Saturday, 5 February 2022

A PORT IN A STORM

 

Is it too much to ask

For my love to be returned

Just one simple gesture of warmth

That is all I’ve yearned

 

A burning passion is hoped for

Though in truth not expected

A heartfelt acknowledgement

But no heart has been detected

 

Drifting in and out of my life

As if I’m a convenient respite

Then when interest wanes

I am again alone in the night

 

Each bland uncaring rebuff,

Is another dagger to my heart

My love is treated with apathy

But I miss it when we’re apart

 

I chastise myself for my weakness

For accepting it and making do

I deserve better than this

I deserve a love that’s honest and true

 

I have paid all my dues

I have paid in like an endowment

Never made a withdrawal

Still there is no return on my investment

 

Now my will to continue is gone

As I am left once more Forlorn

I pray for my anguish to be at an end

Like a bird impaled upon a thorn

Mornington-By-Mere – (69) What Happened To You While I Was Away

 

Michael White had been working in Los Angeles as an associate script writer since graduating from University and hadn’t been back to Mornington for 4 years but he had become disillusioned with the American Dream and was relocating back to Downshire while it was easy to do before any fresh romantic entanglements over complicated matters and furthermore once back in the UK he planned to stay put.

In the short term he was going to stay at his parents in the small country village of Mornington-By-Mere which lies in the Finchbottom Vale that nestles between the Ancient Dancingdean Forest and the rolling Pepperstock Hills.

It is a quaint picturesque village, a proper chocolate box picturesque idyll, with a Manor House, 12th Century Church, a Coaching Inn, Windmills, an Old Forge, a Schoolhouse, a River and a Mere.

But Mornington-By-Mere is not just a quaint chocolate box English Village it is the beating heart of the Finchbottom Vale.

He loved the Vale and planned to make his home there in one of the villages but for now 26 year old Michael was moving back to his childhood home at number 2, The Close, with his parents and two younger brothers.

But for the first week or so he had the place to himself because the rest of the family were away in the Canaries.

 

His flight was delayed so by the time he got to their house it was after three o’clock and he was surprised to see there were signs of life in the house, he assumed he must have got his dates wrong as he parked his car on the drive and went inside not knowing who or what was inside.

But as he went in all was quiet, so he left his case in the hall and went into the kitchen and opened the fridge.

When he had opened his beer he opened the door and made his way outside and as he stepped out onto the patio the sun emerged from behind a cloud and flooded into the garden and he did a double take.

In the centre of the patio was a sun lounger which was exactly where he would have expected it to be, but that was not what surprised him.

What had got his attention, directly in front of him perfectly illuminated on the lounger, was the most beautiful curvaceous figure of a young woman.

It was not a figure he was very familiar with, as far as he could recollect, it certainly wasn’t his mum’s or anyone else he would have expected to find in his parents garden, but it was a delicious figure.

But whoever the owner of it was she was laying in the foetal position on the lounger with her back to him, partially covered by a pashmina.

Michael stepped backwards into the kitchen and glanced around the room which confirmed to him that it was indeed his parents’ home and then he went back out again.

The figure still remained illuminated by the sunlight as he walked over to the lounger, his first instinct was to give it a firm slap on the bum and wake up its owner and tell her to get out of his garden but instead he found himself giving the girl an intense perusal, beginning with the honey blonde hair that shimmered under the sun’s rays, as they sat randomly against her lightly tanned skin.

He couldn’t see enough of her face to form an opinion as to countenance or appearance so his eyes travelled in the opposite direction following the topography of her well-toned form, her back, her waist her hips and of course her firm buttocks.

He spent a long time studying that particular feature, the sweeping curve of her hip and the roundness of her buttocks, which he thought would be undoubtedly fleshy. 

His eyes hungrily consumed every inch of her of every contour slowly exploring every aspect of its delicious shape.

It was as his eyes were moving along the lengthy thighs of her gorgeous legs that the girl began to stir and she murmured in her half sleep as she began to stretch out in wakefulness and rolled over onto her back which opened up a fresh expanse of her terrain for his eyes to explore and then her eyes opened and she gasped in surprise.

“Ohhhh Michael” she exclaimed “What kept you?”

And with that she reached up and gripped at his shirt and pulled him towards her and then she kissed him.

 

The moment she rolled over he knew the identity of the intruder, Kathryn Williams who lived next door at number 1, she had been running after him since she was 9 and he was in year ten, but she was a skinny freckly klutz and even if there hadn’t been the insane age gap she did nothing for him, well it appeared that she had grown up while he was away at University and in America and with a little mental arithmetic he ascertained she was now 20. 

And as she was kissing him he determined that she certainly did something for him now.

 

Kathryn had fallen in love with Michael White on the occasion of her 9th Birthday when he kissed her cheek and she had dreamed of capturing his heart every day after that.

She was patient and was not perturbed by his time at University she just bided her time while she grew up, she tried on other young men for size as she did so but they never measured up.

However his decision to move to California was unexpected and heart breaking in equal measure, but she never gave up hope and when his mum Louise mentioned that he was coming home for good and that he would be staying in Mornington for a while she decided to seize her chance.

She innocently gleaned more information from the White family and when it became apparent that he would be in the house on his own she planned her honeyed trap.

She casually obtained the flight details from his Dad and volunteered her services to Louise to water her house plants which gave her access to the house and her plan was set.

However, what she hadn’t accounted for was a three hour flight delay, which was why she fell asleep on the lounger and because she had fallen asleep in the warm sunshine she dreamed of him, so when she awoke and he was standing over her she took it as a sign and struck and the way he was returning her kiss she knew she had him.

THE SEASONS OF LOVE

 

Our love was born with the lambs

In the freshness of spring

And like the lambs we stepped unsure

Uncertain of what life would bring

 

When spring turned to summer

We had caught cupid’s eye

Our hearts danced like flowers in the breeze

As he shot his arrows at you and I

 

When summer waned into autumn

Love changed colour like the leaves

Life draining away dying leaf by leaf

And began to drift away on the breeze

 

When autumn gave way to winter

Love lay bleeding in the snow

Each flake of snow buried it deeper

Nothing of our love was left to show

Mornington-By-Mere – (68) We Shouldn’t Be Doing This

 

It was midnight in Mornington-By-Mere and Andy Wilson was in the bus shelter snogging, or perhaps it would be more accurately to say that he was being snogged, by Suzy Newbold, and she had been going at it for about ten minutes before she came up for air.

They had both been to a house party in Purplemere road on the part of Mornington Village known as Manorside and he was walking her home as she lived in Military Row and he lived in The Close, when she suddenly dragged him into the bus shelter.

Now that wouldn’t normally have been a problem, Suzy was a very attractive girl, a very sexy girl, the problem was she wasn’t his girl.

His girl Sharon was still at the party throwing up in the downstairs toilet.

Suzy kissed him again, this time more urgently than before and more passionate and while her tongue was engaged in his mouth his mind was in turmoil as all the time a little voice was nagging at the back of his mind saying

“You shouldn’t be doing this”

And a second voice yelled in reply

“But she’s a really good kisser”

“What about the girl you love?” the first voice continued

“But this one is snogging your face off” Screamed the second

“Think about Sharon” the quiet voice said

“Think about the girl in your arms” came the loud response

“Suzy’s not your girlfriend, Sharon is” the whisper said

“Sharon hasn’t got her tongue in your mouth” came the other one in response.

“But you love Sharon” Jiminy Cricket whispered

“You can love Sharon when she’s snogging you” the devil shouted

The quiet voice spoke very sagely but suffice is to say the louder voice made some valuable points as well, so he relinquished any lingering resistance and decided to give his undivided attention to the woman with her lips on his.

Instead of his previously passive participation he joined in with relish and she responded in kind, but after a few minutes he broke away and snapped

“We shouldn’t be doing this”

“Oh I think we should” she retorted and tried to reengage

“No we shouldn’t” he insisted “What about Sharon?”

“What about her?” Suzy asked

“Well while she’s throwing up in the toilet at the party I’m here snogging another girl” he pointed out

“But she’s not” Suzy said

“She’s not what?” 

“She’s not throwing up, she never was” she explained

“I’m confused” he said

“Sharon wasn’t in the bathroom” Suzy admitted “She’d already left the party with Tony Dark”

“But I love her” He said “How could she do that?”

“She did it for me because I love you” she mumbled and looked at her shoes

“You do?” he asked

“Yes” she replied “I always have”

“So let me get this straight” he said “Sharon has dumped me and is going out with Tony Dark?”

“Yes”

“And Sharon and I are definitely finished?”

“Yes” she confirmed

“Well in that case come here and give me a kiss”

RAINY SUNDAY

 

It’s a rainy Sunday

And I’m feeling blue

Remembering the past

And thinking of you

 

Do you happily look back?

Across the years

Or do you view them

Through bitter tears

 

Do you ever think of me?

Just once in a while

With a furrowed brow

Or rueful smile

 

You thought our love

Would last an eternity

But I was quite happy

Just to wait and see

 

I just wanted us

To enjoy the laughter

But what you wanted

Was happy ever after

 

I loved you so much more

Than I would ever say

When we broke up

On that rainy Sunday

 

When you asked me

I should have said

“I really do love you”

I just shrugged instead

 

I wish I could go back

To that rainy Sunday

I would get on my knees

And beg you to stay

Mornington-By-Mere – (67) The Reluctant Hero

 

Mornington-By-Mere is a small country village lying in the Finchbottom Vale nestled between the Ancient Dancingdean Forest and the rolling Pepperstock Hills.

It is a quaint picturesque village, a proper chocolate box picturesque idyll, with a Manor House, 12th Century Church, a Coaching Inn, Windmills, an Old Forge, a Schoolhouse, a River and a Mere.

But Mornington-By-Mere is not just a quaint chocolate box English Village it is the beating heart of the Finchbottom Vale and there are a number of cottages and small houses on the Purplemere Road and Dulcets Lane which form the part of Mornington Village known as Manorside and 37 year old Divorcee Tony Chester lived at number 6, Dulcet Mill Lane.

 

Tony worked for O’Sullivan and Springthorpe Auctioneers, and managed the newly set up storage facility up at Mornington Field but his job also involved him having to spend time at some of the other premises like the ones in Shallowfield and Purplemere, and it was in the latter where he came into regular contact with Helen Gearing.

And the time he spent in Purplemere was fraught with problems, or problem, namely Helen who had been trying to get in his trousers for two years but he had always resisted her because although he was divorced from his ex-wife Gemma and despite the fact that she was a bitch he still loved her.

Plus although he actually liked her he thought Helen was a really annoying woman even though she did have a great figure and fabulous breasts.

 

But his resistance was finally broken one summer night when he had been over to the Purplemere office to help with the audit.

Everyone had to work quite late and it was after ten by the time he left and he thought he had escaped her clutches as she left ten minutes before him.

But he had hardly driven half a mile before his mobile rang and it was Helen.

“What is it Helen?” he said sharply

“I’m a damsel in distress” she replied

“Why what’s wrong?” he asked indifferently

“I’ve broken down” she replied “On the Express Way”

He suspected that it was a ruse but his conscience wouldn’t allow him to leave her helpless woman at the roadside so he weakened and agreed to go and help her.

 

She was parked in in a layby beside the Finchbottom Express Way, the only layby on the entire stretch that offered any privacy as there was a stand of trees separating it from the road.

“That’s very secluded” he thought to himself as he pulled up behind her and got out

“Thanks for coming” she said “you’re my hero”

“What’s the problem?” he said side stepping her flannel and looking inside the open bonnet

“Will the engine start?”

“I don’t know, but my motors running hot” she replied and when he turned to look at her, she was standing beside the driver’s door wearing a very figure hugging outfit.

He had always thought that she had a great figure and curves in all the right places but as she stood there in the moonlight she looked gorgeous and any lingering resistance to her charms melted away under the moonlight in the secluded layby.

TAINTED LOVE

 

Cruel fate

Cursed our souls

When cupids arrow

Missed its aim

And speared our hearts

Hearts not free to love

Hearts otherwise wedded

In blessed union

 

But cupids strike

Left us fettered

Bound together
With loves chains

Enslaving us

Bonding us with love

Conjugated by fate

Entangled marionettes

Puppets of love

Reluctantly performing

To another’s will

 

Held in love's grip

By fates curse
That bitter sweet gift

Of deceitful ardour

Duplicitous romance

Forbidden passion

That gift of love

With the curse of betrayal

 

Knowing loves intimacy

The joy of closeness

The warmth of tenderness
Passion made manifest

Emboldened the psyche

Elevated the soul

Flames of passion

Burning deeply

Cleansing all

But the guilt

 

Enchanted by Eros

Beguiled by Amor

Spellbound by adoration

But gripped by fear

Fear of being together

Fear of discovery

But the overriding fear

Of separation