went straight downstairs, while Juliana went into her room and cried.

 

When he got back to the Molesworth’s it was quite late so he was planning to just park the car on the drive and pop the keys through the letter box, but just as he was about to post the keys through, the door opened, it was her dad.

“Ah hello Owen I thought I heard the car door” he said

“Sorry I didn’t mean to wake you,” Owen said apologetically

“No its fine I hadn’t turned in yet, come in for a nightcap and tell us the tale”

So he spent the next half an hour telling Gregory and Lavinia about the house and her friends and as he was telling them he started missing his muse and lover, his student muse.

Downshire Diary – (52) The Sensual Seminar

 

Paul Ager sat in the Beaumont Room at the Worsted Viper Hotel in Purplemere wearing his name badge bearing the name Paul J Ager.

He was there for a seminar on Health and Safety in the workplace and he was dreading it.

Not that he wasn’t interested in the subject, it was after all his career and he had been doing it for more than twenty years, and he really knew his stuff.

His dread was due partly because he had attended seminars on the subject many times before, but mainly he was dreading it because of the trainer, Claire Draper, who was so gorgeous he was always distracted away from the presentation and into sexual fantasies about her.   

He had known her for several years and for a lot of those years he did little more than give her an appraising look, because he knew she was so far out of his league, that was until he came upon her by accident at the Hotel on the previous evening, just before the evening meal as she was reattaching a suspender to her black stocking, it was only a glimpse, a split second, the smallest foretaste of lacy stocking top, but once seen it couldn’t be unseen, and after that delightfully sensual moment whenever he saw her he could think of nothing else.  

 

It was a glorious summer day outside and the sun streamed into the room and bathed Claire in sunlight which was the beginning of the erotic moving pictures in his head.

The sun shone on her white silk blouse and highlighted her beneath the silk and the lacy contrivance beyond but in PJ’s mind’s eye there was no bra and no blouse, only her faultless naked breasts.

He watched as she worked the room strutting on four-inch heels and black stockings and suspenders which he had no need to imagine.

All the while the floor show was going on she carried on chatting away in her ultra-professional manner and then his mind went into overdrive.

 

Claire crossed the room and closed the blind that was illuminating her blouse, but it didn’t stop PJ’s imagination and he was lost in his own lustful world.

 

“PJ!!” Claire shouted “PJ!!”

“Wh…what!!!” he exclaimed

“It’s all over, the seminar has finished” She said “Everyone else has gone”

“Oh sorry” he said “My mind was elsewhere”

“I’m well aware of that” Claire said “I would never have let you see my stocking top if I’d known it would have this much of an effect on you”

“You mean you did it on purpose?” he asked in amazement

“Of course” she admitted “I had to get you to notice me one way or another”

“Well….erm” he stammered

“Come on then” she said taking hold of his hand

“You can take me to dinner” she said and with a wry smile she added “it’s the least you can do for mentally undressing me all day”

“Oh ok” he said

Wednesday, 6 July 2022

IN THIS AMPHITHEATRE OF HOPE

 

In this amphitheatre of hope

I've made a life for me

With the woman of my dreams

Made manifest for all to see

 

Like an object and its shadow

She is every bit a part of me

Our souls as one element

Infinitely joined for all to see

ALEXA

 

I have always been rather partial

To a skinny brunette

That’s always been my ideal

It stems from when I was a lad of 14

And the time I saw Alexa

I fell in love with instantly

She was two years younger than me

And when I first set eyes on her

I thought I had died and gone to heaven

She was so perfectly beautiful

Of course she didn’t even know I existed

So I would watch her from a distance

A vision of loveliness

Playing with her friends

I never had the courage to speak to her

But I would practice

What I would say

If I ever got the courage

But of course I never did

So I would say them in my head

And make believe
I said the words to her

I would dream of a time

When I would ask her out

And we would walk away together
Holding hands as we walked down the street,

But it was only a dream

I wish I could go back to that time...

When I saw her standing there.

Knowing what I know now

And speak to her of my love

For Alexa, the skinny brunette

If only I could live my youth again

A LITTLE WORD # 2

 

While some use it liberally

Others hardly ever say it

Some won’t say it

Others can’t say it

Some have no reason to say it

And some should say it to everyone

Some feel it but don’t say it

Others say it without feeling it

Some long to hear it said

Others are scared by it

But whether you would have

Should have or could have

Make sure when you use the word

That you mean it when you say it

And you say it when you feel it

Sorry is just a word

Just one simple word

But what an effect it can have