Wednesday, 30 June 2021

Those Memories Made on Teardrop Lake – (17) Parenthood

Paul Cooper proposed to Lynn Fletcher in a quiet corner of a new Beefeater Restaurant, The Mallard, in Childean and after Lynn accepted they got on his Yamaha and went off so Lynn could chose a ring.

There just happened to be one that she particularly liked in a shop in Abbottsford so he left his bike at the station and they got the train.

While they were there Paul took his fiancé into the Downshire and District Building Society and changed his savings account in a joint account and then when they left the shop he presented the pass book to Lynn.

“Right you’re in charge of the coffers” he said “That’s our nest egg”

“What do you mean?” she asked

“You’re in charge of our future” he said and she hugged him.

As they walked towards the jewellers Lynn had tears in her eyes.

She could not express what Paul’s gesture with the savings meant to her but it felt like he had proposed all over again.

 

Before he left Shallowfield for Police College he transferred all of his personal property from the house into the Fletchers Garden Shed, the plan being when he was home he would sort through it all and sell what he could.

 

At the same time Paul went off to the Police College Lynn decided to apply for a job at the Shallowfield Doctors Practice.

She had been told by one of her regular customers that there would be a vacancy opening up and that it hadn’t been advertised as of that moment in time.

The position was for a receptionist, for which she had no experience, but then she had no experience when she started at Addison’s.

Her boss Elsie Addison wrote her a wonderful recommendation, so Lynn applied for it and she got it.

She was so pleased, but she wasn’t leaving Addison’s because she was unhappy it was just that now she was engaged and the keeper of the nest egg she needed every penny they could scrape together which was why she went for the receptionist’s job.

And she also carried on working at the Addison’s Tea Rooms on the weekends.

 

Ironically as a probationer Paul was posted to Nettlefield which was the garrison town of his Fathers Regiment, the Downshire Light Infantry and he spent much of his time arresting squaddies.

He didn’t get to see a lot of Lynn during that time but they were both well versed at writing love letters, after all they had been doing it for years. 

 

One night when Lynn was missing him terribly so she went outside to the shed and opened one of his many boxes and she could immediately smell him and when she picked up one of his sweaters and hugged it, she thought it was almost like hugging him.

Then as she was repacking the box she came across something that made her cry, tied up in ribbons were her love letters to him going right back to the very first one when he was at Boarding School.

 

When Paul’s probation was over he put in for a transfer to Childean, he did consider trying for Shallowfield but he calculated he would probably have to wait longer for a suitable opening there as it was a smaller station.

In the meantime he put his time in Nettlefield to good use and got as much experience as possible and equally as much overtime.

It was 1979 when his transfer finally came through.

His start date was in the same week as Lynn’s 21st birthday so there was a considerable amount of celebration.

In addition they also set a date for the wedding, August the 3rd.

The hardest part was finding somewhere to live, that they could afford.

So Lynn stayed with her parents and Paul stayed in the section house in Childean, it wasn’t ideal but it did mean they could carry on saving.

 

The wedding was a simple affair at St Marys Church, it was all very cheap and cheerful compared to what their children would expect.

The wedding car was Alf Mason’s taxi, Lynn wore her mother’s Wedding Dress, Elsie Addison provided the Cake and the buffet, Lynn’s Godmother was a florist so she provided the flowers and reception was in the village hall.

Everything done on a shoestring but the day was every bit as memorable as if it had cost a King’s ransom.

They spent their first year and a bit of their married life at her parent’s house in Lynn’s bedroom.

Not ideal but they made the best of it.

 

It wasn’t until February of 1981 that they finally moved into their own home and their married life could begin in earnest.

Even with all their savings the mortgage really stretched them so they had to wait before they could start a family.

The following spring the War for the Falkland Islands began and as they sat and watched the pictures on the news they saw Paul’s Father, now a Major General, embarking with his men.

 

Neither of them said anything but they both saw and despite the fact that he had to make his own way in the world because his father had disowned him, he still followed the reports of the conflict very carefully.

Harry Cooper survived the war unscathed, but not all of his command were so lucky.

 

The 5th anniversary of their mortgage, also coincided with Paul’s promotion to sergeant so he and Lynn decided to start trying for a family.

And they tried very hard, and very often but they appeared to be trying in vain.

But they continued to try anyway and they finally got their reward after four years of devoted and concerted effort when Lynn fell pregnant.

 

However as delighted as everyone concerned was that was not the only significant family news that year.

In August, Coopers Villa, which had not had a human presence for 13 years was occupied again.

Major General Harry Cooper, retired, was in residence.

 

Their first child, a daughter, was born in February and was the cause of much celebration. 

When she was christened there was another pair of eyes watching proceedings from the vestry.

Harry had been at school with the Vicar and was able to sneak in unseen to watch the ceremony.

He did the same thing three years later when Katherine Cooper was christened.

By the time daughter number three was born Paul had taken his inspectors exam and passed and had been transferred to Shallowfield.

 

Harry missed Karen’s Christening because he was away with the Territorials on an exercise, which was part of his duties as a reservist.

His missing that Christening would prove to be significant.

 

Paul and Lynn’s family was now complete, due to some severe haemorrhaging after Karen’s arrival she was unable to have anymore.

But they were happy with what they had, Paul thought it was  ironic that despite being raised in a home devoid of women, apart from the sergeant major nanny, he was destined to live in a home in which he was the only man.

But he didn’t mind that, life was good, he was even promoted to Chief Inspector that year so everything in his universe was peachy. 

However the problem with a peachy universe was that it was normally a prelude to blight and so it proved to be this time.

A few weeks after Karen’s christening she was very unwell, she was constantly irritable and drowsy.

And when Lynn was changing her into her night clothes she noticed a rash.

She immediately called the surgery and spoke to Dr Collins who was knocking on the door ten minutes later.

She was satisfied that Lynn was not being a hysterical parent and insisted that she would drive mother and babe to the hospital, Paul was on duty so Lynn’s mum watched Jane and Kath. 

 

It wasn’t a long journey and it passed quickly and in silence, both women starkly aware of the gravity, and when they reached the hospital Paul was already there.

There were no words as Dr Collins led the way and Paul, Lynn and the babe followed in her wake.

Although no one had mentioned the name it was clear they suspected meningitis.

So the first thing they planned to do was a lumbar puncture in order to diagnose or exclude it.

Only one parent was allowed to stay during the procedure so as Paul couldn’t bear to watch a needle inserted into the spinal canal of his tiny daughter, he left the room and paced up and down the corridor.

“How is she?” a voice asked

Paul turned around and saw a figure both familiar and unfamiliar in the same moment.

“Hello Dad” Paul said to the man he last saw in person twenty years earlier.

He was at the wrong end of his sixth decade with whitening hair, he was a proud looking man who still carried himself with military bearing but there was a forlorn look about him.

“It’s been a while”

“It’s been too long” Harry said

“Perhaps” said Paul and sat down and after a few moments added

“They’re testing her for Meningitis”

“Oh God” Harry said and sat down opposite his son

“Why are you here?” Paul asked

“Why did I stay away is more to the point” he replied

“So why did you stay away?” Paul asked

“Shame, pride, fear” he replied

“Fear?” Paul asked “Fear of what?”

“Rejection”

Paul nodded as he too had the same feelings, he too regretted what occurred during that long hot summer 20 years earlier.

The angry words and even worse those which were coolly calculated to hurt. 

“I have no excuses for my behaviour” Harry said quietly “I too had a wife and family but I lost your mother when you came into the world”

“You blame me?” Paul asked

“No” Harry said quickly “I blame no one, it was just cruel bad luck”

Harry paused for a moment before continuing

“For everything else I blame myself, I lost one son through my vanity and the other one through my arrogance”     

“I said some cruel and unforgivable things” Paul said

“We both did” Harry said “But that is all in the past”

 

The sample of cerebrospinal fluid was quickly tested and Lynn waited anxiously by Karen’s bedside for the result.

The Doctor picked up the phone and performed a series of nods and grimaces and said

“Ok thanks for that” and hung up

 

“The test was positive for meningitis” He said

“Oh God” Lynn said

“Don’t worry” he reassured her “we’ve caught it really early and a course of IV Antibiotics will see it off”

“Honestly?” Lynn asked

“Absolutely, we’ll have to keep her in for a few days, but yes she will be fine”

 

The feeling of dread had left her and so she decided to go and share the news with Paul and as she turned the corner into the corridor she saw something that gladdened her heart even further.

When she was greeted by the sight of Paul and his Dad hugging

“Well it’s about bloody time” Lynn said as she walked towards them and joined the huddle.

“Is she ok?” Paul asked

“She will be” she relied “in fact everything will”


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