Tuesday 26 October 2021

Snippets of Downshire Life – All Souls’ Day

 

The village of Clarence is in the Finchbottom Vale, a mile or so from Purplemere.

Fifty percent of the village was full of posh houses and posh people and as it was a village everyone knew each other’s business, but that didn’t mean that there weren’t still secrets.

 

Josh Aldridge was walking along the bridle path in the summer sunshine, lost in thought and totally oblivious to the glorious scenery surrounding him in the glorious woodland.

He wasn’t even aware how long he’d been walking such was the burden he was carrying.   

“Hello Mr Aldridge” a voice said bringing him back to the present and he looked round to see Daphne Reed trotting past and giving him a radiant smile.

“Hello Daphne” he said as she trotted off down the path on her horse, her pert little bottom bouncing on the saddle, rhythmically rising and falling in synchrony with the beast below her and he instantly felt guilty.

It was the guilt of a grieving husband, daring to look upon the loveliness of another woman, and in those moments he felt really alive.

He had nursed his dying wife from the moment they found out she was terminally ill right up till the end, which thankfully had been mercifully quick.

Daphne Reed had been her palliative care nurse, and he really liked her, but there had been no infidelity, he loved her far too much to betray her in that way, it would never even have occurred to him to cheat on a dying woman.

In fact not only that but he kept Daphne at arm’s length and was cold and aloof and never let his true disposition show through, but the guilt he had felt since, took none of that into account.

 

But that day was different, he had no cause to feel guilty, because on that morning, six months after his beloved wife Ellen passed, he received a letter from his solicitors, Curtis, Mitchel and Lovegood, which he supposed to be some final loose ends to be tied, which in a way it was.

Because when he opened it he discovered another letter, this time from his wife Ellen, which the solicitor’s letter informed him, was being delivered to him in accordance with his late wife’s wishes.

He sat down and his hands were shaking as he opened the envelope which at once exuded the essence of her favourite fragrance, which he took several minutes to enjoy, with her scent in his nostrils it was like she was there with him, which he surmised was probably the point.

 

He was in tears when he read the letter, one particular part he read several times and each time he cried afresh.

 

“If you are reading this then it means that six months have passed since I left you, and that means that, if you haven’t done so as yet, it’s time for you to get on with your life, you’ve grieved long enough.

I know that you and Daphne “connected” while you were both nursing me, although you did your best to hide that fact from each other, though not from me, and I also know that you’re far too honourable to have done anything about it, either then or now, which is why I’ve also written to Daphne.

So live your life to the full, our chapter is over now, and it made very good reading, but it’s time to write the next one with Daphne”.

 

She had given him permission to pursue another woman, but he wasn’t anywhere near as sure as she was that Daphne had even the merest interest in him and then he rounded a bend in the bridal path where he saw Daphne stood beside her horse, which was tied to a stile.

“What kept you?” she called

“Were you expecting me then?” he asked

“I was told you were coming” she replied and held up Ellen’s letter as she walked towards him

“No need to hold back now” she said as she faced him   

“No” he agreed and then he kissed her, guilt free

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