Wednesday, 19 May 2021

A SULTRY SENSUAL SUMMER (A TEENAGE GIRL UNFULFILLED)

 

How I look back with regret

At that summer long ago

A sultry sensual summer

A time of sexual awakening

When I was on the threshold,

The blossoming of womanhood

And how I curse the time

I wasted on you

All those hours in your room

Listening to your music,

Your creative juices at work

Your incessant toe tapping

And finger clicking

To your tuneless efforts

Played on the out of tune guitar

That accompanied your juvenile

Angst ridden ramblings

“The music of your soul”

Was what you called it

God you were pretentious

Even for a teenager it was extreme

You were self obsessed,

Self regarding, self centred

Self absorbed, self deluded

Egocentric and narcissistic

In fact if the word

“Narcissism” hadn’t existed

They would have had to

Invent it just for you

If only you had realized

I wanted to make music with you

Raw unscripted passionate music

An ardent duet,

Fervently reprised

I had creative juices

I had creative juices to spare

I had a song of teenage want

About a frustrated nymphet

In lust with a pretentious musician

Who would rather finger his fret!!

Well, I had urges

And I was left unsatisfied

By your excruciating folk

And your mournful dirges,

You called me your muse

Like I should be flattered

I didn’t want to be your muse

I wanted to be your groupie

I panted at you in desire

I dressed provocatively

I hinted at my lusty inclinations

I suggested you play my body

Like an instrument

But the sexual connotation,

Like everything else, was lost on you

And I remained unsullied

That sultry sensual summer long ago

THE VERY FIRST LOOK

 

  

The very first look,

Little more than a glance really,

Is almost cursory in nature

Yet seems to be one of recognition

But you are a stranger to me.

So why if that is the case,

When our eyes meet,

Do the hairs stand up?

On the back of my neck

Now my skin is tingling

Like I’m full of electricity

My mouth is dry

And I think I’m actually blushing

I see confusion on your face

Is this the same for you?

Do you feel it too?

Why does a stranger affect me so?

What is this feeling?

What’s happening?

Who are you?

Now you are smiling

You do feel it too

Well, smiling stranger

Is this love at first sight?

Or is it déjà vu

WHITE LADY

 

The soft pale skin of her face was hidden

Beneath the large brim of hew broad straw hat

This cast a dappled shadow across her

Which touched her shoulders, arms and her breasts

The straw hat contained her strawberry curls

While white cotton confined her young breasts

The cotton of her dress hid her figure

It billowed around her, fitting only

Where it touched, her young body a mystery

A vision in white causing men to stare

As a shaft of light burst through the trees

Backlighting her form for us all to see

Everything exposed by the summer light

Set all men’s pulses racing at the sight

Uncanny Love Tales – (032) A Woman of a Certain Age

 

It was just after the Sunday morning service had ended at St Jude’s when I spotted her, and I thought for a woman of her age she had a particularly nice figure.

She had just come down the steps from the Church and had stopped to converse with friends.

At the time I was sat at a table outside the Café Espresso just opposite the Church.

I’m not a Christian myself but I often sat outside the Church on a Sunday morning.

I know that sounds very wrong, but in my defence, I sit there waiting for the Phoenix shopping centre to open, but I have to admit I do get a kick out of ogling all the Christian women in their Sunday best.

I knew her slightly; her name was Lorraine Lyon, and we were both members of the same Golf Club.

She was a wealthy woman by all accounts, which was self-evident by the way she was dressed, though her financial status was of secondary concern to me.

Everything Lorraine wore was quality and she was always immaculately turned out, so I was quite surprised on that day to see her standing chatting on the concourse wearing of all things, leggings, expensive, good quality leggings, but leggings, nonetheless.

My surprise quickly abated though as I looked at the exquisite fit and was just thinking to myself that she had a very nice arse when she shifted her body weight from one leg to the other and turned slightly towards me just as a beam of sunlight fell upon her, or at least the part of her I was looking at, and as it illuminated her hind quarters it revealed as clear as day her big black knickers underneath the exquisitely fitted leggings.

It was at that point I decided to chance my arm; after her conversation was over, I got up and went over to talk to her.

“Lorraine?” I said

“Oh hello” she replied, “Mr. Scanlon, isn’t it?”

“Please call me Michael,” I said

“Michael” she complied

After which we chatted about the Golf Club and the upcoming Ladies Day

“You must be in with a chance of a medal” I said “A player of your standard”

“Oh, dear me” she said all flustered “I don’t know about that”

And having duly flattered her to the point of blushing I invited her to lunch which she graciously accepted.

I was confident that she would, after all a woman of her age would always be at the very least flattered by the attention of a younger man especially one 9 years younger.

I’ve always been attracted to older women, not too much older five or ten years normally.

But of course, by the time I reached my 50s there seemed to be an overabundance of suitable candidates for my lust, widows mainly, which kept me gainfully employed.

 

We had had a very pleasant lunch, which consisted of three courses, two bottles of wine and an abundance of flirting, at a very decent restaurant from where, after plying her with liberal amounts of wine I drove her home.

“It was a very nice lunch Michael,” she said as I pulled up on the drive outside her very large house. “Thank you”

“My pleasure” I said

I had further pleasure after she’d invited me in for coffee when I liberated her from her expensive leggings and then to our mutual delight, I tugged the big black knickers off her classy, widowed arse.

 

UNDERMINING

 

Our love, once sturdy

Like granite against the storm

Has been eroded

By elements of distrust

Unspoken discontents,

And bitter jealousies

Corroding like acid

Doubts and suspicion

Growing like cancers

Until they become the terminal

Silent killers of love

FINAL KISS

 

Love has died in you

But my love for you is vast

I think this goodbye kiss

Is bound to be our last

EVERY CORNER OF THE WORLD (2)

 

From the land of the long white cloud

To the land of the midnight sun

I will follow you to the ends of the earth

Because for me you’re the only one