Wednesday, 10 August 2022

Uncanny Christmas Tales – (034) Movie Therapy

 In the north of Downshire is the old market Town of Nettlebridge which is quainter and more peaceful than its noisy neighbour Nettlefield which was a Military Town, whereas Nettlebridge prospered from the sheep and wool trade, which is evidenced by the road names, Sheepfold Street, Woolsack Lane and Shepherds Bridge, and this trade had historically generated a great deal of wealth.

Nettlefield was also where Jason Wade and Nicola Boyle grew up together, because their families were very close friends, but they were chalk and cheese, it wasn’t always that way they had been inseparable before he went off to university, but they were never as close again.

The sixteen-year-old girl he left behind turned into an adrenaline junkie and he was far from that.

He kept fit and ran 3 days a week, but he was not a thrill seeker attracted to danger or high risk.

However, he was attracted to her, he always had been, but he was unable to act on it because her love was for extremes.

They still saw each other at family gatherings, and they always spent at least some time together talking but he didn’t ever see a path back to the way things were before he left for Uni.

 

Jason was halfway through the second year of his master’s in film history, but he was stuck, he couldn’t decide on the subject of his thesis.

He had decided that it would be a film Director and he had narrowed it down to Frank Capra, Ernst Lubitsch, George Seaton, Michael Curtiz, John Huston, Howard Hawks, George Cukor, or Alfred Hitchcock, because they were his favourite, and he had written about all of them to some degree over his four and a half years of university, but he was struggling to narrow it down to one.

He had been wrestling with the problem for weeks and was no closer to a decision.

But then at the beginning of December something happened which made his deliberations pale into insignificance.

He received a phone call from Nicola’s father to say she had been seriously injured in a car accident.

He was calling on a satellite phone from the slopes of Kilimanjaro, where he and his wife were on their way down from Uhuru, they were going to get back to Downshire as soon as possible, but thought it might be two or three days before they were home.

“We don’t want her to be on her own, we’d really like someone with her that she really loves, so would you sit with her until we get home, she’s at St Lucy’s in Sharpington”

“No problem I’ll get over there straight away” he said

  

His first thought when he heard about a car accident was that she had been driving recklessly, or involved in some adrenalin induced stunt, so it came as a bit of a shock when he found out that she had been hit by a speeding car while out running and thrown against a farm gate.

She had several broken bones, including her right ankle, and her left wrist, three ribs, skull fracture, and some internal injuries.

He wasn’t quite sure what she was doing in Sharpington, it was the other side of the county from home, hopefully he would find out.

 

Because it took a while for the Police to track down her father and because he had to make the long drive down from Nettlebridge it was almost 90 hours after the accident when he reached the hospital.

He went to reception and found out she was in the private wing, so he made his way there quickly and was confronted by a rather fierce looking sister.

“I’m here to see Nicola Boyle” he said

“Are you next of kin?” she asked

“No, I’m not”

“Then I can’t let you see her” she said a little too smugly for his taste

“Listen, her parents are in Tanzania and won’t be here for at least three days, her father, Derek, phoned me and asked me to come and be with her” he explained “So that’s what I’ve done”

The sister pulled a disbelieving face but said

“Wait there”

Then she went to her desk and accessed her computer.

“What’s your name?”

“Jason Wade”

“It would appear that her father has been in touch, and you have permission”

 

The grumpy sister led him down the corridor to room 4 and said

“She’s still sleeping off the anesthesia from the last operation, so I doubt you’ll be able to talk to her until the morning, you could always come back then”

“No, I’m anxious to see her” he replied

“Ok then go in”

 

He was shocked when he saw the girl he loved, broken and bruised, her right lower leg was in a cast, as was her left wrist, her face was cut and bruised, and her head was bandaged.

He put his bag on the floor and quietly picked up the armchair standing in the corner and moved it to beside the bed and settled himself into it, he gently took hold of her hand and then promptly fell asleep.

 

About 1 am he woke up with pins and needles in his arm and gingerly picked up his dead arm with his unaffected hand while life flooded painfully back into it and having successfully restored blood flow to his stricken limb, he checked his phone and saw that Derek had texted an hour earlier to say they had just left Zanzibar and were flying to Nairobi, he typed a reply and then walked to the ensuite.

When he went back Nicola was restlessly murmuring in her sleep, so he took her hand in his again and her restlessness seemed to fade away and then he dosed off again.

 

The next time he woke up was about 6am and he was still holding Nicola’s hand, but a few moments later he realized she was holding his back, so he looked up and her eyes were open and her battered and bruised face was smiling at him.

“Hey you” he said

 

After an hour’s catch up, he was ordered out, as the Doctor was due, then there were dressings, catheter, cannula blah blah blah.

“Please sister can’t he stay” she pleaded

“No” she replied “Not this morning, but he can come back later”

“I’ll make myself scarce then” he said and kissed her forehead

“See you later”

“You’d better” she snapped and when he got to the door he turned and said,

“You look like a Panda by the way”

“Bastard”

 

As he walked to his car, he got another text from Derek saying that they had been delayed in Nairobi because the Kenyan Airways aircraft they had boarded for the next leg of their journey to Amsterdam had developed a fault, so they needed to disembark, and were awaiting further details.

He ended the message by saying he would text again when they had a departure time.

Jason typed a reply sharing the news that he had seen and spoken to Nicola, and she was in good hands.

 

He realized as soon as he got in the car that the first thing he needed to do, was to have a shower, so he booked into the Seaview Hotel on the sea front, however when he got to the room, he made the fatal error of sitting on the bed, because he woke up three hours later.

So, he hurriedly showered and shaved, got dressed and went to get some lunch before returning to the Hospital.

But while he was eating, a thought occurred to him, so when he finished, he went shopping.

 

It was after 3 o’clock when he walked back into room.

“What kept you?” she asked   

“I’ve been shopping” he replied

“What shopping?”

“Toothbrush, toothpaste, deodorant, nighties and knickers” he said and put the carrier bag in front of her. 

“You bought me knickers?” she said disbelievingly and roared with laughter “This I’ve got to see”

Because of the cast on her wrist, she struggled to hold the bag and extract the contents.

“I can’t do it” she said pathetically so Jason took everything out of the bag in the same order he listed them before,

“Toothbrush, toothpaste, deodorant,”

“That’s my favourite” Nicola said, although he already knew that because he’d smelt it on her many times.

“Nighties” Jason said as he held one up “with wide sleeves so you can get them on over you cast”

“Good thinking” Nicola said “You’ve done well so far I think the next one will be an epic fail”

“You think so?”

“Absolutely, they’ll be totally impractical for Hospital, all lace and no substance” she said confidently, and then he took the knickers out of the bag and put them in front of her.

“Oh, they’re exactly what I would have chosen” Nicola said with surprise “Thank you”

“So, I did ok then” he said “with everything”

“Apart from the Christmas nighties”

“What’s wrong with the nighties?” he asked “I thought they were quite sensible”

“They’re too Christmassy” she stated

“But you love Christmas” he pointed out

“Not this year” she said and gestured with her good hand “This has ruined Christmas”

She went a bit quiet after that, but he didn’t press her on the subject, and ten minutes later she was asleep. 

So, he took up his position in the armchair again, but stayed awake this time, and filled the time by doing jigsaw puzzles on his phone, then he read a few chapters of the ABC Murders and then was just about to watch an old movie on his tablet when she woke up.

“How long have I been asleep?” she asked

“About three hours”

“Oh God I’m always sleeping, and when I am awake, I’m bored and according to you I look like a Panda” she whined

“I can put the TV on that might help with the boredom, it won’t stop you looking like a Panda though”

“I hate you” Nicola lied

“Anyway, it’s all Christmas rubbish on TV”

“Christmas Rubbish?” he retorted feigning outrage

“Yes, sugary sweet movies, where everything is perfect, everyone is perfect, and they all have a perfect Christmas”

“Oh, dear you have got it bad” Jason said as he got up and put the TV on, then he rummaged in his bag and took out his tablet and a dongle, and he plugged the latter into the TV.

“What you need, Miss Grumpy knickers, is the universal cure for all Grinches and Scrooges”

“Grumpy knickers?” Nicola said indignantly

“Yes, but “It’s a Wonderful Life” will do the trick”

“What’s that?” Nicola asked

“What’s what?” he replied

“It’s a wonderful something” she said

“It’s a Wonderful Life?” Jason asked

“Yes?” 

“It’s a Classic” he said

“A Classic what?”

“Movie” he retorted but she just looked blank

“James Stewart, Donna Reed, Clarence the angel?”

“I’ve never seen “It’s a Wonderful Life””

“Then you are in for an absolute treat” he said and cast from his tablet to the TV.

“There’s something wrong with the colour” she pointed out

“It’s black and white” he retorted

“I’ve never seen anything in “Black and White” before” she said

“Not one thing?” Jason asked incredulously

“No”

“Well, you’ve started with a corker” he said

 

At the end of the film Nicola was in tears

“That was lovely” She sobbed, dabbing at her eyes with a tissue.

“I can’t believe you’ve never seen it before” he stated

“I will have to introduce you to some more films”

“Will they be as good as that one?” Nicola asked

“Some of them will be even better” he replied

“Then I can’t wait” she admitted and then the nurse arrived

“Can you make yourself scarce for half an hour” she said to Jason

“Sure, thing I’ll go and grab a sandwich” and as he was about to leave when he received a text

“Your parents have just left Nairobi”

 

He’d been gone for nearer an hour and when he got back to the room her dinner had arrived, and she had almost finished eating as he settled back on the chair.

“Have you got your phone handy, I’ll make sure its fully charged and then you can text your mum and dad” he asked

“I think it’s still in a field, or a hedgerow” she replied

“Well, you can use mine” he suggested

“I’m a leftie, I can’t do it with this cast on, and I can’t type with my right” Nicola explained

“Alright then you dictate, and I’ll type”

“Ok that I can do” she replied as she finished the last spoonful of her pudding.

 

After dictating a very lengthy text Jason sent it and Nicola said

“Time for another movie from the pre-electric light era”

She chuckled at her little witticism and then winced in pain. 

“Ok then let’s see what you make of “Miracle on 34th Street”” he said

 

At the end of the film Nicola was in tears again

“That was brilliant” She sobbed and dabbed at her eyes with a tissue.

Jason was pleased to see he’d moved her to tears again, but he also detected a paleness to her unbruised skin and a tiredness in her eyes.

“Well, I’m glad you enjoyed it, but it’s time for you to rest”

“No don’t go, I want to watch another one” she pleaded

“Tomorrow” he said and kissed her forehead

“Now is there anything you need me to bring with me?”

“Yes, I have a list” she said “on the cupboard”

He picked it up and read down the short list of soap, cosmetics and sanitary products, and said

“That’s very neat writing”

“The nurse wrote it for me” she said and yawned

“Ok then I’ll see you tomorrow” he said

“Don’t be late” Nicola said

“Ok, nightie night grumpy Panda” he said and laughed

“I hate you” She shouted

 

He slept later than he intended the next morning and missed breakfast, so he went to Albie’s Café for a full English and while he was in there it started to snow.

By the time he had fulfilled Nicola’s shopping list, and picked up something else for her, it was snowing heavily, so he made his was cautiously to the hospital, where grumpy Panda needed cheering up.

“It’s not fair” she exclaimed stroppily “I love the snow, and I’m stuck in here”

“Oh, dear we have got it bad today haven’t we” he said “Here I’ve got your shopping, and I’ve got you a “pay as you go” smartphone so you can contact your friends”

“Oh, thank you” she said “I don’t think I’ll let them know I’m here yet, they’ll only want to come and visit”

“Don’t you want visitors?” Jason asked

“I’ve got all the visitors I need at the moment” she said and blushed a little

“But you only have me” he pointed out

“They can come later” she said hurriedly “when….” 

“You look less like a Panda” he said and roared with laughter

“I am really going to hurt you when I can get out of this bed” she said threateningly and then giggled “Now entertain me”

 

The snowstorm continued for the rest of the day and most of the night, which meant he was snowed in, the following day the snow was lighter but persistent.

It wasn’t just Downshire that was affected, so was western, and central Europe which meant that the Kenyan Airways flight to Amsterdam was diverted to Rome as all the Airports were closed, resulting in the Boyle’s journey being delayed for another 24 hours.

 

So, from that first snowy afternoon he spent his time entertaining her for the next two days, with watching classic movies, and Nicola loved them all.

For Jason watching Nicola experiencing Clarke Gable and Claudette Colbert in “It happened one night”, James Stewart and Margaret Sullivan in “Shop around the Corner”, Michael Redgrave and Margaret Lockwood in “The Lady Vanishes”, Ronald Coleman in “Lost Horizon”, Cary Grant and Katharine Hepburn in “Holiday” and “The Philadelphia Story”, Humphrey Bogart and Lauren Bacall in “To Have and Have Not” or Gary Cooper and Barbara Stanwyck in “Ball of fire”, was almost as special as the movies.

 

About 7 o’clock in the morning, eight days after the accident Jason woke up in the armchair after an uncomfortable night, he was just in time to see Nicola coming out of the bathroom, and as she stood in the doorway with the bright bathroom light behind her, her nightie became translucent, and he could see her lovely figure beautifully defined, and he thought it was a very pleasing sight.

“What are you up to?” He asked

“I needed the loo” she replied

“You shouldn’t be doing that on your own” he said with concern

“I didn’t want to wake you, and I don’t need you to help me pee” she said “and the physio said I should do some walking”

“She did, but not on your own, not in the middle of the night and not without your crutches” he said and rushed over to her

“Ok you old woman, help me back into bed”

 

When the sun came up it was apparent that they were no longer snowed in, which was great news, as was the text from Derek to say they were on route from Rome to Amsterdam and their connecting flight to London Stanstead would get them to the UK by midafternoon and a hire car from the Airport would get them to Sharpington by early evening.

Jason was desperate for a shower, shave and a change of clothes so after her breakfast arrived, he kissed her forehead and excused himself.

“Don’t be long” she called after him 

 

His first stop was Albie’s café, for a sustaining full English that would set him up for the day, then he went back to his hotel and having showered, shaved, and dressed in a clean set of clothes he made his way back to the Hospital.

When he got back to Nicola’s room, he discovered he was not the only one of them who had freshened up, her hair was brushed, her face was lightly made up, she had a fresh nightie on, and she was wearing perfume.   

“What kept you?”

“What do you mean?” He retorted “I’ve been really quick”

“I need your help” she said

“What with?” he asked

“I need the loo” Nicola said

“And you need my help?” he asked “You managed alright on your own earlier”

“I know but I think I over did it this morning” she said sheepishly

“Oh, ok then” he said and walked to the side of her bed and helped her sit up and then she slowly swung her legs over the side until she was sat facing him.

Jason leant forward so she could put her arms around his neck, while his hands went to her waist, and then in one fluid motion she was on her feet, and the moment she was perpendicular she tightened her grip around his neck and planted a sensual kiss on his lips, which he immediately reciprocated.

When she came up for air she smiled coyly

“That’s the way I want to be kissed, not on the forehead like I’m your sister, I don’t want to be your sister” she said and pulled him towards her again and planted another kiss on his mouth, much more controlled and unhurried.

“Wow” Jason said

“Ditto” she agreed “Not such a rubbish Christmas after all”

“Definitely not rubbish” Jason said and then added

“I thought you needed the loo”

“I lied” Nicola replied “Now let’s get back to the kissing”


CHRISTMAS LINDA PART 2 - ONE SPECIAL NIGHT

 

I found myself stranded in a strange town

With less than a week to go before Christmas

Stranded two hundred miles from home

With a seriously ill car in the garage

And a lack of will to contemplate train travel

In truth I was in no hurry to return home

To the empty soulless house that once was home

But now held no comfort for me

My wife of twenty five years had died a year before

Finally loosing her battle with cancer

And my children were all grown up now

With homes and families of their own

The house would be full at Christmas

Full of noise and hustle and bustle,

And the usual mix of love, laughter and tears

But for now it was cold and empty

So I booked into a hotel for the weekend

And I would drive home on Monday

So finding myself in a strange town

Just a few days before Christmas

And with more than a little time to kill

I decided I could fill part of my day

By doing some last minute Christmas shopping

As I stepped out of the Hotel I shivered

The day was cold, grey and damp

And clouds scudded across the December sky

It was the kind of day that chilled you to the bone

I made my way towards the high street

It was only a five minute walk

The receptionist assured me with a smile

As she jotted down some brief directions

In an effort to warm myself up

I walked briskly following her directions

Down the narrow almost Dickensian lanes and ally ways

Passing picturesque Victorian and Tudor buildings, well mock Tudor

As I went and it was indeed five minutes when I emerged

Onto the busy cobbled pedestrianised high street

It was a curious mixture of ancient and modern

At one end of the street a Norman church was visible

And at the other was what appeared to be a municipal building

With rather pretentious Georgian columns

There was still evidence of a row of Edwardian shop fronts

But much of the street was modern

With a little too much sixties influence to be easy on the eye

The street was criss-crossed along the full length

With festive lights and decorations

Which did there best to brighten the scene

I decided to familiarize my self with what the town had to offer

In the way of shops so I turned left and joined the throng of shoppers

Faces gloomy to match the weather

And headed towards the Georgian pillared building

This turned out to be the public library

As I dodged between the Christmas Lemmings

I made a mental note of shops I would return to

My progress was hampered by erratic shoppers

Who moved it appeared independently to any logic

Some seemed to zigzag everywhere and very few possessed

The ability to walk in a straight line for more than a few paces

And others would take a few steps then stop for no apparent reason

Then after a few moments pause carry on normally in the same direction

The sound of cheery Christmas songs and carols

Could be heard from every shop I passed

Though the cheeriness of the music

Was clearly not reflected on the faces

Of the shoppers going in and out of them

As I passed one shop Noddy Holder screamed “it’s Christmas”

Just in case any of the reluctant shoppers were in any doubt

When I reached the other end of the high street

Where the church stood there was a little square

Which I wasn’t able to see before

In the centre of which was the war memorial

And to its left was a magnificent Christmas tree

Covered in baubles and adorned by a beautiful angel

Assembled around the tree was the Salvation Army band

I took a few moments to admire the tree and listen to the band

And I was taken back to a distant time and place

The clock chimed and I was brought back to the present

I took a few more moments while I decided on my first port of call

Not realizing just how important a decision it was

I decided on Woolworths, always a favorite of mine at Christmas

But it also happened to be the closest

So I walked towards the store and pushed open the door

As I entered I paused to hold the door open for a woman coming the other way

I waited as she put her purse away into a huge handbag

And I wondered what I would get for my trouble

I had found the older I got the less women appreciated courtesy

The simple act of holding open a door could provoke a range of responses

A smile, a thank you, a nod, a sneer, a tut or a colorful mouth full of abuse

And you couldn’t always tell who was going to do what

When she had finished fiddling and securing her bag

She moved to step through the open door

As she passed me she looked up said “Thank you” and smiled broadly

And then she stopped as I returned her smile and then I just stood there

Both of us stood motionless as slowly the recognition set in

We both stood there dumbstruck not believing our eyes

I’m not sure how long for but long enough for a queue to form behind each of us

We both blushed and excused ourselves

And stepped out onto the street away from the door

Neither of us knew what to say I couldn’t believe it was Linda

Who I last saw 30 years before being driven off in a taxi

Disappearing off through the snow

With her palm pressed against the glass her neck craned to keep sight of me

And here she stood before me as beautiful as ever she was

The soft curls of her brown hair still danced on her shoulders

Yet with fine strands of silver threaded thru it

Her smile was still able to melt my heart even after all those years

Her smiling eyes still had the same sparkle

The years had been kind to her and too me much less so

I was still fumbling for the words to say as I studied her

When she reached up and hugged my neck

Kissing my cheek at the same time

And spoke softly in my ear “Paul, Is it really you?”

I simply said yes and we stood in that long comfortable embrace

I don’t know how long we stood there not wanting to let go

Then as she relaxed her grip and I kissed her forehead

“It’s so good too see you” I said feebly

She put her head on my chest, squeezed me and sighed

Then released her grip and pulled away slightly

And put her hand up to my cheek and caressed my grey beard

“Do you have time for coffee”? She said almost pleadingly

I said of course and she put her arm through mine and led me across the high street

Asking quick fire questions as we went

And I explained about my car breaking down

And that I was staying at the Cromwell hotel

She said “oh really” and “oh dear” delighting in my misfortune

We sat on a large comfortable sofa in Starbucks

And told the tales of our lives spent apart

Throughout I looked at her with adoring eyes

Pinching myself expecting to awake from a dream

As I had done so very may times before

I told her about my wife and children

She told me of her marriage and subsequent divorce

The good man I gave her up for turned out to be a violent drunk

She had no children which although unsaid was clearly a regret

With the aid of several cups of coffee we managed to talk away the entire morning

I suggested we might spend the day together

And have dinner together at the hotel

She accepted the invitation to dinner with a delightful smile

Then she looked at her watch and suddenly jumped up

“Look at the time, I have to go” she flustered

She said she had a prior commitment

“Lunch with mum” she said rather unconvincingly

She said it was something she couldn’t get out of

As I helped her back into her coat the smell of her hair

Evoked memories of our past embraces

She fished out her mobile phone as we left the coffee shop

From her huge handbag and we exchanged phone numbers

And we firmed up the details for the evening

Then with a hug and a kiss she was off

I stood and watched her walk away her coat tails swishing behind her

She stopped briefly and turned to give me a smile and a wave

Then with the phone to her ear she hurried off again talking animatedly

I stood watching until she disappeared from sight

Then I went back to my Christmas shopping

And treated myself to a new shirt for the evening

I bought the gifts I was looking for and paper, tags, cards etc

And with all my shopping complete I returned to the hotel for lunch

The rest of the day seemed intolerably long

In an effort to kill some time I went for a swim

Used the gym, went for a walk

I got a haircut even though I didn’t need one

I even wrapped the Christmas presents I had bought

But the time passed so interminably slowly

I walked into the hotel bar at 7 o’clock an hour early

Partly for some Dutch courage and in part because I had run out of things to do

I ordered a drink and then sat at the bar

Even though I wasn’t expecting her until eight

Every time the door opened I turned to look for her

And when it wasn’t her self doubt crept in

And with every false alarm the doubts got worse

What if she doesn’t come?

What if she changed her mind?

What if she never intended to come?

What if? What if? What if?

Then at a quarter to the hour the door opened and there she was

There she stood wearing a simple black knee length dress

Black tights or stockings and four-inch stiletto shoes

Her legs as shapely as I remembered them

And in one hand she held a black leather clutch bag

Her face looked a little anxious until I stood up

And then it lit up in the most radiant smile

Then she walked towards me

Almost tottering on her heels and she laughed

I took her hand as she climbed onto a stool

And kissed her cheek the fragrance of her perfume was intoxicating

Going straight to my head like a strong spirit

The combination of her scent and my desire for her almost made me swoon

I ordered her a drink and we nervously made small talk

Like two strangers on a blind date

Until the waitress led us through to the restaurant

Once we were seated at our table

I asked her how her lunch with mum went

And she blushed the deepest red

She told me the lunch date was a little white lie

Because she needed the afternoon to get ready

And the animated phone call was to her sister

To rally the troops to get her presentable

We both laughed and any awkwardness was gone

We talked with such an easy familiarity

As if her departing taxi had only been a week ago

By the time we had finished our coffee the restaurant was empty

Except for us and a weary waitress waiting to clear our table

The evening seemed to have passed in the blink of an eye

And had all too soon come to an end

We got up and made our apologies

Linda went through the door to the ladies and I settled the bill

I said good night and had made my apologies again

Then went in search of Linda through the same door she had used

I found her standing by the Christmas tree

She had retrieved her coat and scarf from the cloakroom

Which were draped over one arm her bag was in her hand

Linda stood with her back to me gazing out of the window

She could see my reflection in the glass and smiled

I gasped at the beauty of her and pinched myself again

I wanted to kiss her so much but I was afraid 

Afraid to break the magic of that special kiss

That perfect moment when we kissed in the snow

All those years ago when I let her slip from my grasp

For 30 years I had revered that moment

Relived it whenever I felt a snowflake on my skin

Or stood in a taxi queue on a winters night

Or when I hear the Salvation Army play

Or when the snow falls during Christmas time

For 30 years I had wanted to be back there holding her in the snow

And here I stood a few steps away and I was hesitant

As if sensing my turmoil she turned away from the window

And I took those few steps to face her

We stood for a few moments just looking at each other

Then she smiled her most heart melting smile  

As she caressed my cheek then she pulled me to her

And kissed me gently on the lips, a tender and sensitive kiss

When our lips met electricity ran down my spine

And it was as if we were young again

Our lips parted for a second then met again

And her kiss became more intense, more passionate

Her coat, scarf and bag fell to the floor as our arms enveloped each other

We stood locked in our passionate embrace as the tree lights twinkled

Then she pulled away for a moment before burying her face in my neck

And spoke softly in my ear “you see that was as good as the first time”

How could I have doubted it would not be perfect?

I slid my fingers beneath her hair caressing her nape

And gently turned her head so I could kiss her sweet lips again

This time when we disengaged, she put her head on my chest

Still holding on to me so tightly

I kissed the top of her head and smelled her hair

I didn’t want to let her go, and then I said “please stay”

“I can’t watch you disappear from my life in another taxi”

She lifted her head and looked at me and said

“I’m not letting you go again, not now not ever”

Then she smiled at me coyly and blushed like a virgin

And buried her face in my chest again

Then she scooped up her coat, scarf and bag from the floor

Took my hand and we walked in silence to my room

Outside the room she looked into my eyes and kissed my mouth

Then I opened the door and let her walk inside

She dropped her coat and bag onto a chair and turned to face me

Reached up and wrapped her arms around my neck

And whispered in my ear “I never stopped loving you”

My arms enfolded her and pulled her to me tightly

Then we kissed at first soft and tender then more urgently

And I began to un-wrap my most special Christmas gift

Wrapped in lace and silk instead of paper and ribbon

Caressing her body from neck to Lacy stocking top

And our love was at last made absolute

When our act of love was complete and our dreams realized

We lay holding each other in the afterglow

Silently content until we drifted off to sleep

I awoke to find her stood silhouetted against the window

Gazing out wearing my shirt to cover her nakedness

She turned her head to me and said “it’s snowing”

I slipped out of bed joined her at the window

Standing behind her and enveloping her in my arms

We watched as the snow settled on the courtyard

She hugged my arms and said “How perfect is that”?

Both of us thinking back to the last time we enjoyed the snowfall together

We stood for a few minutes taking in the snowy scene

Then she inclined her head so I could kiss her

When my hands moved from her soft belly and cupped her breasts

She led me back to the bed and we made love again

I woke early and lay in the half light and held Linda’s sleeping form in my arms

As I lay there I thought how good the fates had been to us

If my car hadn’t broken down, and had I not rejected the idea of taking the train

I would not have been shopping on that cold grey morning

I thought about the moments I spent admiring that tree in the square

And listening to the Salvation Army band

And what thought processes made me do what I did

Was it destiny that I chose Woolworths at that very moment or just blind luck?

All I knew was that 24 hours before my life had been so empty

And now it was full and I was finally with my soul mate

Linda was in my life at last and I wanted her never to leave it again

But if fate decreed that this one special night

Was all we could have I would have to be content

Uncanny Christmas Tales – (033) Many a Good Tune

 

The Dulcets were a collection of villages and hamlets comprising of Dulcet Meadow, Dulcet-on-Willow, Dulcet Green and Dulcet-on-Brooke, to name but a few, and of course Dulcet St Mary which was where the Dulcet Garden Centre was located, which was where Assistant Manager Lily Rodney had taken early retirement as she was making major changes in her life.

 

Lily Rodney had just turned 50 and had been unhappily married for thirty years to a gambler and womanizer, she had known about the former from the beginning, but the latter was a much more recent revelation.

She retaliated to his infidelity by embarking on an affair with a man twenty years her junior, Richard Mansell, and it was on the door of his cottage in Dulcet St Mary that she knocked at 8pm on the night of the Golf Club Christmas dinner wearing full evening wear, and behind her a taxi was pulling away.

“Hello” he said with genuine surprise

“Hello Darling” Lily responded, “Can I come in? Its bloody freezing”

“Of course,” He said fussily “come in, come in”

Once inside she slipped off her stole and walked through to the lounge and he thought she looked absolutely gorgeous in a full-length black evening dress.

“You’re a bit overdressed for my humble abode” he observed mentally undressing her.

“I know” she said as she sat down “I was going to the Christmas Dinner but…”

“But?” he asked

“I couldn’t face everyone quizzing me about Bill”

“About what?” he quizzed

“I’m divorcing him” she replied, “I don’t want him back, I’m moving on”

“I’m sorry,” he said inadequately

“I’m not” Lily said surprisingly “though it’s your fault in a way”

“Then I should be sorry,” he admitted

“No, you opened my eyes and showed me that I’m still an attractive woman, still a sexy woman, Bill didn’t appreciate that, and I need to be with someone who sees me the way that you do”

Richard raised his eyebrows in response and Lily laughed

“Oh, don’t worry I’m not looking to move in with you, having you at my disposal with your appetites would probably kill me”

She laughed again then continued

“Love making with you is like Zumba and Pilates rolled into one and you would “appreciate” me into an early grave”

“So, what do you have planned?” Richard asked

“I’m going on a world cruise” she replied

“Really?” he asked, “on your own or with a friend?”

“I’m going with a gentleman admirer” she replied and blushed

“Good for you” Richard exclaimed

“So, when do you go?”

“I’m not leaving until January” she replied and gracefully got to her feet “So in the meantime I’m going to let you answer the question you’ve been asking yourself since the moment I walked in”

“Which is?”

“Is she wearing tights or stockings?”

CHRISTMAS LINDA PART 1 - BRIEF ENCOUNTER

 Snow spattered, unseen, against the steamy glass

As the train rattled out of the station

It was a fairly crowded train, but not full

With weary shoppers, shopping bags bursting

And commuting workers the weeks work done

Journeying homeward at the dark days end

A cheerful crowd though

Pleased with themselves bright faced and hearty

Full of seasonal cheer anticipating the holiday

Seemingly oblivious to the drafty carriage

I sat alone and felt lifted by the quiet jolliness

Contemplating the collective countenance

Of the self satisfied passengers

Then she appeared and I was lifted higher

There she was larger than life vivacious and self assured

Covered with snowflakes and laughing to herself

My snow angel, with snow covering her like sugar on a doughnut

Wrapped up against the cold in a woolen hat and coat

And a long knitted scarf draped about her neck

She shook her head and her light brown hair danced about her shoulders

And the snowflakes melted away from her soft curls

There was a rosy redness on her cheeks

Almost matching the hue of her coat

Either from the cold winter evening or a liberal taste of Christmas spirit

A little of both probably

She made her way down the train between the seats

Leaving wet snowflakes in her wake

Full length coat swishing side to side

She moved almost gracelessly, which suited her well

As she tottered a little in her high boots

Perhaps due to the lurching motion of the train

Or the Christmas punch and eggnog

She was still laughing softly to herself which also suited so well

And then she saw me, and her eyes lit up like beacons

Those wonderful sparking laughing eyes

She stopped and stood momentarily open mouthed

Then her smile illuminated the carriage

My heart soared at the sight of her

I returned her smile and she flushed a little deeper red

It had been almost a year since I last saw her

My lovely lost love, Linda

I had locked all my feelings away but now they were back

Like a door had opened in my heart and they all rushed out

And I missed her so much I didn’t know just how much till that moment

We were never lovers, only ever friends

But very special friends very close friends though no more

We laughed a lot together, shared confidences

Best friends but no more than that,

Though I wanted more, so much more

But I didn’t want to lose what we had so I said nothing

I loved her so much, but she was not free for me to love

And Linda was not free to love me even if she wanted

So I contented myself with our special friendship

My unrequited love remained so

If that was all then better that than nothing

I was happy to love her unconditionally

Then circumstances changed, my father died

I had to move away and I didn’t see her again, until now

Now she was in front of me, my angel, larger than life

Smiling, blushing, laughing and so lovely

I stood up and smiled at her again

She threw herself at me and she hugged me so tight

I smelled her hair as I held her and was intoxicated by her scent

All the old feelings flooded back over whelming me

I had often dreamt of being reunited with her

But never in my wildest dreams had I expect such a reaction

Could it be my love was not unrequited?

We sat down on the lumpy seats in the rattling carriage

And were completely alone

We sat looking at each other not wanting to lose sight of one another

In case the spell were broken

She removed a glove and put her hand on mine

As if testing it was not a dream then she slipped her hand into mine

Her delicate fingers so small in my grasp

For the remainder of the journey we reveled in each other’s company

We caught up with the lost months filling in the gaps

Still oblivious to our companions

It was as if we had never been apart

Then the train shook to a halt as all too soon we had arrived

Our fellow travelers rushed off to their Christmases

Reluctantly we left our seats and disembarked arm in arm

Then hand in hand we walked slowly along the platform

Still talking and laughing and then out onto the street

Where the shops were now closing and the town was relatively quiet

From one pub Noddy Holder screamed “it’s Christmas” to the world

Only the pubs and restaurants seemed to hold any attraction to most

But we joined a small group gathered round the Salvation Army band

And joined in with the carol singing in the town square

Before strolling towards the taxi stand

As the snow again fell onto Linda’s soft curls

We took our place in the queue of travelers eager to be home

I was eager to be nowhere else but with her

I shuffled along for the last few steps like a sulky schoolboy

Smiling, Linda turned to face me and kissed me gently on the lips

Such a warm sensitive and tender kiss

When our lips parted she smiled at me coyly

And flushed a deep shade of pink

Then I kissed a snowflake off her nose

Cupping her flushed cheek in my palm I slid my fingers beneath her hair

Caressing the soft downy hair on her nape

And pulled her sweet lips to mine and returned her kiss

Her arms enveloped me holding me so close, so tightly

Not wanting to let go, not wanting to lose what we had found

Not wanting to lose me again

We stood locked in our embrace as the snow fell softly on the scene

She pulled away for a moment then buried her face in my neck

And spoke “I’ve missed you so much, I’ve missed your love for me”

I had waited so long for this moment waited so long to here those words

To hear my love returned and then we kissed again

Cabs arrived and departed through the slush

The queue around us just kept moving as if unaware of our love

After a while we moved from the queue sat on a bench and talked

My love was not unrequited after all she felt the same for me

She had always done so yet still she was not free

She was torn between the two of us

Torn between the comfortable familiarity for a good man

A loyal and dependable man, safety

And the passion she felt for a soul mate

It wasn’t fair on him he hadn’t done anything wrong

I had been on the receiving end of that kind of pain

And I found myself unable to inflict it onto another 

So our love had to be a forbidden one

Best friends no more, I wanted more, so much more

And could not content myself with a special friendship

Now I knew my love was not unrequited

There was no going back, now Pandora’s Box had been opened

But at least now I knew she loved me

With the same depth as I loved her

We walked back to the taxi rank and kissed again in the snow

All too soon she got into a taxi

And through the winter wonderland departed taking my love with her

With her palm pressed against the glass she craned her neck to keep sight of me

Through the snow spattered window until the very last moment

Till the cab had gone out of sight

She was gone from my arms, gone from my view, gone from my life

But a Christmas happening had changed my life forever

A brief encounter, fleeting, here and then gone

Her scent still in my nostrils, the taste of joy on my lips

My soul mate gone forever, yet forever in my memory, forever in my heart

I would never see her again and moved away in the New Year

Making a life elsewhere but I never forgot her

And when on a winter’s night I hear the “Sally army” play

Or when the snow falls during Christmas time

Or I feel a snowflake on my skin

I feel her small hand in mine and then she is once again in my arms

And I smell her soft brown hair and the taste of her is on my lips

I hear her say “I love you” and she is mine forever


Uncanny Christmas Tales – (032) Long Distance Love

 

The Oakham’s are made up of Upper and Lower Oakham, which are located in the Finchbottom Vale, in the most rural part of the county between Millmoor and Appleby.

The Upper village is so named because it sits on the hill and Lower Oakham nestles in the Valley below and it was in the Lower Village where twenty-five-year-old Clare Todd lived and had done all her life as had her best friend, Samantha Caddick.

Well, she always called her, her best friend, because although she had other friends Sammi never put conditions on their friendship.

They also had a lot in common, both had strong Christian upbringings, they both had unwavering faith, were both only children, were both redheads, were both five feet nothing and they were always there for each other.

Sammi was there for her at every significant moment in Clare’s life, when she was getting married, having a child, and getting divorced while pregnant with their second child, and through all the joy and trauma in her life, Sammi was there.

Sammi had never been married because she had spent the last seven years rebuilding her Narrowboat, The Lily of the Vale, and when she had finished Toddy was on hand on moving day to help, they were going to use both of their cars, but Sammi wasn’t taking everything she owned because she would be a regular visitor to the old family home, to use the washing machine and tumbler.

So, they headed away from the village for barely a mile along narrow lanes until they suddenly turned off into a little car park by the Navigation and came to a halt.

They were only about 50 yards from their destination, so they loaded themselves up with boxes, but because of their diminutive statures they struggled to see where they were going.

Fortunately, a fellow Bargie, or two, came to their aid, in the shape of the Poll’s.

“Can we help?” a voice asked

“Who said that?” Toddy asked and peered around the box she was carrying and added

“Good heavens”

It was at that point that Sammi also looked around her bundle

“I think I’m seeing double” she said

What they were actually seeing were twins, identical twins, around their own age, just shy of six feet tall, pleasant looking with short brown hair.

“Identical twins” Sammi said

“George Poll” the first one said

“Stuart” added the other 

“Samantha Caddick” she said “Sammi”

“Clare Todd” Toddy chimed in “Toddy”

“We’re not quite identical” George said and lifted the hair away from his forehead to reveal a horizontal 4-inch scar

“I got him with a Cricket bat when we were seven” Stuart confessed proudly, Sammi thought the scar was rather fetching.

“We assumed you were headed for the “Lily of the Vale” George said “So we thought you might like some help”

“That’s very kind” Sammi said “Thank you, I’m afraid there’s more in the car”

“No problem, let’s get this aboard first” George suggested “And then we’ll help with the rest”

 

With the first boxes and bundles safely on board the four of them walked back towards the car park.

“So, which one is yours” Sammi asked

“The Witch of Oakham” George replied “Not as pristine as the “Lily”” he said “But I’m getting there, it’s very much a work in progress”

“Just you?” Sammi asked

“Yes, I’m only visiting” Stuart interjected “I’m only up here for a week’s training course, then I’m back home to Shallowfield”

“Shallowfield?” Toddy echoed

“Toddy’s spending Christmas in Shallowfield” Sammi added

“Really?” Stuart asked

“Yes, the girls and I are spending Christmas with my Aunt Ruth” Clare explained

“Girls?”

“Yes, my daughters” Clare explained

“How old?” Stuart asked

“Jane 6 and Daisy 4” she replied proudly

“I have a son Callum, who’s 6” Stuart said just as they reached the car.

 

They comfortably managed the rest of Sammi’s possessions between them and George pointed out that there didn’t appear to be a lot of stuff for two girls and Sammi laughed and said

“No this is all mine”

“I’m a land lubber” Toddy explained “I prefer foundations, walls and a roof”

“Me too” Stuart agreed

 

Once everything was down in the cabin Samantha said

“Thank you so much for the help, now you have to let me buy you a drink”

“Great idea” Toddy chipped in

“Ok with me” George replied

“Me too” added Stuart “where do you want to go?”

“Well, I need to get back to Lower Oakham to collect my car” Toddy explained “So why don’t we go to the pub there”

“And I can bring you back afterwards” Sammi offered

“Ok let’s go” George replied, and he and Stuart started along the towpath.

“Nicely done” Sammi mouthed, and they fist bumped before following the twins.

“I don’t think I’ve ever been to Lower Oakham before, what’s the name of the pub we’re going to?” Stuart asked and the three of them chorused

“The Navigators”

 

Despite their promising beginning Clare only saw Stuart once more before he returned to Shallowfield when he took her for a meal in Millmoor at the Downshire Grey, which was very pleasant, but they were both hesitant to go too far, because they lived some distance away from each other.

At the end of the evening, they did make a fairy loose arrangement to do something when she was in Shallowfield for Christmas, but she wasn’t convinced anything would come of it.

But encouragingly Sammi and Stuarts brother George had become an item, so she figured there was hope for her yet

 

Toddy and the girls were heading to Shallowfield as soon as school broke up, so Sammi made sure they had their presents before they went.

“There’s a little something extra in the card” Sammi said as she hugged Toddy “Happy Christmas my lovely”

When she opened the card, she found that Sammi had written Stuart’s address and telephone number inside.

 

She packed the car before picking up the girls from school and nursery and then they set off straight away to her Aunty Ruth’s in Shallowfield a week before Christmas.

The next day Aunty Ruth, took her and the girls to St Cuthbert’s School for the Christmas Bazaar and the first people they saw as they strolled amongst the throng, were Stuart Poll, and he beamed a smile in her direction the moment they made eye contact and her legs instantly turned to jelly, however as much as she was thrilled to see him, that elation was tempered by the same nagging doubt that they could have no future together while they lived so far apart.

“Toddy!” he said “What a lovely surprise”

“Hi Stuart”

“You look great” he said

“So, when did you get here?” he asked

“Last night” she replied

“Well, it’s so good to see you” he said before he realized they were not alone and introduced his son Callum to her, Aunt Ruth and her daughters.

“We’re going to get Hot Chocolate” Callum said

“You can come too”

“Yes, do go” Aunt Ruth said “I need to go and find the Vicar”

“Ok then we’d love to” agreed Toddy

“Come on then” Callum said taking Jane and Daisy by the hand “This way”

 

While the children drank their hot chocolate and chatted excitedly among themselves Stuart whispered in Toddy’s ear

“I’ve got a transfer to the Millmoor office”

“Seriously?”

“Yes, at the end of January” he replied, and she went weak at the knees again, but this time her nagging doubts had melted away, so she reached under the table and held his hand and said

“Happy Christmas”