The night was of crystal clarity
No clouds obscured the
stars
A new moon graced the
sky
And the lover’s moon
was ours
A shooting star
crossed the sky
And we both made a
wish
Then I held you in
embrace
And we shared our
first kiss
The night was of crystal clarity
No clouds obscured the
stars
A new moon graced the
sky
And the lover’s moon
was ours
A shooting star
crossed the sky
And we both made a
wish
Then I held you in
embrace
And we shared our
first kiss
You were so self-conscious
Yet you never saw the
beauty in yourself
The beautiful brunette
hair
That framed your
lovely face
Which you thought lank
and lifeless
Your fabulous legs
that so often were hidden away
Which you thought were
unsightly and fat
Your intoxicating
laugh
That you heard as a
cackle
The tiny scar on your cheek,
That went red when you
drank too much
We could only see it
if you pointed it out
You always thought
yourself ordinary
Nothing could have
been further from the truth
You were beauty
personified
And my biggest regret
Is that I missed my
chance
I dithered and dawdled
And I lost you to
another
I was fourteen when I met her
It was the school
holidays
And time could hang
heavily
As you tried to fill
the days
But that was before
Maria
We met at the local
lido
During that long hot
summer
When she affected me
so
She was a big busted
girl
A full year older than
me
And the stirrings in
my trunks
Were due to her close
proximity
Everywhere that was
important
Maria was big, soft
and round
An open smile and
wondrous lips
And a voice of honey
sweet sound
I lost my heart on
that summer day
Her charms I could not
resist
That summer of sexual
awakening
Her lips were the
first I kissed
What a great summer it
was
With Maria by my side
Our first summer of
love
My heart full of love
and pride
The summer passed much
faster
After I first saw her
lovely face
We parted in September
Never again to share
an embrace
I knew her name
And her email address
And I knew she was a
poet
But that was all I
guess
From her writing I
divined a little more
She was clearly a
Christian
And seemed to be an optimist
But I learned little
more than this
Her profile only told
me her age
And that we were from
the same country
However, I thought I
should contact her
I don’t really know
why
I don’t make a habit
of it
It’s not in my nature
to pry
And I’m not one to seek
out correspondents
I have never foisted
my self
I’ve never been a joiner
of things
Or actively looked for
acquaintance
However, I felt almost
compelled
No, I actually felt
compelled
There was something you
see
In her writing I
suppose
That struck a chord in
me
A kindred spirit
possibly
Maybe we saw through
the same eyes
Or shared the same
moral compass
Or both like apple
pies
I don’t know what it
was
A connection of some
kind
On some obscure level
I should say quite
clearly
There was no romantic
motive
I wasn’t looking for a
lover
That ship sailed long
ago
Nor did I need a
companion
So, what prompted it,
I don’t know
That aside I then
faced the problem
Of what I should say
to her
I couldn’t say I felt
compelled
Or I felt there was a
connection
She would have thought
me mad
But while I struggled
to find the words
A message popped into
my inbox
And it was from her, I
opened it instantly
Read the first line
and smiled
“I hope you don’t mind
me contacting you
I’m not sure what
prompted me to write”
Isn’t life strange?
Like a buccaneer
Sailing the Spanish
main
The vivacious creature
Swept into my life
And like a pirate
Went for my treasure
trove
Pillaging my heart
And stealing it away
Leaving my soul in
chains
And my coffers empty
I have always been magnanimous by nature
Generous of heart and
noble of spirit
Kind, forgiving blah
blah blah
In short, I have
always been a door mat
I don’t get to be the
significant other
I am destined to
forever be the paramour
The elicit lover,
skulking in the dark
Never to come out into
the light
Never to be amative,
never to show my feelings
Always effacing myself
in public
Confined to simple
flirtatious episodes in view
And elicit sexual
dalliances behind closed doors
Hotel doors mainly,
locked against the world
Sometimes another man’s
bedroom door
With another man’s
wife or fiancé
I am not proud of what
I do, but I do it anyway
As I sit in the musty library
In a once great house
I read, not one of the
leather-bound tomes
That fill the shelves
from floor to ceiling
But a collection of
letters
Neatly tied in ribbons
And they take my
breath away
For each page is part
of a remarkable story
About a most
extraordinary couple
And their exceptional
love story
For this lovingly
devoted couple
Never met
Yet their love was
evident
In their personnel
correspondence,
No in their Love
letters
Let’s say it how it is
The flowery words of
an affaire d’amour
Echoed in the
calligraphy on every page
Each billet doux
More affectionate and
romantic than the previous
They bill and coo on
every page
Each lovingly
constructed sentence
Heavily laced with
innuendo
Subtle yet explicit at
the same time
Flavoured with
delicious nuances
Flirtatious and
lustful
Romantic and
affectionate
A love of such purity
Not for its pureness
of thought
But for the absence of
any hope of physicality
She was an invalid,
bed ridden
He a subject of an
enemy state
So, she couldn’t go to
him
He couldn’t come to
her
They could never meet,
would never meet
So, they made love via
correspondence
An affair lasting more
than forty years
Only ending with his
death
His dying wish that
her letters be returned to her
So that they at least
should lie together