Wednesday 27 October 2021

EXTRORDINARY GIRL

 

For a young girl,

Well, compared to me,

You have done something

Extraordinary to me

You have warmed my cold heart

You have cleansed my unclean soul

You have instilled purpose

Where there was none

Out of despair I now have hope

You have laid the ghosts of my past

So, I now have a future

A PERFECT DAY

 

A perfect day

Spent with you

The two of us

That’s my view

No one else

Just us two

A perfect day

Spent with you

I AM DEFINITELY READY TO SAY IT

 

I am definitely ready to say it

I hope she is ready to hear it

How will she take it, who knows?

I take a deep breath and here goes

I stutter and I stammer thru

She said “I know and I love you too”

Tuesday 26 October 2021

Snippets of Downshire Life – All Souls’ Day

 

The village of Clarence is in the Finchbottom Vale, a mile or so from Purplemere.

Fifty percent of the village was full of posh houses and posh people and as it was a village everyone knew each other’s business, but that didn’t mean that there weren’t still secrets.

 

Josh Aldridge was walking along the bridle path in the summer sunshine, lost in thought and totally oblivious to the glorious scenery surrounding him in the glorious woodland.

He wasn’t even aware how long he’d been walking such was the burden he was carrying.   

“Hello Mr Aldridge” a voice said bringing him back to the present and he looked round to see Daphne Reed trotting past and giving him a radiant smile.

“Hello Daphne” he said as she trotted off down the path on her horse, her pert little bottom bouncing on the saddle, rhythmically rising and falling in synchrony with the beast below her and he instantly felt guilty.

It was the guilt of a grieving husband, daring to look upon the loveliness of another woman, and in those moments he felt really alive.

He had nursed his dying wife from the moment they found out she was terminally ill right up till the end, which thankfully had been mercifully quick.

Daphne Reed had been her palliative care nurse, and he really liked her, but there had been no infidelity, he loved her far too much to betray her in that way, it would never even have occurred to him to cheat on a dying woman.

In fact not only that but he kept Daphne at arm’s length and was cold and aloof and never let his true disposition show through, but the guilt he had felt since, took none of that into account.

 

But that day was different, he had no cause to feel guilty, because on that morning, six months after his beloved wife Ellen passed, he received a letter from his solicitors, Curtis, Mitchel and Lovegood, which he supposed to be some final loose ends to be tied, which in a way it was.

Because when he opened it he discovered another letter, this time from his wife Ellen, which the solicitor’s letter informed him, was being delivered to him in accordance with his late wife’s wishes.

He sat down and his hands were shaking as he opened the envelope which at once exuded the essence of her favourite fragrance, which he took several minutes to enjoy, with her scent in his nostrils it was like she was there with him, which he surmised was probably the point.

 

He was in tears when he read the letter, one particular part he read several times and each time he cried afresh.

 

“If you are reading this then it means that six months have passed since I left you, and that means that, if you haven’t done so as yet, it’s time for you to get on with your life, you’ve grieved long enough.

I know that you and Daphne “connected” while you were both nursing me, although you did your best to hide that fact from each other, though not from me, and I also know that you’re far too honourable to have done anything about it, either then or now, which is why I’ve also written to Daphne.

So live your life to the full, our chapter is over now, and it made very good reading, but it’s time to write the next one with Daphne”.

 

She had given him permission to pursue another woman, but he wasn’t anywhere near as sure as she was that Daphne had even the merest interest in him and then he rounded a bend in the bridal path where he saw Daphne stood beside her horse, which was tied to a stile.

“What kept you?” she called

“Were you expecting me then?” he asked

“I was told you were coming” she replied and held up Ellen’s letter as she walked towards him

“No need to hold back now” she said as she faced him   

“No” he agreed and then he kissed her, guilt free

Mornington-By-Mere – (37) Three Days of Christmas (Christmas Eve)

On Christmas Eve Siobhan Chapman and Bryan Williams were stood in the old wooden bus shelter on the Shallowfield road opposite the Old East Windmill just after the last bus had gone in the depths of a passionate kiss.

They both lived in the village of Mornington-By-Mere which is a small country village lying in the Finchbottom Vale nestled between the Ancient Dancingdean Forest and the rolling Pepperstock Hills.

It is a quaint picturesque village, a proper chocolate box picturesque idyll, with a Manor House, 12th Century Church, a Coaching Inn, Windmills, an Old Forge, a Schoolhouse, a River, a Mere and of course at least one bus shelter.

Siobhan and Bryan had only met recently at a mutual friends 18th birthday party at the end of November although they were not strangers as they had both gone to the village school but at the age of 11 Bryan had gone to Shallowfield Grammar School.

Siobhan and Victoria Crockford had been right through the school system together and had been friends since forever.

Bryan on the other hand knew Victoria from University which was why he got his invite to her party.

When Cass introduced them at the party they hit it off from the very first second and from that night on they were virtually inseparable.

 

On Christmas Eve they had been at the Williams house for the evening and it was as he was walking her home to Windmill Cottages that they diverted into the seclusion of the bus shelter.    

“I have a confession to make” Siobhan said a few minutes after Bryan had un-cupped her breasts.

“What’s that?” he asked her without relinquishing his hold on her pliant breasts.  

“My uncle is the village policeman” she said
“Really?” he asked

“Really” she confirmed

“Well it’s a fair cop” he said and gave her breast a squeeze and then laughed uncontrollably because he was copping a feel of the village Copper’s niece.

“So you think they’re fair do you?” she said

“Yes” he replied “I mean no, er I don’t know”

Inexplicably, to Bryan’s way of thinking, she put her breasts away and slapped at his hand as he tried to free them again.

“They are better than fair” she said sharply “by a long way”

“You’re absolutely right” he said grovelingly “They’re fabulous” 

“Humph” she exclaimed and zipped up her coat

“Oh come on Siobhan” Bryan said “Don’t hide your lovely boobs away”

And he tried again to regain access to her goodies but Siobhan sidestepped his lunge and snapped a pink fluffy handcuff on his wrist.

“Bryan Williams I am arresting you for inappropriate laughter during a sexual act”

Bryan’s reaction was to try and escape but Siobhan’s Uncle had trained her in self-defense and restraint techniques and she applied the latter on his wrist and almost made him cry out in pain.

“Ok, ok” he begged “I surrender”

“Good boy” she said patronizingly

“Where are you taking me?” Bryan asked

“To my house of course” she replied

“Can’t we stay here instead?” he asked

“No we can’t” she replied

“Why?” he simpered

“Because my Mum and Dad have gone to midnight mass so you don’t need to be groping me in a bus shelter” Siobhan replied

“When you could be doing it in my bedroom”

“So why did you tell me about your uncle being a policeman?” he asked

“Oh that was just to give me an excuse to use the handcuffs” she replied with a giggle.

“So are you going to come quietly sir?” she asked and kissed his cheek

“It depends on what you plan to do” he said hesitantly

“Well if I tell you it will spoil the surprise” Siobhan said

“Ok I promise that I won’t offer any resistance” he confessed

 


Those Memories Made on Teardrop Lake – (23) Loves Christmas Dreams

 

Karen Cooper thought of herself as a plump girl but in reality she was just a couple of dress sizes bigger than her older sisters.

In every other respect she was clearly a Cooper, the looks were unmistakable.

All the Cooper girls had Auburn hair and an abundance of freckle.

And each one of the sisters thought their siblings were much more attractive than they were, whereas in reality they were all very pretty.

Karen was a tall girl like Jane and facially she favoured Kath.

Although she wasn’t born by the lake she was only two when she moved to Coopers Villa and she had no memory of living anywhere else.

Karen also took the credit for being responsible for them being on the lake in the first place.

Because when she was a baby she contracted meningitis and had to be rushed to hospital, and it was her illness that brought about the reconciliation between her Dad, Paul, and Granddad Harry.

 

Apart from the Auburn hair and abundant freckles, another trait she shared with her sister was that they all possessed a propensity towards hard work, clearly inherited from their parents.

Whatever she wanted she would get because she was a hard worker, it had helped her through her education and it would help her in her chosen profession.

 

But there were limitation though even for a strong work ethic, for example hard work was not going to get her anywhere with Chris O’Neil.

She was convinced he didn’t even know she existed and she had been in love with Chris since she was 12 years old and she was now 18.

 

The Cooper girls may have been late comers to Teardrop Lake but the O’Neil boys were all Lakesider’s born and bred and whereas all the Cooper girls had Auburn hair and freckles all the O’Neil Boys had black hair and wild gypsy eyes.

 

Chris was 22 years old and worked as a paramedic.

He was the best looking of the O’Neil brothers and was as a result very popular with the girls, but the sort of girls who kept throwing themselves at him were not the type of girl he was looking for.

Like his elder brother Terry, what Chris was looking for was a girl he could settle down with, and a girl like that hadn’t yet thrown herself at his feet.

However Francis, the youngest of the O’Neil’s, who was 19 and was in his second year at University, studying English had other ideas.

Unlike his brothers he had no interest in a long term relationship, or settling down.

His plan was to get his degree and then travel the world with no burdens and no responsibilities to way him down.

 

Dakota Harris was 17 year old and she was the pretty girl of Teardrop Lake and she lived at Shoe Buckle House on the northwest side of the Lake, and she was a tall and slender girl with long dark hair.

She was on the outside at least ultra-confident and ultra-popular with the boys who she kept dancing on strings but they were only boys.

She was always immaculately turned out, painted, perfumed and powdered and ready to impress Mr Right.

But apparently he was never looking her way, whoever he might be.

But for all her big talk and bravado she was fast approaching 18 and hadn’t even been kissed.

Even her tomboy big sister was engaged to a gorgeous man, and an army Captain at that.

Because she was pretty and because she knew she was pretty, Dakota always talked big when it came to the opposite sex, and her friends bought into it.

But it was all bravado, if one of the men she flirted with actually came on to her she would have run a mile.

Outside she was sexy and confident but inside she was a shy and dowdy little mouse.

 

Karen Cooper’s hard work took the form of working multiple shifts waitressing at the Brown Windsor restaurant where her sister Jane was the Sous Chef.

But that was just in her spare time, the rest of the time she was serving an apprenticeship at the Purplemere Film Studios where she was training to be a makeup artist.

Peter Lutchford the renowned film director who also lived on the lake got her the position.

She also help her sister Jane with her home dining engagements as well as doing makeovers to the inhabitants.

That was how she first got to know Dakota Harris and they soon became good friends because of it and Dak let Karen practice her make up skills on her.

 

Dakota was convinced she was never going to be kissed and especially not before she reached her 18th birthday.

She could quite easily get a kiss in time if she acted like a tart but she wasn’t a tart and she wanted her first kiss to be romantic, not desperate.

Meanwhile Karen was still dreaming of a romantic affair with her prince charming Chris Cooper but was resigned to the fact it would never happen.

 

On the Saturday before Christmas Karen had a rare night off and was around at Dakota’s house,

Dak’s parents were out to dinner and her older sister, India, was meeting her friend Penny at the airport.

So they had the house to themselves and Karen out did herself with Dakota’s makeover.

“Wow” she said “I look really hot”

“Not bad eh?” Karen said admiring her handiwork

“I look about 20” Dak said “Don’t you think?”

“21 maybe” Karen added

“Let’s go to the pub then” she suggested

Karen thought about it for a moment and said

“I don’t know” she said “I look rubbish”

“You can borrow something of Indie’s and I’ll do your make up” Dakota said

Karen reluctantly agreed so half an hour later they were laughing and joking and on their way to The Woodcutters Arms in Shallowfield.

 

At the same time Dakota was doing Karen’s makeup Chris and his brother Fran were just leaving Lakeside Villa bound for the same destination.

It was Chris’s first weekend off for a month and Francis had only got home from University that day.

The pair of them hadn’t been out for a beer together for almost a year so they thought a few jars at the pub might just fit the bill.

There were three pubs at the Teardrop Lake end of Shallowfield, The Woodman’s Axe, The Woodcutters Arms and The Foresters.

Ant the names clearly reflected Shallowfield’s dependence on forestry over the centuries, the pubs at the other end of town had more of an agricultural flavour in their naming, The Wheatsheaf, the Plough and the Farmers Tavern.

But all of those were too far to walk to so they decided very definitely to restrict their choices to the forest end.

Chris had drunk in all three at one time or another so he didn’t really have a preference and Fran didn’t care which one they went to as long as Chris was paying so they went to the closest the Woodcutters.

Dakota hadn’t been to the pub before and although she looked old enough to be in there after the makeover she had no ID so Dak went and found a table and Karen bought the drinks.

 

The girls were sat at a corner table facing back towards the bar.

“Look who’s just come in” Dakota said and Karen looked up and saw the O’Neil brothers standing at the bar.

As soon as she saw them Karen got all flustered and her cheeks flushed.

“What’s wrong with you?” Dakota asked

“Nothing” she said trying to look anywhere but at the bar.

“You fancy one of them don’t you?” Dakota probed “Which one?”

“Chris” she reluctantly replied

“How long have you fancied him?” Dak quizzed

“Since I was 12” she replied

“Why didn’t you tell me?” she asked

“Because nothing will ever come of it” Karen said definitively and took a drink then she glanced at the bar just as Chris looked across at them and smiled

“He’s looking over here” Dakota whispered

They both smiled back at him and then Karen said

“Well he’s not looking at me is he?”

“Well he’s too old for me” she said “I like Fran”

 

Karen spent the next 20 minutes sneaking glances at Chris as he laughed and joked with his brother, every now and then he would throw a glance at her and she would look away.

There were a number of girls who approached them but whatever they were after they left without it.

Dakota suddenly got up and announced she was going to the loo and almost as soon as she left there was movement at the bar at Chris started walking towards her.

“Hi Karen” he said

“Hello” she replied “Dakota’s gone to the loo”

“I know I saw her go” he said “it was you I wanted to talk to”

“Me?” she said incredulously

“Yes you” he replied

“Why?” she asked

“Blimey you don’t make it easy for a bloke” he said

“I don’t understand” she said

“I wanted to ask you something while Dakota was in the ladies” he explained

“Oh I see” Karen said with a sigh “you want her phone number I suppose”

“No” Chris replied with surprise “Why would I want her number?”

“Sorry”

“I wanted to ask you out” he explained

“Me?” she said incredulously

“Oh no not again, yes you” he replied

“I’ve been wanting to ask you out for ages but you’re always working somewhere or other and I never get a look in”

“Seriously?” she asked 

“Yes” he replied “So?”

“Yes” she said

“Now was that a question or an answer?”

“Definitely an answer” she said and grinned like a Cheshire cat.

“Good” he said “now can I get you a drink?”

 

Chris walked to the bar just as Dakota returned from the toilet and Fran joined his brother at the bar.

When he first walked to the bar and saw Karen sitting at the corner table he congratulated himself on his choice of venue and hoped Christmas had arrived early and seemed he was not to be disappointed.

 

“Well?” Dakota asked when she returned to the table.

“Well what?” she replied

“Did he ask you?” Dakota asked

“Yes” she said excitedly and they hugged

“But how did you know?”

“Fran told me” she replied

“But how did he know?”

“Chris told him?” Dakota said

“Oh”

“Anyway Fran told me” she said “and then he kissed me”

“Where?” asked Karen, wide eyed with curiosity

“On the lips stupid”

“No I mean, Where?” she explained “Where were you when he kissed you”

“Oh outside” Dakota clarified

“What were you doing outside?” Karen asked “Apart from being kissed”

“Well I went to the loo” Dakota explained “and when I came out Fran was there waiting for me and he told me no to go back to the table because Chris was asking you out”

She paused for breath

“Which was taking forever by the way, and we were blocking the door so he suggested we went outside and that was when he kissed me, in the moonlight, it was very romantic”

“Wow” Karen responded “And did he ask you out as well?

“Yes” she said excitedly and they hugged again

“Who’d of thought it, I have a date with an O’Neil”

Karen said

“Me too” Dakota squealed just as the boys and the drinks arrived.

 

As they reached the Shallowfield Lodge Hotel on the way home from the pub they split up.

Fran took the left fork so he could walk Dakota home and romantically kiss her in the moonlight once more.

Chris and Karen took the right fork and walked slowly hand in hand in the moonlight, they were in no rush to get home.

“Fancy that, Chubby Karen is walking hand in hand with Chris O’Neil” she said inside her head

While Chris was thinking to himself how lucky he was.

 

“Was that romantic enough for you?” Fran asked moments after his lips left hers

“It was acceptable” she said

“Perhaps I should have another go” he suggested

“Definitely worth a try” Dakota said obligingly

 

Francis O’Neil felt ten feet tall as he headed for home despite the fact that the evening had not gone as planned.

It was just supposed to be a few pints with his brother Romantic kissing was certainly not part of his plan at all but as soon as he saw Dakota Harris sitting in the bar trying to look all grown up, he was smitten.

Hook, line and sinker, smitten.

And this from the man who had no interest in a long term relationship.

His plan to get his degree and travel the world with no burdens and no responsibilities to weight him down was in tatters.

But then maybe he could take her around the world with him, she wouldn’t be too burdensome.

 

Chris and Karen still hadn’t reached either of the Villa’s by the time Fran came running along the road

“Don’t mind me” he shouted as he sprinted past.

 

When they got to the top of the path that led down to her house they came to a halt and he turned to face her and he kissed her soft lips, in a long and sensual kiss.

“I’ve been waiting a long time to do that” Karen said

“Me too” he concurred

“How long?” she asked

“A couple of years, almost three to be precise” he confessed

“I was 12” she admitted “when I first noticed you like that”

“Was it worth the wait?” he asked

“It was for me” she said

And then her kissed her again which she took to mean “me too”

IN MY FANTASY

In my fantasy

You bring me ecstasy

In my actuality

I crave your sensuality

So, it would seem

I must live in my dream