Monday 13 September 2021

HOTEL PARADISO

 

From their hotel restaurant

The couple sat at a table

Admiring the view

It was an unfamiliar view

With just a hint of familiarity

Like recognizing the features

Of a very distant relative

This was where the couple

Spent there honeymoon

When they were young and fearless

They were old now

Liver spotted and weary

Married when god was a boy

And the world was young

They sat in silence

Everything said before

Gazing though the window

He wondering what lay ahead

She where the years had gone

They held hands

And their eyes met

No words were spoken

But they understood

And they were content

MY LOVE # 1

 

If comeliness was a race

You’d win a medal

If sweetness was an event

You’d be on the podium

If loveliness was a sport

You’d win the gold

You are really terrific

My love for you is Olympic

I’M SORRY

 

I’m sorry

But I’m leaving you

Its not you

Oh how trite is that

And I do love you

It’s just that you’re not the one

There’s something missing

There’s no electricity

I do love you

But you’re not the one

 

I’m sorry

But I’m leaving you

It really is me

And other assorted clichés

I wish you were the one

I hope you can forgive me

For the years you’ve wasted

For the love you invested in me

I wish you were the one

Thank you for loving me

 

I’m sorry

But I’m leaving you

I'll miss you and I do mean that

But I’m looking for my soul mate

And I have to look

I wish you were my great love

But we are just comfortable

Like a favorite pair of shoes

I have to look

Though I may never find her

 

I’m sorry

But I’m leaving you

I must be cruel to be kind

And other empty Platitudes

You deserve better than me

Your perfect one is out there

We all have a soul mate

I’m sorry it’s not me

You deserve better than me

That’s why I’m leaving

 

I’m sorry

But I’m leaving you

Please don’t cry

Just wish me luck

Because she’s out there

There should be great love

There should be sparks

Tingling and breathlessness

She is out there

I will find the other half of me

Sunday 12 September 2021

Those Memories Made on Teardrop Lake – (86) After Graduation – Gail and Dale

 

Downshire is a relatively small English county but like a pocket battleship it packs a lot in, a short but beautiful coastline, a channel port, the Ancient forests of Dancingdean and Pepperstock, the craggy ridges and manmade lakes of the Pepperstock Hills National Park, the rolling hills of the Downshire Downs, the beautiful Finchbottom Vale and farm land as far as the eye can see, from the Trotwood’s and the Grace’s in the south to the home of the Downshire Light infantry, Nettlefield, and their affluent neighbour’s, Roespring and Tipton in the North but it’s in the Village of Shallowfield where our story takes place.

 

Shallowfield lay on the southern edge of the Finchbottom Vale and Shallowfield’s fortunes had always relied largely upon forestry and agriculture for its survival.

In the post war years with rationing and a shortage of work a lot of people moved away, to Abbottsford, Abbeyvale and beyond, and it only barely survived.

And the community around Teardrop Lake fared even worse.

Only a few of the houses around the Lake were thriving, a lot of the houses had been rented out and those that hadn’t were in a poor state of repair, some too such an extent they were little more than ruins.

But by the 70s things were beginning to change, thanks mainly to tourism and an increase in leisure time.

More importantly these people had money in their pockets.

This trend was reflected by the fact that the derelict Shallowfield Lodge, which had been inherited by a young couple from Lincolnshire, Rob and Sheryl Brown, was turned into a hotel.

Its completion formerly marked the rebirth of Teardrop Lake and by extension Shallowfield.

 

Triplets, Dale, Manny and Paul Smith had just graduated from Abbottsford University and were spending the summer with their uncle Julius, who was the Vicar of St Jude’s church in Shallowfield, which was where they met the Nichols sisters.

They had been at their Uncles for less than a week when they walked up to the village green to attend the Village summer Fête, but even though they had only been there a few days they were not newcomers as they had spent every holiday there for as long as they could remember and had made a lot of friends among the younger members of the village population over the years.

The Fête was very well attended but despite not being strangers they didn’t really know many of the people in attendance but they thought they would take a look, show willing at least, so they went on a few of the side shows and drank a couple of pints in the beer tent and by late afternoon, a combination of too much beer on an empty stomach and the heat of the sun had left them all a little light headed so they decided to call it a day and headed back across the field in the direction of the Vicarage.

But they only got about half way across the field when they were two of the Nichols girls, Crissie and Sharlene and they turned in unison to see them tottering towards them across the grass, shoes in hand and ever so slightly tipsy.

The twin girls were not only sisters, but were also best friends, quite inseparable and Manny and Paul thought them very gorgeous, and had been in love with them foe three years, but alas when they fell for them the girls were only 15, even though they kept reminding them that they were actually 15 and three quarters.

Sadly that three quarters was not going to keep them off the sex offenders register if they did what red bloodied young men of 18 might think of doing.

But they were both lovely girls and he liked them a lot but they decided to keep them at arm’s length until they turned 16, unfortunately another opportunity never presented itself in the following three years so that seemed to be that, until that summer.

Crissie was the younger of the two by a few minutes, five foot two red hair and pale complexion and cutely freckled while Sharlene was an inch shorter with a strawberry blonde hair and alabaster skin.

They were both stunningly beautiful and wearing low cut summer dresses they looked even more so.

They tottered up alongside them, each taking an arm, Sharlene as always was flirting outrageously.

“Can we come back to the Vicarage Paul?” Sharlene said

“Then we could have another drink”

“It’s not like we’re drunk or anything” Crissie chipped in

“Can we?” Sharlene said again

“Please Manny?” Crissie added

“Ok” he said, “as long as you behave”

“What will you do if we don’t?” asked Sharlene

“Will you spank us?” Crissie said and giggled

“You’ll get us shot” Paul said

Being over six feet tall and being arm in arm with the two girls gave them a height advantage of more than a foot, affording them a wonderful view down the front of their low cut dresses, they knew they shouldn’t have looked but even for good Christian boys it was difficult to resist the temptation.

Dale who was the only one of the boys not to have a gorgeous girl on his arm looked on and smiled as his brothers struggled with the moral repercussions of ogling young girl’s breasts.

 

Being over six feet tall and being arm in arm with the two girls gave them a height advantage of more than a foot, affording them a wonderful view down the front of their low cut dresses, they knew they shouldn’t have looked but even for good Christian boys it was difficult to resist the temptation.

Dale who was the only one of the boys not to have a gorgeous girl on his arm looked on and smiled as his brothers struggled with the moral repercussions of ogling young girl’s breasts.

Sharlene saw Paul looking down her top and giggled so he didn’t look away.

Then she compared she whispered to her sister about what Manny was doing and she blushed scarlet but made no attempt to prevent him from looking either.

 

When they reached the Vicarage Dale left his brothers and the giggling flirts outside while he went inside to get the drinks, which given the girls inebriation and his own light-headedness he decided not to fuel the flames with more alcohol, so when he joined the others on the patio, which was now in the shade and put a tray full of soft drinks on the table which on reflection was the wisest thing to do despite protests from the girls.

And then about ten minutes, Gail Nichols emerged through the garden gate and she was also wearing a summer dress, she was the older sister, and was the one that Dale had set his cap at, and thought she was equally gorgeous to her siblings, a few inches taller with a rounder curvier figure than her siblings, but for Dale she was perfection.

 “Well no surprise to find Smith boys surrounded by pretty girls” She said

“Is that why you’ve joined us?” Dale said

“I’m not one of the pretty girls” she said coyly “I’ve just come to collect my sisters”

“But we’re having fun” Crissie protested

“I’m sure you sure but it’s time to go” Gail said

“Do you want a drink?” Dale asked

“Yes please” Sharlene replied eagerly

“Me too” giggled Crissie

“I wasn’t asking you two, you’ve had enough” Dale said “I was asking Gail”

“No thanks but another time when you’re not surrounded by pretty girls” she replied “mum and dad are waiting”

“As I said before you’re one of them” he said

“I’m not pretty,” she snorted

“No, you’re beautiful” he corrected her and she turned her head away coyly.

He imagined her coy denial about being one of the pretty girls was either false modesty or she was fishing for compliments.

Just at that moment the back gate swung open and Uncle Julius walked up the garden.

“Hello girls” he said jovially and there followed five minutes of light hearted chattering and then the girls went on their way.

The Smith boys watched them as the three girls tottered down the lawn and when they reached the gate all three turned and waved and Sharlene blew a kiss.

“They are sweet young things aren’t they?” the Vicar said

“Yes Uncle” Dale agreed but to himself he added “and I have a very sweet tooth”

For years he had fantasied about him and Gail and he looked forward to when he could turn the fantasy into reality as it turned out he didn’t have to wait too long, to his surprise it was the next day, that his fantasy was made manifest.

 

The day after the Smith boys entertained the Nichols sisters in the vicarage garden Manny and Paul went sailing up at Teardrop Lake while Dale remained at the vicarage catching up on his reading, but his mind kept wandering to his crush which would lead to him chastising himself for not getting off his backside and going to find her and tell her how he felt.

Fortunately for him Gail fancied him with equal intensity but she had decided to grasp the nettle so late that afternoon, a few minutes after Uncle Silas had left the Vicarage to go over to the Church for the evening service the doorbell rang.

 

When Dale opened the door he saw Gail Nichols standing on the step wearing a summer dress, not the same dress as the day before, but she looked every bit as good. 

She was five foot five, and like her sisters, red hair, a pale complexion and a lovely cutely freckled face.

“I’ve come for that drink” she said and smiled

“I was hoping you would” he said and stepped aside to let her enter the hall.

“Do you have any pretty girls hidden away” She asked and looked around

“No I’m all alone there were no pretty girls here until you arrived”

He said

“I’m not pretty,” she snorted

The first time she said it, the day before, he thought her coy denial about being pretty was either false modesty or she was fishing for compliments but now she had said it again he was convinced that she actually believed that.

“No, you’re beautiful” he corrected her

She turned her head away coyly and he put his hand on her chin and turned her face towards him.

“You’re beautiful Gail”

He was so close to her that her intoxicating perfume enveloped him as he moved his hand from her chin and caressed her cheek, while he stared into her beautifully hypnotic green eyes, and then he leant in and kissed her and she immediately responded by wrapping her arms  around him holding him tightly.

After all she had been waiting for three years for that kiss and from that moment on their fate was sealed and they were engaged by September.

EVERY DREAM I’VE DREAMED

 

Every dream I’ve dreamed

Was because of you

Every wish I’ve wished

You have made come true

You read me like a book

And you are written on every page

Everything I've longed for

Is rolled up in one package

You came to me like a gift

Delivered out of the blue

And the greatest gift of all

Is being loved by you

 

THANK YOU ELIZABETH

 

How do I love thee?

Was Ms Browning’s question

Let me count the ways.

Was her suggestion

But how to begin

That list of criteria

Or to select one phrase

To serve as a Panacea

Her answer was perfection

The perfection such as I desire

I love you as deep and wide

And as high as my soul can aspire

I WILL BE THERE

 

Do not grieve for me

Do not mourn my passing

Remember me with a smile

Don’t think of me as gone

Remember what we had

Think of our life like a favourite book

Do not close it and put it on the shelf

Never to be read again

Just because you hate the ending

Start to write the next chapter

Enjoy it like all the others

And don’t be sad

I will be there with you always

 

I will be there when the wild flowers

Dance in the spring meadow

When the summer breeze moves through

A field of ripening wheat

When the morning mist of autumn

Softens the landscape

And when the winter sun

Sparkles and glints on the snow

And I will be by your side

Through your loneliest hours

 

I will be there in the dawn

Rising with the sun

You will see me again

When the sun sets at the days end

And in the twilight hours

I will be that gentle breeze

That caress’s your cheek

On a warm summer evening

And I will be that tingle on your skin

As you lie in the quiet hours

 

I will be there when you retrace our steps

And when you stand on the lake shore

My reflection will not be on the water

By I am still with you

When you walk in the autumn

Through the golden carpet

I will be in the dancing leaves

And when the snow lays

Though I will leave no foot prints

I am there for these moments that were ours

 

I will be there in the quietness of winter

Among the falling snowflakes

I will be in the dew drops

On the grassy meadow

I will be there in the warm sunlight

Of a summer’s day

I will be with you when the storm

Quickens your heartbeat

And you will feel me on your skin

And in the April showers